While focusing on the class, the cold wind also hitting my face.
"Hmm, you're actually focusing on the class huh?"
"How am I supposed to get a good grade without doing that?"
"Hmm, I thought you were smart?"
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"I don't know what are you talking about, Yukinoshita-san?"
"Ehh, you're quite boring huh, Kitahara-san."
"Thanks, people usually tell me that."
The reply I received was a pregnant silence and an unreadable expression.
"Well unlike you, Yukinoshita-san, I'm actually not that smart, I only do this, because this is the only way I know to succeed, and I know that you will use it as an attack on my intellegence, but reply will always be, "It's because you're privillage enough, to do wasteful actions."
And again, she replied with silence.
And for some reason, she chuckled.
"I can't really beat you, Kitahara-san." She said while smiling earnestly. I can't deadpan even more in this supposed scene, I don't know how to feel about her words or expression, or even her sudden change of atitudes towards me. I think that can somewhat look through her, but I don't have enough screentime of her, to gather enough connections, to connect and make a decent analysis out of. After all, I don't really know her, and she doesn't really know, for our interactions, are limited by today, and hopefully just for today, but of course nothing really goes my way, when I have no control over it. So all over my life, I tried to take my life in my way, but considering my current situation, I mabye not doing that well, but what can I really do? "Well it's because you're not that smart in the first place." I replied smugly. Hopefully this will be enough to spark a reaction out of her, just because I can't let her just make fun of me, let me have some of the fun too. "Huuuuh? HOW DARE YOU TELL ME THAT! Just because you scored a bit higher than me-" While she is vomiting her speech to me, it seems like the teacher has been irirtated for a while now, given the time she was irritated, she already pulled her pitching stance and pitched two board erasers towards us, I dodge it by a slit second neck turn, while she just gracefully dodge it. "JUST BECAUSE BOTH YOU SCORED THE HIGHEST IN THE ENTRANCE EXAM DOESN'T MEAN I WILL JUST LET YOU FOOL AROUND AND INTERUPT MY CLASS STAY AFTER THE CLASS!" The soundwaves of that rant made the class cover their ears, especially both of us. I was supposed to be a model student, and be example to the whole first year students, but it seems like a miscalculation, and got caught up in an eruption. I don't really know why, but I do not regret it, what a nostalgic feeling. I never thought that I will feel this again, but here it is, I'm here again. But now, I'm across someone that has an elavated level of pride, but I don't think I understand her yet. "Ahh, this is your fault, if you just didn't decide to bother me and randomly scream, I would be fine." I said, blaming her. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN ABOUT-" What a pain that encounter was, I wonder how will the after class be like.
Here's the after class.
Hirastuka-sensei is stairing at both of us, with a lot of anger and aura behind, I could also try to tease her, but I doubt that it will be good for my well being.
"So I think both of you already know why I'm currently facing both of you, hmmm?" She said menacingly, while look at both of us.
"I get the gist of it." I really don't.
"So basically, because of the scene both of you made in my class, I will now force both of you to make a club TOGETHER, and I will monitor the club from time to time, I can't let both of you just run around and cause mayhem around the campus, especially because of your positions."
"I have a job though, I can't eat just yet without that, so I think I wouldn't be able to-" She interrupted me by blocking my lips with her finger, while looking me in the eye directly. She smiled and, "You can just do the club activities in the lunch break." and said that. I don't think I refuse this now, so I turned to her. "What about you Yukinoshita-san, any objections?" I said while smiling at her. "No, none at all." She replied, while poorly hiding her irritation. "It's settled then, I'll let both of you think about the club you're gonna make, I'll head out for a bit, and come back in a half hour, enjoy." Now that sensei left. "So what do you think?" I asked her. "How about a servives club?" She said, I just looked at her, waiting for her futher explaination. "It sounds good, mostly because we're making ourselves look like charitable people by offering help to others, but we can just not advertised this club, and we can just sit here and do nothing." There is no way she is serious about this. "Sensei is just gonna send people here, for us to help." I replied. "Okay, anyway other-" I interrupted her. "No, none, let's go with your idea. I know that you will not let my idea pass through anyway, so whatever have it your way." She smiled. "It's good that you understand Kitahara-chan~." Chan? I'll rather just work for another eight hours than do any of this, but of course, nothing really goes my way, as I said before. What a pain. Now that we are alone in this empty room, or not so empty because of the table, three chairs, and a bookself that is half full. The smooth air comes in the room, as it brought leaves with it, that also hits her in the face, or I guess rather than "hit" her, it lands on her face, what's with that expression. "Why are you looking at me Kitahara-chan? Don't tell me-" It seems like she's developed weird ideas, evidently, the smile she is currently possessing. I interupted her. "You're the one who's looking- No, you're the one who's staring and stalking me right now, can you stop that?" She laughed. That chuckle that slowly died down and look at me in the eyes, expression full of conviction, she said. "Aren't we friends, Kitahara?" No chan or kun now? When did we became friends? This woman is quite strange. I wonder what her problem is? Could I help her, or will she help herself using this club. Is helping people some sort therapy for her. "Woa, that's quite a scary expression you're making, Kitahara-san." It's san now apparently. "You don't have to take silly me seriously-" What is she talking about? "No, I'm just thinking of the state of your mental condition, normally a person wouldn't act like you did, this whole day." She just smiled and replied. "And randomly lecturing people is not what normal person usually do?" I sighed. "Right, so your point? You probably noticed already, since you're always staring at me, but if you somehow didn't catch it yet, I will say for the first and the last time, I don't care if you or any other people grow to hate me, I'm used to it, because of that, I will not let you do anything that will cause a commotion, especially at your position." She looked at me in awe, for some reason. "Got it Kitahara-sensei~, I will follow you forever! Okay... "Instead of your current plan, can you just follow me for the time that we will share in this campus, wait actually, scrap that, don't follow me at all." When did I became her unofficial caretaker. "Can't do, if I don't follow you, I will cause commotion right?" She looked at me, with a bright expression. I could nullify this contract by words as it was made, but my pride would not let me.
Chapter 1-1 Ended, The contract.
Spring After Yesterday 1-2, The rain continues.
"Well it's settled now, I guess." Hiratsuka-sensei said, while filling the form for the club, that I have made, with Kitahara-san. As usually, I have been the apple of the people's eye. As it followed my every moment, what a pain, being beautiful, at times. But I have heard that being unattractive is worse somehow, I don't get it, since they don't get the standard that unwillingly placed above my head. I hate everything and everyone, why can't they just let me be? These people who are looking at me, is digusting. How long will I have to keep this act up? Why should I keep my masks up, around this lowly people, why do I have to follow my parents wishes, and act like this stupid airhead, why can't I lash out? After all of this, will I ever be free? Without being govern by my parent or the status quo, that I have to put up, since I am a Yukinoshita. Since I am the eldest, I am the one who is supposed to carry the load, but why is that? I don't even like the company or my family really, especially my little sister that can just act like a fool. This is quite tilting. Oh well, there is no point on dwelling. I have to find his weakness, and beat him. I don't know how can he just beat me like that, but I will let it happen for the whole year. Oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well, oh well.
Someone has gone crazy, I can fell it. Oh well. That was weird, anyways, hmm what is it again?
Chapter 1-3
The cold winter has come, before the cold winds. Nothing has really change, between anyone, even after a great loss or dragging sequence in their lives, nothing really change, they're still the same, or is it. I don't really know, but I don't think I change a bit, even in the slightest, as I carry my character flaws to the next chapter, or something that could be a long epilogue.
Chapter 1-3
"So what's the plan Kitahara-kun?" It's kun now... "Can't you think for yourself? Aren't you supposed to be the Club President?" She gave me a blank look. "And as the Great Club President, I appoint you as my advisor for life." She said. "That's not how you propose to people, Yukinoshita-san."
Afternoon*
"So what do you think of this plan." I asked. "I think this is the best out of all the proposal." She stopped talking in all caps, for like 45 minutes now, that's not her usually character, but I can say that I prefer this one. "It's time now." She looked at me with her weird look. "But what about the people and their little requests?" She replied meekly. "There is no people nor any request, so if you don't mind, there's a Market Sale that I can't miss, or I wll starve for the whole week." I explained. As I packed my materials, blank in my head, she also carried on, and as we left the room, heading for the gates. "I'll go this way." I turned. "I will go with you." Huh? "What's with that face?" No, nothing. "Why are you silent, while looking at me distain? I know people can be jealous with my looks enough to hate me, but I don't think-" I placed my palms in her mouth, to stop it from moving. "Ok whatever." She smiled for no particular reason. As we went and walk through the pavements, silence covered the whole atmostphere, not something that I would mind really, especially now. An hour felt like it went by like a minute or two, we already arrived at the market, and pick all of the ingredients need for the nightly supper. We talked lightly, throughout the whole evening about a bunch of nothing and current events, things that we will forget in the next day. She made a couple 180s throughout the day, maybe I should really tell this to Hiratsuka-sensei, and let the President be locked up in a Psychiatric Ward, but I will observe her more, before I pass my final report. "You're really good at cooking, Haruki-kun." Hmm... "When did you start calling me that?" She took a couple bites. "What you don't like it? I'll just call you Haruki then?" What? "It's fine, I don't really like you calling me "Kun", when did we get close enough , that you started calling me by my first name? I asked. "Close enough, that you'll shelter me and feed me with the food that you made with love." She said as she winked at me. "You make it sound like we have some sort of Father-daughter dynamic." She replied with "I don't know you're into that Haruki, but if you really want-" I used my palms to block myself from her. "No, I'm not into Yukinoshita-san, maybe it's you-" She interrupts. "You can call my by my given name." Not a night that I will forget for a while.
Chapter 1: You are (unfinished) here. Ends shortly