He's currently supporting his upper half on Shotaro's bathroom sink, while still kneeling in the hotel mirror.
He blames himself for being a little curious in his research, plus with lack of sleep tampered his logic.
Shotaro sitting up in the bathtub, not seemed to noticed him as he washes his arms in silence.
Jisung blinks at the strong presence the other radiating, and seeing his dripping black hair looked so different than the blonde color-
The Japanese side glanced him finally noticed someone was in his bathroom. His eyes widen.
Jisung tries moving again. "I'm sorry for intruding but how do I get unstuck?"
"I think you can only come forward, not back." Shotaro gestured with his hands.
Jisung felt a bit silly not trying that. He toppled over the sink, but felt grabbed onto to prevent from falling head first.
He looked up to see Shotaro's light gray hues watching above him.
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Jisung didn't feel hungry at the table, even tho the food smelled appetizing.
He felt sadden by how messy the apartment is and a lamp broken on the corner.
"Don't mind the place, I wasn't expecting you coming back." Shotaro spoke quietly in his usual tone.
Jisung bit his lip remembering his research upon emotional attachment, plus added the guilt must've made him a wreck.
Still not onboard with idea, but it did make him feel bad to see Shotaro became this.
He awkwardly moved his food to the side.
"Why are your eyes still gray?" Jisung asked out of nowhere, now can't stop looking at the strange color.
"You don't need to know." Shotaro smiled falsely not looking at him.
Jisung leans forward to make the other uncomfortable which did succeed.
"Stop doing that, please." Shotaro chuckled awkwardly as he covered his own mouth.
"Don't you need my blood? I imagine you're hungry going two days straight without any-"
"I couldn't stop thinking about the party, the way you let that Alpha's fingers touch your hair." Shotaro asked bitterly. "Why did you let him do that?"
"I'm use to it back home." Jisung simply responded.
Shotaro whispered looking away. "I am not, Jisung. I know it's my fault for this bond, but can you give me a chance?"
It took Jisung a few seconds to answer, still baffled by the whole thing.
"Why, because you're jealous? That's how you got us into this weird bond in the first place." Jisung still felt bitter about it, now standing up from his seat.
"We lived together these past months, I thought-" Shotaro tried explaining himself.
"That's your excuse to do that?" Jisung mouth gaped.
"I should've told you straight out before going to that party." Shotaro gets up from his seat as well. "I liked it Jisung, it got too real for me."
Jisung sighed deeply before looking downcast. "Uh, I know there's no way to break this without a replacement, but obviously you can't accept that as I already see."
"Is it because I'm lacking warmth and blood or only it was unintentional?" Shotaro asked sounding insecure.
"I only agreed for breakfast to give you my blood, I still can't process this bond to really answer." Jisung sits back down.
"Where will you go? The Alpha's can undo it-"
"I know."
"Then lets go to them together like this and think about it later." Shotaro suggests.
Jisung shook his head.
"That bad?" Shotaro whispered worriedly.
"My parents doesn't like vampires, especially one who's close to me like this." Jisung wince.
Shotaro said nothing