Disclaimer: If I did own Fairy Tail, then Jellal would have visited Erza right after he was pardoned. But i do not, so yeah.
Just a little something that suddenly came up on my mind.
The chirping of the birds could be heard, all around the Scarlet beauty. But she could not care less.
After 3 days of doing nothing but a relatively easy S-class quest and finally finishing it before dawn, all she could do was come to her favourite cliff.
By then the sky was a beautiful shade of Aquamarine.
She continued to look over the horizon and lose herself to the sensations. She could not help it. The sky. It was just so... Blue.
She sighed, wistfully.
Blue. The colour of the soft cotton sky. The crystal clear oceans. Her treasured guild insignia. His hair.
'Stop it.' she screamed mentally.
'Do not let him ruin this peaceful day for you.' she pleaded with herself.
But she could not take it any longer. She allowed a few tears to slip. She had to cry it out. After all, for how long can a person stay strong?
She loved him. But she also hated him. She hated him for making her love him. She hated the fact, that he was probably the only person capable of making her like this.
Back to the frail and scared girl she once was. Maybe she still was. She was so weak. And he was as always, very strong.
She chuckled humourlessly.
How wonderful was it that she could not last a single day without thinking about him?
The more she commanded herself not to think about him, the more her treacherous mind did.
'Did he think of me?' she wondered.
'Maybe' a part of her aligned with her heart, answered.
'Of course not. Why would he, when he clearly has more important things to do?' her mind answered.
It was always the same. Every day her heart and her mind would engage in a fight. And as always, her mind would win.
Why would it not?
Her heart was already HIS. Only the ghost of it remained.
She could only think of one thing, to ever fill the space of her stolen heart. But she would not dwell on it for too long. She was tired of it. Utterly tired.
Can someone be so exasperated that they want to give up something and yet... Hold on to it as if life itself depended on it?
With a wistful glance at the cerulean sky above her, she turned away fron the cliff, from the memories that still haunted her, towards the Fairy Tail Guild; Most of the time, maybe the only place on Earthland to be away from Ceruleans, birthmarks and Jellals.
This is my first Jerza fanfiction. What do you think? Please let me know if it is good enough! Should I continue it? Or just delete it?