Port Charles

"Sammy baby it's time" Elle said coming into the dark room and sitting next to her friend. As the tears rolled steady down her face she shook her head "I'm not ready to say goodbye we where suppose to have forever" Sam says. When there was a knock Olly opened the door"hey Nena i got this you take the kids will meet you at the church" he said coming in.

She nods then kisses Sam on top her head and left the room"hey kiddo" he says. Making her shake her head"I can't do this ,I can't do this" she cried leaning her head on his shoulder. "Shush you know me more then anyone knows what your going through.

And I believe in you baby and if things get to hard we are here lean on us. But you have three kids to get it together for Sam when I lost Kat I felt like my bottom dropped out. I could breath without her and mami told me mijo your children need to see your strength. On how to handle diversity so get up and put one foot in front of the other.

Even when you don't feel like you can't go on you put one foot in front of the other and walk. I know how you feel and you can get through this I promise" he said wiping the tears away. "Do you still miss her" Sam asked, every day of my life I wake up and I miss her.

But I see her in our children every day so let's go do this shall we" he said with a sympathetic smile. Taking a deep breath as he stuck his hand and she took it meanwhile in the living room. Elle got the kids ready and out the door when there was a knock"Papi take the kids to the car with your brother and your sister" the teen nodded.

Taking Baby Drew to the car stepping out of the house and closed the door behind her. "What are you doing here she don't want you here and she damn sure she don't need you here. Her pain and grief is your fault so go NOW how many times does it need to be said

For you to get it huh I mean its like your flaunting it in her face that her husband is gone. Your just walking around like hey I cheated death again but Sam I'm oh so sorry. I didn't mean for it to happen and guess what Jason you never mean for shit to happen it just does.

An it's never you to pay for it some else always does Sam, Michael, Justus, Emily, AJ and now Drew. All of your mother's kids that loved her are gone because of you and the life you choice to lead. With your sloppy ass so do her a favor and stay the fuck away like she asked you too" Elle said.

"Yo brush my mom's asked you to go so just go" he says staring at Jason, look i just want to check on Sam to see if she's okay"Jason said. The woman scoff"Ay dios mio is she okay No she's not okay Jason she has to bury her husband. You know the one who died in mob war that didn't have shit to do with him" she says.

As Roman stood next to his mother"I didn't ask him to get involved Elena"he says angrily. "Ayy papi go in the car go off you didn't Jason but when people are trying to kidnap and hurt his wife and children. To get to you did you expect him to stand by and watch while you play the martyr. Give me a fucking I mean really i bet you the loud mouth talked your dumb ass into coming here.

I can here the conniving snake go to her Jason she needs and you need her well guess what bitch not on my watch. Drew doesn't get to see his kids and neither do you I got that snake ass bitch down to the T right.

So you can slide in and have his family right yeah that's why you didn't really try to save him. Because you wanted him out the way but see the thing is she hates the air your breath so goodbye I have some place to be"she says bumping him. Before walking away and leaving him there he would come back when he knew they left.

He thought as they left with him right behind them not soon after Olly got into the car giving her a minute. When Curtis got there the guilt was eating him alive catching her before she left the house. "Hey Sam look i know you don't want to see me and I'm sorry for everything it's my fault. I got distracted and got knocked out and we lost him I didn't have his back.

And I'm sorry "Curtis says pleadingly putting her hands up "Curtis its not your fault and I'm sorry I lashed out at you that night. I had just found out my husband was gone and I know you loved him too and I don't want you to ever feel like its your fault. Because its not" she says hugging him as the tears streamed down his face wiping them away.

Curtis nodded his head unknowing that someone was watching him but they shook their head. When Olly beeped the horn"Come on we have to go" Sam says, I will meet you there Curtis says as he walked her to the car making sure she got in. Before Olly pulled off taking her to the church Sam looked over at him"one foot at a time"he said.

As she got out she took a deep breath before going inside it was filled with all the people who loved Drew. Maxie walked over with DJ in her arms and hugged Sam then gave her the baby.

Who was the spitting image of his father "hi my sweet boy" Sam says, he needed his mommy "Maxie says rubbing Sam's back. When Alexis came over with her sisters mother and daughter just looked not saying anything she just hugged her.

It was as if no words were needed she knew what Sam was feeling just them Julian took all of them into his arms. Just holding them nodding at his son who was having just as much of a hard time. With Nelle nearly killing Brad who was still in the hospital in a coma. Trying to stop her from kidnapping their son who they didn't know was Michael's child.
Before leading them to the front of the church seeing Monica who smiled sympathetically.

"We do this together" Monica said taking her hand then pulling her into a hug just then an older man walked over. "I'm sorry for your lost Chief Cain was an excellent solider but an even better man. Who we want to give you his metal from his upcoming ceremony he did his country well" the man said. It only made the tears come down even harder as she took them and shook his hand.

Then taking their seats as the service started their wasn't a dry eye in the place after the service was over. Dante approach Sam "Sam I'm sorry and I'm going to nail the son of a bitch who did this. And who was involved helped you have my word" He said. He was there that night Drew and Curtis got him out of there and went back to save Jason.

Just then Jason approached "You got to be fucking kidding me"Elle said but Julian beat her to the punch. "What the fuck are you doing here Jason" he says seething getting Sam's attention. Putting her hand on her fathers chest"Dad I got it what do you want Jason are you hard of hearing or do you just don't respect my boundaries.

That you just say the hell with Sam's respects right because Sam is always going to forgive me. Right Jason but guess what not this time my husband is gone because off you. My kids will never get their father back do you see Scout and DJ they are 3 and 1 years old. They will never remember what its like to be loved by him or him in general and then there's Danny.

Who if you haven't noticed is withdrawn because Drew was the only real father he had. And he loved him from the moment they met remember Elizabeth" Sam says. She shook her head"Danny is my son Sam and i know your ... was all he got out before she cut him off.

"NO Jason I mean a real dad not the half ass shit you do that doesn't even equate to being there. From the moment Danny ran into his room that day in the hospital and gripped his hand. To when he first actually met Drew who adored him back when we thought he was you. He was there present for the kids and he put them first that should have been the dead give away.

That he wasn't you because he put his family first and walked away from Sonny and Carly to give the kids. The life they deserve so they wouldn't be in danger but you would never. Walk away from them because at the end of the day they are what matter to you. Not me ,the kids or Elizabeth and we jumped through hoops.

For your supposed love and small portion of affection you gave like scraps because theirs Michael, Then Carly and Sonny and all their kids. And you let us when your own didn't even matter you wouldn't even claim your first son. You never made him a priority so what made me think that you would me or Danny for that matter. Elizabeth and I embarrassed ourselves for you and for what scraps so here's what going to happen.

You are dead to me Jason I mean it Danny won't miss you anyway you were hardly there. But Drew he'll miss because he was there every day Tball , Soccer, baseball , school plays all of it. See you picked and choice when to be a parent to what fits you best but that's not what parenting is. Its not just the big stuff its being there for all of it so just go your dead to us just like Drew is" she spat coldly.

"Sam honey stop this isn't going to make things better and its not going to bring Drew back"Monica says stepping in. Trying to stop even more heartache. " I know it won't Monica but his presences is upsetting Drew tried to save your life and you took his. For Sonny tell me something Jason you sacrificed everything is it worth taking mothers last child.

Who actually called her mom and loved her and you can't even bring yourself to call her your mother. You are the Quartermaine curse you Jason Morgan all of your siblings are gone because of you Emily your sweet sister who adored and for the life of me I don't know why.

Then there is AJ who you thought was dirt on the bottom of your shoes because he had a drinking problem and you thought he didn't deserve his son. Now my husband who didn't like you anymore then you like him but he wouldn't leave you because he couldn't look Jake and Danny in the face knowing that he didn't try to help you.

And the irony of it all is you let everyone else sacrifice and you don't care for what you cost them. As long as you get what you want and you didn't even do that Cyrus walking around like nothing so what was my husbands death for Jason nothing" Sam said with a chuckle.

When Julian cut her off "Just do us all a favor and let us grieve in peace" Julian says as Elle shook her head. Monica stood in front of Jason cupping his face knowing he was hurt by what she said. "Just go home today isn't the day give her time To heal"his mother says.

Nodding his head then started to walk away" I still care about you and if you need to hate me right now that's okay Sam. I'm sorry that your hurting I never wanted that" Jason says, "Fuck your sorry and your care I can't wipe my children's tears away with it. So take it and go fuck yourself" Sam said with finality. Before walking away "Just go man we don't need you here I lost another brother fighting your battles just leave Sam alone.

Respect her boundaries" Curtis says walking away leaving Jason who walked off shaking his head. He knew she was still angry but he didn't think she would be this far gone but Monica was right he needed to give her time to heal.

After returning back to the house "Hey I'm going to speak to Sam are you coming" Oscar says, No i'm going to get something to drink I will meet you back here in 5 minutes" Josslyn responds before walking away.

After getting her drink she made her way through all the people when she came to a halt slamming into someone. Spilling her drink " Oh my gosh I'm so sorry she says" trying to wipe it off making him jump back.

"Damn little momma buy a brother a burger first" he says taking the napkins from her to clean off his pants. That's when she looked up to his bright smile her mouth dropped then she closed it.

"I'm sorry I"m Josslyn" she says reaching to shake his hand he smirks "Les it's nice to meet you Josslyn but because you really owe me a burger cause you really touched the bitchotazo" he said.

"What no I'm sorry it was accident" she says, what do you normally go around grabbing peoples private parts" Les says with a grin. "I didn't grab you" she replies when he starts to laugh "relax little momma i'm kidding it's cool" he says. She was in awe with just how straight forward he was she was a little turned on by the way he smiled.

Just then Oscar came over "Joss everything okay" he says looking at Les who put his hands up"everything good papa Josslyn it was nice meeting you" Les says with a wink. As he walked away when his brother patted him on the back all Joss could do was stare. Shaking her head "Yeah everything is fine I just spilled my soda on him that's all how's Sam" she asked.

Trying to change the subject turning to Oscar but her eyes was still on the guy who had took his shirt off and was walking toward the back of the house. Who was he, how did he know Drew and Sam she'd never seen him before "Joss did you hear me" Oscar said. "Yeah I heard you sorry lost in thought it's been a long day" she replied.