More smut! Oral (male receiving), female masturbation, vaginal fingering

Mentions of past trauma is brought up early, but not in detail.

Celeste's POV

"That's terrible! You're better than this!"

I'd just been slammed onto the ground by the one and only, Winter Soldier. He was standing over me, looking down in disappointment.

I swung my leg out, knocking him off his feet. I then lean my legs back towards my head to perform a kip up.

Soldat is standing up again, both of us facing each other off. He rushes in and we spar with each other. I block his attacks, and can feel the bruises already forming on my forearms from the strength he has behind his attacks, especially from his metal arm.

Said arm then reaches out grasping my throat. He lifts me up, my feet dangling underneath me. His eyes staring into mine. I try to speak but my airways are cut off. I begin to see darkness on the outside of my vision, my body growing weak.

I've been instructed not to, but how can I not?

I shoot electricity throughout my body. Soldat grunts from the shock, dropping me. On my hands and knees, I reach up to my throat, coughing and struggling to get air back into my lungs.

I hear Soldat's groans of pain continuing and look up to him. He's holding his head in his hands, face scrunched up and eyes squeezed shut.

I push myself up, walking over to him. "Soldat! I'm sorry!" I place my hand on his back trying to comfort him as I apologise. He turns and pushes my arm off him. The fire in his eyes frighten me, and I jump back in response, expecting him to attack me again.

"Soldat...? Please..." I beg as he stalks towards me. As his fist reaches back before moving towards me, I cower into the wall. But I don't feel him make contact with me.

I look back, and he isn't there anymore. It's Fischer.

"You've betrayed HYDRA. You've betrayed me." He says.

I feel my heart drop. I've never seen him so disappointed.

"I-I'm sorry, Fischer..." I sob.

"You're the worst thing to ever happen to the history of HYDRA. You're a disgrace!" He spits at me. "You ran off and supported the Avengers. The Captain! Our number one threat! Spread your legs, the moment he made eyes at you. You're nothing but a whore, no wonder he did what he did to you. That man... the man you killed along with your family. You're right, you know."

His venomous words set a fire in my belly. I feel it growing.

"Right about what?" My voice breaks out.

"You're a monster." I can feel tears falling down my cheeks. "You think your precious Avengers will accept you? That they won't use you? That HE won't use you?"

"Oh, like you used me?!" I'm sick of this conversation. "If I'm a monster, it's only because YOU turned me into one!" I scream at him.

"Is that meant to scare me?" He says to me, in a confident manner. I look down at my hands, not even aware that they were now in flames.

"No, I couldn't care less if you were scared of me." I look up to him again. "Because you're not going to have enough time to feel anything."

I feel every nerve in my body tingling. A force within me taking over, everything around me being blasted with everything I can possibly throw at it. I feel sharp pains, like knives cutting into every inch of my body.

"Celeste?"

I feel myself shaking, the pain getting even worse.

"Celeste!"

My eyes shoot open as I gasp. I'm lying on my side, Steve holding himself up on his elbow, his other hand on my shoulder. I look to his face, where I see his eyes full of concern.

"Are you okay? You were making the building shake..."

I look around and see some of the items that were on my side table, now on the bedroom floor.

"Yeah... I uh... just had a bad dream..." I turn back to Steve.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked softly.

Did I want to talk about it...?

"No, it was just a silly dream..." I say, shaking my head. "Let's go back to sleep."

He pulls me back into his side. "Okay, if you're sure."

"Yeah, let's get some rest. I can feel the toll you took on my body last night already." I giggle trying to lighten the mood.

"Oh, are you actually sore?" I give him a look, as if to say 'you know damned well you're big'. He chuckles in response.

"I'm going to sleep." I say, kissing his naked chest.

I never went to sleep. I just couldn't, even when Steve was running his hands through my hair soothing me, even when I closed my eyes for about an hour. It just wouldn't come for me.

I looked at the time. 4am. I'd been laying awake, staring at Steve's beautiful face, admiring him. Son of a bitch didn't even snore, because of course he didn't. He was perfect.

I decided this was stupid, just laying there, and moved my legs out of the bed trying not to wake Steve. I grabbed some sweatpants and picked up Steve's shirt, buttoning that up. I decided I might get a tea, so after I grabbed some shoes I walked out of the room, careful to not slam the door.

After making a tea in the kitchen, I just wandered around the building. I'm near the training facility, which is close to the garage when I hear something that sounds like metal hitting the floor.

I walk over and see the lights on in the workshop. I look in and see Tony playing around with what looks like a motor of some sort.

"You can come in, you know." He says, not looking up from his project. I walk in, taking a seat across from him. "Can't sleep?" He looks up at me and raises an eyebrow. "Interesting sleepwear. I feel like I've seen it before though, just on a tall, leggy blond with striking blue eyes..." I blush, forgetting I'd put Steve's shirt on.

"I wasn't expecting to see anyone..." I chuckled nervously.

"Hey, I'm not going to say anything. I think whatever you guys are doing is great. I've never seen the Cap so happy." I chew my bottom lip, feeling a bit awkward. That's a lot to hear... "so why are you up so late? Or early, I guess."

"Nightmares. Nothing new, but everything new I suppose."

"That explains the mini earthquake. Figured it was you though, not a common occurrence in these parts." He looks up at me again with a smirk. I smile softly in response, looking to my feet. "I get it though..."

"You too?"

"Ever since New York."

"I can imagine... I've... done a bit of research on you all... just trying to..."

"Figure everything out?"

"I guess you could say that. Everything I know, or thought I knew... it's kind of messed me up I guess."

"Is that what your nightmare was about?" I don't respond for a moment, frowning, unsure if I want to talk about it. "I'm sorry, Celeste. I don't mean to pry..."

"No... maybe I should talk about it. It's just hard."

"Listen... I can see how much it's affecting you... and maybe I can't be the one to talk to. Maybe Steve can't. But... if you need to, I can help you find the right person, if you need it. No strings attached, okay? But coming from one person dealing with shit to another... it can't make anything worse. Maybe for a bit, but not in the long run." He smiles at me, and I feel a pull at my heart. I smile and nod. "I too put my trust in someone who turned out to be the bad guy. He even tried to kill me a few times. So, I can understand what you're probably feeling. And honestly? It isn't easy."

"Thanks, Tony." He nods back to me, a lopsided and sympathetic smile on his face. "So, what are you working on?" I change the subject.

"Meh, just a small motor for my little helper over there." He points his screw driver to a robotic type arm, the one next to him holding a fire extinguisher.

"Are we expecting an accident?" I laugh, pointing to the extinguisher wielding robot. "Because I can take care of it now that I'm here."

"We shouldn't be, but he seems to insist on having one at the ready, no matter how many times I threaten to donate him." He laughs. What a strange man. Its a machine...

"That wire needs to go there." I say pointing to motor.

"You're... actually not wrong..." he looks at me surprised.

"Turns out HYDRA was bad, but they gave me an education." I shrug.

"Okay, well grab some tools, they're over there." He points to the workbench. "There's always something to tinker with down here. You're welcome to have a go at anything. FRIDAY will let you know if you shouldn't. But all that's important is usually at the tower."

"Thanks."

We continue our tinkering for a while, chatting and getting to know each other. Well, I get to know him. He likes to talk. But I also don't have too much to say.

"So, I have a question." He looks to me.

"Fire away." I say, only slightly nervous of what it could be about.

"That's funny you said that, because it has something to do with fire!" He chuckles. "But how does your suit not burn or anything?" I laugh in response.

"Really?" I ask semi shocked.

"Yeah! Why, what did you think I was gonna ask?"

"Oh don't worry about it. Uh, I think it's something to with unstable molecules that self-regulate or something... I didn't really have much to do with it."

"Do you mind if I take a look at it sometime? I'd like to give it a once over, maybe I can even improve it or just replicate it. I imagine you'd like more suits than just the one you have."

"Yeah, sure. That'd be great actually. The whole Ultron ordeal really gave it a run for its money!" I laugh, "I can't imagine I was super pleasant to be around!" I wave a hand in front of my face as a joke.

"I never noticed." Tony laughed.

"Such a gentleman."

"Well, I try, but not really."

"Steve said you're thinking of taking a break? From avenging."

"Yeah... I think I want to work on my relationship with Pepper. I keep making promises but I haven't really followed through I guess..."

"Will it be hard? To leave this?" I gesture around us to the building. "I only ask, because I guess for me, it's all I've ever really known."

"Well I guess it'll be tough, but... Pepper is important to me. You guys should meet, I think she'll like you."

"From what I've heard, I think it'll be mutual."

"Miss Matthews?" FRIDAY asks.

"I'm still trying to get used to that..." I mumble. "Yes FRIDAY?"

"Captain Rogers is asking for you. Would you like me to tell him?"

I look at the time. It's already 6:30am.

"Yeah, tell him I'm on my way back."

"Yes ma'am."

"I should go." I say to Tony. "But thank you for allowing me to join Tony. I really needed this."

"No worries, kiddo. Like I said, you're welcome anytime. Even when I'm not around, I get how it might help."

"Thanks, I'll see you later."

"See ya, Stormy!"

"Hey." I say to Steve as I walk into my bedroom.

"Hi" He sat up in bed, the sheet falling down his waist, showing of his marvellous chest and stomach. Steve interrupted my staring. "You were gone..."

"Yeah, I uh..." I trailed off as I toed off my shoes.

"You couldn't sleep."

I looked up at him, biting my lip.

"What makes you think that?"

"Because I've been there." I look up at him. "I have nightmares almost every night, ever since I woke up from the ice," I've slowly started to make my way over to the bed. Steve reaches his hand out, pulling me down to him, "even before I went into the ice I guess, and sometimes I don't get back to sleep." He shrugs a shoulder.

"Yeah, okay. I just couldn't sleep, so I made myself a tea and somehow found my way to Tony's workshop."

"Oh yeah? Tony's up all hours."

"Yeah, he said he's been in a similar situation. So we just talked. It was... nice." I shrug a shoulder.

"Well, that's nice." he smiled softly. "If you ever need anything, I hope you know I'm here for you. But I'm glad you're able to talk to someone. I won't lie, bit surprised it's Tony," we chuckle together, "but if that's what you need, that's great."

"Is it?" I whispered.

"Yeah! I mean we've had our stuff, him and I, but I know he's a good guy deep down. I don't think Pepper would have stayed around so long if he wasn't."

"Thanks, Steve." I leaned in and pecked his lips, which he returned by depending the kiss. He pulled me closer to him, and I lifted my leg to straddle his thighs.

His hands were resting on my waist, mine on his face. I opened my mouth to him as he moved a hand up to run it through my hair. It felt so good, and I rolled my hips into him, causing him to growl in response, sending shivers straight down to my core. I lent down and kissed his jaw, his neck then making my way down his chest. I moved myself down his body.

"What are you -oh!" He sucked in a breath as I kissed his Adonis belt. I gripped the elastic of his underwear, tugging them until he lifts his hips so I can take them off.

"Celeste, you don't have to." He says to me, almost like he was out of breath.

I grab him in my hand, he sucks in a breath between his teeth. I slowly move my hand, feeling him grow harder as my thumb rubs the pre-cum around the tip of his cock. "I don't have to," I whisper looking up to him, "but I'd like to... would you like me to?"

"Ye-yeah..." he stutters out.

I look down, leaning down to lick a path up the underside of his cock before taking him into my mouth. He's larger than I've ever seen, so I grasp his base tightening my grip just enough to hear him gasp. I hollow my cheeks, sucking his cock. I bob my head slowly, looking up to see Steve's reaction. Steve is looking down at me, his mouth slightly open as he leans back on his elbows.

"Oh Celeste, yes..." he moans as he grips the bed sheets tightly in his hands that are next to his hips.

I reach up with my free hand, entangling his fingers with my own before leading it to my head, silently telling him to grasp it. He groans as his fingers grasp my hair and curl into a fist. I moan in approval, sending vibrations straight down his cock causing him to twitch slightly in my mouth and then buck. I gag slightly as he hits the back of my throat.

"I'm sorry!" He rushes out.

I pull off him, sucking as I go which causes a popping noise. "It's okay, I just wasn't expecting it. I don't mind if you move Steve, I'll let you know if it's too much." I say before taking him in my mouth again.

He remains still, but I run my nails up his thighs, causing him to shiver and move his hips upward again, gently this time. My hands caress his thighs some more, and I can feel myself getting wet.

I remove a hand from one of his thighs, trailing it down my body. I slip in under my sweatpants, feeling my soft curls before pushing a finger against my dripping centre. I move a finger up my sex to my clit, making small circles. I moan again, this time from my own pleasure.

"What are you- oh baby. That's so hot!" Steve moans as he looks down, seeing me touching my self. He moves his free hand to push my hair out of my face. "You're so beautiful." He tells me.

The hand that's still rubbing his thigh, moves to grasp his balls. I squeeze softly before rolling them in my hand.

"Yes! Yes, that's feels so good!" I continue this for a moment. "Celeste, I-I'm so close. I'm gonna cum." He makes to move me off him, but I push his hand away, holding it in mine. He squeezes my hand, before he twitches in my mouth. I move my head down, taking him as deep as he can go before I feel his cum hitting the back of my throat in spurts. I look up at him as he groans out his pleasure, seeing his head thrown back into the pillow. I swallow around his cock, making him moan louder. I pulled off him once he's done, wiping the saliva off my mouth.

"Come here." Steve says, reaching down to pull my up closer to him. He pulls me into a kiss laying me on my side beside him. He continues to kiss me and I feel his hand travelling down my body, under my pants. He halts his movements and pulls away to look at me.

"What are you doing? Why did you stop?" I asked, a bit annoyed.

"Just making sure this is okay." He chuckles.

I pull my leg up over his hip, grinding into his hand. I shudder from the friction. "I'm pretty okay, Cap. Now get back to work." I say, pulling back into a kiss.

His fingers are running through my dripping folds. "You're so wet." His breath tickling my lips.

"So hurry up and do something about it." I growl.

And boy, does he. He pushes two fingers into me, causing me to gasp. His thumb begins to rub my clit.

"Steve..." I moan pulling him into a kiss again. He begins to pump his fingers into me. I was so close from before, my walls already began to tighten.

"Yeah?" He breathes out.

"Hmm hmm..." I nod against him. "I need more." He pumps his fingers harder, before adding another one. The stretch I feel isn't painful, but enough to feel the right amount of discomfort. "Yesss... just like that!" He begins to move his fingers again. My hips moving in time with his fingers.

My orgasm builds so fast, my walls are closing around Steve's fingers. Suddenly the dam breaks, and I'm writhing next to Steve. He continues to kiss me through it, swallowing my moans. He pulls his fingers out, pulling away from me then sucking my juices off his digits.

"So good..." he moans.

"I feel like jelly..." I puff out. "I'm pretty sure last night and now were the best orgasms I've ever had." I turn to look at him.

"Well, I try." He smirks.

"That you do." I chuckle.

"Want a shower?"

"You might have to carry me."

"Really?" I nod. "Ugh... fine!" He jokes, lifting me up bridal style.

I squeal in surprise from how fast he lifts me, and we both laugh as he walks us to the bathroom. I look to his profile, smiling at how happy he looks.

I'm going to try and write longer chapters. This is the longest I've ever gotten with a story, and I'm glad I'm kind of on a roll.

I'm planning this to go maybe half way between Age of Ultron and Civil War. And since I've just finished all the Marvel movies again (minus spider man, because I just... ugh... I can't... I don't have the patience... I'm sorry...), I've got ideas all the way to post-Endgame.

Speaking of Endgame! Who else is as annoyed as I am that Natasha didn't get a send off like Tony? The boys sitting and talking about it, killed me, but dayum! I'm still salty...