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SONIC
Just forget it ever happened. Forget it because Ms. Rose, who is currently talking to me about my schedule for the week, was acting like nothing never happened.
She talked to me like nothing happened.
We joked like nothing happened.
And I was cautiously looking away from Ms. Rose as she moved about my office. Her see through tights she wore under her black skirt, that was slightly shorter than I thought once I watched her pull it down so she wouldn't expose something, but all her thighs and legs were out.
I had a slight feeling she wore this because… of what happened. Like she could persuade me, but I knew better.
I really wanted to be better for Sally and I was going to give today an extra try.
After our small little fight, I wanted to let her know that I still loved her. So, I had flowers delivered to her job for an apology and I had been told that they did get delivered but still no call or message from her.
I am trying right? It really doesn't feel like it but having to put myself back together when she does things like that really drains me.
I stare at the family photo on my desk and press my finger against the glass while staring at Sally. I sigh sadly and fold my arms up on my desk and hide my face for a while until I heard my door open.
"Mr. Hedge- "I listen to heels click on the floor and I hide my face even more.
A hand touches my shoulder and I jump at the feeling.
"Sorry… I was trying to see if you are okay.
"I am… just tired." I lean up and push my family picture away. " Did you get the spreadsheets from Clayton?"
"Yes sir. Here." She hands me them and I start to read it, but that saddening feeling comes back, and I lose interest in it.
"Thanks. You can go back to your office and do your daily tasks."
"Okay. If you need anything call me." She says softly and turns away and my eyes head to her body while she walks off. She stopped suddenly and I quickly look at my screen and I see her turn around.
"Are you sure you need nothing?" she asks.
"Yeah…I'm fine. Thanks." I dismiss her once again and she looked around my face but then smiles and leaves.
"Whatever you say."
My door closes and I plop back to my desk, and I listen to my phone ring. I pick it up quickly, only to see that it was Knuckles sending me files about something he wanted to talk about soon and I felt my heart break a little.
"I want her to try for me. That's it. If she practices on trying to love me again then we don't have to argue. I can love her like I have always wanted to do… this wasn't supposed to be us.."
A feeling of hopelessness fills my mind as I push the picture away and then Knuckles walks in, without knocking.
"So, let me explain the files to you." He says with his computer, and I rise slightly.
He sits on the edge of my desk and shows me his computer
"The first one is…" Knuckles had stopped talking and I look at him to see him looking at me.
"You okay?"
Knuckles was only person I really talked about Sally to so I thought maybe if I talk to him about then it will get me some relief
"…no.' I say and Knuckles closes his computer and gives me his full attention.
"What's going on?" he asks.
"Sally. We had an argument and this one really got to me, Knuckles." I say and stare into my palms. "I told her to try to love but she couldn't. she didn't want to give me a sliver of love. And it is starting to drive me mad. I love her, Knuckles and I told her that if she doesn't love me then why are we doing this?!" I ended up yelling that last part and Knuckles had hears this story multiple times and sighs.
"Sonic, I keep telling you to drop her- "
"I love her! I can't just…" I think about Jules quickly. "I wouldn't want Jules to have to live in two different homes. That's too stressful for him."
"But look at you Sonic. You are the most down I have seen in a while. I think you should think about yourself too because Jules needs his father to be in a great mood too and you need to be happy yourself." Knuckles and shakes his head. "You can't do this forever, Sonic. It's going to eat you up inside."
"It is…. It already has and I don't know how to stop it without losing Sally and not hurting Jules." I state and Knuckles sighs and looks off.
"… I don't know either. I do know you need to take care of yourself. You worry me sometimes." Knuckles says and he watches me for a moment and then he stands up.
"My last advice. If you continue to hold on to this marriage that is dragging you down. Bit by bit, the outcome isn't going to be well. Both ways it isn't good but you, staying with her is a mistake. "Knuckles says and takes his computer because I am sure he didn't want to talk to me after that because he knew I was going to go straight back home to her, so this conversation wasn't anything he hasn't heard in a while.
"I'll be at my office. Try not to stress and give yourself a heart attack."
After Knuckles left, I sink back into my desk.
"I love her. I can't do that."
After a very solemn day of work, I had gone home, cooked for Jules because Sally was on a teacher's trip so at nights, I would take care of him.
I tuck him in bed after we watched some cartoons, he fell asleep on my lap, so I put him to sleep.
I leave his door cracked and I run downstairs and plop on my couch. The couch was starting to get more comfortable but knowing there is still a big bed in there made me envy it.
Thunder roars over my home and the peaceful sound of it pulls to dream land and I sleep quickly
…
My eyes open but it was dim and once I blinked again, lightning flashed through the window, and I move my eyes over to it and yawn heavily.
Suddenly, I hear the front door open, and I had a feeling it was Sally, because of the slow and steady heels I was hearing on the floor.
"Maybe, I should say something to her."
Her face when I tried to hug her, and she pushed me away defeated my confidence, so I lay my head back on my pillow. The sounds of her heels kept on echoing as she probably went to the kitchen and then they stopped.
My mind was thinking about her so much and since Jules was sleeping then I thought it would be a great idea to talk to her.
"S-Sally?" I say and my voice echoes through the rain hitting our roof and the heels start to become louder, but they were slow and steady.
"I know you are angry at me… I shouldn't have..." I stop talking to think of the right words as she walks over, and I clear my throat.
"I shouldn't have hugged you like that. I just miss you so much and my heart can't help itself when I see you because it belongs to you and when you push me away it hurts so bad." I confess and I felt my face warm up because it really did hurt me.
She stops near the couch, and I would look at her, but I couldn't because I was afraid that I would cry in front of her. I wanted my feelings to be meaningful and my apology too.
"I am just really sorry- "
"It's okay. Husband. I forgive you. And I love you so much."
My eyes freeze and so does my breathing. My eyes slowly look at her and they widen.
"You are right. I should forgive you for everything you have done to me. We got married so we obviously care about each other, and I care you about too… I am just so scared." She says as she walks around the couch with her fingers trailing on it.
"How about we put everything behind us. Right now." She says and her eyes look over my body as I lay on the couch and my chest rises quickly.
She places her hands on the arm of the couch and leans over it, letting her hair float over it and the lightning flashes over her outfit. She wore all black and it was very tight and revealing on her cleavage. Exposing every curve, she wanted to show to me. She only had on a black silky top and boy short bottoms and every move she made I almost saw her goods since they were too small for her breasts and bottom.
"We should work on it. Us. So, Jules will be happy, and you will be too. I miss my husband so much and I love being with you more than you know." She says and her legs brush together. Side by side and she raises her leg and places it over me and then sits on my chest.
I couldn't believe what I saw before me but… this shouldn't be happening.
Why haven't I said anything… why is this happening?
She touches my face and that's when I finally wake up and move my face away from her hand and she moves it back to her… green eyes.
"Is that what your wife would say?" she asks and smiles while moving her pink hair to the side and it touches my chest.
"I bet that's what you imagined. Her coming back to you some day and begging for you to love her just like you have been doing for the past five years." She says and then laughs at me because I was stunned. "Right? -"
"Ms- Ms. Rose… Wha- how did you get in here- "
"Shhh." She places her finger on my lap and readjusts herself on my body. "I'm here to assist you. That's why I am here." Her hand moves to my neck, and she touches it softly, like she was admiring me.
"Isn't that the position you hired me for? To assist you…" she rubs her finger down my chest and her warm soft hands go under my shirt.
"Ms. Rose stop!" I whisper and I try to move forward but my body wouldn't.
It couldn't move.
Only my eyes. I had just realized I could only move my eyes. My eyes move to my hand arm lying beside and it wouldn't budge. Not one bit.
"Hey, relax." She says leaning really close to my face and watching panic spread over it.
"Ms. Rose, get off!" I yell and she giggles.
"Shh! You might wake Jules." She says, becoming playful and then leans up and scoots back on my body that wouldn't listen to my command.
"Let's be secretive about this. We can't let Jules know that you are cheating on mommy." She says and takes her top off and I close my eyes not to look. I feel her bare chest press against mine, since she left my shirt raised from touching it, her nipples press against my chest. I feel lips press against my face and my eyes open and she was really close to me.
"Why are you being like this? You don't like me anymore?" she asks and leans up. "I thought you enjoyed me so much. Fucking my little pussy until you came in it. You wanted to cum in me because if you really didn't want to then you would have placed back down on the bathroom floor, during the party."
"This is wrong, and YOU know it." I say and she scoffed and moved even farther away.
"If it's wrong then why is this here?" she asks and moves her hand behind my neck so I could see. I avoid her breast jiggling and moving, and I notice that I had an erection.
"You seem to know it's wrong, but you are hard as a rock. Why is that?" she says and rubs her hand on it, and I melt at the feeling then I gasp she moves it under my boxers. "You really enjoy me, and YOU know it."
"Ugh- fuck." I whisper and she stops touching me moves back to face. She grabs my hands and places them on my chest and squeezes my hands on them.
"Mmm. Your hands are the perfect size for my boobies." She says and I moan softly as she sits on my dick through her thin underwear.
"You are so horny. It's building inside you…. Not that long until it all spills out and then you are going to be begging for me." She lowers herself back on my chest and arches her back, I already close my eyes to tried to ignore her words. "Well… you already are, you just don't want to say it."
"M- Ms. Rose. You must stop. Not here."
"Then where- "
"Never!" I whisper harshly and I hope she would finally stop. "I can't do this. What we did was an accident, and I can do it again."
"What was?" she asks, and I frown.
"This is! Having sex with you was!" I yell and she leans up from me and I take a big breath of air.
"Sally, doesn't love you so where are you- "
"She does!" I yell and lean up finally and I open my eyes.
I look around for Ms. Rose, but she disappeared. I breathe quickly and I look under my covers for her, but she wasn't here. Sweat went down my neck and I looked around in confusion.
"Was that a dream?"
I wondered and the thunder outside exploded loudly making me look towards it.
"…Daddy?"
I jump and move to the other side of the couch, and I see Jules with small tears in his eyes, holding his blanket in his hand watching me panic.
"Jules?... what are you doing up?" I ask and he steps closer to me but cautiously because I moved away from him.
"T-The thwunder…" he starts to cry, and I snap out of it and move to my son. I pick him up and he moves close to my body as it rains hard.
"It's okay. Daddy has you." I say and I move him back to make sure he was okay, but he was just scared.
"I also had nightmare…" he says sadly, and I stare at him and look around first.
"Me too…" I say and he blinks gently.
"What was yours about?" he asked, and I didn't know how to answer that.
"I think I did just dream about her. Just how much has my body been… wanting that- "
"Dad?" Jules eyes watched mine and I shook my head and snapped out of it.
"Just a nightmare. I wasn't as brave as you were though. You walked all the way to your room to me." I say and he shrugs his shoulder.
"I don't feel brave." He says and I laugh and place my hand on top of his head and bring him closer.
"Just because you don't feel brave doesn't mean you're scared. You realize you are scared but what makes you brave is that you keep going. "I say and he nods his head.
"You are. You woke up afraid and walked through all the scariness and made it to me. "I say and kiss his head and he start to smile.
"What was your dream about? You asked me so I want to know about yours."
His smile drops and he moves close to me, and I lay down with my head propped on the arm of the couch and he lays on my chest.
"I had a dream you left me." He says and I move him closer to me after him saying that.
"I'd never do that Jules. No matter where you are. Where I am. How old you get. How old I get. Nothing is going to change me being there for you. I always will." I say and his eyes move to mine.
"Weally?"
"Yes." I say and he smiles and laughs while gradually he falling to sleep on me. Not worried about the rain and thunder that started to stop.
My head still felt cloudy. I don't think I could even sleep after that. I bring Jules closer to me and I look around the room once more for my assistant, but it felt like she was here.
Just a nightmare.
Just a nightmare because my body is yearning for affection and it knows where to get it.
