Chapter 32: Despairing Rememberance Fun

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Chlorine Grown Roses Chapter 32 - Despairing Rememberance Funeral

Three morings later i woke up in the morning with depresion in my heart... Tht was the day of the funeral and the house did'nt fel the same since what happend... I cleaned the bolod from my room a few days ago but i still got chills whenever i though of what happened. And i woild never forgive akira for betryaing me... and because she doesn't have the same opinion as you in RL.

I got out of bed and put on a black dress with a corset fromt, a sqare coller with frills, long sleeves with fluffy cuffs, a necalace with black dimonds, striped black tigts, and blak hiheeled boots. That's not how you should dress for a funeral, it seems like she's going to a party instead. I thought of makoto... i cried. Crying Count: 48 Did he die hatting me? Like everyone else should. Did he die right way or did he suffer. Was he in a better place? Every place is a better place if you aren't around. I began to felt sick as i put my hair into a bun and but on a wide rimed black hat with a balck viel. I put on some make up to and i was sure to use waterproof masara and eyelimer bcuase i knew i was gonna cry at te funerel. You literally don't do anything else!

I went sepretely from Makotos familt since i did'nt want ti see them sufferand i got inot esthers car. Yami was shotgun WTF? and shapter and Luna were in the back so i sat becide Himoto. Everyone was weaing black. For the last time this is NOT a party! Hitomi was wearig ruffled blak miniskit, a black tanktop and spoderweb leggins and arm warmers and a fuxxy black scrunhy. We have no idea, what the hell she is even wearing there. Yami And Shatter were both wearing black tuxedos with black ties but yami was wearing a black shit Eww, that's disgusting. while shatter was weraing a white shrit. Estehr was wearig a long gothic black dress with black gloves and a black rose. Luan was wearng a black dres shirt with a black bow on it and a long black skirt with black highheeled boots and she had her hair up. Conshita had her hair down and she was weraing a black suit jacket and a black skrit that whent to her knees and black tighs with high heel shoes. All in all, there was no valuable intel here.

"Ypu ready to do this guys" Esther said depressingly.

"Lests just go." Yami said. His voice was braking but you could tel he was tryign to hide it. Shatter was crying into lunas chet (I know whta your thinking but hstatter is still gay hes just crying itno his freinds arm fuck off akira-chan dont be a fuckign bitch abot it as usule) Why is every action done by two people automatically romantic in her book? and luna was tring to keep him from pasing out from hyperventlating. Cinchita quitely nodded her head. She wass strong but this even aftfectted her.

Hotomi hugged herself. "Plese start the car already ester..." She said quitely and she brok into tears.

Esther pulled out and went to the funeral home lke everyone else. Nobody in the car talked so all we heard was shatter crting and luna trying to calmm im down til we got to the cematery. Wwe all got out and went to the ceramony.

Makoras famely was there and so was all of the swim team but nagito and alot of iwatobi students showed up to including kissme. We wer ein the back ofthe crowd just as the cofin was lowered. Shatter was stil crying but Yammi had idea what to do an luna was runnig out of patients so i walked away form them so i wouldnt start crying to. Why? At least this time she would have a real reason to cry and she refuses? Insensitive cunt.

After I got away from most of the other people. I saw someone who i didnt expect to se leaning against a tree in the back with a sour espresso non his face. It was... Masahiko Kurusu! This is just getting boring.

"M-masahiko?!" I qestioned.

He had on a light bluesh gray shirt with the sleves rolled up, a gray vest and pants, a black tie, and a gray fadora. Wit all the ppl wearing balck at the funerla he loked out of plave with his gray clothers. Just like you on any other day.

"God. Do'nt you know how rude it is to tlak during a funarel. Fuk." He's talking too and he's even cursing, so he shouldn't be the one to judge. Masahiko scofed but he didnt lok at me but he kept looking at the coffin being lowered.

"But waht are u doing here?" I asked.

"I told you tachivana your in alot of treble." He said. "That person in the coffin could of ben you and i hope yuo know that. No, that person couldn't have been her, it SHOULD'VE been her!

"But... you did'nt even car aobat Mikoto!" I strated to cry. Crying Count: 49 "So why you're at his funeral? Just to taunt me?! WHY DONY YOU JUST LEAVE ASSHOLE?"

"Im nto a total basterd you knw... a kid deid the otehr day. I came to pay my respects. Since he deid because of you maybe YOUR teh one who should'nt be here." EXACTLY! Masahiko tipped his fadora so he could show his face beter.

That hit me like a metro and i cryed more. "IT WAS AKIAR!" I cryed. "SHE TOLD HIM TO DO IT!1" An accusation with no real proof btw.

I noticed someone was right beside us glaring at us. She was wearig a white dress shirt, a open black suit jacket, a black miniskrt wif a blak belt and black high heel boots. She had a black ribbonn in her hair. It was... Kimy Sikura! Not like her being there is of any importance, no her outfit is what matters. Why is a child even wearing high heeled shoes in the first place? She was pissed and whhen we noticed her she moutjed "thats enouff."

"But she told him to doit to kill you. We both know that." Masahiko loked hard at me. "Do'nt be a fucking retard. I kow you know it and your just denying to to make uyorself fell better." Such true words. Wonderful.

Before I culd rebut suddently i heard a phone ring. "Fucking hel." Masahiko swoore an he brought out a dark gray flipphone and started to walk away as he talked into ti. I could'nt tell who was on the other line butt the frst thing he said was "I told you to hold the calls! Im buzy! What the fuk do u need?"

AS he wondered of it started to rain a bit and I wandered if he was rigt. MAybe i was just in denile like he said... was I the REAL culprit? HELL YES! You're the whole reason for all of the shit that happens here!

The funerel ended and i morned Makoto a bit more at his garve before I headed to Esthers car seprete from theyr group since i lingered at the grave for a long time. I started on my way to the car whene I heard a squek nearby. I turned sicne i though t i was a a bird but i remembered that since it was raining birds would't be out. Instead it sounded like a person and when I loked i saw a girl with long light bloe haire and a black evvning gown peking out from behidn a mausoleum with a cold look on her. She noticed but i saw her thorugh and stratrted to frek out before screaming and disappearin behind a mausoleum gain. I wanted to chase after her but esther honked the horm for me to horry. I went thorugh the rain to the car but I thouhgt...

That girl looked alot like my old maid...

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