English is not my first language I apologise for any grammatical errors.

(Josslyn is heartbroken after Oscar's death. Not knowing how to deal with the grief and anger, she begin to act out)

Chapter 1

Two weeks has passed since Oscars death. Josslyn is lying in bed, she doesn't whant to get up. She wants to be there forever.

Carly gently knocks on the door before opening it. Carly is obviously worried, her daughter has just lost her first big love and she doesn't know how to help her get through this. Usually when a teenage girl losses her first boyfriend its not to death..

"Joss, Honey. Breakfast is ready. And Trina and Cam called. They will be here in about an hour"

Carly is so grateful that Josslyn has such great friends who really are there for her. Today they were going to take her to the park for a picnic.

"Mom I'm not hungry"

She turns around in bed to avoid looking at her mother. She knew her mom would se that she had been crying.

Carly couldn't help but think how small her daughter looked there in bed. She stood in the doorway for what felt like minutes just to look at her.

"Okay, but please get up from bed and get dressed before they come... You know I love you"

After 30 minutes: Josslyn dragged herself up from the bed. She has no energy to shower so she puts her hair in sloppy bun and puts on a black sweater and soft blue pants. She lookes at her self in the mirror, she doesn't recrecognise herself and she cant help to think something is missing.

Downstairs: Carly is hoping Josslyn will get out of bed. For several days in a row shes been in her room not wanting to go outside, the only time she left her bedsoom is to eat something very light.

So when she sees her daughter walk into the living room she goes ahead and gives her a loving hug, but she ends the hug quickly when she realises that Joss is not hugging her back.

"I hope you guys will have a nice time today"

Carly says it to try to lighten the mood.

"I will wait outside for Cam and Trina"

Josslyn doesn't show any emotions. She takes her purse and leavs the house.

But Carly is left with mixed emotions. She is glad that Joss finally is out of the house, and hopefully she will have some fun for once. But she has this gut felling that something, not so good, is about to happen.

Outside the house: Josslyn sits on a bench waiting for her friends. The sun is shining witch makes her annoyed. How can the sun shine so happily when she feels so sad. Its almost like the sun is laughing her right in the face. She feels betrayed by the world. How can everyone else just move on with their lives like everything is as it always has been. She feels so stressed. She has the feeling that life goes on right in front of her eyes but she remains still in the same place not moving forward.

In the middle of her thoughts a hand touches her shoulder. She looks up and sees Trina and Cam standing in front of her.

"Joss, u okay?"

Thats the question she's been given a million times since Oscar's death and everyone probably already knows the answer. So Josslyn just nods, and it becomes embarrassingly quiet.

Cam breaks the silence by raising the picnic basket.

"U ready for coffee? I also bought cookies"

Cam has that obvious charm, his smile could charm almost anyone. And Joss felt so comfortable in his presence, he was like family. She couldn't help but to smile back at him.

Trina grabs Joss's hand.

"Let's go before Cam has eaten all the cookies"

Trina gives Cam a playful look. The two of them have very good chemistry. Joss has for a long time believed that they were in love, but Trina tells her that she's only interested in older, more mature guys.

The three of them starts to walk towards the park.

Once in the park: the teens sits on a yellow blanket, Cam has already spilled coffee on his green polo shirt. Josslyn actually feels relaxed.

After some time of talking and laughing with each other, one of their classmates Sara comes up to them.

"Hey guys. I'm really sorry for your loss Josslyn. I understand if non of you would like to come but I want to invite you all to my sweet sixteen party tonight"

She hands over three invitation cards.

"But i really hope you will come, its gonna be the party of the year!"

She leavs them and returns to her friends at the begining of the park.

"Hey, A party. That may be just what we need!"

Cam shouts as he chews a cookie, and Trina nods happily.

Joss wasn't at all eager to go to a party. Everyone there would ask how she was doing and they probebly would stare.

Both Trina and Cam saw that Josslyn doubted. They looked at each other and they understood directly what they needed to do. Together they would convince Joss to go to the party.

Over the next hour, they took turns telling Joss why it would be a good idea to follow them to Sara's party. At the end Josslyn actually got exited and really wants to go.

They had promised her to always be by ger side and if she wants to go home early they would follow her. But the thing that they said that made her most exited were the fact that she would get to spend some time without having her mother checking in on her every 30 minutes asking if she needs something. She loves her mother but right now she really annoys her. Joss wants some space and maybe this party could be what she needed.

So now all she has to do is ask Carly if its okay for her to go.

At home: Carly was sitting with paper work when she heard laughter outside the house. It's been a long time since she heard Josslyns laugh. Even when oscar was ill Joss had a hard time laughing. So now when she heard her daughter happy it warmed her soul.

When Josslyn came through the door she had a smile on her face.

"Hi honey. Did you have a good time?"

Josslyn smiled even more "Yes"

Then she told Carly about there time in the park and the meeting with Sara. Then she gave Carly the invitation.

"Mom can I go?"

Carly felt confused. A party. What should she answer, deep down she wants to say no. But now that Joss finally wants to go outside again, and she looked so happy She didn't want to stop her from moving on with her life. She was in the middle of an inner conflict. But she have to go with her gut felling.

"Honey, I'm really glad you want to go out. But do you think a party is the best thing for you right now?"

"But mom, please. Cam and Trina will be there"

"Will Sara's parent's be there?"

"No, well I don't know"

"Alcohol?"

"Mom, please you can trust me you know I don't drink"

"Im sorry, but I'm your mother and I say no."

Josslyn quickly realised that it was not worth trying to change Carlys mind and that made her angry, so angry that she stomped up to her room and slammed her door the hardest she could.

Carly stood there sighting deeply. All she wants to do is protect Josslyn.

Up in her room: Joss felt angrier than she ever done before. She didn't even know why she got so angry nor who she really was mad at.

While she was lying on her bed she receives a text message from Cam. He's wondered if they were good to go.

Joss signed.

But then she came up with an idea. She now though in a way she never done before. She sent a text back to Cam. Telling him that she was not allowed to go but she will go anyway.

But Only if he and Trina help her lie to her mother...