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I've decided to change a few things. Trevor is no longer a defence attorney and has been working white collar crimes for a few years. He often works with SVU to represent their victims when their ADA is out of town, or unavailable.Olivia is Sergeant of SVU, she doesn't have Noah and is a lot younger, for the sake of the story... 25 is her new age.I hope you guys enjoy this story.

-Karrrm

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Olivia Benson. She was known to be powerful in all definitions of the word. She was indeed. She was both fearless and empathetic. She had dealt with the worst kinds of people on a daily basis for a number of years, making people think that the Sergeant would be hard hearted and cold. Yet she wasn't. She was the exact opposite, she was caring, loving, hopeful, kind and jovial.

She dealt with darkness throughout her working hours, thus promising herself to spread light in every way she could. She was a saint. A tainted one at that. She was far from perfect in many ways, but yet still she was a representation of what perfection would be. She was an abundance of life.

Trevor Langan stared intently at the Sergeant seated beside him in the conference room. She took his breath away and she didn't even realize it. The air of sophistication around her was inviting. He watched her facial expressions throughout the preparation for trail. Seeing the purest of love in her eyes as she supported the victims.

He knew how much getting justice meant to her and he wanted to do just that. He wanted to help, even if it was just to see her beautiful smile. He knew from the minute he laid eyes on her that he loved her. She captivated his heart. Making him want to do whatever he could to see her happy.

He tried relentlessly to get the Sergeant to pay him attention and it had worked. They had been dating for a little over a year. Both finding each other interesting, intriguing even. They had a mutual agreement to keep a distance at work, for the sake of being professional.

It was becoming increasingly difficult to stick to that agreement for both parties. They had a strong connection and everybody could see it, it was obvious that they wanted each other. In more ways than one.

Olivia smiled at Trevor, taking hold of his hand beneath the table. She was a lot more open now. They had been through a lot in the pass year, and it definitely tested the foundation of their blossoming relationship. But they fought. They fought the battles together and they won.

Trevor looked down at their joined hands and smiled, making a mental note on how he wanted things to turn out. He knew what he wanted and so did she. They had officially announced their relationship three months ago and decided to move in together a month later. They were happy. Content.

But Trevor wanted more. He wanted her in everyway. He wanted her to be his completely, only his, forever. So he purchased a tiny blue box with a very special ring in it, hoping and praying that she wouldn't turn him down.

They walked out of the conference room once they were sure they had a solid testimony from their victims and witnesses. Both heading in the direction of her office, wanting a moment of privacy before he left to go to his own office.

She shut the door behind them and closed the blinds, knowing her squad would tease her if they caught her and Trevor making out. She smiled at him and sat down beside him on the sofa in her office.

"This is a tough case" was her opening line.

"Yeah, but let's not talk about that" he said, not wanting to dampen the comfortable air around them, "I've got a reservation for us tonight."

"Where?" She asked with a smile.

"Latias." He responded.

She gasped at the memory of the tiny Italian restaurant, it was where they had their very first date. She loved that restaurant and was secretly hoping they'd go there again sometime but they were constantly busy so that didn't happen.

"I love that place" she answered, the excitement evident in her voice.

"I know you do." He smiled, " That's why I chose it. Tonight is special so no excuses or cancellations."

She nodded, knowing not to question him about what made tonight so special, she knew her efforts would be wasted. He was good at keeping secrets, something that scared her at first but she learned to love it. She loved everything about him.

He pulled her onto his lap, allowing her to straddle him

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"You're beautiful" he whispered. Leaning in to kiss her soft lips.

Olivia ran her hand through his hair while the other rested on his chest. Their mouths clashing together passionately. His hands were wrapped loosely around her waist.

He deepened the kiss and smirked when he heard her moan. The sound only egging him on to continue exploring her mouth. He did just that and even massaged his tongue against hers, making her whimper softly. He could feel the heat radiating between her legs and he was certain she could feel his erection against her.

She tugged on his hair gently and deepened their kiss even more. The need to feel his touch clouding her senses completely, and making her forget where they were.

Trevor smiled against her lips "not here"

"I need you" she murmured, still kissing him.

He squeezed her backside, making her moan "later."

She broke their kiss abruptly "are you trying to kill me counselor?"

"Of course not Sergeant" he chuckled.

"Then why are you getting me riled up if you know you're going to turn me down?" She asked with a glimmer in her eyes.

He could see that she was partially joking, but the lust in her eyes made it clear that she definitely wanted this. He would give it to her after their date. If all went well, they'd be making love before the end of the night. The thought added to his arousal, yet still he managed to keep himself at bay.

He pushed a piece of her hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead "I'll make it up to you later, I promise"

She smiled, cupping his cheek "I'm sure you will... What time is the reservation?"

"Seven" he responded, his hand playing with the necklace that hung on her neck.

She looked down at it and smiled, it was her usual Fearlessness necklace with another tiny gold plate attached to it. The little gold plate was a gift from Trevor when they hit their one year anniversary, it was a smaller square plate that had the words 'ForeverAlways' carved into it. At the back of the gold plate, her and Trevor's initials were carved.

She bit her lip and looked up at him "This is my favourite piece of jewellery"

"I noticed" he whispered "you never take it off"

"I feel naked without it" she smiled.

"I understand..." He kissed her forehead "do you have any other jewellery that you cherish as much as this?"

She shook her head, this was it for her. She didn't have any heirlooms passed down by her family. Her Fearlessness necklace was something that was gifted to her by a woman named Casey. She had been kidnapped at the age of five and kept the necklace with her over the years, it was all she had left of her family. When Olivia found her, she was already sixteen years old, she had given up hope already but couldn't believe that somebody was still looking for her, even after the case went cold.

Olivia remembered the case like it was yesterday, it was the first case she worked. She was only seventeen years old but she knew she had to get Casey back to her family. She remembered Casey's mother saying that she knew her daughter was still alive and out there somewhere. She made it her mission to find her and after two long months she did.

As a gift she gave Olivia the necklace and after much persuasion Olivia finally accepted it and since that day she only removed it when it needed to be cleaned. She was surprised when Trevor came home four months ago and gave her the tiny black box with a simple golden plate inside. It melted her heart, and the explanation behind it was even sweeter.

He told her that she really was one of the most fearless people he ever met and it wasn't just on rare occasions, she was always fearless. Forever and Always. She was the bravest person he knew. Even brave enough to break down and open up to him. He had come to the understanding that they were more fearless when together, feeling completely safe in each other's presence. It was also a silent promise of always being fearless together, of being together forever.

"This is special" she whispered, finally answering his question.

He smirked "well maybe you'll have some more special pieces in the future"

She didn't realise what his words meant nor did she think about it any further, she assumed that he was just being his usual self and planning to surprise her yet again. She hated surprises before she met Trevor but that had changed drastically since she got to know him. He was always up to something new and she loved it.

"Well, I enjoyed our little talk, but I have to get going" he said, breaking her out of her thoughts.

She nodded "I'll see you at home"

He leaned in and kissed her once more, cupping her cheek as they shared yet another moment of passion. They were in love and it was obvious for everybody to see, yet still neither of them were ready to admit it. That would all change soon, or at least Trevor hoped it would.

He broke their lip lock before it could get intense, knowing that he'd never leave if it did. He allowed her to get up before standing to his feet and giving her one last peck.

"I'll see you later" he whispered.

She smiled "drive safe."

He winked at her "of course. I always drive safe because I know I have to come home to you babe."

She chuckled "whatever charmer. Get out of here before I kiss you again"

He shot her a warm smile while wiggling his eyebrows "you'd love that. We all know you can't get enough of me."

She rolled her eyes "yeah yeah, get out of here" she joked.

He gave her one last smile before leaving her office, greeting her detectives on his way out. Knowing they'd probably start teasing her the second she walked out of her office.

Olivia stood in the doorway of her office and watched him get onto the elevator. Waving at her before disappearing behind the closed doors. She bit her lip, her thoughts overtaken by how she missed him already. She could hardly believe that she actually felt this strong for someone and wasn't afraid to show it. Saying it out loud was a whole other story, but she figured her actions spoke for her.

Amanda Rollins raised an eyebrow at her "you look happy"

She shrugged "I am happy."

"That's great Liv... So have you told him yet?"

She furrowed her eyebrows "told him what?"

"That you love him" Amanda responded with a shrug of her shoulders.

Olivia's eyes widened and she gasped at the blonde haired detective "what are you talking about?"

Rollins chuckled "everybody can see how in love you two are, it's just about time that you admit it. Hell I wouldn't be surprised if that man is already planning your future together"

Olivia rolled her eyes "you're imagining things. Trev and I are at a good space, that's all. We understand each other and know where we stand. That doesn't mean we're about to go running on the hills, being all sappy."

The thought of it made both women laugh softly, Amanda gave a slight nod to Olivia. Yet the knowing smile remained on her lips "you'll be surprised at the things love can make one do."

"When did you become a love guru?" Olivia teased.

"Always had it, never let it show." Amanda answered before walking off to get a cup of coffee.

Olivia went into her office and sat down, pondering on the words the young detective had just told her.

Always had it, never let it show.

Those words were a perfect description of her feelings for Trevor. She always had feelings for the tall, handsome attorney with the gorgeous blue eyes but she never showed it. Until they became friends, which took place two years ago when she informed him of how things work at SVU for when he would take over their cases. This was were they bonded and got to know each other.

Their friendship was pure and steady, until a case of a young boy who accidentally killed his drunk mother after she attacked him. The nature of the case was too familiar for Olivia and it hit home for her, making her vulnerable and sensitive. She opened up to Trevor and he supported her through the case. Helping her get over her own demons that she never felt the need to deal with before.

This brought forth a new side to both of them, Olivia became a little less distant and Trevor became her biggest supporter. They helped each other get through the tough cases and eventually after a few drinks on a rainy night they ended up in each other's arms, sharing a kiss that set both their souls on fire and yet still gave them peace.

They didn't have sex that night, instead they just cuddled and kissed. Both deciding that they wanted to be with the other person. After three months of dating they finally had sex and Olivia knew from then on that nobody would ever measure up to Trevor, quite literally. He knew her body, inside and out. He read her like his favourite book and filled her in a way she had never been filled before. They were perfect together. Two people becoming one.