A/N: Been a long time coming...I usually don't take this long to update but I hope you all enjoy this chapter.

*explicit material*

Walking into the dinner, Miroku, Sango, Izayoi, and Toga look to the couples that were now entering.

Toga could not feel prouder of his sons with their mates. Izayoi whispers to Toga, "Sesshomaru is very over the top huh, reminds me of someone when they began courting me and still is".

"Only the best my dear Izayoi".

Sango looked very confused and wondered how she missed this. Sango goes to blurt something out, but Miroku stops her and whispers to her, "We can find out later".

"I am so glad we all are here tonight together. I just wanted to have a nice dinner tonight with you all," Toga says.

The caterers began bringing out their plates. Sesshomaru starts rubbing Rin's thigh, it seemed to calm him for what he was about to ask her.

"I want to talk to you about earlier".

Rin took the hint; she knew he was speaking in code because she knew his father and Inuyasha could hear him, she nods.

"We have just a couple more days of our vacation so we will make the best of it. So tomorrow we will do ATV and then on the last day, flyboarding and then ride on some jets. I think this will be a perfect ending to our trip, don't you think," Izayoi says excitingly.

Rin smiles, she totally forgot about all the other activities. She was so focused on Sesshomaru and now mating she totally forgot.

Sesshomaru looks to Rin and sees her excitement and knew he would partake in these activities because he knows Rin loves adventure.

Toga notifies the staff to play some music so the couples could dance around if they wanted to. Rin taps Sesshomaru and he nods. He stands and holds his hand out for Rin so that he could take her to the dancefloor. Her wearing heels tonight were helpful because he was able to have her almost eye to eye; almost.

Toga and Izayoi was so happy, they have never seen Sesshomaru so out there. There was Kagura but they would often run off somewhere, but he shows off Rin and doesn't care who sees. He would eventually have to tell her about his past and hoped she would not leave him where he stood. For now, he will enjoy every minute of his Rin even if that meant partaking in activities he really did not care for. He wanted to keep that smile on her face and one day eventually see the faces she will make when he truly pleasures her.

They finish up their dinner and everyone quickly disperses into their rooms. Rin joins Sesshomaru in his room. He wanted to hear what Izayoi said and what her thoughts were. He had a feeling it may be good because she was here with him now and not pushing him away.

Rin goes to sit on the living room furniture but Sesshomaru motions Rin to the bed. Rin's heartbeat begins to pace, Sesshomaru takes notice of that. "Rin calm down, we don't have to do anything you don't want to. Although I wouldn't mind touching on you, I hope you will mind that".

Rin smiles embarrassingly.

"For now, I just want to talk about what was discussed with Izayoi".

"She just explained to me that mating means we will make love". She turns her head and looks to the floor. "You will give your demonic energy to me, and I can either accept it or reject it".

This made Sesshomaru whine at the thought of her rejecting him.

Rin continues, she feels bad Sesshomaru is taking it this way. "I will have your lifetime and she asked if that was something that would stop me from wanting to go through the mating process. She also mentioned if I did want to go through with mating, you would be obsessed with trying to make me pregnant".

"What do you think about all of this Rin?"

"It kind of worries me and I think that is normal. I know I want to be with you, I just don't want this to be rushed and it also makes me think maybe we went a little too far this morning. I kind of allowed it but I feel I may have put energy out there to where you are looking for us to move forward in that department".

"As much as your being calls to me, for me to touch you, taste you and see what it is like to be inside of you; there will never be pressure. I am serious Rin; I just want to enjoy me and you together".

"Thank you Sesshomaru, with everything going on in my life, I just don't see rushing into this would be successful. Don't get me wrong, I want it to happen eventually. I want to make some adjustments with my job, I am still in school so that is not going to stop anytime soon".

"If you need finances, I will take care of everything. I have been longing to move you out of that apartment, out of that neighborhood".

"Really Sesshomaru! That is rude, I worked hard for that".

I do not mean to offend you; I just want my mate to be showered with gifts and live luxurious. It is only in my nature to provide for my mate".

"Well since you put it that way, I get it. How are we going to do this when we get back to Japan? I know you want to provide for me, but I would still be working. I don't want to stop working simply because you want to provide for me".

"I will be at your job so that we may talk and eat dinner together, then I will bring you home or you could come to mine".

Rin giggles, "You are truly something Sesshomaru. I really didn't think that you could be like this, it really surprises me considering how cold you were. I will take this any day. I never thought I would meet someone that would want to spend so much time with me, I don't want to lose it".

Rin cups Sesshomaru's face, "I don't want to lose you".

Sesshomaru grunts, "I will not leave you; you will have me always. I will erase those negative thoughts; you will never think of them again".

"Please Sesshomaru, remove them".

The sound of Rin begging him made his mind drift somewhere else. He looks to her lips and licks his own. Rin could see what he wanted, she leaned in closer. Sesshomaru takes his hand and cups her cheek, and they finally unite their mouths again. The kiss was slow and passionate, both of their tongues begging for the other. They needed to taste each other once again.

Rin being so sensitive began to feel butterflies and instantly felt that feeling when Sesshomaru gave her when they first kissed that night. Her next thought was what Sesshomaru did to her this morning. Rin began moaning into their kiss and lifts herself to straddle him. Sesshomaru pulls away to let her do what she wanted. She puts her arms around him and brings her lips back to his mouth.

Sesshomaru moves his hand up the slit in her dress, caressing her inner thigh. He could smell her getting more aroused the more they kissed. He was so close to her womanhood, she just wanted him to touch her. Rin pulls away and pushes him down and grinds herself against his pelvic region; she moans out.

Sesshomaru growls, grabbing her hips to still her. "Rin do not do that," he says biting his lower lip.

Rin whines, "Please Sesshomaru, I need to feel something. You have been talking dirty to me all day and now that it is time; you deny what you truly want".

"I will never deny you, do not get me wrong Rin, I will fuck you. I will make you feel me so deep within your core, I will have you screaming and begging me to rut you harder," he says rubbing on her stomach.

Rin gasps and Sesshomaru rises up and pulls down her straps from her shoulders, down her arms until her breast were revealed to him. Her breast stared at him, her nipples erect, begging for his mouth to latch on. He didn't get to taste them during Rin's bath today, he will now. He leans forward and latches one into his mouth, Rin gasps deeply.

Another sensation Rin would have to get used to, but she thinks she will not. Sesshomaru grabs the twin and massages. Rin's mouth is wide open, she grinds again, against him. She moves her hands to his ears and runs her fingertips against them. She brings him closer and kisses his crescent moon on his forehead and then moves her hands to his hair, massaging his scalp.

"Oh Sesshomaru." She moans out.

He moves his mouth to the twin that was patiently waiting for attention. She tastes so delicious, just the right ingredients for his youkai being, he could not get enough of her. He removes his mouth which he was having a hard time doing but he had to say something to her.

"Rin, I will not penetrate you, but we can explore each other's bodies until that time comes".

"Yes, I want to learn your body as you have learned mine".

Sesshomaru looks down at where Rin is grinding against him, "You have made me wet Rin. Do you wish to see what you have done to me?'

Rin's eyes widen and filled with lust, loves every word he says to her.

"Yes, I want to see you".

Rin lays on her back and props up on her elbows. Sesshomaru stands in front of her and begins to undress.

"It is like you're stripping for me. I never thought something like this would happen".

Sesshomaru just smirks at her as he takes off his pants. Rin sees the bulge through his briefs. It's so big, she thinks. Sesshomaru pulls down his briefs and his erection is standing full and ready.

Rin turns her head in embarrassment. She is not messing with anyone normal; she has a whole youkai, and he is out of this world and with a large cock.

Sesshomaru takes off his shirt and he was now standing in all glory in front of Rin. "Look at me Rin".

She turns to look at him. "I am not ashamed of what you have done to me. Do not be ashamed of what is yours forever".

He surely has a way with words, she thinks.

Rin stands and takes her hands and rubs them against his chest, he hisses. She feels his erection poking at her stomach and looks down. Rin could not help but feel moisture between her legs, Sesshomaru nose twitches at her spike in arousal.

Rin grabs a hold of Sesshomaru's cock and massages his shaft, he hisses again. Rin gets down on her knees and looks up at Sesshomaru, she looks so innocent.

Sesshomaru caresses her cheek, "You do not have to do this. I know this will be your first time".

"I want to learn your body as well. I want to make you feel good, the way you made me feel. I need some practice; I promise I will stop if I overwhelm myself".

Sesshomaru nods and lets her do as she pleases.

She strokes him and licks the tip of his cock. She listens to the noises he makes so she will know if he is enjoying what she was doing to him. Rin begins to bring him more into her mouth, he was so hard, and she felt him twitching in her mouth. Sesshomaru grunts out and grabs her hair.

"You are doing a lot better than I thought," Sesshomaru says caressing her cheek and adding small thrusts.

Rin moans and releases and breathes heavily.

"Was that too much Rin".

She nods and says, "I just need more practice taking you in, but you taste wonderful".

Sesshomaru smirks and lays on his back on the bed and motions Rin to straddle him.

"Ride my fingers and show me how you would move against this Sesshomaru's cock".

Rin lifts up and Sesshomaru feels for her entrance and motions Rin to push down upon them. She gasps as she never felt fingers so deep and at this angle. She starts moving her hips up and down, grinding and her hips moved in a circle. She was enjoying herself and Sesshomaru watched as her mouth was agape moaning and begging for more. Yes, he would enjoy her riding him when that time comes, she seemed to find her pleasure quickly.

"What a beautiful sight, your pussy squeezing my fingers and making them drip with your nectar. You have appeased this Sesshomaru as you ride my fingers".

Rin loves the way he is speaking to her, his voice so deep and hypnotizing; she rides them harder.

Sesshomaru takes his other hand and begins stroking his cock imagining it was Rin above him taking all of him. Rin looks behind him and sees him stroking himself. He was getting off on her finding pleasure using his fingers as if they were intimately connected in that way.

The way his fingers feel right now, in this moment, any rational thought she had was gone out the window, if he wanted to mate right now, she would say yes.

Sesshomaru watched as his mate found her pleasure from him, and him finding his pleasure by watching her. She didn't know she could have this effect on him. Her dress scrunched on her stomach, her chest heaving and Sesshomaru watching her breast, he wants them.

He looks to her dress blocking the view of her moving her body against his fingers. "Take that dress off, I need to see you engulf my fingers".

Rin pulls the dress over her head and throws it. She places her hands on Sesshomaru's chest and rolls her hips. Sesshomaru imagined her body moving this way on him, she would not be able to handle it.

Sesshomaru stroking his cock needed to hear Rin speak to him, to tell him how good she felt. He needed to know he was pleasing his mate.

"Talk to me Rin, tell this Sesshomaru how good it feels".

Sesshomaru starts curling his fingers within her knowing he is hitting that special spot. He sees Rin buck and feels her press her fingernails into his chest, he hisses.

"Oh, that feels too good, what is this spot?" Rin moans out.

"You like that?" Sesshomaru purrs.

"Yes, please don't stop. I want more, give me more".

Sesshomaru stops thrusting himself and rolls them over, he removes his fingers and sucks them and enters them back into Rin.

Rin looks at him and could not believe that she was in this position and allowed this demon to do things to her body she never thought she would experience.

Sesshomaru pushes her legs up to her chest and fingers Rin faster and with force, making sure he is hitting her lovely g-spot. To make matters worse, he rubs her clit. That sent Rin over the edge.

Rin felt like she was out of her body. She could only imagine if they really had sex; she would be done for. She couldn't make out any words, tears were coming down her eyes and she was losing control of herself. Her body was lifting up on its own and Sesshomaru was watching her in awe.

He loved how he could make her body react to him even if it was just him using his fingers. He stops rubbing her clit and latches onto her clit with his mouth. He ran his tongue up and down, side to side and in circles but she seemed to react more with him sucking on her clit.

Rin yells out loudly, "Oh Sesshomaru!", she was sure everyone heard her, especially since his family has a keen sense of hearing.

Sesshomaru is welcomed by a puddle of Rin's Ocean onto his face. His little mate has surprised him yet again, her body was perfect for him. Rin was shaking and Sesshomaru removes his fingers and his mouth and uses her juices and spreads it all over his shaft.

He watches Rin's body shaking and her trying to catch her breath. He sees the way her breast rise along her struggled breathing. The way her nipples were erect, begging for him to latch on to them. He looks down and sees her nectar spilling out of her and the puddle of her juices on the bed. He growls and strokes himself harder. He was over the edge watching his mate still reacting over him and he isn't even touching her anymore.

As he feels that tingling sensation of his climax, he takes a breast into his mouth, Rin moans out. Her body is already sensitive, she wanted him to stop but she knew he needed this for his own pleasure. He finally releases her breast and ejaculates on the sheets, they needed to be changed anyway.

He lays on Rin's pelvic region and nuzzles into her curls, sniffing and purring. Rin's breathing finally calms and she watches Sesshomaru, she smiles at him. He nuzzles her thigh and gives them light kisses. He then stops and looks up at her with puppy eyes.

"You are amazing Sesshomaru".

Sesshomaru eyes dim, "What your body has done to me…and I have not even sheathed myself inside you, you are the one that is amazing".

"I am sure everyone heard me. I no longer had control over my body with the things you were doing to me".

"I do not care. I was satisfying my mate; it gives me much pride that I could make you like that and now everyone knows".

Rin wanted to laugh but she knew it wasn't the time because he was in a very serious moment.

"I want this to last, I never want it to end".

"It will never end, once you become my mate".

Rin breathes out, "I want to become your mate, just not now. I have a lot going on…".

Sesshomaru silences her, "You don't have to explain yourself. You are my mate, and you say you accept that. I have got to know a lot about you these past months and I know you have things you want to accomplish. You set these goals long before I came along, who am I to stop you from achieving them. I heard what you said earlier, I just want to enjoy me and you for now".

"You are the best mate ever," she says kissing his forehead.

Sesshomaru nods, "hmm".

"We will mate when it is time. As long as I am able to kiss you any time or touch you as I have, I am okay with us not mating right now. You saw how you had this Sesshomaru acting, and I have not been inside you…" Sesshomaru takes his hand and spreads Rin's pussy lips apart and dips his finger in and then sucks on it. "You have satisfied me, with just providing this".

Rin sighs, "Somebody pinch me, this cannot be real". Rin burst out laughing.

"Believe it Rin, you will be mine forever. Now, let's get these sheets changed so we can get some rest. We have a couple more days here and Izayoi has things planned for us. I will attend them knowing you will want to explore those activities".

Rin thinks, Izayoi was right, they will be wrapped around our fingers.