Hello everyone. I'm sorry for the long wait in between the chapters… Anyway, since I updated last I finished two more stories of the ones with little left, and written a oneshot so I hope next chapter or the rest of the story won't take as long.

If you guys like reading stories with epilepsy/ seizure- awareness, CharlieSmarts12 just wrote one called the concert. It's really good and I think you all should go and read it.

I also wrote a oneshot for Manifest about it called turbulence.

Other then that I started a new story called Bitten off too much to chew. Because I broke a tooth and wanted to write something like it because I know my friend Ally R. Swan really likes that sort of fics. It's written for good witch.

I think that's it… Here is a chapter I actually haven't started yet.

Only one more note. I thought I'd told you, but I was reading through the story and noticed I hadn't. The portrayer for Cameron is Noah Jupe.

The evening before school started I hated how May-Li and Scott had decided I could play the computer so little each day. What was I supposed to do even for time to pass by now I had sorted everything out that could be sorted, shopped everything that could be shopped and prepared everything that could be prepared. I was lying on my bed, one hand under my head and staring into the ceiling.

The pieces of my school uniform- black pants, white shirt, red sweater and stripy tie hung on the back of my desk chair. The shoes stood right next to it, now I couldn't exactly spend the whole night trying to pick something that I would wear when I came home from school.

"Cameron?" All of a sudden there was a knock on my door and I could hear Katy's voice there. "Can I come in? I have something for you."

I probably wouldn't have liked to admit it.

I probably would still like to tell myself that Katy was just another annoying little brat from the care system. One that I simply could not stand. But I was actually starting to admit I quite liked her and we were friends.

"What?" I asked, she opened the door and came inside. In her hand she held a wrapped parcel, looking like the one she had had when she gave me my doorsign. "What is this?"

"You'll have to open it and see." She handed it to me and I took it. "I hope you don't mind… But I kind of stole a photo from the ones you have. I wanted to make somethinng out of it. Especially when I saw all the framed photos you have hanging all around here."

I pulled off the wrapping paper to find a photo frame, and a photo of myself, Fagri, Maximillian and Bridgette. The twins- at only one year old each were very unsteadily on Fagri's back, while I stood next to them, holding onto Bridgette so she didn't fall and smiling brightly towards them. Just as brightly as the summer sun from behind the camera, and the tree... That one tree.

"Do you like it… Don't you like it? Are you mad? You could just put in another photo in the frame I guess…"

It just passed by in my mind that I would have liked to be mad. That I would have liked to scold Katy for going through my stuff and then using it to this.

"No…" Well, I guess I just couldn't pretend. "I like it…" A big smile was forming on Katy's lips. "Thanks Katy."

"You're welcome…" She sat down in the desk chair. "Did you want something else?"

I couldn't help the knowledge that I wasn't the type of person that had just made friends with someone like Katy. That if someone had asked me just a few days ago what I'd thought about her I would have said she was a pain in the butt and I wanted her to leave. But while she watched me when I put the photo frame to stand on my bedside table I did realize I actually kinnd of liked her. As a friend, of course. But it was nice having a friend…

"What are their names?" Katy asked all of a sudden. "Your sister and brother?"

Your sister and brother.

Ever since I spoke to my mum on the phone a couple of days ago everything had been spinning in my mind. It was now years since the accident that had killed them and dad and all of this had started. But I had never thought about it like now- the flashbacks had never been so clear.

And more than ever I wish I could just forget about it all, move on with my life and make a whole new one whatever it would be. While I hesitated, lifted my hand and felt on the back of my head beneath my thick, curly hair the scars…

"Maximillian and Bridgette… But anyway…." I interrupted before Katy would have the time to ask anything else. "…I still have things to sort out for school tomorrow…" I got up on my feet and so did Katy. "Please leave!"

She left without another word and I closed the door behind her, while leaning my head against the door and concentrating on taking deep breaths…

I closed my eyes, then opened them again and tried to see what I literally had in front of me instead of what was always on the insides of my eyelids. With it I stepped out on the middle of the floor and looked around, tried to ignore the photo Katy had put in a frame for me. And tried to ignore the computer…

I could just as well ignore the rule Scott and May- Li had put for me. I was fourteen years old and I could use the computer as much as I wanted.

"Cameron?"

I was just about to sit down and turn on the computer when suddenly there was a knock on the door and May-Li was on the other side. As if what I had just been feeling showed I drew a deep breath and fixed a wrinkle on my shirt before I went to open the door.

"Yes?"

"Some of the others are having last-night-before-school-starts-supper. It would be nice if you could join us."

I was about to protest. Why would I want to spend any time with the same care kids that I spent all the other 365 days a year with. And why would I make some sort of celebration that we had to get up in the morning again tomorrow, do homework and listen to teachers?

"Sounds nice. I'll be right there."

Random fact

As you know several months have passed since I updated this story. But as I'm writing this it's November. And did you know November is Epilepsy awareness month? I've been trying to come up with something to do but I can't think of anything. Anyway, I think there are two chapters left of this story and there'll be more Epilepsy in them… So I'll try and get them written and posted sooner this time.