I don't know what he said to my mother but she looked down as she spoke she said she wanted to tell me the truth but something about her speaking was off, it didn't sound like her or my father to try for another child when I was the reason she couldn't have any more kids seeing it was a risk to even have me in the first place. I know there is a universe where me and deku doesn't get along and I know there is one where deku does kill himself but something deep down knew I shouldn't have said those things because I didn't know how to cope with my anger and my school UA doesn't give me the proper tools so I can change but they was more into if we even graduate the school but something about that didn't make since and Deku told them that didn't make since but they didn't care but unless they was my teacher Aizawa.
"so that's why I slapped you but I also want to apology for all the years of trying to make you into something you didn't want to be and that caused years of unwanted abuse and other things that shouldn't have happened and that Katsuki I'm sorry" my mom said
"It wasn't just years of unwanted abuse mom you was also doing it on purpose when I copied your actions and many people warned you that one day I will follow into your footsteps, which I'm glad I didn't because I wouldn't have ended up with the nerd in my life" I sighed looking at her
"In many ways you did follow your mother son, you told Midoriya to kill himself more than once and you also told him that he isn't worth going to UA like you because he was useless and he needed to die" my father explained making me look down
"yes, and I'm going to make sure he knows that I'm sorry for every single word that came out of my mouth when we were kids" I looked at Deku.
the way he looks at me shows that he forgives me for all of the stuff that I said to him when we was kids but I wanted to make sure he knew that I was actually sorry but something in my heart knew that this was going to work out with us. He seen me staring winking at me causing me blush softly. We left my parents' house and went to his mother because he did not get to pick up our dinner because he rushed over to help me with my mother. Auntie Inko was so sweet about making us some dinner so he did not have to cook but he could not cook perfect, but I am going to teach him. when we get home it just beautiful, everything didn't scream crazy like his old bedroom like we was growing up but he walked to the kitchen getting plates but before he could he walked to me grabbing me by the waist pulling me close to him.
"are you alright baby? I know what happened was a lot and I want to make sure that you are fine" Deku said.
"yes, I'm fine thank you, but I'm use to her doing those kinds of apologizes" I sighed looking at him, but he did not look convinced, so I kissed his nose.
he nodded looking at me before going to his kitchen to make us both something to eat, seeing it was a long day and we did have school the next day minus a bunch of other stuff we had to do before we got here but that is something that deku would work on while I was taking a bath seeing he didn't want me to get hurt because I was to 'pretty and too damn adorable' but I don't agree with him at all but I know better than to fight. After dinner we went to the bedroom, I already had a bath and deku was in the shower seeing he was all over helping me unpack my stuff seeing he wanted to make sure I was comfortable but I ended up wearing his shirt and checking out his closet to see he had brought a lot of skirts and panties for me but what had me more red in the face is the room behind the clothes, something about that room is making me feel like a virgin even more. He had a room built just for sex, but this was way more intense seeing there was all of things about sex that I did not know seeing he had a whole room. I heard the shower cut off and I quickly close the door to the room because I don't what he will do if he would punish me for even looking into his personal business, we maybe soulmates but something about being in his personal business isn't right. Yes, I did bully him, and I have said harmful things, but this is me making it up to him. I opened my laptop and went to a new file and started to type of ways to make it up to him seeing he did so much for already but this is something I didn't want help with seeing this is something I want to be special for us.
I planned something around his birthday because he loved to do stuff for his birthday but seeing his father was never home and he never had a real father figure but my father and Toshinori Yagi. He looked up to them seeing they was always treating him like the son they never had but my father was treating him like he treats me seeing Deku was never any actual harm like I was. I took after my mother but the school I go to doesn't give the stuff I need to help me deal with the stuff that I've been through seeing that I have my mother's horrible temper and I watched her and my father interact and it wasn't always the best seeing the way I treat Deku.
