Miranda got Morgan situated in her bed. After taking medicine and placing a bottle of water on the nightstand.
Leaving out she walked to her room and took a shower. Changing into a nightgown. She combed her hair and pulled out wine and chocolate.
Ben got Johnathan in his room making sure he was good before leaving. He took a shower and put on pajamas walking to Miranda's room. He knocked waiting for her to open the door.
"Hey." Miranda greeted opening the door.
"Hey yourself." Ben replied walking in and sitting on her bed.
"You wanted to watch movies or talk?" Miranda asked holding up wine glasses and candy.
"Talking sounds good." Ben smiled reaching for a wine glass. Miranda poured him and herself some before climbing onto the bed getting situated.
"Okay what are we talking about today?"
"For starters. When and how do you know how to pole dance." Ben asked genuinely curious. It was the sexiest thing he had ever witnessed.
"My best friend made me take classes after I got divorced. Never used the skill until tonight."
Ben nodded. "If you don't mind me asking... what happened there."
"My ex-husband gave me an ultimatum, him or my job." Miranda stated plainly and Ben eyes widened.
"I work so hard for my career I couldn't just give it up. I just wanted him to work with me until I became and attending. I must admit he did try, but not hard enough. He gave up. He wanted other things and, in the end, not me."
He wanted someone who would be on time for dates or who wouldn't have to leave in the middle of them. He wanted to come home to food on the stove and a smiling wife ready to greet him. He just wanted things that I couldn't give him all the time.
"Miranda how long have you wanted to be a surgeon?"
"Since I was in 4th grade." Miranda answered honestly.
"How old were you when you got married?" Ben questioned.
"18. Freshman year of college.
Majoring in? He asked quickly.
"Medical science."
"Exactly those plans never changed. You have been on the track to become a doctor since 4th grade and when you married him you were on the track to become a surgeon. He was there through the struggle of college, medical school and your intern year.
He knew what he was getting himself into when he married you and when he stayed married to you. He doesn't get to give you an ultimatum when your almost done. He should have been proud of his wife who had his baby and still kept pursuing her dreams. Your ex-husband was weak and did not deserve you." Ben explained.
You have to love with restrictions, trust without fear, want them without demand, and accept them for who they are.
Love isn't ultimatum's. Miranda you deserve to be respected kissed daily, and loved unconditionally forever."
Ben stood up and Miranda's eyes followed.
"Come here." He said looking at Miranda intently holding his hand out. He pulled the slightly confused Miranda towards the bathroom.
"What are we doing in here?" Miranda asked quietly.
"Look in the mirror and tell me what you see?"
"Ben what--"
"Just do it."
Miranda faced the mirror and looked at herself. "I see me." She stated softly and Ben chuckled.
"Well I see a strong woman. A beautiful mother. Someone who is very loving. Someone who goes above and beyond for others but herself. She's beautiful, she intelligent, she's a smart ass and not to mention she has a great one." He said making her giggle.
Ben turned Miranda around to face him and they studied each others face.
"I want you, All of you." Miranda said softly
"I was already yours." Ben said quickly.
Their lips connected and it was like electricity flowed through their bodies. Miranda had goosebumps all over her. She opened her mouth and Ben's tongue invaded the wet territory. Swarming her senses. Miranda moved her arms around his neck while Ben's hands caressed her back slowly moving his hands to her ass and squeezing it roughly causing her to moan.
Miranda's nipples harden and her panties were soaking wet. She wanted him like never before. More than she has ever wanted another human being.
She instructed him to sit on the bed before she crawled on top of him straddling his waist. Ben sat up and kiss her neck before moving his way down to kiss the top swells of her breast.
Miranda felt his manhood hardening underneath her pushing against her panty cover clit. She pushed him back to get access to his neck and she kissed and licked him.
"Miranda." Ben moaned.
"Hmmm." She answered and Ben sat up.
"I'm sorry, but I can't do this with you here like this." He stated and Miranda frowned at his words peering down at him.
"I mean I want you and I want to, Damn I want to, but you deserve to be made love to. After everything you've been through I want to be that man, but I want to earn it."
Miranda paused not knowing what to say. That was sweet and he was really sweet.
"Are you hearing me Miranda?" Ben questioned.
"Yes and I understand." She smiled.
"Okay. Come here and lay with me." He instructed.
"This is my room. So technically you would be laying with me." Miranda laughed laying in his arms.
"I don't care as long as you are in my arms." Ben chuckled wrapping his arms around her waist and spooning her.
Miranda was quietly thinking. This was nice and different. she felt beautiful, appreciated and wanted, extremely wanted.
Ben kissed the back of her neck and goosebumps appeared once again.
"Goodnight beautiful."
"Goodnight Benjamin."
After a few minutes light snores from the both fluttered around the room as sleep consumed them.
Ben opened his eyes and looked at Miranda his face was nuzzled into her neck, his hands on her breast and their legs tangled together spooning. He could stay like this forever he thought to himself finding sleep again.
Miranda's eyes fluttered open and she looked at the clock on the nightstand 10 a.m.
"Oh shoot I'm going to be late to the spa day." Miranda rolled over hitting him awake.
"Why is it my fault?" Ben asked sleepily rubbing his arm.
"Because I haven't slept this long or this damn good in years." She answered.
Ben smirked pulling her against him. "I haven't slept this long either."
Miranda eyed him as he played with her hair. Pushing forward she kissed his lips. Ben grabbed her thighs and rubbed them, kissing her back.
"Good morning." Ben said against her lips.
"Good morning to you too." Miranda smiled into the kiss.
Ben rolled her onto her back and pushed her legs open settling in between him. She looked up at him and he placed her arms above her head holding them there.
"I enjoyed sleeping with you." He said entering his tongue into her mouth.
"Oh God." Miranda moaned into his mouth as her heart and stomach fluttered.
Pushing him off Miranda sat up. " No no no. I'm late. I can't sit here and make out with you all morning."
"Didn't you guys already go to the spa?"
"Morgan did, but this is the bridesmaids and her mom and my mom. We are all getting our nails and feet done."
"What time is it?" Ben pouted.
"Our appointment is at 10:45." Miranda stated rolling of the bed. She pulled out jeans shorts with a pink shirt.
"Ooh can you get your toes painted that color?" Ben asked biting his lips thinking about her with hot pink toes.
"For you I will." She smiled walking into the bathroom.
Ben looked up as Miranda walked out of the bathroom 15 minutes later fully dressed.
"You look beautiful." Ben stated lustfully looking at her in the jeans shorts.
"Thank you handsome." She smiled. "What are you going to be doing?
"Jon and I are going golfing."
"Okay make sure you put on sunscreen."
I will, do you want to meet for lunch?" Ben asked rubbing the back of his neck nervously.
"Yes of course. You don't have to be nervous. We already slept together right." Miranda teased.
"Right and it was so so good." He laughed.
"You're funny. Just text me." Miranda said grabbing her purse walking towards the door.
"I need your number first."
"Oh right." She giggled walking over to him. The two exchanged numbers and Miranda kissed his cheek before leaving him in her room.
Miranda made it to the spa and sat in the massage chair between her cousin and mother soaking her feet in the warm water.
"Your Aunt Courtney here tells me. You have been spending a lot of time with the best man." Elena stated looking over at her daughter.
"I have not." Miranda blushed.
"You have." Morgan interjected. "And you like him Mandy. " she added.
"He is a nice man, but I live in Seattle and he lives here." Miranda stated nonchalantly.
"Okay, but what's a 2 hour flight. You both are doctors." Her aunt said.
"My point exactly we are both doctors, meaning we are both busy and don't have time to get on a flight often. I don't need the stress of a relationship either."
"Well do you really like him? Elena asked.
"Yeah I do." Miranda sheepishly admitted. "I really do and I have never felt this way before not even with Tucker." Miranda expressed.
Miranda you're just scared, but I think you should pursue it. What do you have to lose?
"My self. I am falling for this man and fast. It would crush me if we didn't make it."
"So you would rather let him go than to pursue it? He isn't going to stay single for long?" Her aunt Courtney stated.
"Okay I guess you all are right. I am going to talk to him about it and accept his date offer."
After lunch and a walk with Ben. Miranda got her hair done with lose curls.
In the bride's suite, Morgan was getting ready for her wedding day, she was in a white robe that read bride on the back in gold letters. The hairstylist Emma had just finished her hair styling it half up and down with curls.
Surprisingly it didn't take long for her makeup to get done and she was beautiful.
" You look beautiful." Miranda commented standing in her green maid of honor robe while the rest of the bridesmaids had gold robes.
"Thank you. I'm trying not to ruin this make up that she just finished." Morgan said nervously as they sprayed hairspray on her hair.
"You're nervous?" Miranda asked rubbing her arms.
"Of course I am. I am signing up for forever with my college boyfriend. Weren't you?" She asked.
"You know I was. You were there right beside me. I couldn't drink when I got married so at least you can."
"Distract me. Especially before my momma and Aunt Elena come back."
"Um well Ben and I almost had sex last night." Miranda blurted out.
Oh my God Miranda." She shouted. "Tell me more. Why didn't yall go all the way?"
"Girl I wanted to, but he wanted to stop. He said he wanted to earn it and to make love to me.
"Aww Miranda that is so sweet." Morgan gushed.
"It really was." Miranda marveled.
The two were interrupted when a couple of Morgan's friends Lauren, Aubrey, Olivia, Brielle, Deanna, Natalie entered the room after taking their robes off dressed in their emerald green elegant strapless dresses.
"Morgan are you excited that you're getting married?" Aubrey asked.
"yes I am, I am ready to spend the rest of my life with him." She smile
"Okay sweetie lets get you dressed." Her mother Courtney spoke entering the room with Elena right behind her.
Miranda took her robe off and Lauren rolled her eyes at her satin off the shoulder dress. It was different than the rest of the women..
"Aww Miranda your dress is beautiful." Her mother smiled.
"Thank you mama. You look beautiful as well."
After about 45minutes it was time for the wedding and her unclewas preparing to walk her cousin down the aisle.
Miranda smiled walking over to Ben. He looked so handsome in his black suit and emerald green tie.
"God." Ben smiled looking her up and down. "You are stunning."
"Thank you and you look so handsome' handsome."
Ben pulled her into her arms and rested his hands on the small of her back.
"Uh uh Ben people are going to assume things." Miranda stated looking around the room at the groomsmen and bridesmaids.
"I don't care what they assume. You ready to walk down the aisle?"
"Yep and I'm ready."
"Good I'm sure we will be doing it again in a few years." Ben commented and Miranda looked up at him quickly.
"Ben." She stated in disbelief.
"You'll see."
The wedding reception was going strong. The music was playing, the guests were dancing and Miranda was more than ready to go.
"Would you like to dance?"
Miranda looked up at one of Jonathan's groomsmen Derrick. He had hit on her more than once throughout the three days she had been here, but she wasn't interested.
"Um I'm okay." Miranda stated holding her drink.
"You sure?"
"You know what I'll dance with you." She responded smiling.
She placed her hand in his and they walked out onto the dance floor.
Miranda danced with the man and found that he was nice and a lawyer. She felt someone watching her and she looked up and saw Ben staring at her with a indistinct facial expression. He was jealous Miranda thought smirking inwardly.
Lost in thought she never notice him make his way across the room.
"Can I cut in?" Ben asked firmly and by his tone of voice Miranda knew it wasn't really a question.
"Yeah sure man." Derrick said.
Ben grabbed Miranda's hand and spun her around before pulling her back into his arms.
"You look sexy." Ben whispered.
"Show me how sexy I look." Miranda whispered back.
"I plan too." Ben responded quickly kissing her neck causing her to tense up.
"It's okay. I'm showing you."
Miranda glanced around the room at the reception winding down. Her parents, Aunt and uncle were gone. People were leaving left and right. She turned her body so her back was facing him and started grinding to the music.
"You better stop that."
"Or what?" Miranda smirked. She started grinding against him a little faster. Ben quickly grabbed her hips and pulled her into him rubbing her waist. Miranda's breath hitched and a shudder ran through her body.
Ben started kissing and sucking on her neck before turning her around to face him. Sex was written all over her face. She bit her lip and looked Ben in the eyes. She wrapped her arms around his neck and he rubbed her ass softly.
Take me to your room. I want you now." She moaned.
"Miranda." Ben pleaded.
"Now." Miranda ordered.
"Yes ma'am."
Miranda didn't know what happened one minute they were dancing and enjoying the reception then next they were to his room. She didn't care about him being a gentleman. She wanted him and wanted him now.
"Hurry up an unlocked the door." Miranda demanded impatiently.
When they made it into the room Miranda turned into to someone she didn't know she was.
She pushed him down on the bed and climbed on top of him. Their lips connected and she slipped her tongue into his mouth.
"Sit up.
Ben did as instructed and Miranda hands immediately went to his belt buckle. She attempted to unbuckle his pants, but he grabbed her hands.
"No." Ben said and got up and walked over to the bar. "Come here."
Miranda walked over to wear he was and Ben began sucking on her neck. Chills rushed down Miranda's body anticipating his next moves.
"Beautiful." Was all he said before he picked Miranda up and sat her on top of the counter
Miranda grabbed his chin and licked his lips causing him to open his mouth. She kissed Ben ferociously, sucking on his tongue, as his hands caressed her body.
Ben gently pushed her back fully onto the counter.
Pushing her legs as wide open as the bridesmaids dress allowed. He leaned down once inhaling the beautiful scent that was all Miranda Bailey. He stuck his hand under her dress and he wrapped his hand around her panties pulling them down. Wanting to taste her finally.
"Ben…" She purred, licking her lips, nervously "What are you doing?"
"Shh just relax." Ben mumbled going up under her dress as it poured over him.
He dived right in. Licking her creases he spread her wide, sucking as his twirling tongue seemed to have a mind of its own. Switching from her folds to her clit he licked and sucked it into his mouth. Then he eased a finger into her heat.
"Jesus." Ben murmured against her flesh as he licked. She tasted so good.
Miranda moaned in pleasure as she lifted her hips trying to get more of his tongue and fingers. She moaned again louder because he added another finger and sucked her clit harder.
"Oh God." Miranda moaned as she felt an orgasm making its way up her spine so she grabbed his dress covered head, holding him in place, needing to cum so bad she thought she'd go crazy if didn't.
"Damn Benjamin." She screamed as her orgasm overtook her powerfully. She laid back against the table, but Ben continued licking away. Miranda gripped his head so hard she tore little holes into her dress.
Ben came from under her dress smiling licking her juices of his lips and fingers.
"You are my favorite meal." Ben stated seriously.
"Get me down." Miranda demanded ready for him. Ben picked her up and carried her over to the bed unzipping her dress laying her down gently.
Miranda nervously laid back on the pillows, as Ben straddled her. He gently grabbed the bottom of her dress and pulled it down slowly exposing her bra covered breast down to her fleshy stomach. Ben liked this bra and was surprised it was holding her breast up.
"What do you call this bra? Its doesn't have any straps." Ben noted.
"Its called a strapless bra." Miranda replied laughing.
Ben laughed as well hovering over her for a moment, just taking in her ebony brown skin. She was so smooth and soft, that he honestly could just sit back and look at her. He gently ran his hand around her breasts
Ben slowly lowered his head, as he kissed her soft lips. He lightly ran his tongue up the line of her bottom lip. He then crashed his lips back down to hers. His right hand roamed her chest, as he freed her breast from their respective cups. He began to trace his tongue kissing down her chin onto her collar bone, giving it a light lick. He then moved to her right breast, taking it's erect nipple into his mouth as he gathered the rest of it's flesh in his hand, giving it a light squeeze. As he sucked on her she moaned tossing her head back and forth. Going further down Ben pulled her dress all the way off tossing it on the side of the bed.
He slowly moved his hand between her legs, circling his fingers over her swollen clit, inserting two of his thick fingers inside her wet heat. Miranda arched off the bed, grinding her hips on his fingers. Her head fell back on the pillow as her body felt like it was lit a flame. Her juices, thick and heated coated her folds and then his fingers. She tugged at his belt on his dress pants, needing more to satisfy the fire that was burning inside her.
"Please, Ben…please." She moaned.
"Soon." He groaned, his voice rough.
"Stop teasing me." Miranda panted.
"I'm not teasing you." His teeth raked against her nipple. "I'm preparing you."
"For what?"
Ben licked his lips, nuzzling his head deep in her neck. "For me."
Miranda's eyes widened. She knew what he was implying and she silently prayed she could handle it.
Ben kissed his way across her chest reaching her left nipple, repeating his actions. He then kissed his was down to her fleshy stomach. He paused at her belly button, kissing it lightly, as he stuck his tongue into it".
He smiled as she jerked, moaning from his playful lick. He sat up as he scooted down, settling himself between her legs. He slowly lowered his head, kissing her on her lower lips. He heard and instant moan of pleasure from Miranda lips when his lips met hers. He smiled against her, enjoying her reaction.
"Is this necess--" Miranda couldn't speak anymore she just moaned loudly as he lightly stuck out his tongue and he licked the area between her outer lips. He then stuck his tongue out farther, as he separated her outer lips with his fingers, revealing her inner pink core. He then began to lap at her dripping wet opening, licking her from it to her clit.
"Benjaminnnn" Miranda moaned as he tasted her again. He would never get tired of this. His right hand traveled back to her breast, squeezing the right one, as she slowly grinded her hips against his face.
He gently began to focus more on her clit as he move his fingers in and out of her.
Miranda closed her eyes tightly shut as it became too much for her. A wave of heat swept over her. Her movement began to speed up as her breathing became heavier. She clawed at sheets as her second orgasm swept over her. Her back arched off of the bed, as she yelled out "OH Bennnn". Her body shook as she bit her lip.
Ben placed his arm across her hips, in an attempt to keep them pinned to the bed, as he held on for the ride. He continued to lick her, until her body calmed down. When the last of her jerks became soft shudders, Ben kissed his way back up her body to her face. As he slowly kissed her lips.
She stared into his eyes wrapping her arm around his neck pulling him close, and kissed him deeply tasting herself on his lips and tongue.
Miranda sat up onto her knees and helped him unbutton his shirt pulling it off as well as his pants. She quickly looked down at his black boxers with his thick erection and licked her lips. She put her hand at his waist band and pulled it down slowly and her eyes widened. He was huge and she understood the preparation he gave her. Ben gently pushed her back onto the bed kissing her lips passionately.
"Wait wait wait--" Miranda panted breaking the kiss and pushing against his chest. Ben paused looking down at her.
"I-I want to accept your date offers and possibly dating. I don't want this to be causal sex." Miranda shuddered as he move his head down and licked her nipples.
"Miranda this was never casual. I want to be with you and make love to you." Ben answered sweetly kissing her plump lips.
"Okay proceed." Miranda moaned.
Ben lined himself up with her entrance and rubbed himself up and down coating his dick in her wetness. He looked into her eyes silently asking if she was ready.
Miranda nodded yes and their eyes locked again lovingly. Ben entered her slowly sliding just the tip in. She dug her nails in his back as he stretched her pausing to let her adjust to the tip.
Miranda squirmed moving her hips signaling she wanted more so he push further in filling her to the hilt.
She wrapped her hands around his neck and brought him down for a kiss moaning as he pulled out all the way and pushed back in. Ben moved closer widening his stands so she had no room he gripped her hips and moved her legs onto his thighs. Her moans and his groans caught in each other's throats as Ben increased his strokes her velvety soft walls and wetness getting him dizzy, feeling drunk.
"Shit Ben. Yes right there." Miranda yelled scratching his back. He was hitting spots in her that she didn't even know existed until now.
Thrusting harder and faster Ben grunted out "Damn Miranda your so tight and feel so damn good." He then kissed her full lips again. Miranda broke the kiss gasping for air and crying out as his lips found their way to her breasts. He filled his hands with her plentiful ass and grinded her against him moving her forward and backwards. Miranda didn't even know she could arch her back that deep. Her moans were so loud she was sure the two rooms that they were on the right and left side of them were not getting any sleep.
Miranda closed her eyes and called out his name as her body began to shake. He was pounding into her and making love to her body like never before. He felt her walls start to collapse as her breathing quickened.
"Benjamin I'm going to cum-- "Fuck Ben I'm cumming." Miranda screamed gripping him tightly and cumming.
Ben groaned and her name fell from his lips as he came.
He pecked her lips and move off of her placing her head on his chest. Ben rubbed circles in her thigh trying to find words to say.
"Miranda that was indescribable. Thank you for giving yourself to me and trusting me with your heart and body."
"You hear me?" Ben asked softly when Miranda didn't give a response. He looked down and she was sleeping peacefully on his chest.