Miranda woke up the next morning and she thought everything about last night was dream but It wasn't.
She rolled slightly and opened her eyes looking around. She looked at the clock on his night stand and noticed it was almost 12 in the afternoon. She had never slept this late since High-school but it honestly was the best sleep she has had in a long time.
She grabbed his sheets to put around her naked body as she slowly sat up. She didn't hear his shower running or anything moving around in the front of the house. So she knew he was gone, probably to work.
Miranda looked at the sheets that had wet and cum stains on it and she blew out a breath. "Dammm." Miranda said to herself.
She slid to the edge of the bed and put her feet down but as soon as her weight hit the floor she groaned, her legs gave out. "Shit." She cursed as she fell back onto the bed. She stretched her legs out to try and get the feeling back.
Miranda stood eventually and walked across his room to his bathroom. She had a throbbing discomfort in her vagina but she felt so satisfied.
Miranda stood in the mirror and she dropped the sheets around her body. She took in her frame and looked over at her breast, they were covered in hickies. She saw one on the side of her neck and on her stomach.
Miranda sighed and turned on the shower before walking back into his room. She took his sheets on his bed and pillow cases. Grabbing everything to put in the washing machine.
Looking in the linen closet she found fresh white sheets and things and she made his bed back up before hopping into the shower.
Miranda used her wash cloth and pour some of his men dove wash into her rag before washing up.
Touching her overly stimulated body and the smell of him around her as the aroma from the body wash was an immediate mistake. Her nipples harden and she bit her lip to try and clear her thoughts of last night.
She was turned on again and quickly. Washing her vagina made her legs shake from the touch of the warm rag. Miranda groaned and pushed passed it as she cleaned her body up.
She dried off with a towel and looked around to see if he had a spare tooth brush. She smiled when he did and brushed her teeth.
She smoothed down her hair and walked to the kitchen to pick up her discarded clothes. When her purse vibrated, her eyes widen forgetting she did not call out for work.
Miranda answered the phone with a small hello. Her voice was still raspy from the yelling she did last night. "Miranda where are you. I have called you over 6 times. We were suppose to do that double surgery on Mrs. Waterman and you are no where to be found."
"Uh I was indisposed at the moment." Miranda responded combing her hands through her sweated out hair.
"Well are you coming because I can put it back on the board for 2-
"Uh no and actually can you come get me." Miranda asked sheepishly.
"Where are you?" Callie asked.
"Uh honestly I don't know. I'm going to look on his mail." Miranda answered.
"His mail!?" Callie shrieked.
Miranda ignored her and looked at his mail. "1230 candlelight drive." Miranda read off.
"Okay I'm coming but please know we are talking about this." Callie said and Miranda blew out a breath hanging up.
Miranda threw her clothes on after giving up hope in finding her underwear. They were probably wrapped up in the sheets in the washing machine and grabbed her purse.
She locked his apartment and walked out after Callie called her telling her she was outside.
Miranda opened the car door and looked at Callie strange as she did a slow clap. "What!?"
"Who would have ever thought The Miranda Bailey would be doing the walk of shame from a man's house." Callie laughed.
"It was a spur of the moment."
"Really and you just went with it."
"I initiated." Miranda rolled her eyes.
"What it worth you while." Callie asked.
"Was it? If I counted correctly I had 8 orgasm."
"8!?"
Miranda nodded her head wildly
"And one of them I uh- I uh." Miranda whispered stuttering.
"You what?" Callie asked interested.
"I squirted out this liquid and I don't know where it even came from." Miranda said confused and looked at Callie as her face was in a wow "oh"
"Miranda you squirted. Oh. my. God. I haven't even done that before. How was that."
"It was the Absolute best orgasm I have ever had. That one was the icing on the cake. I mean I couldn't even catch my breath. I don't remember anything after that. I blacked out. It was so intense like my body had to shut down from the burst of pleasure that went through my body. Oh and cervical orgasms is a thing too. I read about it. You know there are twelve and I had 6 different ones."
"6!" Callie yelled in awe.
"Yesssss. I mean everything was so dam good."
"Yeah, I mean I saw your limp when you walked out but Jesus I didn't know it was like this." Callie laughed.
"It was like that and limp worthy."
"Well who is he?"
"He's a doctor at Mercy west. Who I met last night."
"Oohh are you going to call him?"
"No, I promised him that it was a one night thing and I meant that. Although he gave me a caution sign."
"A caution." Callie asked confused.
"Yes, he said if he did everything he wanted to do to me that I would never want sex with another man again...it had to be a joke right. But I think he did turn me out." Miranda explained and Callie laughed.
"Miranda you should just call him again." Callie suggested.
"No I'm not going back on my word. I'm fine. I'm supposed to be fixing my marriage." Miranda replied and Callie nodded in agreement.
"Okay I'm on your side in what ever you choose. So we are forgetting about this stranger." Callie noted and Miranda nodded trying to convince herself.
"Do you need to go to the drug store."
"Why?"
"Plan B?"
"Oh no, I've been on birth control ever since Tuck was born."
When Ben woke up this morning he heard the loud snoring of Miranda curled into his chest. He thought about last night and how everything went and he was tempted to wake her back up and do it all over again.
He laid for a minute thinking before his slid and carefully moved her off of him. He promised her only a one night stand and that's what he needed to leave it as. He went into his bathroom and washed up silently and he brushed his teeth he looked at his collar bone. He stared at her teeth impression and he wondered when did she even bite him chuckling he began to finish getting ready for work.
He looked down at Miranda sleeping deep and peacefully on his bed. The sheet hung low off her hips. He looked at her naked breast and body burning the image before leaving out of his bedroom.
Ben came home that night and he walked to his kitchen. He made himself a small dinner before walking to his bed room. He noticed the clean sheets and smiled, she was thoughtful to do that.
He went into the laundry room and took his other sheets out the dryer and brought them back into his room to fold and put away.
He folded the sheets and looked down as something red fell on the floor. Noticing they were Miranda's underwear. He picked them up and examined them slowly. A flashback of last night came back and he bit his lip again.
Ben put them in his night stand drawer, something told him that she would be back and it wasn't going to be for her panties.
A month passed.
Miranda shot up in the middle of the night from her dream. She reached over and cut the light on in her room and saw the wet stain on her underwear and she cursed. The was the 3rd wet dream she had about Ben. Her nipples were hard and she was turned on and hasn't been satisfied.
She would touch herself to bring her to an orgasm but it was never as strong as it needed to be. It left her wanting him.
Another month passed.
Miranda walked into work and she dragged her feet slowly. "You okay? You look tired and why do you smell like a man?" Callie asked concerned before gasping.
"you went back to him."
"No I didn't and I'm tired because all I can think about is this man. Every time I close my eyes he's there. I woke up in the middle of the night cumming because of a sexual dream about him. Other nights I'm just wet, hot and bothered from a dream or just thoughts. He's plaguing my mind. Hence the smell. I've been washing up in his scent because when I do wake up in the middle of the night and I need some relief. It helps to smell him, so I went and bought it." Miranda whined.
"I don't know what to do Callie. Nothing helps. I want him so bad. Like my body is begging me for him." Miranda dam near cried because that's how bad she wanted him.
"Tucker held my hand in counseling and I immediately thought of Ben and how I wanted him to touch me.
I find myself daydreaming. I don't know what he did to me at all. He put a spell on me."
"Dam Miranda. I have never in my life heard anything like it. He was not joking when he gave you that warning."
Miranda rolled her eyes, she thought he was arrogant as hell but he was so serious and meant every caution he gave.
"What if you try to have sex with Tucker or something to make it go away?"
Miranda played it over in her mind and nodded her head. Yeah that's what she would do.
"Yeah."
"But when you do please smell like Miranda and not Benjamin." Callie laughed.
"Gone on friend. Laugh at my sexual struggle."
That same week Miranda went to dinner with Tucker and Tuck. Tuck was sleep in his father's arms and he carried him upstairs for her.
Counseling was helping her and Tucker a little. They still disagreed on so much.
Miranda unlocked the apartment and let Tucker go lay him down. She walked into her kitchen and bent down in the drawer of her refrigerator to get her chilled bottle of wine.
She turned her head around when she felt a hand on her back side. Miranda stood with the bottle and sat it on the counter. Tucker pulled her body back against him and he kissed the side of her neck.
Miranda closed her eyes and immediately she saw Ben's face her nipples instantly harden and she moaned.
Miranda turned in his arms and her eyes were still shut. This image she had of Ben kissing on her neck and pulling her nipples with his fingers was so vivid. She began to rub her thighs together for friction.
Tucker kissed her cheek before kissing her lips and Miranda was so into to her vision that she tricked her self into thinking it was Ben. She opened her eyes and instantly frowned at what she saw before her.
Miranda backed away shocked as she wiped her mouth. "I'm sorry we can't do this. I can't." Miranda said seriously. Her body did not want him and him touching and kissing on her made her feel disgusting when she opened her eyes.
"It was my fault Miranda I shouldn't have did that." Tucker responded.
"Tucker. I think it's best if we just call it quits all the way. We don't agree on anything. I see things differently and you do too. You want me to be something I'm not and that's not going to change because I'm not going to change. College Miranda and college Tucker is not enough for Adult Miranda and Adult Tucker and this is where we need to leave it." Miranda stated and Tucker nodded.
"What about goodbye sex? For old times sake."
Miranda shivered in disgust. "Tucker I will never be able to have sex with you again." Miranda told him truthfully.
Tucker then left and Miranda went to go shower, brush her teeth and wash her face.
Friday came and Miranda was packing Tucks clothes for the weekend with his dad. She dropped him off at the hospital daycare before she went to work.
"So how did Tucker go? Did it help." Callie whispered handing Miranda a cup of coffee.
"It didn't go, I couldn't do it. Every time I close my eyes I see Benjamin Warren, if it isn't him my body shuts off. I had my eyes closed so I was about to get into it, I opened my eyes and it was over with. Like I'm obsessed or possessed."
"I'm sorry Miranda " Callie said sadly.
"I'm sorry for myself." Miranda laughed.
"So the merger is happening today. What are you going to do if you see him."
"Uh it's today." Miranda gasped.
"Yeah remember Chief made the announcement last week."
"Uh I don't remember anything. I've been out of it for two months but what do remember is the sex. That I want."
"Oh god." Miranda groaned in annoyance.
Miranda sat in the auditorium and listened as the chief talked and welcomed Mercy West.
Ben knew Miranda's body from anywhere. He stood in the back and watched her move in the rows to sit down.
He thought that she would have came back to him but it had been almost two months now and she didn't show up to his apartment. Maybe he didn't have the affect on her like he wanted to.
But still he had to see for himself, he walked over to the same row and sat beside her.
Miranda looked up she knew that smell from anywhere. She gasped when she saw the same handsome features from the night at the bar and the fact that he was in these dark blue scrubs and white coat. Immediately turned her on. She squirmed in her chair to get comfortable.
Ben smirked he could see the reaction his presence had on her and he knew that he did have the affect he wanted she was just stubborn and held out on him.
Ben put his hand on her thigh and he felt her shiver. As his fingers dance across her, glad that it was starting to get dark because of the video they had to watch he leaned over by her ear.
"Have you missed me." Ben whispered and licked her ear lobe quickly.
Miranda gasped and clenched her legs together. She was silent though. She didn't really want to answer that. She wanted to remain professional at work and definitely didn't want to be soaking wet and bothered infront of her coworkers.
Ben chuckled at her silence and he moved his hand in between her legs. Rubbing her through her scrubs. "I'm asking you a questioned Miranda." Ben whispered sternly and Miranda nodded her head wildly.
"I thought so, why haven't you been to see me then." Ben asked and Miranda bit her lip. The firm touch on her folds through the out side of her pants was too much.
Miranda looked over as Callie, Mark and Arizona sat beside her on her right side.
"I couldn't. I told you I wasn't " Miranda leaned over and whispered.
Ben slid his hand up into her pants and panties. Miranda quickly grabbed his wrist. She turned her head to meet his eyes. " Ben" Miranda whispered so soft, her arousal was hitting her like a ton of bricks.
" so you didn't want me " Ben said licking his lips and moved his hands farther into her panties.
"I did I really did. But I can't." Ben then shoved his finger in to her wet heat.
Miranda bit her lip to keep from moaning out. Her legs fell open and Ben worked and pumped his finger in and out of her.
" you are so wet for me. Do you really want me to stop?" Ben asked whispering in here ear as he started pulling his finger out.
Miranda quickly and instinctively grabbed his wrist and held his hand there. Looking at him in the dark. Shaking her head no wildly. She didn't want this man to stop and right now she didn't care that she was in a room full of her Co workers and bosses either. She wanted this orgasm from him like her last breath depended on it.
He used his thumb to rub her clit and he added another finger inside her and stroked her walls. Miranda wondered how could he do this with his right hand and keep his face forward the whole time. She was having a hard time trying to not buck, shiver, shake and rock on his fingers.
Ben added a third finger and Miranda's pussy gripped his fingers. " mumph." Miranda moaned quietly and leaned forward.
Callie looked over at her. "Miranda are you okay." Callie asked and she rubbed her shoulders.
Miranda nodded her head. Callie raised her eyebrow and leaned forward to look at Miranda all the way and that's when she saw his hands
"Ohhhh." Callie laughed and looked back at the screen.
Miranda felt so embarrassed yet she still just wanted to lick Ben's tongue and suck on it. She wanted him to touch, and suck her nipples
Ben was still using his thumb against her clit and his fingers were going in and out of her.
He knew she was ready to cum already he pressed his thumb harder against her clit and curved his three fingers inside hitting her G-spot all at once. Sending her in to a mind blowing orgasm she gripped Ben's arm and leaned into it as she muffled the sound of her orgasm in the sleve of his white coat.
When she was finished Ben was satisfied that she came all over his fingers, he removed his hands and sucked on his 3 fingers. Miranda stared at him in awe and so did Callie. Miranda wanted to curse at him for doing this in public but also thank him because for the first time she was satisfied...for right now.
After the presentation was over Miranda stood and her legs were shakily. "Miranda I think he is a sex God." Callie whispered. " dam I wish I could get his number."
Miranda looked at Callie and rolled her eyes before cutting her a look. Nobody would have this man's number but her. She felt so territorial, at this point she would have his last name If it meant they could keep doing this.
" don't ever to that to me again. I am a professional woman and this was completely inappropriate and you ought to be a sh-
Ben cut her off by kissing her right on the lips. This shocked her but she immediately kissed him back.
"Who is that?" Mark asked Callie.
"Oh that's her mystery guy."
"Go Bailey." Mark said and Callie laughed pulling them along.
"When ever you need me Miranda . I'll be waiting." Ben said as he turned to walk away.
"Oh and you look beautiful by the way." He commented with a dashing smile.
Miranda looked at him intently before blushing at his words as she watched him walk away. She smiled to herself shaking her head at her crazy life.
Sure enough night fall came and Miranda was in bed in the same state that left her horny.
Officially giving up. Miranda put on her robe and her slippers. She looked at the time and didn't care that it was 1 am. She grabbed her purse and keys and drove to Ben's apartment.
Miranda rung his door bell like a maniac and only stopped when his front door snatched opened.
Miranda walked passed him and sat her purse down. She immediately untied her robe and reveal her emerald green night gown with black lace trimmings.
"Ben Warren I can't do it anymore. I need you to take me and make love to me like never before." Miranda pleaded as she dropped her robe on his floor.
Ben took in the sight before him and he smiled. Before extending his hand pulling her to his bedroom. "Your wish is my command."