Sasuke is not sure what he's thinking anymore. Not sure what brought about these thoughts or what caused them to flourish. All he knows is that he's obsessed.
It's a lost cause, there is nothing to gain with this feeling. There is so much to lose. He ends it before it can begin. But there he is again, there he is. Standing there with that stupid face of his and he can't look away. It angers him. He doesn't have time for this.
It's over. Everything is over, he doesn't know what to do with himself. The obsession still remains. What would it take to break this obsession? Would he have to break him? No.
He would have to break himself.
It takes eternity gain everything, and a moment later it's all gone. He hopes, he longs and he hates himself for hoping, for longing. He's standing before the other for one reason. To break himself. It would only take a moment.
"I'm in love with you." He says, and waits. The time frame is only within ten seconds, but it seems like every second is turning into an hour. He stands and he waits. He waits for his confession to click in the other's brain. He waits for those words. Would he reply with those four words? 'I love you too'? Would all his subconscious hopes and dreams be shattered in this moment? Would it be delayed? Would it be returned?
"I'm sorry" The other replies. He nods and turns. His obsession dies, his love dies. Within weeks his obsession is forgotten. He has a new obsession. Another who would take the other's place.
He never really loved Naruto anyway.
It was only an obsession.