I wake with a start as the nightmare taunted me. I feel a mass next to me and I panic at first thinking it's one of them and look and sigh with relief. It's just Lizzy. I relax and watch as the room becomes brighter.
Soon the door opens and I see my demon butler walk in. He smiles at me and comes over to me. He places his hand on my cheek and leans to my lips and kisses me. I panic. And look down at the young woman next to me and she's sound asleep.
"Don't do that when she is here." I say in a whisper.
"Yes my lord. I'm sorry I couldn't help myself. You're so beautiful." He says as his hand lingers on the side of my face.
We have been in sort of this relationship since I was sixteen. But I've been married to Lizzy for a year now. Since I turned twenty and our families put more pressure on the marriage so we did. I love her but I love Sebastian more. We have to keep it a secret since because it isn't legal what we do, but than again I am the queen's guard dog and police the underworld so it's expected of me to do illegal things. It's bad enough that I have fallen for another man but he isn't a man. He is a demon. I know I'm not going to heaven ever after what I did, but this is so far from grace that I'm spiraling to hell.
He opens the drapes and Lizzy groans at the light. I smirk when I hear a low growl from Sebastian when he noticed that Lizzy is nearly naked next to me. He smells the air around us and growls again. I love making him jealous. But I have to produce an heir and neither I nor Sebastian can perform that duty.
"Your tea my lord." He says as he hands me my morning tea. I sit up and take it and watch his skilled hands hand it to me. I try not to blush a bit when an image of his hands holding in places I only allow him to hold. His skillful hands gliding my length. Lizzy has never touched me there and I won't let her either.
It took me six months to fully trust her to see me fully unclothed and her to see my shame. She gasped the first time she saw the brand on the side of my body. I just told her the people who had me for those horrible three months branded me as their slave and that's all she needs to know. The only person that knows the truth is Sebastian. It took me a few days after me and Elizabeth got married to have sex with her. I still don't really like her touching me. The painful memories always return when she and I have sex. I try to focus and try to picture I'm with my demon instead of her when we have sex. That's the only way I can cum is if I imagine his member is inside me.
She finally awakens and looks at me and smiles. "Good morning lady Elizabeth." Sebastian greets and hands her a cup of tea. She sits up and takes it in her hands. Sebastian tells me my schedule and reminds Lizzy that her carriage will arrive past noon to take her to see Edward, her brother in London. I raise a brow at Sebastian and he just grins at me. And winks. I try to hide my blush. I look down at my wife and she didn't notice.