Bonnie stared up at him as her head was resting on his thigh with his right hand occupying a book while the other gripped her right ass cheek loosely. He would only move it away to turn the page then it would be placed right back where it was. She smiled thinking that her ass might have a hand-shaped tanned line soon but didn't mind it. She never pictured herself here, on the beach, sure, but not with Stefan Salvatore of all people. The vampire with his humanity switch flipped, the ex-boyfriend of her best friend Elena Gilbert, and did I mention his switch is flipped? But somehow here she was enjoying the sun with her boyfriend.

"Damn." He shook his head then flipped the page, moving his hand back to feel her fat.

"Stefan?"

"One second,"

She closed her eyes then shortly heard him ask her to continue. "I have like this kink in my back, can you massage it out for me?"

He sighed deeply.

"Please, baby?"

"Take your top off and lay down."

She smiled and moved to her stomach reaching behind her to undo the bows behind her neck and back.

"Where is it?"

"I can't really pinpoint it but it on my upper right side," She exhaled feeling his hands tend to that general area, and closed her eyes getting comfortable. "Right there," she moaned as more pressure was applied.

"Keep on moaning and I'll fuck you right here and now."

She laughed some making him smile. He continued for about a minute longer then lays beside her only to move her to her side and pull her in close to his body then roll to his back. She smiled and met their lips, kissing him deeply as his hands both squeezed her fat moaning.

"We need to stop, this is a family beach." She pulled back some.

"I don't care, now come," he pulled down on her neck meeting their lips then spreads her legs to straddle his lap.

She bites down on his lip as his hand reaches into her bottoms. "Stop it."

He sighed moving his hand away. "Party pooper."

She chuckled. "I'm not trying to get arrested."

"You think I would ever let that happen to you?"

Bonnie smiled then kissed him twice then reached for her top. Stefan helped her put it on then they packed their stuff leaving. Bonnie noticed a few people eyeing them so she's sure their moment didn't go unnoticed and when she saw the beach police, she decided to walk a little faster.

Stefan pulled away from her neck, licking his fangs. He was shocked when she actually allowed him to go through with feeding off her, he's tried plenty of times and she would always give him a headache but one day he guesses that she was just as curious as he was. Drinking her blood kept him full for weeks, her power lingered and blood multiplied which he guesses is why she's allowing him to do so, keeping him from potentially killing or harming a human.

"How's my health?" She smiled, placing her hand over her wound saying a simple healing spell.

"Perfect as always," he kissed her.

She took his hands and forced them along her body causing him to raise an eyebrow. "If we went to an adult beach, I would've let you go through with it. I was really turned on."

"I'll take you to one right now."

She smiled. "But I don't want people watching, I want our moments to be ours." She moved his hands to her mouth so she could kiss them.

"I'll compel everyone to ignore us."

"You're not getting my point."

"Fine. I'll uh be more respectful of your wishes, babe." He rolled his eyes as she smiled widely. "Don't make me regret having actual feelings."

"I think it's sexy how you only care for me." She kissed him quickly but he lifted her chin meeting their lips again in a calmer motion.

"Don't you dare," he talked against her lips as the doorbell rang.

"I have to, I'm a nice person," she pushed herself away from him to answer the door and smiled welcoming Caroline in.

They hugged before she hugged Stefan. "I need to talk to Bonnie."

"Don't let me stop you."

"I mean privately so go drive around the neighborhood or whatever for about five minutes."

"You're joking,"

"I'm not, I don't want you to get curious."

"You really think I care about whatever gossip you're about to spill?" He challenged.

Caroline sighed. "Fine. Bonnie, tell him to leave."

She chuckled then turned to him. "I'll call you,"

"I can't believe this."

Bonnie took his hand leading him out of her house. "I'm sorry," she pouted circling her arms around his neck.

"No, you're not."

She kissed him. "I am. How about I come over to your place tonight and we have some fun."

"Yeah?"

She nodded biting down on her lip then he kissed her roughly. "I'll cook for you," he talked against her neck.

"Don't stop spoiling me."

He chuckled then met their lips. "I'm calling you in two hours, you better be on your way." He grabbed her hips, pulling her closer.

"I'll try my hardest."

"Bonnie!" Caroline yelled.

"I have to go, babe," she cupped his face. "Tell me what I like to hear."

"You're the only one that matters to me."

"No one else,"

"No one else, not ever."

She smiled and met their lips and his hands moved to squeeze her ass.

"Bonnie!"

She pulled away then stepped backward toward her door blindly reaching for the knob. By the time she actually opened the door, Caroline grabbed her by the shirt and tugged her inside. "This is important, SOS, 9-1-1, emergency!"

"What, what's so important?"

"I slept with Damon."

Bonnie watched her eyes closely and carefully and once she spotted nothing but regret, she knew her friend was telling the truth. "You bitch."

"It was so weird, one second we're talking and then the next we're cuddling in his bed."

"What the hell, Caroline what about Elena?"

"I want to tell her but Damon wants otherwise and I'm conflicted. She doesn't need to go through that again."

"What, finding out her best friend is sleeping with her ex?"

"First off, Damon and I are not and never will be a thing. It was just a stupid moment affair that's that. Nothing like you and Stefan. Not that I'm shaming you in any way."

"I don't even know how to react to this. Never in a million years—"

"I know. I hate myself."

"Don't. We all make mistakes," she smiled, hoping to lighten the situation and smiled wider once her blonde friend smiled in return. She looked over grabbing her phone. "It hasn't even been ten minutes yet." She spoke.

"Caroline fucked my brother?"

Her mouth dropped. "Are you outside?" She walked over to the window.

"No, I… smelt her on him. What the fuck is going on?"

"I'll tell you later,"

"Hurry, I'm hungry."

"Yeah?" She bit her lip.

"Mm,"

"Bonnie!"

"Okay, I have to go,"

"No."

"The sooner you hang up, the sooner I'll be there."

"You hang up first,"

She laughed. "Babe," Bonnie turned her head hearing her front door close then ended the call running after her. "Wait, Care, I'm sorry,"

"I come over here in need of a friend and instead you ignore me ninety-nine percent of the time."

"You're right, I'm sorry. I'm all yours, I swear."

"Whatever, Bonnie,"

"Care," she frowned hearing her car start. "I'm— sorry." Bonnie sighed walking inside as she sped down the road.

…

Stefan kissed her pouting mouth several times then held her close.

"You made me have a fight with my best friend."

"Oh, so it's my fault now?"

"Yes."

He rolled his eyes. "Let me make it up to you between your legs."

"I guess that's fair."

He chuckled then kissed down her body as she got more comfortable. He pushed her knees apart after sliding the lace down her legs and aligned his face between them. She grabbed herself feeling his tongue then allowed herself to relax as his muscle continued inside her. She gasped as he lifted her hips and pulled her in close then dug her fingers in his hair as he drank from her right thigh before shortly coming. She bit her lower lip feeling is lips pepper kisses up her body until their lips met and she wrapped her arms around his neck, kissing him deeply.

"I love you." She looked into his eyes.

He watched her eyes. "Bonnie—" he paused as she cupped his face.

"You don't have to say it—"

"I wish I could get you pregnant,"

She chuckled. "You would trap me like that, wouldn't you?"

He shook his head then decided to kiss her. "So Damon and Caroline, huh?"

"Yep. Though Care said it was a one-time thing it's still weird. I kind of feel bad for Elena. Damon doesn't want her to find out which is understandable."

"So let's say Caroline and I slept together you wouldn't want to know?"

"No, I would like to know just so that I could set you both on fire."

"Noted."

"And because of that, I see why he wants to keep it from Elena but I think they should tell her. Even if she explodes."

"Damon's not one to do the right thing so we'll see. If he does tell her I just want to be here when he does." He smiled as she chuckled. "So, you love me, huh?"

"If it's okay with you."

"It's more than okay." He moves on top of her to meet their lips some more. "You're slowly chipping off the block of ice that's shielding my emotions."

She smiled and moved her hand to the side of his face. "Babe—" she looked over, hearing her phone ring, and sat up causing Stefan to sigh as she did so and reached for it. "It's Caroline I have to take it." She told him before answering. "Hey,"

"Hey. Sorry for snapping at you earlier, I shouldn't expect you to drop your day just to hear about my problems."

"No, Caroline, I'm sorry. You deserved to have my focus one hundred percent. How are you feeling?"

"Still strange. Off, conflicted, shameful."

"Don't beat yourself up too much, Care. Though our situations are different, when I first started being with Stefan things felt… all of those but later I learned to accept it for what it was. So accept this for what it was and move on. And if it'll make things better for you, tell Elena. We'll deal with Damon later."

She exhaled. "Thank you, Bon. I'm going to do some meditating and see how my mind makes itself up."

"Call me if you need me," she removed her phone from her ear. "I should head out."

"What, why?"

"Because tonight you're picking me up and taking me out on a date." She kissed his lips then scooted to the edge of his bed. "Someplace fancy. I want to wear a black dress."

Stefan watches her get fully dressed. "Do you have a particular place in mind?"

"I'm not picky. Bye, babe,"

He sighed as she walked out then laid back down on the bed. He was hoping that his relationship with Bonnie wouldn't necessarily evolve into something technically real but keep it casual. Sex here and there, a movie every so often, holding hands, sure. Simply not going anywhere further than the couch but now she expresses her love for him and he meant what he said at the moment, but he now realizes that he doesn't want the ice to be chipped. He wants it to stay rock solid and sure, it'll have pieces missing thanks to Bonnie and he welcomes it and accepts it, but he doesn't want chunks gone and he knows that if they continue down this road, chunks will start to break off easily.

He curses then gets up to take a shower. He doesn't want to ditch her simply because he can't think of a valid excuse so he'll treat her to dinner but will make it known that she shouldn't expect more like it in the future.

…

Stefan knocked on her door exhaling then took a half step back as it opened. He smiled trailing his eyes over her body tightly hugged in that black dress she told him she was wearing and the pop of red on her lips made them more kissable. "You look beautiful."

"Thank you,"

"Ready?"

Bonnie nodded and followed behind him after locking her door. She ignored the fact that he didn't open the door for her and got in herself, crossing her legs. She frowned slightly as he turned up the radio then looked over at him. Stefan kept his focus straight ahead ignoring the feeling of her eyes on the side of his face.

"What's wrong?"

"Why would something be wrong?"

Bonnie reached to turn the music down catching his sigh. "You suddenly don't want to talk to me now?"

"What are you talking about?" He looked over at her for a second before looking back at the road. "You asked me to take you out to dinner so that's what I'm doing."

"Well, I regret it now since you're acting like such a dick about it. I didn't realize that it would be this much of a bother to you."

"Bonnie, I don't feel like doing this whole arguing thing right now. Just please,"

"Please what?"

"You fill in the sentence."

"Seriously?"

He pulled over. "If you're not going to drop this then you can get out."

Her eyes widened. "You're joking,"

"I'm serious."

"Fuck you." She got out of the car and a tear escaped her eyes as he drove away.

Stefan watched her stand there getting further away in the rearview mirror and sighed pushing it up more so he wasn't able to see out of it properly. He tapped his fingers on the steering wheel rapidly. "Fuck," he made a right then another then another twice more until she was in his vision again. He pulled up beside her and wounded down his window as she walked. "Get in the car." He sighed as she ignored him. "Please," he stopped as she faced him then watched his eyes for a few before getting in.

"I can't believe you did that to me. Don't you ever leave me stranded like that again." She forcefully wiped away her tears.

"You have your powers,"

"That's not the point, Stefan!" She cried. "You just fucking drove away."

"I'm sorry," he held her face but she pushed his hands away. "Baby," he grabbed her face then kissed her shortly opening his mouth to her as she kissed him back. He pulled away meeting their foreheads. "I'm sorry," he wipes her tears.

"I can't believe you did that to me." She sniffed in.

"Come here," he hugged her tightly as her arms moved around him. "I'm sorry."

"I know,"

He moved his head back to kiss her lips three times then hugged her again. "Do you still want to go out?"

"No,"

"Okay. I'll take you home."

She moved away then sniffed in putting on her seatbelt. She tried to hold in her tears but several slipped every now and then and she would wipe them away. Stefan looked over at her stopped at a light and cursed internally at her wet face and red eyes. "Baby, I'm sorry. I'm an idiot."

"I don't want to talk to you right now." She cried more covering her face with her hands.

"Fuck me," he whispered then continued on his way to her house. Bonnie got out immediately but Stefan chased after her. "Wait wait wait," he grabbed her hips.

"Leave me alone,"

"Look at me please," he held her face and continued only when their eyes locked. "I'm sorry. I never should've done that, powers or not. I will never do anything like that to you again, I swear. I don't know what I would've done if something happened to you."

"We're done." She moved away.

"Babe—"

"You just drove away like I was trash."

"I was angry okay, it wasn't about you, it was about me. I took my anger out on you and I'm sorry." He sighed watching her unlock her door. "Babe,"

"I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive you let alone forget. No one has ever—" she stopped before she cried again. "I can't believe you did that to me."

"I'm sorry, how many times do I have to fucking say it?"

"Fuck you, Stefan." She closed the door on his face.

Stefan stood up straight and balled his hands into fists before walking away. Piece by piece that block of ice was rebuilding itself again.