It has already been a few years since those days of crawling and wailing and endless crying... it was a nightmare and right now it is my-I mean our birthday today. I guess I failed to mention that I wasn't born a single baby, like I have always wanted in my life before, I HAVE A TWIN!!!!!!

His name is Izuya, rhymes with my name, Izuna and what makes it better is he is the Big brother that I have always wanted in my life before! Funny right? I don't want to sound ungrateful of this second chance in life but I did kinda notice that some of the wishes that I had wishfully thought in my life before just suddenly came true.

Which is weird.

Here I am though, in my room, looking at that huge mirror, seeing how much I have grown in these little years and how I look like did not change from my life before. The same red unruly hair and same hetochromic eyes, which I have yet to see the value in them though my brother was born with the same looks as mine only he is a boy.

The only difference that I saw is that I have tan skin, really tan. It really made me belong in this city in the desert.

I guess I have also failed to mention that I was actually born in Shurima. Apparently rumors has it that this kingdom surrounded by the sands was ruled by a tyrant named Azir. Of course I know that he is but not in a bad way, low key nerd for league of legends lore. I really do find it funny though that the story was very much coincidentally the same with the lore in the game.

But what I really find it funny is when I was a walking toddler babbling about nonsense to my very beautiful mother who has silver hair and the same eyes as me and my brother, which I do not know what I did to deserve such a beautiful goddess to be my mother. A bird like man suddenly walked in the room where me and my brother along with my mother were and suddenly scooped my up like little puppy.

Boy, was I shocked, to the point that I drooled on his golden hands.

His bird like appearance glowed and changed into a very handsome man with his tan skin, raven hair slicked back cleanly and his golden eyes sparkling. My mother got up from her chair and greeted the man holding me.

" My dear, Azir, I am glad that you are home."

She cooed at him.

This is the real shocker for me. It was when he cooed back at her.

"My dear wife, how I have missed you so."

Shit, I am a tyrant's daughter.

What makes it worse is that my brother also realized the same thing I did.

My brother looked at me like he was saying "what the fuck is this?" Me, I just shook my head trying to tell him " how the hell should I know?" Well give or take we have not met our father since and to us, twins this is the first ever time we have met our own dad.

The thing with me and my twin, it is weird and crazy but somehow we are always thinking of the same thing. Which is really cool! Everytime I'm thinking of something like I want to eat something. Like a few days ago! I was thinking of eating ramen cause I was really craving for one and he just suddenly came to approach me and said:

"What's a ramen?"

And my face was showing like "Holy Shit"

I have finally known what it feels like to have my own twin! It is a wonderful experience! We do things together, we play together, we eat together and we even think together, it's so amazing! It feels like a dream come true!

I didn't feel my brother scoot towards me, he pulled on our father's clothes.

"Dad, you're scaring little sister, look she's shaking!"

Our father took a glance at me and I, faked my shaking, I need to play my part to make it real. His face shown surprise and started fussing about. He pulled me towards him and cradled me like I'm his precious little baby and he started cooing at me.

"Our little princess, hush now, Papa will not hurt you."

This feeling... it has been a long time since I have felt this kind of ...affection... he started rocking me and nuzzling my unkept hair. The warmth it feels so good that I felt like I didn't want him to stop. Unconsciously nuzzled back to my father's chest hoping that the warmth would last forever.

This made me miss my father in my previous life, though he was not perfect, he was really caring and a little welll...tsun tsun in his own way and I liked him that way but my decisions broke his heart and we were not the same close father and daughter relationship anymore, he also refused to see me when I want to see him, Gael was a decision I did not regret but the consequences that followed it, that I did.

How I miss him so.

My tear just suddenly flowed down on my cheeks without me even knowing that it had made my current father right now panic. He pulled me away a little bit to see my face and right there I saw his face in complete lost, wandering what he did wrong. I turned to ask my brother what was going on but when I saw his face, it was completely the same with our fathers!

WHAT THE HELL?

What is with that face? Why are you making that face?!

Glaring at him, sending that thought to him like I know how but in truth, not.

I saw our mother approaching smoothly to me and our father. She spread her arms, getting ready for our father to hand me back to her.

"Dear, I am not sure you are aware but you scared the daylights out of her!"

Our father's guilty face just got a lot more worse.

And it is really funny.

"I did not mean for all this to happen, dear!"

They are actually arguing about me, it's really sweet and funny, my parents actually fussing about me is really refreshing to see. It made me feel loved for the first time in a long time that somehow I am really grateful for this life. I cannot express how much I am happy right now om this moment.

"Well, did you know that your beak was scaring her?"

This has but a big surprise on Azir, I mean father's face.

Azir, A.K.A my father is actually an ascended being, to put in simple terms, He is a human turned Demi-God. From what i could remember, before everything that's happening now, He was a human revered as the most wise emperor in Shurima. He led the kingdom to countless of victories and also prosperity. He also has the most loyal servant by his side to aid him in his endeavors but ... one day that most loyal servant also became the most vile traitor of his empire. He turned his back on Azir on the moment he was about to ascend and hoarded all of the sun disc's magic turning him into an ascended instead which resulted to Shurima's demise.

Well it doesn't mean He didn't become an ascendent. Story wise, it really took a long time for him to ascend. Long after the fall of the empire, Shurima became a shadow of its former self, scattered tribes and villages, most are just doing everything they can to survive the harsh desert.

The scattered empire now lives through archeologists digging into the sands for ancient relics for a price and tours to the ancient ruins of the former empire, which also means there are bandits, treasure hunters and well...more bandits.

And getting to the part where our father was ascended, one bandit, came to offer a tour on one of the ancient ruins of the former empire, it was at a really golden price. The client was high profile, they say she was a Noxian. She wanted a tour at the ancient ruins of the sun disc.

After she has escorted the Noxian to the heart of the ruins. She never planned on paying the bandit that helped her, so she stabbed her in the back. Hoping to hoard all the treasure she has found and the remaining magic residue. She did not count that the bandit she was with was of royal descent.

The blood that flowed from the bandit awoke the sun disc and its magic residue sucked back into the disc, allowing it to do its last set task from ages ago.

But in my opinion, the sun disc might not be fully gone.

Well that is in the past.

Right now, I might not be able to get over from Azir, THE Azir, being my dad. Well... our dad.

"Dear do you even know what today is?"

My mother opened up the conversation again and my dad just turned his golden bird head towards her. He looked like a light bulb just lit up on top of his head and his blue eyes suddenly went brighter.

"My little ones, it seems you grow stronger and brighter day by day!"

His glee is overwhelming that I didn't notice that he picked me up and raised me high above his head.

"And you! Are getting more beautiful day by day! Just like your mother!"

My mother rushed to him in panic, trying to reach me, coaxing my dad ti lower me down.

"Dear! Be careful with our Pups!"

My dad looked so surprised and regretful with his actions, with that he put me down slowly and carefully, he placed me right beside my brother.

"I apologize, my dear wife."

And right there he kissed my mother lovingly like lovers.

My brother scooted close and whispered.

"Do you think mum has cooties?"

What?

"They're our mum and dad if they have cooties, then we'll have cooties too."

"Blegh!"

All it seems well, We both have a loving mother and father, we are well taken care of, well of course and a Big Brother! Quite different with my life before, I feel so blessed, as if I am finally living the life I have always wanted, what I have always wished for.

A dream come true.

Yes, Yourhappiness is also my own.

It feels too real, voice, I really don't know what to say.

As it is, you deserve it.

All is well until a large explosion happened.

My mother cursed in Ionian, grabbed us and scooted both of us close to her. My father summoned sand soldiers and stationed them in full defense around us. He summoned another one to scout outside and see what was going on. My mother's breathing heavily like she is afraid of something.

"My dear wife, I need you to run. Take the little ones with you."

My mother, seemed scared but she seemed to regain her composure.

"He has finally come for me."

She looked at us, with such sad eyes, but she looked determined.

Another explosion echoed outside the palace.

To be continued hehe

I have been busy with my work and how i'll deal with what life throws at me but right now, the good news is I have now reformed myself and I finally get to love me and only me.

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