A/N I DO NOW OWN TWILIGHT OR THE Characters

WARNING MENTION OF RAPE

J POV

"She's numb as in no emotion no feelings at all" I siad looks at douchward.

"Some witches have certain abilities to shield themselves from certain Dangers Bella shield herself from Edward mind reading powers and now it seems she shield herself from her own emotions " Paula siad

I looked at her I felt like I was gonna exploded, I mean how much can we all take, everything felt like it was all hitting me at once .

"So how do we turn it back on we can't just leave her like this ? " I asked turned my head toward the girl I love more then anything in this world , just to see the thing about her I loved the most gone ….being able to see the emotion in her eyes that made me read her like a book.

Yea my heart definitely exploded just now.

"That's the thing we don't she has to and it didn't seem like she's gonna wanna turn it on anytime soon" Paula siad plopping down on the couch .

"You know I'm right here right? Not that I care but I'm getting kinda bored watching you all being sad and shit " Bella siad rising up from the floor .

"What if we just i don't know bring out a good emotion out instead of her focusing on Charlie being gone maybe we can get her to have fun or have Jake woo her a little " Seth suggested

"Yea Jake maybe we'll take her out let her live a little and if that don't work take her out sweep her off her feet see how it goes " embry siad

I shrugged my shoulders " I guess we can try "

Doucheward of course felt like anyone cared about his opinion, and had to put his two cents in

"Fun that's your big plan is to have fun ? " douche asked giving us a "you got to be kidding look"

"Yea Dracula fun I know it's not something you understand but when you left Bella all alone in the woods and she was a zombie me and her being together and having fun was the only thing that bought her back to life" I siad looking at him straight in the eye , replaying a few memories I had of Bella's lost and distiant look she had in her eyes, how skinny and sick she was when She first came to me with the bikes .

If I didn't like those memories I knew he wouldn't being the reason she looked like that in the first place .

I watched him grimaced in pain .

Haha that's funny

"Fine we'll try it your way but if don't work we'll have to try my way " douche siad

"Fine let's just get started " I siad turning around to tell Bella I was taking her back to la push but I didn't see her .

"Guys….where's Bella ?" I asked

"Oh she left " Quil siad like it was the most normal thing to let a teenage witch that has no emotions to go out in the world with no one with her .

"What you mean she left where did she go why would you let her walk out ?" I asked frantically walking up to him shaking, I never been so pissed off at Quil before

" I…I don't know she just ssiad we was boring her to death and she wanted to go somewhere where everyone dosnt look like there dying ….witch is kinda funny since you guys are already dead " Quil siad laughing

I was about to punch him when the fourtune teller talked

"I got her she's at a bar sone bar in forks called coyote - "

"A BAR" me and doucheward screamed .

" she's dance I think on a table or is that on top of the bar i don't know I can't see all I I know is she's on top of a table " the fourtune Teller siad

" we gotta go get her come on " Leah siad walking out looking concerned

It surprised me to see Leah so upset about Bella she was never that fond of her so it confused me but when we phased I understood and wish I didn't see it

I saw a faceless man taking advantage of a helpless Bella I started running faster

"Damn it Leah why did you have to put that in my head to " I growled .

"I'm sorry okay I'm just worried she has no care for anything right now and some dick at the bar can take advantage of her and when she puts her emotions back on she'll basically feel like she got raped " she explained

That just made us all ran faster.

We got there in 10 minutes , the leeches right behind us and thankfully there she was dance on top of the bar with a wide smile on her face her long brown hair wiping around her as she shakes her hips to some dance pop song singing her heart out.

She looked absolutely gorgeous.

"I don't think I ever seen bella like this before" Alice siad it was wired she sounded happy but sad at the same time like it was rare for her to see her like this.

" like what happy ?" Leah asked curious .

"No free" Aice siad like it was the truest thing she ever siad I guess it was.

Then my thoughts played out all the times I seen her like this maybe not dancing on a bar .

But all those times we would ride our bikes, watching corny movies just to make fun of them and her laughing so hard when I would reenact the movie, our late night talks we would have on the phone or in her bedroom, I thank God I got to see those often like it was a special gift to me and only me .

I seen douchebag look over at me when a sad look on his face. Normally I would rub it in his face but this time I kinda felt bad for the guy.

Wow I can't believe I just thought that .

It was getting frustrating that we started to all talk to each other like we wasn't mortal enemy's , I could tell it was freaking out the pack to when they all realized how close we was standing next to them , we all took a few steps away from each other

The crowed started to cheer bring my attention but to the beautful broken girl dancing like her father didn't just die .

The song changed and now she was swaying her hips slowly with her hand in her hair mouthing the words to the song.

It would have be the sexiest thing I ever seen if it wasn't for the circumstances we was in.

Who am I kidding it was still hot as hell.

" we gotta get her down" Douchebag siad getting ready to grab her

I was about to rip him a new one but leah got to him before I did yet again surprising the shit outta me

" wooo there leech calm down let her do this we agreed to let her have some fun " leah siad stepping in front of him

His face was hilarious he was shocked pissed off and a little scared I don't think anyone stopped him from controlling Bella other then me of course.

"We'll what do you suppose we do let her do whatever the hell she wants all her morals are gone everything that made her Bella is gone she could do things that she will regret the rest of her life " he siad back acting like the know it all he thinks he is.

"Why can't we just watch her let her have her fun till she gets her emotions back on and make sure she don't do anything she'll regret later " Seth siad watching Bella's hips move .

I would have broke his nose f I wasn't busy doing the same thing .

"Not a bad idea Seth we'll just keep a eye out on her" sam siad .

"That's the stupidest thing I ever heard you mutts let her walk right pass you earlier " miss Malibu Barbie siad her voice has to be the most obnoxious sound in the world .

"We'll we didn't see you guys watching her either " I siad growling.

"We have to force her to put it back on we all never dealt with this before it could be dangerous for her and us how do we know she won't go telling everyone about what we are" Barbie just didn't know when to shut up .

"Bella would never do that " I siad defending her .

"But that's just it Jacob she's not Bella anymore all of that is turned off " The fourtune teller siad..

"We'll what do you think we should do tie her up and torture her to put it back on" leah siad sarcastically .

"Uhh guys we have a problem bella taking off her clothes " embry siad .

"WHAT " me and douchward yelled together for the second time today .

I looked over at the bar and there she was swinging her shirt around looking out to the crowed.

That's when she spotted us, my girl smiled at us and threw her shirt over to some prick looking like he actually has a chance with her.

"Okay time to go I'll get her" I siad Angry

I went over to the prick who had her shirt, grabbed it outta his hand before he could look at me . "Hey what the.." he turned his head towards me and seen I was at least two feet taller then him and decided to shut up.

I guess he's a smart prick .

I walked up to the bar climbed on the bar "come on Bella let's go " I yelled over the music. While throwing her shirt back on .

"Hell no I'm staying " she siad brushing me off .

"Bella let's go now I mean it" siad more forceful.

"Okay dad " she siad rolling her eyes .

My heart jumped at her calling me that I know deep down inside my Bella was in there and she was suffering .

"I'm serous Bells come on what would your dad think right now " I know it was a low blow but I needed her to leave .

"We'll I guess it's a good thing he's died now " she siad laugh.

Man are we screwed.

A/N I know you guys gave up on me but I been pretty busy I'm gonna start posting again sorry about the wait hope you enjoyed it

Review are appreciated even some ideas .