Disclaimer: I don't own Invader Zim, but I own Manic.

Zim is in his living room, sitting on his couch looking down with tears streaming down his face, which drew the attention of GIR, who was just coming out of the kitchen after consuming a massive load of tacos.

Gir asked," What's wrong Master?"

Zim lied," Zim is fine Gir."

Zim thought " My life is a lie."

Flashback

Zim was in his lab after a long day dealing with that despicable human Dib beast making Zim sneered when he remembered his human nemesis who has been nothing more than a thorn in his side.

Zim yelled," Computer sends a transmission to the Tallest!"

The computer said in a sarcastic tone, " Yes sir

The massive

An Irken soldier," My Tallest there is a transmission coming from planet earth ."

The two tallest both groaned in defeat because of transmission from earth means Zim is calling about his mission. Tallest Red had the biggest scowl on his expression while his fellow Tallest was munching on doughnuts.

Tallest Red said," I can't take it anymore."

Tallest Purple suggested," Maybe if we ignore it, he will go away?"

Tallest Red said angrily," He will merely take over the Massive."

Tallest Purple said," Let just tell him the truth and get it over with."

Tallest Red looked shocked for a moment, only the shock slowly transforms into a full-blown smirk which was mirrored by his fellow Tallest who stopped devouring doughnuts.

Tallest Red said," It was fun while it lasted."

Zim's lab

Zim rubs his hands in anticipation when he saw the Tallest appear on his monitor, making him beam with joy, but he missed the two smirks plastered on their faces.

Zim cried," My Tallest."

Tallest both said evilly," Hello Zim."

Zim said," My almighty Tallest I finally have a plan of conquering this dirtball planet."

Red said," Speaking of your mission well, it's difficult to say this, but your mission was a lie."

Zim looked taken back, causing the Tallest to look at him in glee, but their glee changed in rage as Zim released a hard laugh that brought tears through his ruby-colored eyes while the gang looked at Zim with astonished.

Zim said," My Tallest that was so amusing."

Tallest Red and purple yelled, "You little bastard!"

Tallest Red yelled," You're the worst Invader we ever have seen!"

Tallest Purple yelled," You're a shame to the Empire! We sent you to die and you come back to be a thorn in our sides!"

Tallest Red screamed," Get it through your thick skull Zim! WE HATE YOU!"

Zim looked heartbroken by what his Tallest said and he sees the Ikren crew sniggering at looks, but the Tallest weren't done with their insults.

Tallest Red yelled, "You maggot!"

Tallest Red screamed," You waste of space!"

Both Tallest yelled," You are a Defect!''

Zim felt something inside of cracked as he learns the harsh words from his leaders and the laughing of his fellow Irkens who are now throwing insults at him.

Loser

Defect

Mistake

Fake Invader

Freak

False Invader

Zim was officially shattered as tears trickle down, which made The Tallest smile in pleasure at his state while the rest of the Irkens crew laugh at him but little did they know that laughter will turn into tears.

Tallest Red said," Zim stay on earth and don't come back to Irk because if you do will result in your demise."

Zim begged," Please my Tallest give Zim another chance."

Tallest Purple said," We have given you enough chances, but we are running out of patience with you."

Tallest Red said cruelly,'' Yeah, and beside your failures were broadcasted on Irk."

Zim's eyes widened in shock, causing everyone on The Massive laugh at him, even more, making the former Invader cry harder as he sees his former comrades laugh at his humiliation but the Tallest stop their laughing.

Tallest Red Mocked," Did you think we would make you an Invader after you ruined Operation Impending Dooom 1 and after you killed the previous Tallest?"

Tallest Purple said," You are a defect Zim, but do us a favor stay on earth and die alone."

Tallest Red smirked evilly," Later Defect cut the transmission."

The screen gave way to static leaving Zim who still has tears in eyes after being told the truth by his former leaders after he now revealed to be a fake mission, which caused him to realize that Tak and Sizz-Lor were telling him the truth.

Flashback Over

Zim sheds more tears, but he soon gains an angry frown on his face as he thought of the laughing faces of the Massive along with the faces of Irk which made him grit his teeth.

Zim whispered," Damn them, damn them, curse them."

Yes, Damn them all

Zim asked," Who said that?"

Gir said," I didn't say, anything master .''

It's better if I took you to me in your mind

Zim suddenly felt his eyes getting heavy, causing him to pass over the couch passed out causing Gir to panic at seeing his master passed out.

Zim 's subconscious

Zim wakes and he notes that he is no longer in his base, but in a place that looks similar to a human graveyard causing Zim to raise an eyebrow as he gets up from the grass to walk over to a tombstone.

Zim gets a line on the ground stone was the words, Invader Zim makes Zim shivered, but he felts cold breeze, and he hears footsteps coming behind, causing him to turn around to see something that made him recoil back in fear.

The figure standing before him was made of darkness standing at the tallest height or maybe taller, but Zim could see that the figure wearing a black armor that appeared similar to Sauron, but with red glowing eyes.

The figure said," Welcome Zim I been expecting you."

Zim asked in fear," Who are you?"

The flesh begins to shift and change form causing Zim to look at the changing figure before in curiosity, but his jaw dropped in amazement as he sees that the figure transformed into him but with a few major differences.

This version of him looked him with pale white skin, snow-white hair and ruby eyes, dressed in human clothing which consisted of a black leather jacket with a skull zipper, jeans, boots with spurs and fingerless gloves.

Human Zim asked kindly," Better?"

Zim couldn't say anything but nodded, getting the human Zim smile brightly which kinda set Irken Zim a little at ease for a bit. Human Zim decided the ice as he mentally conjures two comfortable chairs to sit in causing Irken Zim to look at his human self in amazement as he accepts a seat along with his human self.

IrkenZim asked," How did you that?"

Human Zim said," Well, this is your idea and you can construct anything you desire."

Irken Zim said," Thank you.''"Who are you and what are you doing in my mind?"

Human Zim said," to answer your question I am you."

Irkren Zim's ruby eyes widened while his supposedly human self has an amused smile on his face as he watches his Irken self look dumbfounded.

Irken Zim yelled," Impossible!""Zim is me !"

Human Zim said," Well, I am a personality created from your anger, your hate, your sadness and most importantly your envy along with the source of your insanity."

Zim asked," I have a second personality ?"

Human Zim said," Yes you do and my name is Manic the Lord of Darkness."

Zim looks at his role and he notices that his eyes changed from red to an iris turns red, and the sclera black with red veins across the eye and into the skin around the eye making Zim flinch back in fear.

Zim asked," Why did you bring Zim here?"

Manic gets out of his chair and he scowls at Zim causing Zim to flinch in fear, but Manic didn't stop at that place as he commands shadows to grab Zim causing Zim to yelp in fear.

Manic said," For the love of God never speak in the third person again."

Zim nodded his head, causing Manic to command the shadows to let go of him, which made Zim breathe a sigh of relief, but he gulped when he saw Manic is still glowering at him making him sweat.

Manic said," Well Zim I am here to provide you a chance to leave the Ikren Race behind to become much more."

Zim repeated," Leave my race behind?"

Manic transformed back to his original formed, causing Zim to jump back in fear at his appearance along with the shadows forming behind until there is eternal darkness everywhere.

Manic yelled," They're not our race Zim!" They would gladly celebrate our deaths than welcome us back!"

Zim flinched, but Manic didn't stop as he continued to grow the size of a Kaiju causing Zim to step back in fear at the sight of Manic massive size in his armor form which adds to his intimidation.

Manic yelled," They named us a defect, loser, maggot!''

Defect Invader

Loser

Waste of space

You little bastard

Get it through your thick skull Zim! WE HATE YOU

Mistake

Freak

Fake Invader

Those names hurt Zim like multiple stab wounds to the stomach, making him tumble to his knees with his head to hide his tears that are streaming down his face while Manic looks down.

Manic said," You don't need them beside if you couldn't handle you at your worse then they don't deserve you at your best ."

Zim looked up at Manic who is slowly shifting back to his human form with a smile on his typeface, which then morphs into a serious expression causing Zim to stand up with his head held up now.

Manic asked," Zim are you ready to leave behind your former self?"

Zim said," I am."

Manic said," Let me in."

Manic sticks his left hand out in a handshake fashion, making Zim grasp it with his good hand. They the hands made contact the shadows surrounds them along pushing them together almost as if they are merged.

As Manic begins to fade away into shadow Zim skins started to peel off, causing him to scream in horror at what happens, but when Manic 's shadow engulfs him which is making the pain let less painful.

Zim thought" If they don't want me as an Ikren then I will be a human."

Zim's eyes close along with falling to the ground unconscious, but he neglects to notice that his skin is turning pink similar to a human along with gaining black shaggy hair along with his eyes changing to human shapes.

Realworld

Master! Please wake up and look at yourself

Zim's eyes snapped open when he heard GIR's voice and he leaps from the couch in a mock fighting stance, but he sees GIR looking at him concern which eased his worry but felt something on the top of his head.

He pats his head to feel the shagginess of his now hair and he discovers that he has five fingers like a normal human being along with ears but he felt something missing from his back. He applied the television to see his reflection to notice that he looks Manic but with black hair and blue color.

He attends to the couch to see the shattered remains of his PAK causing Zim to look shocked for a moment before it transforms into a sneer as he walked over to the couch to pick up the PAK.

Zim said," Time to take out the trash."

Little did Gir or Zim notices Zim 's eyes iris turns red, and the sclera black with red veins across the eye and into the pelt around the eye as he makes his way over to the trash can in the kitchen. He spreads out the lid and he drops the PAK in the can making Zim feel satisfaction as it went in.

Zim said," Good riddance and you will no longer cause us any more pain." " Wait us?"

Zim's eyes return to its normal blue color, but hear GIR running towards him carrying a plate with waffles making Zim smile, but it transformed into a horrified look as Gir trips over causing the waffle to go on in the air.

Zim said," No, not the waffles,"

Zim's eye's iris turns red, and the sclera black with red veins across the eye and into the pelt around the eye. He brings up his left hand in the air casing a black tendril to shot to grab the waffles.

GIR asked," How did you do that master?"

Zim said," Zim isn't here now GIR, but you call me a friend."

GIR asked," Okay."What your name friend?"

Manic said," My name is Manic."

Author notes: Here is the first chapter of my story and Manic is my oc because Manic is a cool name. Manic is based on the Fiend from WWE, along with a few other elements from animes. If you received any ideas and concerns, then pm me. Thank you, Invader Johnny, for your help with the story.