"Trash"
"Piece of shit"
"Die"
"Why were you even born"
"You were a burden to begin with"
The trees look green today. The wind blows by making the evergreens sway as if dancing to a silent melody. She continues to look outside as if entranced by the woods. Ignoring the threats, grumblings, and yelling coming from her mother.
Hmmm looks like a crow, that's a pretty crow. She looks at the details of the crow, naming it silently in her head, maverick. Or maybe horseradish. Haha, Nah he is too majestic for such a name. Ohoho mayb-
"ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?"
Oh did I zone out at the wrong time again? She pulls her attention back to her seething mother, looking amusingly as her frail hair reaches the ceiling with static electricity helping her.
She looks like a Goku character, she thinks silently in her head.
"Of course mother," I replied with
ahh, that should leave her ranting again for a few minutes, now time for me to give you a monologue of how shitty my life is right? Well here we go
The name's Bond, kitty bond, jk its mason sharp and no I'm not a guy, even if I look like one most of the time, no I don't have short hair, in fact, its medium-long brown looking gold in the sun. My eyes are black - not dark brown- nope pure black. Let's see I have a fairly average height 5'5, not skinny or fat. Not curvy or no curves, just in the middle. Usually, I wear hoodies and sweats or jeans and tennis shoes or hiking boots. And I am not super ugly or pretty - nope- but I do have very attractive dark circles under my eyes making me look like a raccoon. Now that my beautiful, weird-ass introduction is over with, we can go through this long-ass sad back story.
My parents, a mother and a father- no they aren't fit to be called their names because that would imply they are somewhat human- (no I don't mean in a supernatural way) had what we call sex, and had me :D(kind of wish they didn't). Well before me they had 4 other kids.
My mother was a very spacy, rash, slutty type of mom, she was basically in it for my dad's money. My dad was in it for the pussy (pardon my french I totally mean the cats, they were fuzzzzzzzy) eh hem excuse me, well they got married had kids and then me, My father abused my older 4 siblings and me, and let's just say that wasn't fun along with a neglectful mother.
Anyway, growing up we were the same as every other kid, going to school, and whatever else kids do. We were just abused during it. We each found our outlet though, The eldest sister left, the second eldest sister went to drugs, The third oldest boy, hung out with his friends, and the 4th oldest played video games. And me- well, I went into the woods.
And now here I am, the only member of this shitty family left under the love and care of our parents. (Notice the sarcasm?) All my siblings have moved out and I'm left alone. Alas, I only have 8 months left of this shit before I can move out legally.
Okay, sorry for that long-ass rant, just have to get the details in so this makes sense.
ANYWAYS, back to where I was - getting yelled at by my precious mother *snort*
I think We should zone back in for this argument before she gets where I can't deal with her any longer.
- You're never here anymore, you hate me! What have I ever done to you? I spent all this time raising you and caring for me, even Hayley treated me better!"
Ok, let's hope we can get her to leave my room now,
"I'm sorry mother for being born" Oops I said the wrong thing, now it's going to set her off again. Alrighty *rolls eyes* here we go again
"Sometimes I wish you were never born!-thud- We would have been fine without you! -thud- You have no emotions and cause misery to everyone around you!-thud- Your so selfish, your dad should have killed you when he had a chance-thud- but no, all he wanted was your whorish ways-THUD- You want him for yourself don't you?!-THUD THUD- I wish I finished the job for him when you were sleeping!-thud-
Hmm, those were some new ones, I think blandly to myself. She finally got a small reaction by mentioning dad, but I only give that beautiful speech a 4/10. Come on you can do better than that mom.
Come on come on come on come on come on-come on-come-come-come-on-on-onnnn
You mean nothing to me, you think some flimsy little words can make me crack- ohohohoh what a lie you live darling *chuckles*
"Of course mother," I say with a smile
She storms off, grumbling something about ungrateful underneath her breath, slamming the door on her way out.
My smile falls and I look out the window, what a life.