SONIC

"I open my eyes and I was breathing heavy.

Fast and thick. Like I was starving. Sweat trickling down my face and I wipe it once to get rid of it until I look down and see… her again.

She gripped my pants and I had almost fell over on her, but she was being so aggressive to my belt buckle. Her excited moans echo rowdily in the room.

Usually, I wake up from my dream, but I couldn't. Why?

She grabs my dick and I watch her shovels it inside her mouth. My vision went blurry, and I watched her do it.

I couldn't feel anything happening to me, but she watches me the entire time.

"Why can't I feel this."

I say out loud, and she pauses and stands up and grabs my face.

"So, you do want it? Then why push me away?" she asks, and I blush.

`" go tell me you want it. I'll still give it too you." She says and moves back down to my dick, and I watch her suck on it and I close my eyes.

"Wake up. Wake up. Wake- "

I open my eyes and I see my desk. I had fallen asleep here. I touch my face and I wipe some sweat from my dream. The dreams were starting to become more real. I don't why it was only her in my mind.

When did she become such a main topic for me? It didn't start until after that dream. It is even hard to talk to her sometimes, but I was fighting through it.

"How was your nap?"

Her voice scared me and turned my head to see her on the other side of my desk. I wondered how long she had been there.

"You… talk a lot in your sleep." She jokes and moves to open my windows to get some fresh sunlight in.

"Shit… What did she hear? I don't remember talking in my dream. It was about her too…"

I look at her and she looks at me.

Waiting for me to talk but I could not because of the wet dream I just had of her. This wasn't even the first one because they kept on happening and now, she is in front of me.

Confusing my thoughts of what reality is and what isn't real.

"Uh… what did I say?" I try to act normal, and I stand up and walk to my fridge to get a water.
"Hm… something about…you wanting something." She says and I freeze as I grab my water bottle. "You said. "I do want it."

Her voice felt it was right in my ear and then I turn around to see her smiling at me.

"What do you want?"

"Nothing."

"Are you sure?"

When she walked into my vision and her body moved like a slow snake. Showing off all its body and a smooth way.

And that Ms. Rose I saw before changed into the one I saw when she was drunk.

She changed like butterfly in a cocoon.

"I'm sure." I say and she laughs and rolls her eyes.

"Ya know, you are so fun to talk too. And watch. I can tell all you do is think a lot."

"Heh, I do think a lot. That's probably made me successful. Thinking."

"I see." She says and her eyes moved slowly around my face.

"What were you thinking about. Just now."

"…" All the dreams show at once and I look away from her.

"I was thinking about the… meetings for today." I lie and Ms. Rose smile dropped slightly.

"Right. How could I forget about the meetings?" She says and starts to walk to me slowly but the passes me.

I didn't breathe once she got close to me again and then she touched the door and opened it.

"Let's go."

We walk into the meeting, and I sit down at the far back of the table while the rest sat at around it and Ms. Rose say right beside me.

When the meeting was starting, she locked the doors and dimmed the lights so the presentation could be shown, and we could get started.

"For the meeting today. Me. Hedgehog wanted to discuss the decisions towards Missouri. Finalizing the goal for Nebraska and he needs an update on that today." Ms. Rose says, and I blush as she says my name.

It was a dream. She wasn't there.

She walked towards me to sit down and look ahead and listen to them talk and show me worksheets of what they have done.

A lot was getting done actually and the call for Nebraska should be soon to figure everything out of how to start the conversation with them.

I fold my arms and watch Cream take over the meeting I feel a hand touch my arm softly.

"This meeting is going well." l Ms. Rose whisper and leans in closer to not intervene with what was going on. "Is there anything you want to add?"

Even the brushes of air against her lips made my ears perk up.

"No."

The meetings go on and as it soon comes to an end, I thank everyone for their hard work and goals that were completed.

"Have a safe ride home everyone."

I dismiss them and walk back to my office.

"SONIC!" Knuckles yells as I barely had my door open, and he was in my face.

"What."

"CAN I PLEASE USE YOUR BATHROOM! I WAS HOLDING IT IN THE ENTIRE TINE DURING THE MEETING!"

Knuckles bringing up using the bathroom made me want to go too from all the water I drank to keep my nerves down.

"I have to go too- "

"I HAVE TO GO GO!" He pushes past me and runs in my bathroom and locks it.

"There is a bathroom down the hall- "

"NO TISSUE!" He slams my bathroom door.

I sigh and walk to the bathrooms outside my office. The office was beginning to become empty.

Ms. Rose wasn't at her desk once I passed it and I started to think that she went home too.

Probably a good thing. I feel to tense near her.

I walk to the bathroom, and I get a small flashback from the party.

This bathroom had changed a lot for me, but I didn't want it to stain my workplace. The best thing is to move forward, and I was going to do that.

I pause before entering as that moment during the party…when I…. um.

"Whatever." I push the door open to go to use the bathroom.

I hadn't been in this bathroom since then and I kept my eyes down to keep any immoral thoughts occurring.

Of course, I wasn't going to go into the first stall, so I hurriedly go the back and use that one. That other stall felt like it was glowing red. Watching me and trying to remind me of what happened.

"Chaos. Just focus and pee."

I was thinking about this too much.

Suddenly someone walks in the bathroom with me, and I sigh because that empty stall was filled with someone.

I wasn't alone so I pee and walk out slowly. My eye hits the stall and I stand … still and look at it.

The smell of lavender slips in my nose and I wasn't sure where it was coming from but… I let my body take it in.

No matter if I was hallucinating or not. I let myself…submit… I was struggling at this point, and I think letting myself have this small amount of… remembrance would be okay.

"Maybe I should go inside. It will probably help me stop thinking about her if I just face it."

I grab the handle and pull it, but it was locked. I had forgot someone just walked in and I blush since I zoned out that much.

"S-sorry…" I say and the door opens.

"Why are you trying to use all the bathrooms? You have one in your office." She says smartly and that overwhelming smell of lavender I was getting.

That sweet smell was from the source.

"Uh… this is awkward. I was in here to refill the bathrooms with toilet paper. The cleaning team couldn't make it today because one of them got sick, so I did it for them!" She says and smiles.

My eyes move to the stall wall I held her against, and I feel something in my pants move because I start to remember that entire night.

Her soft moans echo in my head and I stammer away and turn on the water to block out the sound.

"Hah…. An expected reaction." She says quietly and then she goes into the other bathroom stall as I wash my hands.

"Just get out of here Sonic."

I turn the water off and I reach for the paper towels to come out. It was a sensor one, so I waved my hand in front of it and nothing was happening.

"Come on…"

It wasn't coming out, no matter how long I waved my hand.

My heart jumped and I listen to her walk out. Her heels echo like they did in my dream, and I turn over my shoulder to see her right beside me.

"It's down here." She says and moves beside me. Her arm brushes my lightly and she waves under it and the paper towel comes out.

"Thanks…." I say and grab it and then she starts to wash her hands.

I start to throw the paper towel away, but I miss it and pick it up.

"Just get out. Get out- "

"You never answered my question?" she says, and I freeze.

"What question?" I ask and she turns the water off.

"She couldn't be talking about…what she proposed to me- "

"I…. I told you no." I say and keep my eyes from her.

"No? That isn't a correct answer to what I asked. Matter of fact that doesn't even make sense." She says and I look at and she leans on the door.

"I asked why didn't you use your own bathroom? Is it okay? Do you need me to check it for you?" She says and I blush.

"Y-es. Uh…. My bathroom is occupied so I came here.

"She wasn't even thinking about what I was thinking about. I thought she was talking about her having sex with her secretly, but she wasn't… "

Ms. Rose eyes were hard to look at, but I did look at them. She folds her arms and beams happily. She tilts her head and looks at the stall behind us and I approach her which makes her look back to me.

"I… I need to go home." I say and she giggles.

"Do you? Didn't seem like you were in a rush until… you saw me in here." She says and I clench my fist. "Do you want to talk about something- "

"No." I say firmly.

"Why did you say it like that? I was just teasing."

"I'm tired and I want to go home." I say lastly and Ms. Rose laughs.

"Sorry… Boss." She and walks slowly out of the way and I swallow heavily. Her shoulder brushed against mine and she sighs. I still didn't leave the room and I listen to her touch a stall door.

"The smell of her is all in my nose. All I could think about was her skin. How wish that I wasn't wearing this long sleeve so I could feel that. Just once… or something- no. No. I can't- "

"Aren't you leaving or are you staying in here with me?" she says, and I realize I was still standing here, facing her.

She pushed the stall we had sex in open and just smiled at me. Inviting me to come closer to her.

I turn and open the door.

I storm out the room after being in a constantly tornado with her scent nearby. I felt like I smelt like her again and I could still feel her presence. I could still feel everything.

And I wanted too but I was going to continue to act like I didn't. I knew I did but I shouldn't but…why.

I close my office door with my both of my hands pressing against. Sweat slipped down my neck and I realized how nervous I was.

"Feels like I'm about to explode. "I think but I take myself back to my desk. "I'll hold it in. Things will get better. I don't… need her. I have Sally and my child and that's all I need."

I'm not alone.

I have them.

"AHHHH SO MUCH BETTER!" Knuckles had scared me after my intense moment in the bathroom with my assistant and I had forgot that he was in here.

"Thanks, see you tomorrow!" Knuckles ran out of the room, and I realized that work was over.

I started to leave too, and I did it slowly because I didn't know Ms. Rose was still here.

Eyeing her desk area before I left, I could see that she had went home too and I sigh heavily.

I took myself home too and I was so glad that work was over today. Felt like I was hiding all day and it was very exhausting.

I walked in and it smells like dinner had already been made and I could hear Jules talk about it loudly. I laugh and go upstairs to change so I could be with Jules and maybe Sally.

I walk into our bathroom, and I start to take my pants off. I slow down as I look at my unbutton pants and I get an idea.

An idea I haven't…. done in a while.

I grab my phone that I placed on the sink, and I sit on the toilet.

"Maybe I am just horny. If I masturbate then the feeling and urges will go away. I will probably stop thinking about her."

I click on my web searching app and apply the incognito mode too it. I type in whatever porn site that appears in first in my mind and I click on it.

My body felt excited that I was going to get some relief and I did too. I reach into my boxers and just about time the video starts I hear a small faint knock.

"Daddy! Where are woo?"

I freak out and drop my phone and stand up.

"Y-Yeah?!- "I trip over my pants and fall on the ground.

"Ever heard of jerk mate?" my phone starts to play the porn I clicked, and I rush to turn it off.

"Ouch…" I complain and I could see Jules's feet.

"Da da?"

"I'm coming out right now. Just give me a second." I carefully get up and grab my pants. As I put them on, I start feeling sad again. Frustrated because I almost got rid of this annoying feeling in me.

I wash my hands carefully and then I turn the water off.

"Ugh… I really needed that. I'm not sure how long I can take this."

I put my feelings behind a mask once I saw my son. He jumped in the air for me, and I pick him up. He talks about his day and shows me a cookie his mom made and makes me take about. It was great.

I wasn't though.

My body still felt like it was dying to have something. If I was dehydrated and I needed water, type of feeling.

Even once I saw Sally and she was wearing a t-shirt and some pajama pants. Her hair was slightly damp, and she looked… so beautiful.

I'd give my all for her. My everything.

But once I entered the room and she saw me. She walked out of the kitchen.

Leaving me again and this feeling with me to rot.