Took a job working late, Jacking cars from out of state, She found no love in this town, So she'd never mess around. - Chop and Change by The Black Keys
Lately, when I try to sum up how I've lived my life, I've been referencing one quote: Fifty years from now, when you're looking back at your life, don't you want to be able to say you had the guts to get in the car? I know… I know… I can feel the judgment from here. Transformers was a great movie, I don't care what anyone says.
I guess in my case it'd be more accurate to say climb on the bike, but you get the premise. I've tried not to regret any decision I've made or anything I've experienced because they've made me who I am. If I ever do feel that regret slip in, it always comes from the same place, "What if?". That feeling is so overwhelming to me that I feel like I drown in it, that regret encompassing every free space in my mind. So I do everything in my power to avoid it. Some might call me reckless, but then again, what's life without a little risk?
If there was anything I knew too much about, it was taking risks. If you grew up as the daughter of an MC President, knowing nothing but the MC life, wouldn't you be risky? I suppose it doesn't matter much now. I've made my bed, I have to lie in it. And it hasn't been all bad, if anything there was way more good, so much love, and beauty.
So, I can't bring myself to regret anything that has happened to me, or where I've ended up, because holy crap has it been a ride.