It's been 6 months since Santana started this new job and 6 months since she met Quinn.

No matter how hard she tried she thought about her every day even though she slept in bed every night with her fiancé, Britt.

There was something gripping my brain when it came to Quinn and it's insufferably hard to shake.

The team I work with at the school are great, Quinn was great and I think she knows she is. I panicked a few months ago about my new feelings but I never confirmed what it was all about. We were leaving school that day when Quinn kisses my cheek and said it would be ok. I hate showing weakness but in front of her it was ok. Then there was the time at the pub when she had to leave, her kids were at home playing up and she was crazy pissed at them. I told her that they were just kids and it would be ok. She said goodbye and then kissed my neck. The sucky thing is, she has a man, Finn I think is his name. She has always said that he doesn't pay her much attention but he does buy her gifts. But everyone knows you can't buy someone's love, right?