I want you to be happy, to be protected wherever you are my sister.
I want to protect you
That's what I told Morgana many years ago
Where did the conviction go?
Morgana looked at me in shock.
She did not understand my reaction and neither I, yet I could feel my anger and palpitations rising as I held on to such a frustrated shoulder strap
Frustrated by the situation we both had to deal with.
"Why are you so selfish?"
Morgana pushed me asking me what I mean, I pulled her arm tight as I looked into her eyes
"Look at me when I talk to you"
Her eyes, despite everything their color has not changed. I could honestly recognize her face and recognize that spark.
It still exists
"I do not understand why you must destroy everything with your ideologies while I try to keep us both alive!"
I kept saying angrily as my voice came up "while you play the same heroine who keeps the weak and poor people at bay while the only person I've always thought of is you."
"Kyle I do not understand why you are now starting to talk about it"
"Why?" Repeats it as all emotions flood my heart
"Yes, you have abandoned me! You are your twin, the only person left in this world
And you preferred the laws and the council over me "
"HA"
"I preferred them over you you say" I mumble to myself as I allow myself to feel again the longings I have repressed over all these years.
"You still do not understand eh?" I lowered my head as I took a deep breath
"Morgana, I'd rather do it than kill you, I'd rather keep you away
SINNER OR NOT
The most important person in my life.
Morgana was angry when she heard these things, it was hard for her to digest everything.
"Excuses! It's all excuses!"
"No it's not an excuse, why do you see me here instead of the others?"
Morgana was silent
"You know very well that Lomir never loved people who would destroy his illusion that he was G-d. He would use all his power to destroy us, kill us both, and get it over with. He hated Mom so much that she was preferred by him in the community.
When she died he looked for any excuse to destroy us both, you, unfortunately, gave him the confirmation that we might be a threat to him. "
"Morgana" I repeated in a more gentle voice
She looked into my eyes
"Morgana ...?"
A sad smile came over her face, and tears welled up in her eyes.
She gently reached for my cheek and stroked it gently then reached for the other hand as if examining my face to make sure I was here.
"I was thinking that I could never reach you"
She said in a weak voice, almost like a whisper.
I sighed "I know .." I repeated it as she hugged me.
"Kyle, why do we have to hurt each other to get closer in the end?"
I kissed her head several times while feeling I could not control the pace and length of the kisses, I lifted her head while her back was close to the wall and she was close to me, with my wings covering both of us.
"I do not know what to do Morgana" I whispered to her as I felt the tears streaming down my cheeks.
She looked at me with an understanding look, with a long, familiar look. soulful.
"I'm sorry you carried that weight on yourself, I think I'm just starting to realize how much you suffered"
"We both suffered, each her suffering .."
She smiled as we both lived the moment quietly, she gently reached out and held my hand, her fingers caressed mine and I held her tightly with no intention of releasing her.
I took her hand and kissed her long.
She blushed and with her other hand moved the hair from my forehead before kissing him.
Air came out of my mouth, it was hard for me to control the emotion when we were so close.
I felt my eyes almost close as I brought my head closer to kiss her cheek, I lingered for a bit before
She kissed me back on the cheek after that, we could not stand the longing.
She called my name with a trembling voice, and I could not hold myself.
I held her tightly and kissed her, my whole body felt waves and chills pass through it
"I love you so much "
Morgana tried to arrange her breathing, she looked at me with an almost unfocused look as if she were in the clouds
Can't believe what's going on
She stroked my cheek and whispered "me too"
With a smile so divine that even I would kill for it.
