I had finished inside her. Somehow I had forgotten to put on a condom. How could I be so irresponsible? My beautiful girl could get pregnant. It would ruin her life. I had been too careless. How was I supposed to protect her if I couldn't even take care of her? I needed a plan. I didn't even know what options she would be open to. Would she want an abortion? Would she be willing to take the morning after pill? Would she decide to keep it? Even as I thought the words, I wanted to vomit. Obviously I wanted a child with her. I wanted a family with her. My perfect girl, I wanted everything with her. But not yet. She waa barely 18. I couldn't do this to her. And I knew I didn't have time to waste, I would have to wake her up. I started to kiss her face, shaking her gently.
"Angel, we...we have to talk. Please wake up." Her eyes opened, wide at first, but she relaxed as she saw me. She put her hand behind my neck and kissed me sweetly. It occurred to me that we were both still undressed, and this made my cock harden instantly. What would one more round hurt? She was already full of my seed. I started running my hands along her body. Her thighs, her hips, her stomach. I stopped. Her stomach that may already have my child in it. "baby, I came inside you. I'm so sorry. Please let me fix it. I understand if you're angry, I understand if you don't want me anymore. But please let me fix it. I won't let you ruin your life for our child." I began to shake as I realized she may leave me for my stupidity.
"What can we do?" She whispered. Her arms went around my neck. That, at least, was a good sign.
"I can go right now and get the morning after pill, Walgreens is open 24 hours. When is your period due?" I knew she had had it since we had been together, obviously. I had tampons at my house for her. I just needed to start tracking her.
"My last one was last week. The odds aren't very high today, but they aren't zero." Not the absolute worst case scenario. But still not great. I got up, beginning to dress. Once I had pants on, I kneeled on the bed beside her.
"angel, I'm going to go. You may be sick from this for a day or two. Do you want to stay here and I'll help you through it?" I would do anything for her. I hope she knew that. She nodded her head, so I cradled hee against my bare chest for a moment. Before I finished dressing, I got her out a cozy pair of leggings and one of my softest shirts. I wanted her to be comfortable. "You can put this on if you want. Feel free to eat anything or adjust the thermostat. This is your place too."
I placed a kiss on her forehead and left. She would probably be back asleep by the time I got home. It took everything I had to not speed to the pharmacy. Once I was there, I practically ran to the family planning aisle. There were a few options. I decided to go with the name brand just in case there really was a difference. I didn't know what type of candy she liked, so I got some chocolate, some sour, some gummy. I got her a Mountain dew and on a whim, a face mask. At the checkout, the clerk clearly noticed what was going on and nodded sympathetically. It took me about half an hour for the whole outing, but once I was home, my girl was asleep. She had put the shirt on but no bottoms.
I gently shook her awake, handing her the pill and a glass of water. She took it. I set the water on the nightstand and got into bed with her. "Angel, I want a child with you so bad. I want to see you carrying our baby. But not yet. Not while there's so much hanging over our heads." I wrapped my arms around her. She sighed happily as I did, settling into my chest. I loved holding her more than anything in the world, besides possibly making love to her. "You are my whole world right now, Bella. My life. And I won't ruin anything we have over a stupid mistake. Could you ever forgive me?" But she was already asleep again.
I held her while she rested, praying she would sleep through the whole ordeal. She was so young. I was worried about the side effects she could get. To try and take my mind off of it, I turned the TV on for the first time in a while. I turned on some show about vampires to try and pass the time. It barely held my attention.
She ended up sleeping most of the day, waking up only to throw up and eat. I made her some chicken noodle soup. Even sick, she was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I helped her brush her hair and made a poor attempt at a ponytail. I drew her a bath. I did everything in my power to try to help her, because it was my fault. I had done this for her, and if it weren't for the way she kissed and hugged me as she thanked me for taking care of her, I would have told her to leave. I was disgusted with myself.
By the time we woke up the next morning, she was back to normal. I was glad she had gotten through it. My angel was safe now, and I would do everything I could to keep it that way.