Hi everyone, I apologize for the super late update. Just to remind you that this is my first ever fanfiction, English is not my main language so I had help using Grammarly, etc. This is also a hard chapter for me as it's a 'mature' chapter so please understand that as well. Nevertheless. I hope you would enjoy this :)

Disclaimer: All characters belong to Hajime Isayama - Levi is the best character evah!

#Rivahisu is for those who believe life has not Black and White but with shades of grays as well. If you are not here to understand, I'm wondering why are you even here hehehhe


Chapter 4

".. umm..an hour or so?" How can she possibly think straight when he had his damned fine mouth on her neck? And why does it feel so.. divine? Wait, is he leaving soon?

"Levi."

"Mmhm?" she heard only his mumbling sound.

Goodness, even that turned her on a notch.

"My bed is only a few steps away." she hinted.

He stopped in an instance. She regretted taking his attention away from the cosmic bliss she was having. Was that too forward? A little too soon? Did she scare him already?

"Thought you'd never ask."

And Historia hid her little smile as she pressed her cheek onto his.

With Historia still clinging on him, he carried her. Took a few more steps off the stairs until he saw a room that looked fit to be hers. It was at the end of the hallway, secluded and private.

"That it?" he asked, lifting an eyebrow.

"Yes." She reached to give him another peck.

"Oi, easy lady, almost there." he smirked.

It wasn't until they entered, door shut, and Levi practically lay her on her bed that Historia felt the nerves under her skin.

The captain was standing at the side of her bed. His face looked intact, eyes bore into hers, as if this was all nothing new to him. She shivered thinking of the capabilities that he had yet unleashed. He unbuttoned his army green coat and took off his belt. Each of his motions put Historia on the edge. Wondering if she should start undressing as well.

"I'll take the lead now." he said, removing the shirt underneath, exposing a lean, muscled torso. There were some scars on it as proof of his bravery and the sacrifices he had given. A soldier's scarred body represented not just the achievements, but the pain and horror only they had seen. Historia had the urge to feel them beneath her fingers.

Levi climbed up the bed and moved on top of her. Historia eyed the scars, gently touched them with her fingertips, and trailed over from one to another. He slightly shivered at her careful touches and he pushed himself lower towards her, capturing her lips once again. It was brief before he let her lips go again.

His hand lurked behind her back and unclasped the few buttons of her dress. It loosened little by little. "Though you look beautiful in this, this dress fucking get in the way."

Levi saw her face redden as she blushed.

Historia wondered if she was at least wearing a decent undergarment today. She squeezed the soft material of her dress between her fingers that will soon leave her. What if it was too plain? She swallowed nervously.

Once he was done with the buttons on her back, he sat back on his knees and lifted her dress. It seemed like forever until it was over her head and she laid feeling insufficiently dressed and only in her nude-colored undergarments.

Levi took a good look at her and his heart was thumping harder than it already was before. Her skin was milky white and there were freckles sprinkled across her chest area that he quickly favored. That damned choice of undergarments looked almost nude on her; it gave him the tingles. She's a woman with curves and cleavage. If she dared say otherwise he might need to shut her up and emphasize on her every angle until she understood the meaning of it all.

"So..Damn..Beautiful." he whispered, as he traced her little freckles on her chest with his lips. Historia closed her eyes and took a long deep breath as she was lost to the sensation. Levi's hand cupped one of her breasts and gave it a careful kneading. He could feel her nipple erected under the fabric as he brushed his thumb over it continuously. He heard her whimper and waited no longer.

"Now this has to go." he said as he unhooked her bra in one flick of a motion, revealing an even better sight of her; bare, exposed, unshielded. It was only natural of her to try to cover them at first but she wanted him to know that she was hundred percent in this. She withdrew her hands slowly, tranquilizing her eyes on him.

He thought of this situation before. Usually, his mind would stop just as he figured it went too far. It was highly inappropriate to be fucking lusting over his Queen. Today, Historia is not his Queen. They were simply just two people selfishly going through with their feelings.

He's said it again and again. He was captivated by her wit, charmed by her beauty. It was a jolting experience looking at her as being timid at first but overcame it boldly the next. She was ready for him and he was unsure if he was deserving this goddess of a lady.

But he won't stop now unless told otherwise. He's going to take up her challenge.

Her breasts are full and round, looking all very inviting. He took a deep breath and advanced towards her perky nipple on the left side. His tongue swirled around her areola, meticulously. He felt her body jerking towards him, pushing her full breast on his mouth.

He groaned, giving her nipple a more thorough sucking. The feeling of her nipple grazed against his teeth was enticing. It took him quite a challenge for self-control. Hurting her would be the last thing he wanted.

He heard her moan his name louder than before and it aroused him to the core so he kept on suckling, his tongue now ravishing her fully erected nipple. He stopped and observed it admiringly.

"Levi. Please. Don't stop." Historia moaned again, not at all meek.

"Tsk. Stop? Nah, that'd be a shame when you taste this good." When did he get so lewd with his words? Guess at the moment he couldn't care less.

Historia, however, wanted more of that. It was already crazy having the Humanity's Strongest on the bed with her so she had decided to be bold. Her hands went up to cup his cheeks as she guided him back to her lonesome breast.

Levi smirked. He continued with her right breast that had been patiently waiting for its turn, giving it a lustful lick. Historia had to clutch on her sheet this time around for yet another sensation to burst forth.

His tongue trailed even longer on her nipple this time around. Cheeky bastard.

"Stop.. the teasing. Please." She managed to speak out loud.

He obliged, of course. His teeth lightly grazed her nipple and she shrieked a little. Her fingers absently grabbed strands of his hair.

"Oi. Calm down, Historia." he took a step back, sat on his knees between her legs, and looked over. Her already flustered face became even redder. When did the room grow so warm?

Calm down? Their time is too precious for her. How did this happen? It was a series of events that probably looked innocent in the other people's eyes but meant a great deal to her.

… Like that day during the winter season….

They were all having a meeting on a very cold night. Apparently, decisions must be made urgently and that seemed to annoy the Captain already as his expression was as cold as the weather was. Nile and Pixie seemed to be having quite a debate themselves.

Her hands were already shaking as the log fire was no longer roaring. Nobody seemed to notice and she did not want to make a fuss about it. Well, asking for a refire would mean extending the hour and oh she would hate that especially when she had a decision made - it was just wiser to let these men speak up their minds.. This is something she learned over time as the Queen.

Minutes later, a helper went in. To her surprise, she came in with a warm blanket for her, and before she knew it, her nose registered a calming smell of freshly brewed tea. Served for her and unsurprisingly.. for the Captain as well. Must be his doing. What he said next put a smile on her face throughout the rest of the meeting.

"Shame the rest of you are not so fond of tea." he managed to say before taking a sip, ignoring the glares from the others. Commander Pixie did let out a chuckle though.

To which she had decided the meeting can go on at least till both of them emptied their cups.

So.. to justify herself...

"It was you. You made me feel this way." she muttered. She bit her lower lip right after and that did not make this any easier on him. "You gave me butterflies." she added. As cheesy as it sounds, she just wanted to say it once.

His heart skipped a beat hearing that. It's funny how life works for him. This heart skipping should never be programmed on him, isn't his mere existence was to fight and survive?

Fulfilling his sexual needs can be done without a partner. Or on some rare visits to the tavern when there were some ladies gutsy enough to approach him. But never a time where he would first engage unless pursued and emotions never came into the picture.

With Historia, it's been a fucking roller coaster from the start. So much different that he could not put words onto. His heart should have not skipped a beat. Wasn't that his specialty? Hiding his emotions and storing them in a deep, deep hole in his heart. But.. this damned heck of a Queen, she managed to dig deeper and pull it out piece by piece and parade them back on his own fucking sleeves. It was uncomfortable at first but he felt like some burden had been lifted and how foreign that feeling was for him. To be able to express, was thrilling.

Historia.

The desire to kiss her was so strong so he leaned down and kissed her passionately again. He had decided that kissing her is now on top of his favorite list, besides tea and cleaning of course.

So fucking kissable. He thought, still ravaging her soft lips, drowning himself lost in her kisses.

He felt Historia's hands on his, slowly dragging it towards her pelvic bone and it didn't stop there. His eyes jerked open as he broke the kiss, only to see her in confident pleasure. She moved him towards her last piece of fabric she had on and right down between her legs. Levi felt blood pressure shoot up when his fingers could feel that she was already..

"Shit, Historia." he groaned. Now she's the fucking tease. The underwear she had on now irritated the heck out of him. "No more teasing." he slipped his index finger onto the hem of her underwear and tugged it out from her legs.

A completely bare naked Historia Reiss laid right under the mercy of Levi Ackerman.

"You ready?" he asked.

She gave him a quick nod.

His hand moved back between her legs. His middle finger found its way to her opening. She was already wet; he had to focus on his own breathing. He needed to be in control and not rush things for her. Indulge her a little.

Historia let out a moan as she had her arm covering her face. Levi moved his index to her clit. Giving it an encircling rub. She moaned harder and the sight of her in a state of dewy-eyed contentedness could kill him right then. His finger continued on circling her, upping the speed a little.

"Ah Levi. This.. feels so.. good." she gasped, barely able to come out with words. "I never knew.."

Historia was in utter bliss. The sensation was foreign to her. Sure she had heard of it from the 104th girls during their late-night talks back in the training days. Hana was boasting about this and Ymir agreed wholeheartedly. But this right now, it was almost too unreal and she felt like she was about to burst.

"Levi, I can't hold it." He felt the surge of her wetness on his fingers just as she was clutching onto him.

"Let go."

She closed her eyes shut and let go. Took a moment to process the feeling. It felt like her whole body was transcending into a different realm.

"You alright?"

She smiled and nodded. Greedily, Historia wanted more. She wanted to see him, to feel him inside of her. It was quite unfair to see him barely even undressed.

"What are you looking at?" she heard him ask.

"Well, aren't you overdressed?"

"Tch."

Levi made no attempt to delay this even more. He got off the bed and stripped, he knew he had nothing to be ashamed of.

Historia gulped at the sight of the Captain. While he lacked personality, he for sure was not lacking down there. Especially when he was fully erected. While she had no experience whatsoever to compare it with, Historia knew that thing is huge and now she even wondered if..

"Will it even fit..?" she asked bluntly.

Levi let out a chuckle. He did not mean to, though. Perhaps she was really worried.

"It will hurt, I'll be gentle. But tell me when it hurts?"

"Okay."

She saw that look again in Levi's eyes. While it looked lustful, it was not just that. She felt desired in such an affectionate way that she thought would not be possible for her. How could she be so lucky to have seen this look on the Captain's eyes?

"I want to feel you in me Levi." she pleaded.

Levi's heart had never beaten so wild than as for right now. He took a deep breath and moved the tip of his manhood towards the surface of her vagina. She was wet, so it was easier for him to slowly slide it in.

"Oh." she whimpered. Her eyes were fully shut as she felt a slight burn between her legs. Her fingers latched frantically on the white linen of her bed, now crumpled by the many motions she made earlier on. It hurt little by little as she felt it entering slowly. But the pain lessened gradually too.

Levi felt it as well. The warmth and tightness, clutching onto him. He groaned. He was not even halfway in but he would not want to hurt her further.

"Shh.. I'll take it out."

"No, don't." Historia was quick to object. "It gets better, I promise you're not hurting me." She encouraged him.

He scowled.

"Tsk. Always so strong, even on the bed." He lowered his head, capturing her lips once again. "So irresistible, Historia. You're killing me here." and he went for another kiss as he slowly thrust deeper inside of her.

And how pleased he was when he heard her moan in pleasure. He hardly composed himself as she gripped him tight and deeper inside.

"Fuck!"

Historia was in ecstasy. The burn earlier was bearable and it was gone so quick. To be replaced by this, got her wonderstruck. Hearing him swore for her, with her, was even excitable.

His hands moved slowly under her thigh, lifted them a bit. A slight movement from him was enough for her to let out a moan. So when he said-

"Historia..I'm going to start now." he asked, his voice husky.

She nodded and managed a small yes.

He sighed. Squeezed his eyes shut and pushed his throbbing manhood in and out in a steady movement.

It was quite an adventure and Historia came again, though not alone this time.