We Were
A Big Time Rush Two-Shot
A/N: Hello! This is my first BTR fanfiction, so I wrote a two-shot about Kendall and Jo and how Kendall felt after Jo left for New Zealand in "Big Time Break up." This is based on Keith Urban's "We Were" (Not to be confused with "We Were Us" featuring Miranda Lambert). The song made me think of them and I've been itching to reenter the Fanfiction world (I took a long hiatus because I was working on a 35,000-word original story) so I thought this would be the perfect way to do it!
I apologize in advance if I did not capture the characters well, but I tried and I hope you enjoy!
Kendall didn't seem phased until the next day.
That's what Logan noticed.
Logan noticed a lot; he was the smart one, after all. After the boys returned from the airport, they needed to keep Kendall busy. They did, mostly by watching old TV shows that they loved when they were younger and when they thought girls were gross and had cooties. Whatever cooties were to boys.
But the next day, when Katie and his mom were off on some trip, Kendall began to have trouble not thinking about Jo. He only wanted to listen to sad songs and would refuse the idea of leaving the apartment.
Then, he moved to the couch and ended up staying on there all day. Refusing to move, eat, or do anything. He seemed heartbroken.
But frankly, he was.
Logan couldn't take it anymore. He walked over to the couch where his friend was and looked at him.
"Kendall, you can't sulk around like this. It isn't healthy." Logan said.
Kendall glared at Logan. "Logan, I know that. I just-I just-I just want to get over her. But, I just can't."
"I understand that. But, Kendall, there are so many wonderful girls around here. Jo is one of them, but what made her so special that has caused you to sulk around like this? I just want to know more about your pain." Logan asked.
Kendall's head rose from the couch, eyes red from softly crying. "Jo just felt like the one. She- we had so much fun together. Sure, she might have seen me as dumb for our antics, but we were meant to be. I know that you all say that it's too late and that I should let that ship sail but I still believe that we were something special and we could have gone somewhere in life."
Logan shook his head. This would be harder than he thought. "Okay. Well, but you encouraged her to go. She was debating on if she wanted to even lied that she couldn't get out of a contract to spare your heart. But you told her to follow her dreams and become 'The Josephine Taylor.'"
"But, that's the sweet in the bitter. She's doing what she loves and is making new friends away from me. That's the bitter. But Jo's dreams always come first, then my heart. She is heartbroken too, but she has her acting to help her get over it. Plus, her future. She can become 'The Josephine Taylor' and she will. I just know it." Kendall said, sitting up.
"But-"
"No. Logan, I appreciate your concern but I am who I am and I just miss who I was when we were. I'll be okay. I just need some time." Kendall interrupted.
Logan sighed. "Okay. Maybe Gustavo will have something for us to do soon."
Kendall immediately put his head, face down on the couch once more. Logan rolled his eyes and decided to let his friend try to figure out his pain while Logan himself tried to find solutions. Mostly because resistance was futile with the stubborn blond.
He was the smart one, after all.