Chapter 6 - The Beginning III
From the start when I was young at heart, why must he always be within my heart as always? Why must he always be within my heart as he went towards another pathway through? As we say goodbye, why am I that sad to seek the truth as we cannot stay with each other? As we cannot see the point away from each other, why can't we see the facts straight that we cannot turn back in time why? Why are we that sad to see the day when I was that young to see the days afterwards? As we cannot say why, why are we that sad to see them gone off as we say no more and no less as always in heart why? As we say no more, why are we that sad to seek the truth underneath the case why? Why are we that sad to see the future as we know it would be like?
Why must he be within my heart as we... say no more within our hearts inside ourselves?
As I remained within the standards why, am I that sad to see the truth within the lies? Why must I lie within the days when I was young at heart why? Why are we that sad to see the days when I was young at heart why so? Why are we that sad to see the days when I was that young at heart why? Why are we that sad to see the days when I was young at heart because of the causes of how so in the end? Why am I lost in the end why so? Why am I that sad to see the days when I was young at heart why so? Why am I that sad to see the days of my youth gone away like it drained me so?
As we say goodbye, why are we that sad to see the days gone as we figured towards the morning and night time? As we say no more than this, why do I get the feeling that we are within a world that wasn't meant to be as such? Why am I that sad to see the truth underneath the lies within the standards why? As I figured things out in the end why, why am I that angry about another man that seems to bother me everyday when I told him to leave me alone? As he remained within the walls, why was he the one that made me in anger as I wanted him to leave with his family and his so called friends? Why couldn't he leave me alone as intended to be as promise in my heart alone? As we say goodnight towards the sunrise, what was the point in seeing the days when I was young at heart to see the future within my holed like place? Why must he be in my way as well?
Can this be the way it should be?
As I remained in a chair, why do I get the feeling it was now or never to set this once and for all?
[To be continued...]