AN: Hello, my fellow Tangled-loving friends! Today, I humbly offer to you an original poem which is directly correlated to the storyline of my ongoing fic, 'Killing Me Slowly.' Writing poetry is very near and dear to my heart, and honestly, my favorite way to express myself and my emotions. Writing poetry feels like baring my entire heart, so sharing it with others is something that I've always been a little apprehensive about – but I wanted to give it a try.
This poem was written with the purpose of essentially encompassing the events of 'Killing Me Slowly' up until this current point in time — meaning, if you haven't checked the story out yet, this poem probably won't make a whole lot of sense! And to my wonderful 'Killing Me Slowly' readers, I hope that you'll enjoy this little treat from me, and please let me know your thoughts! I'm thinking of starting an ongoing New Dream poetry collection, because why not combine my two favorite things? I understand that poetry isn't everyone's cup of tea. But give it a shot, and perhaps you'll enjoy it!
Time to Let Go
I count all my footsteps that creak on your floorboards
I'll never be okay if I can't have you anymore
I tried to stay away, tried to make this easier
But nothing is easy with his ring on my finger
I awaited the bone crush as I started to fall
He made a joke but I didn't laugh at all
The words don't leave his lips like they would leave yours
So I keep my heart closed and my eyes on the door
And the marble floors were stained with your blood
And your fist left a bruise on his lungs
I watched as the tears dripped like crystals on your cheeks
And I watched as you cried because you had lost me
The candle wax is dripping from the chandeliers
I'm trying to be okay now that you're not here
We once were so golden but now we've been stained
By the green of his envy, his voice cursing your name
Midnight in the garden, you begged me to go
We could just disappear and leave all that we know
But I left you standing there, crestfallen in the moonlight
And still to this day, I feel guilty for that night
Because a crown leaves a heavy weight upon your head
And my body left an imprint on the sheets in your bed
I watched from the waves as you ran down the dock
And I watched as you swam and floated there in the shock
I paint over the walls and I haunt all of the halls
And I can't fake a smile at this miserably long ball
I recall the way that your fingers would brush mine
I think about you and your face all the damn time
You creep into my dreams while he sleeps in our bed
I'd give anything to be in these sheets with you instead
He'll burn down this kingdom if only to have me
And then he will say I've had all of this coming
He'll make sure to tell me I'm the one to blame
Because I let you put your hands all over me
And people like me, they will never really know
When to move on and when it's time to let go.
