not a very enjoyable night but it will do a whole 360
Rin patiently waits for Sesshomaru at the ball; she doesn't know why he has not shown up yet. She felt it was time for her to say what was really on her mind. At first, she did not want things go any further than friendship but it's different now; she fell for him. She would risk it and hoped he reciprocate it.
Rin sits at a table watching the couples dancing; Kagome and Inuyasha, Izayoi and Toga, Miroku and Sango.
She wanted to look beautiful for Sesshomaru tonight but for some reason it seemed he was not going to show up. He didn't say he would not attend, so what was the hold up?
Rin gets up to go outside and get some fresh air and someone approaches, "Are you looking for someone? I saw you from across the room looking around as if you were expecting someone".
Rin looks up and sees a very handsome male demon with long black hair and red eyes. Rin remembers him from earlier and thought Sesshomaru seemed to dislike him for some reason. He didn't seem as if he would harm her, but she thought to be cautious; she shakes her head no.
He speaks, "It is nice to see you again. May I have a dance with you?"
Rin was hesitant; he had a demeanor about himself, but who else was asking her? She said yes and they walked to the dancefloor and began dancing with one another.
Sesshomaru finally gets himself together to want to go to the ball. His primal instincts were getting to him every time Rin was near him. It was getting to a point where he was ready to pin her down and make her listen to him. He also knew Rin was looking forward to attending the gala, and he wanted to see her. She is his mate, how could he not?
When he enters the ball, his nostrils turn up at the smell of a foe from many years ago. "Why the hell does he keep popping up?"
Sesshomaru finds his father alone, "I smell Naraku, I am tired of him being everywhere we are?"
"Sesshomaru calm down, I cannot control who comes and goes to this gala. I think you have more of an issue with him because of Rin, is it not? You are feeling possessiveness because he was around her and acted as if he wanted her. That was a threat to you? Because you usually ignore him".
"When I find him, I will kill…." Sesshomaru looks up and sees Naraku taking Rin into his hands, leading her to the dancefloor. She looks so beautiful and Naraku has his filthy hands on his mate.
Toga turns and he already knew what was about to happen and stands up.
"Sesshomaru calm down!" Toga says, trying to calm Sesshomaru's demonic aura.
"How dare he touch what is mine!" Sesshomaru eyes flash a crimson red.
Naraku moves his hand to Rin's lower back and pushes her closer and Rin gasp. Naraku looks up at Sesshomaru and smiles. He then nuzzles into Rin's hair. Rin is starting to feel uncomfortable and says, "I have to go to the bathroom".
Toga grabs Sesshomaru and turns into a beam of light, taking Sesshomaru with him outside.
Before they leave Rin catches a glimpse of them and sees Sesshomaru eyes red and Toga toting him out of the party.
"I know you do not like what you see Sesshomaru, but this is not the time or place, especially if Rin doesn't know why you are reacting the way you are, get some air and calm down!"
Sesshomaru knew his father was right. Toga goes back in the building and in passing Rin comes out to talk to Sesshomaru. She heard the commotion and saw Sesshomaru in distress. She walks up to Sesshomaru and ask, "Are you alright?"
Sesshomaru leaning on a railing outside turns the other way, "I am fine Rin". He couldn't look at her in that moment, his jealousy got the best of him.
"What happened?"
"Why are you concerned? You seemed to be very busy".
"What! What does that have to do with what happened to you?"
"You were tied up right, with that disgusting Naraku, with his hands all over you".
"Sesshomaru! Do not be rude! I am worried about you, and you're talking about someone dancing with me?"
"Tuh!" I can still smell his stench on her, he thinks.
"I do not know what is up with you but you have no reason to treat me this way".
Rin thinks, I waited for you and this is what I get. I thought you changed; you are still an asshole!
"It is best that you don't bother me Rin, go make yourself more comfortable again with Naraku. You seem to love that kind of attention".
Rin stares at him, Sesshomaru never looks her way, he could feel her anger and sadness towards him and he did not want to feel guilty about how he was treating her. He was mad and he wanted to stay mad.
Rin turns away and walks off; she yells out, "You are such a jerk!"
Sesshomaru feels bad but does not at the same time, he said what he said, he cannot do this anymore; This waiting game.
She looked so beautiful tonight but that stench he put on her and the way he touched her, angered him. He touched her in ways he longed for.
Rin goes back into the ball and goes to Kagome, "I am leaving!"
Kagome did not ask any questions; she knew what time it was.
Rin turns to Inuyasha, "Now I understand why you go back and forth with Sesshomaru".
Inuyasha thinks, Damn bro what did you do to Rin, out of all people!
Rin, Kagome and Inuyasha all leave together; they all go to their rooms.
Sesshomaru arrives back to his room moments later moping.
Rin gets in the shower and thought it was a wasteful night, she barely was there an hour until all the drama took a turn for the worst.
"Something has to be up for him to extinguish that kind of behavior, what is he not telling me? He avoided every question I asked. I will demand him to speak to me, to give me an apology!"
Rin steps out of her room and heads towards Sesshomaru's. She knocks on the door but there was no answer.
Sesshomaru knows its Rin at the door and he is not ready to face her. He fucked up again and he could not bear to look her in the eyes and see her hurt. He just simply says, "I am not in the mood for company".
"Sesshomaru let me in!"
"I said..."
"Now Sesshomaru!" Rin raises her voice.
Sesshomaru could not deny his mate he had to submit. He knew she was serious when he heard her voice raise.
Sesshomaru opens the door and tries to brush past Rin, but she pushes him back in. "You said you wanted to come in, there was nothing discussed about not being able to leave".
"Really Sesshomaru you have powers beyond this world and you are saying you couldn't get past me?"
Sesshomaru looks at her from the corner of his eye and sees her glaring at him.
"Sesshomaru talk to me, what the hell was that?"
"What was what?"
"You know what I mean. I was asking about your wellbeing and you snapped at me".
Sesshomaru does not answer.
"Answer me! What are you not telling me? You act as if you were jealous or something".
"Tuh!" Sesshomaru turns and begins to walk out the door and before he turns the knob, Rin yells out, "were you upset that Naraku was dancing with me; touching me?"
Rin frustrated; He could be an ass but she could not let him walk away without him knowing she was kind of frustrated too with his behavior.
Sesshomaru replies turning around, "What are you talking about Rin?"
"Your behavior tonight, is that why you were upset? At times I sense you want to be closer to me but you hesitate". Rin thinks his behavior was him being jealous because he had no reason to be an ass to her.
"Do you want to be closer to me Sesshomaru?"
"Rin we are friends. I would not want to make you feel uncomfortable".
"How do you know if you don't try it, friends can embrace each other sometimes". She pauses and then says, "Sometimes I think you want to be more than just friends, am I right or wrong?"
"It is complicated".
"Well let me uncomplicate it then. I would have much rather spent time with you tonight, instead of that Naraku guy. I don't know what it is between you and him but I was waiting for you and he just asked me".
Sesshomaru dims his eyes, "What are you saying Rin?"
"I am saying I would have rather much spent this night with you…in your arms".
"Are you sure of what you are saying?"
"Yes, and I have for quite some time now" she replies.
Sesshomaru stares at her and Rin eyes are filled with anticipation hoping that he will feel the same way as her.
"I have longed for you Rin. I had to push everything I felt for you to the side; I wanted you to be able to want me as well. I messed up our initial meeting, after that you did not trust me anymore. I wanted to gain your trust but I was never going to pressure you to be with me. I could not help my feelings for you, I want you Rin, and I want you more than anything".
"Is that why you were acting like a nut case?"
Sesshomaru scoffs, "That fool touching all over you putting his disgusting stench on you".
"So, you were jealous," Rin laughs pointing at him. "Little ole' Rin got the biggest strongest yokai jealous".
"Quiet Rin" he says feeling appeased and annoyed with the comment at the same time.
"I am not really experienced in this department so I am nervous about it all, I just know I do like you Sesshomaru".
"We both could take our time with one another. As I am not experienced either with real relationships, I never chased someone like this before".
Sesshomaru watches her and notices her breathing and heart beat change. "We can talk about our experiences later" she says.
Rin breathes harder, heart beating faster as she builds up confidence to walk up to him. As she walks toward him, she takes her small hands into his and looks up at him with pleading eyes, "kiss me".
Sesshomaru growls and picks Rin up and lays her upon his bed. "Forgive me Rin" he says as he trails kisses from her neck. Rin gasps, he moves up to her mouth, Rin moans into the kiss. Rin has never been kissed with such passion. She wanted this feeling forever.
He stops, "I have a confession".
"What?" Rin asks.
"This attraction is more than what you think?"
"What does that mean?" she says as she puts her arms around him.
"It means you are my mate Rin; I could not leave you if I wanted to".
"Then don't" she whispers gently caressing her lips against his.
"You are mine Rin!" he purrs.
He looks to her mouth and tugs underneath her bottom lip, "Open". Rin complies and Sesshomaru enters his tongue into her mouth, The kiss deepens and Sesshomaru finds himself grasping on to her neck to still her so he can keep control. He needed to show her how bad he has wanted her.
Rin rubs her thighs and arches her chest into his; she puts her hands into his hair. Sesshomaru moves his hand down her neck just above her chest. She kept arching her chest; she wanted him to grab her breast. She wanted more and Sesshomaru knows this, he wants to stop but she is calling for him.
They didn't even realize Kagome has entered Sesshomaru's bungalow and came charging to the bedroom area.
"Sesshomaru!" Kagome in shock seeing Sesshomaru towering over Rin. "Oops sorry!" and quickly runs out the door.
Sesshomaru backs off of Rin. Rin looks down and see a bulge and dims her eyes, she wanted him now.
"I feel so wet in between my legs Sesshomaru. I have never got like that before but then again, I have never been kissed on, in that way".
Sesshomaru looks at Rin and he smells her sweet arousal.
"I have touched myself but something tells me it would be so much better if you did it for me".
Sesshomaru growls, "Rin do not speak like this, I will take you right now. You should go to your room before we do something we both regret. Do not get me wrong, I want you but let us take our time. I would take it too far".
"I would have not stopped you".
Sesshomaru growls, "go now".
Rin giggles, "Kiss me one more time".
He could not deny her and leaned in to kiss her. Rin softly entering her tongue into his mouth moaning again. Sesshomaru presses his forehead against hers.
"Please go now Rin".
"Okay, good night" she whispers.
He watches her walk out the door. He locks it and goes to take a cold shower. He knew she was a virgin, he wanted to take his time, he would have been irrational tonight.
Rin on the other hand, lays on her bed and slides her fingers in her shorts, inside her panties. She thinks about Sesshomaru saying how she was his and how his soft tongue entered her mouth. She begins to rub her pearl and moans, "Your lips are so soft".
She rubs faster and covers her mouth with her other hand as she came rather quickly. She lays in bed smiling, thinking about Sesshomaru doing that to her, but everything heightened. She has not had naughty thoughts like that in a while. She turns her body and falls asleep.
This is what they both needed, that intimacy. They will be all over each other now.
Authors Note: There you have it! So many pent up emotions or sexual from the two..