Daring chapter
Eames gasped.
What was that sound she had just made?
Like something breaking.
What could it be...
Alex wiped the tears from her eyes with her sleeve, and tried to stand up.
Damn it...
Damn legs.
After a few seconds, which for her had lasted forever, she finally managed to stand up, and headed for the living room.
She helped herself to the wall, putting her hands down, and walked slowly.
She stopped, as if forbidden, in front of the scene that was unfolding before her eyes.
Goren heard Alex's small steps.
He turned around abruptly, his face red.
Alex jumped back.
She had never seen Goren like that.
And this man scared her.
He looked like a lunatic.
He wasn't the Bobby she knew.
There was way too much anger in him.
What the...
Goren took a decisive step toward Eames.
Alex looked around, looking for a way out.
The room...
Quickly.
She wanted to run away...
To run away from him.
But her legs refused to comply, and she could not move.
When she reached Eames, in anger, he took her face in his hands, brought her face close to his, and crushed her lips.
Goren lifted her by the thighs, sticking her to the wall, and wrapped his legs around her waist.
He let roam his fingers along her body, slipped them under her nightgown, went up at the level of her small breasts, took them with full hand, and of his inches caressed them.
Eames let out a small cry of surprise.
Goren was too abrupt, much too fast.
- Bobby... No! She put her hands on his, trying to stop him. Stop!
Goren shook his head in denial.
Why did Eames have to walk again...
It wasn't fair.
He was angry at the whole world.
He wanted to keep her all to himself.
And now she was able to walk, not needing his help anymore.
He was losing her, and he didn't want that.
Goren was going to be alone, all alone, without her.
Should she really leave...
Leave him?
His heart sank.
He was hurting...
So bad.
He was desperate.
And mixed in with his despair was a violent anger.
How he hated Ethan Montgomery.
Alex only had God for him...
When he went to pick her up from her rehab sessions, or stayed, she paid no attention to him.
It was as if he had become invisible, as if he wasn't there.
When Eames put his hand on Ethan, this simple gesture made him crazy with jealousy.
He had only one desire, to put a bullet in the head of this man.
And yet, he knew that this gesture was made to help Alex.
But he could not bear any more, this attention that Eames had for his reeducator.
And this Ethan who was with the small care for her...
That way of talking to each other when he was there, whispering.
What could they possibly be talking about that they were whispering about.
He would have liked to be a little mouse, to know what they could say to each other.
He didn't know...
And he wanted to know.
But he couldn't ask Eames.
He was so afraid that she would suspect how he felt about her.
Goren was at his wits' end, and he didn't know what to do anymore.
He wanted her to pay attention to him, and him alone.
- I don't want you to belong to anyone else... His voice vibrated with anger. And especially not to this... this Ethan.
At this confession, Alex felt her heart stop.
Had she heard him right...
Had he really said those words...
It couldn't be possible...
Goren... Would...
Would he be jealous of his rehabber?
But that was impossible.
He had pushed him away twice.
She plunged her big hazel eyes into Goren's brown eyes where so much anger shone.
Didn't he understand that she had done everything she could to get her legs back, just for him.
To make him proud of her.
To show him that she was a fighter, despite the adversity.
And that she hadn't done it for Montgomery.
Eames had to admit that she had loved Goren's care for her.
She wished it could have gone on like that indefinitely.
But Bobby, I guess, wanted his peace of mind back.
Besides, Ethan knew about her feelings for Goren.
Montgomery was just there to help him...
That was his job.
He had also helped her to get her feelings for Goren out in the open, and try to express them.
Giving her some hope.
He had told her that nothing could stop two people who love each other with a sincere love from being together.
Not even work.
Alex felt his heart overflow with anger.
Goren didn't understand anything, as always.
He interpreted everything wrong.
He was always making things up.
Moreover, he had pushed her away twice.
And now he was kissing her.
But little by little, her anger gave way to all the love she felt for him.
It wasn't fair...
Why could she never be angry with him...
And yet...
Bobby was a man of many doubts.
- Bobby...
Goren couldn't control himself.
He was mad with jealousy.
He was getting rough, and he didn't want to be.
Especially not with Eames.
He loved Alex more than anything.
She was the most precious person to him.
But he wanted her only for himself, and he didn't want to share her.
Not with anyone.
The thought of her belonging to another man drove him crazy.
- Bobby... Stop...
Between his lips, he took possession of her little breast, licking her little pink nipple with his tongue.
Alex bit her lip, stopping herself from moaning, not wanting to show him that she thought it was good.
With speed, he spread her thighs, slipping her panties on the ground, and with a blow penetrated her.
He grabbed her by the buttocks, and began the back and forth.
Eames felt fainting.
She lost control, moaning.
He had been so brutal in entering her...
And yet...
But despite her cries of protest, she couldn't help but love it.
- You're telling me to stop... Her voice still vibrated with anger, but it was mixed with desire. But you're all wet. I can feel your wetness on my member.
At her words, Alex lost all control of her thoughts, and gave in to the pleasure she felt in Goren's arms.
Alex's body was on fire.
She wrapped her arms around his neck, clung to him, and moved her pelvis.
She brought her lips to his ear.
- Do with me what you want... Her voice was interrupted by his moans. I love you Robert Goren.
At her words, all of Goren's anger fell away.
Had he misinterpreted things...
Becoming paranoid, to the extreme.
This fear of losing her.
This fear of not having her against him at night, close to him, and of being alone.
Had she really said those words...
Was it possible?
Did she really love him...
A man like him.
It was not possible.
He couldn't believe it.
Goren looked into Alex's big hazel eyes, which shone with sincerity, with his love.
So it was true.
But how...
How could he be so blind...
Damn it...
He suddenly realized what he was doing.
He had behaved very badly with her, bullying her.
He was overcome with shame.
How he hated himself.
He regretted his behavior.
Alex didn't deserve that.
She was made for sweetness.
He should never have lost his temper like that.
Gently, Goren brought his hand to her neck, caressing it, and moved up to her face, letting his fingers caress it.
- Alex...
Eames placed her fingers on his lips, silencing him, and shook her head in denial.
She knew what he was like, and maybe she should have reassured him about Ethan.
Eames knew that Goren was not a bad person, that he was extremely kind.
But he was a worrier by nature.
Gently, he took her hand in his, brought it to his lips, and kissed her fingers.
He brought his face closer to hers, and with infinite tenderness, took possession of her lips, intertwining their tongues in a slow dance.
He tightened it with softness by the size, resuming his back and forth with softness.
Alex felt herself failing.
She shivered of pleasure of all her being.
- Bobby...
His voice was husky, vibrant with passion.
It was driving him crazy.
But Goren had to control himself, be gentle, and patient.
Alex felt herself leaving.
She arched her back, and screamed.
A scream that made Goren lose his mind.
He grabbed her by her little buttocks, kneading them, pushing his member deeper into her, speeding up the rhythm.
Alex took her face between her hands, brought her face closer, and intertwined their tongues in a frenzied dance.
Goren felt himself leave.
He screamed, and filled her with his seed.
Sweaty and pink, Eames laid her head against Goren's chest.
He wrapped his arms around her waist, pulled her closer to him, and held her close.
- I beg your forgiveness for everything Alex... He didn't dare look at her. He was so ashamed of his behavior towards her. I never meant to be brutal...
Alex shook his head in denial.
She kept her head buried against his chest.
She didn't dare face him...
Not after what she had just confessed to him.
She didn't know how to behave.
Besides, she didn't know if Goren felt the same way.
And she was afraid...
Afraid of being disappointed.
That it would not be reciprocated.
Her heart sank.
If Goren didn't love her...
Gently, he took her chin between his fingers, lifted it up, forcing her to look at him, and plunged his brown gaze into her large hazel eyes.
- You don't have to be embarrassed. With delicacy, he brought his hand to her cheek, caressed it. Me too... I love you, even a little too much...
Goren blushed violently.
Had she heard him right...
Alex could not believe her ears.
She had been so afraid he wouldn't want her.
Bobby loved her...
He nodded, smiling.
That smile on his face made Alex's heart beat violently in her chest, ready to explode.
She was turning pink with pleasure.
- Can you prove it to me...
Alex put his finger on her lip, caressing it.
Goren understood the allusion, becoming crimson.
He carefully kept Alex in his arms, carried her to the bedroom, where he laid her back on the bed, moving slightly to lay down in turn, and came closer to her, drawing her to him, and kept her carefully against him.
Bobby rolled both their bodies on the sheets, lying down with his back to the bed, and made her climb on him.
- Do with me what you want... Alex... His voice was husky, vibrating with desire. It will be my proof.
Alex lifted her golden hair, tilted her head, bringing her face close to his, and brushed her lips.