Hopefully this goes well…

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Hisoka stood in the doorway looking down at gons big shocked brown eyes, he watched angrily as gons eyes slowly filled with tears. He watched as the tears began to fall, and he felt with utmost certainty that he had won. Gon stood there crying but he never looked away. Tears streaming down his face his eyes never left Hisoka's.

"I'm sorry…" Gon breathed out in a hushed whisper, as he stepped forward and wrapped his arms around Hisoka's waist. Hisoka stood there, unmoving. His heart was stuck in his throat. He wasn't sure what to do, and he wasn't sure what Gon had apologized for. The magician stood there trying to hold back all the emotions threatening to break through. He loved this young man wrapped around him, but Gon had thrown him away. Tossed him to the side as one would with a broken toy that held no sentimental value.

Hisoka set his hands on gons shoulders and shoved him back hard. Gon flew off the porch landing on his bottom in the dirt wide eyes looking up uncertainly. He watched as Hisoka pulled his sweater from his body and tossed it onto a chair. Stepping outside bare chested into the last remaining rays of sunlight he looked down to Gon.

"Should we do this here, or would you prefer we go to the forest?" Hisoka asked with an apathy that would rival illumi.

"Do…" Gon repeated blankly before finding the words. "Do what?"

"Don't be silly Gon.. I told you, I'll kill everyone you love unless you kill me first." Hisoka said incredulously "I assume that's why you followed me."

"NO!!" Gon yelled out startling them both. "Uhh, I mean yes, but that's not what I want anymore, Hisoka.." Gon added thoughtfully as he stood up and dusted himself off. Gon walked forward until he was standing just in front of Hisoka again.

Hisoka just stood there watching Gon for any sign of what it was the young hunter had wanted. Trying not to let his mind run wild with images of him turning Gon over and taking him right here in the open. Hisoka couldn't seem to clear his mind, though he had never been good at holding back his lustful desires. "Nhnnn" he let out a moan as he thought of pressing his tongue into that sweet mouth, or better yet his cock. A blush rose on gons face.

"What is it you want Gon?"

"You.."

"Weeeelllll little fruit, you already had me, and you tossed me into the trash. Or don't you remember?"

"Hisoka, I didn't know what I was doing… I was mad, and didn't stop to think. Please, accept my apology."

Hisoka squatted down to match gons eyeline. "Gon… I murdered your father.. I cut him over and over until there was not a drop of blood left in his body." Hisoka said with a wide smile on his face, hoping to push Gon to fight him. "And the little sushi boy I killed him before he could even ask my name."

"His name was ZUSHI" Gon said angrily

Hisoka watched the emotions running through gons eyes. "Fight me Gon." Hisoka dared him "Fight me and then we can forget all of this."

Gon looked up to Hisoka, determination clear on his face. "Mm." He nodded and turned running into the forest. Hisoka followed him close behind until they reached the same clearing he had watched Gon in the day before.

"I have been waiting for this, for a long time little fruit, do try and make it fun." Hisoka said before he launched himself to the opposite side of the clearing. Hisoka struck a pose and motioned for Gon to start.

Gon ran forward and jumped into the air, catching Hisoka off guard right away as he came down he connected his fist to the side of the magicians face. His punch was powerful enough to draw blood. Hisoka chuckled and spun in a circle throwing Gon into a tree with his bungee gum, snapping the tree in half. Gon jumped up and ran forward again closing the distance in an instant. The two traded punches back and forth for what felt like hours. Gon was exhausted, out of breath and bleeding from almost everywhere, Hisoka had barely moved from his starting position.

"Agghh" Gon screamed as he launched himself between the trees darting back and forth waiting for an opportunity to catch Hisoka off guard again. 'Now' he thought to himself as he launched forward faking a punch as he slid right by and launched himself backwards before Hisoka could even react.

"Show me rock!" Gon screamed as he flew back at Hisoka, landing his punch right into the magicians chest. The two flew back, the power of gons attack ripped the trees from the ground as a cloud of dirt surrounded them. Gon stood breathing heavy, waiting for the dust to settle, seeing Hisoka laying bloody against a Boulder laughing maniacally.

Gon ran forward his anger getting the best of him as he jumped on top of Hisoka and let out a torrent of punches. All the while Hisoka never stopped laughing.

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Kurapika and Leorio had ran out of the house after Gon, but they had lost sight of him almost immediately. When they saw the cloud of dust in the middle of the forest they rushed in that direction praying they would make it in time to save Gon. Breaking through the tree line into the clearing kurapika was the first to lay eyes on the horrific scene before them. Hisoka beaten almost to death while Gon sat atop him still swinging.

"GON!" Kurapika yelled running forward yanking Gon from his position, it took every bit of strength the blonde boy had to stop Gon from running back to Hisoka.

"Gon, you have to stop! You're going to kill him!" Kurapika yelled trying to get the raven haired hunter to calm down and see reason. "Leorio! Help Hisoka!" Kurapika ordered.

"What!! No way! The guys a murderer, he'd be better off dead!" Leorio spoke angrily

"Yes, but Gon won't forgive himself if the man he loves died by his hand." Kurapika reasoned with the tall hunter. Leorio walked over to Hisoka mumbling under his breath, and began to treat his wounds.

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Leorio had bandaged up Hisoka as best as he could then together he and Kurapika carried Hisoka back to the house he had been staying in after Gon had brought up that aunt mitomight not like the idea of having the man who murdered her brother staying at her house. Gon had refused to leave Hisoka's side until he woke up. Hisoka had been asleep for three days now, and Gon had told him as he slept over and over how sorry he was and how much he loved him. Gon had never been a religious person, but in the three days while waiting for Hisoka to get better, Gon had taken up praying. He wasn't sure who he had even been praying too. Perhaps just anyone that was listening. The morning of the fourth day, Hisoka's woke up, first noticing he was wrapped in bandages, second he noticed that Gon was asleep next to him bed. With a sigh of relief Hisoka began laughing uncontrollably, not believing that not only had Gon beat him, but this beautiful creature let him live, and stayed by his side despite all the horror he had cause. Laughing louder now at the unimaginable realization, that not only did he finally get his fight, but this young man truly did love him, and was willing to forgive all the terrible thing he had done. Hisoka reached over and pulled Gon to his chest, wrapping his arms around him and hugging him right.

Gon woke up to the sound of laughter, and a heavy pressure around his chest. Looking around as he realized Hisoka was awake and hugging him.

"Hisoka! You're awake!" He exclaimed happily pushing himself to a sitting position Gon grabbed the magicians face and pressed their lips together like a man starved. " I'm so sorry, I should have never told you to leave" Gon said between kisses "I love you, please never leave me again" he added with tears now streaming down his face as he pressed himself into Hisoka's embrace once more.

They stayed like that for a while, Gon curled up into Hisoka's side just holding each other. Both men reveling in the relief they felt at being together again.

"Gon?" Hisoka said questioningly "How can you stand to be near me after all the people I took from you." He added as more of a statement than a question.

"Things aren't always black and white Hisoka… just because you did some bad things, doesn't mean they weren't at least justified. The world is mostly full of grey areas, and because… it doesn't matter…. Sure I loved them, but you only did it because I hurt you first. I pushed you, it's my fault they are gone, not yours… you… you are only guilty of loving me.. Hisoka. And well… I'm sorry…I'm sorry I hurt you, I'm sorry I left you, I'm sorry I blamed you for Killua, and I'm sorry you never had a chance to grieve for illumi… and I'm sorry that's my fault too…" Gon said honestly "I hope you can forgive me Hisoka, because I love you and I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you if you let me."

Hisoka just laid there watching Gon as he said all he could in one breath. Looking at the young hunter with pure adoration. "How is it, that I ever got so lucky as to have someone as pure as you fall in love with me I will never know… but I promise you Gon, you'll have to kill me if you want to get rid of me again. We will have all the time in the world to make things between us again." Hisoka said as he turned and began digging through the dresser beside the bed.

"What are you looking for? I can help."

"I'm not an invalid Gon-kun" he said as he turned back to the raven haired hunter. Holding a small red box out to the young man. Gon hesitantly too the box and opened it, gasping he looked back up to meet Hisoka's eyes questioningly. "Marry me Gon?" Hisoka said smiling stupidly back as gons entire face lit up.

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Hisoka I love you so much!" He cried out as he jumped forward hugging the magician and pressing their lips together, pouring every bit of love he felt for the red haired man into that kiss.

"Mmm.. Gon, I never thought I would be able to find happiness, but I'm very glad it was with you."

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THE END.

Like the real end. Therrr will be nooo more