Hey y'all, so... getting right down to it, I'm abandoning this fic. Sorry to return with such unfortunate news, but since pretty much the beginning of this year, my mental health has been really whack so I just was not able to get any significant amounts of writing done. I know I'm not going to have any time this summer to work more on the fic, and I'm likely not going to have any time this coming year either, what with school.
I'd also like to actually be able to devote time to my og projects. Sometimes I feel almost guilty for working on my original work when I'm not posting it online, but it also brings me more joy than these fics do, so I've decided once and for all that I'm just taking a break from fanfic writing.
In the future I might come back to fanfic writing in general, but I'm not going to come back to this fic. It'll just be too long from now and I don't want it hanging over my shoulder.
Onto the somewhat-good-news... If any of you are interested, I'm willing to post my notes for this fic. A little unconventional, but since I already have the whole plot mapped out (along with some unedited scenes, sometimes from FAR future chapters), I would be totally willing to let you see what I had in plan for the story. If you want that kind of "closure" just post a review to this and I'll organize those notes and post them in a day or two from now!
Anyways, thank you all for reading, it was lovely to hear each and every one of your thoughts. I'm sorry again for cutting this short. Love ya all.