A/N: Explicit material

Rin takes her ownership in not making changes when Sesshomaru brought his feelings to the table back then. Not saying his behavior after was excusable but she owns her part in not making the marriage better.

It had been a week since the two went on their date. It was successful in their communication in hearing what each other had to say.

At times during the date, Rin would notice Sesshomaru was flirting with her in a sexual manner, and she almost let him continue. She would have led him to the bathroom and let him take her right there. If she was horny, she knew Sesshomaru was, especially since cutting off his little mistress.

The plastic and her fingers could never do what Sesshomaru used to do with her body.

Rin had nothing to do for the day and she found herself bored, lonely and very horny.

A memory resurfaced and it was her setting up a camera in Sesshomaru's office.

She smiles, she remembers that night very clearly. She never had the chance to look at it but now she will.

Rin found the drive where the old recording was. It was them role-playing but Sesshomaru being recorded unknowingly.

She remembered her setting up the secret camera in Sesshomaru's office; she knew she would play with him that night.

She sits at her desk and puts the sd drive in. She finds the file and her heart paces at the thought of what she was going to see.

She clicks play and it is her walking into the office trying to blackmail Sesshomaru into having sex with her. He knew he had a kinky, cheeky wife so he played along with her.

He pushed all of his things off his desk and sat her on top of it. He spread her legs and clawed her middle to remove the garment that was holding her scent and nectar hostage. She leans over and unbuttons his pants and pulls down his briefs, revealing his hardened cock.

He licks his lips watching Rin admire his malehood. "Is this what you want Rin?"

She responds, "Yes, so beautiful".

Sesshomaru leans and nuzzles his nose into her hair. He smiles and glances over to where the camera was and winks an eye.

Rin's mouth was agape looking at the video, "he knew I put that there!" She pauses the recording and covers her mouth with her hands. That is why he fucked me like that , she thought.

Rin wasn't sure if she should continue to watch it or not but she was horny so she would.

Rin pressed play, she couldn't see all the action, but she remembered it clearly. How it felt to have him inside, his breath against her. The way his claws pricked her skin. Then when he held her down by her wrists.

She watched as he every now and then looked up at the camera while he gave long, deep strokes. She was screaming and moaning his fake name. Rin sprawled out on his desk. He leans over and latches on to her breast, sucking, moving his head from side to side as he greedily tastes her.

Rin grabbed her breast and began massaging them, thinking about what it felt like in that moment.

Every glance he made up at the camera, she felt that warmth between her legs and moisture building. She pauses the movie and takes down her dress and panties. She positions the laptop on her desk in front of her and makes the screen full. She puts her feet on her desk and reaches over and presses play.

Sesshomaru turns her over, "I will have you bent over my desk. You came in here thinking you would blackmail me? I will have you begging me for more". Sesshomaru gives her ass a smack and she yelps out and bites her lip.

Rin runs her fingers in between her folds. She gets wetter as she stares at the video, watching Sesshomaru slam inside her. Each thrust pushed the desk further up.

Rin gasps when she feels her hard clit. The moisture adds to the pleasure to the sensitive nub. She rubs in circles, needing some relief at her entrance. She opens her draw and takes out a vibrator. It hadn't been used in a while, she hoped the batteries still worked.

Luckily they did, she enters the vibrator inside and continues to rub her clit.

Rin gasps as she remembers the feeling of his body when he leaned himself against her back and his pelvic region covering her ass. Slippery from the sweat but it was an aphrodisiac. He gave her long, slow, deep strokes. He reached down to her clit and rubbed it slowly.

Rin forgot about the role-playing because she yelled out, "Fuck Sesshomaru!"

Sesshomaru chuckles, he leans up and takes her hair and pushes it to one side. He licks his lips. His thrust begins to pick up more and his eyes flash red as he looks at her neck bared to him.

He lifts her by her waist, thrusting like a maniac, filling Rin up to the brim. He was fucking her so hard she felt herself about to black out.

Sesshomaru growls, "Mine".

Rin watching this, got turned on even more, she felt herself about to explode. She moans out moving the vibrator inside her faster. "Oh fuck! He wanted to mate me". Why was this turning her on so bad?

Was it because he was trying to stop himself from mating her? She was so unaware. She just thought it was part of his nature to be so wild when fucking. At that time she thought he could control his instincts.

Soon as Sesshomaru bared his fangs at her neck, he quickly retracted them back. He felt Rin coming and himself as well. He snarled and bit gently into her neck, while they both came.

Rin came as well, a very hard one. She plays with herself but it wasn't this intense. Still shaking she looks at the camera and watches herself lean over his desk panting. Sesshomaru looks up at the camera and his eyes flash back to gold. He must have realized he revealed something she wasn't supposed to know.

It made sense to hide that side of him because he wanted her to pursue her dreams, he waited for her. She now feels guilty for even looking at the video but she didn't expect that to happen.

She closes the laptop and moves her shaking legs from her desk, down to the ground.

She thought about their dinner and what he said, " I cannot help my instincts, there were so many times during our love making, I almost bit you. I had to hold back".

She puts her hands on her thighs and massages them, she breathes out. "I think it is time we go back to marriage counseling. It is time for you to come back home".

Sesshomaru sitting alone in his home in the woods. He remembered when him and Rin would come here to just get away. Too many memories for him, no matter where he went.

He thought the date was successful but it had been a week since they have been in each other's presence. He thought about how sexy Rin looked and the small touch when she fixed his tie. He was becoming very sensitive and he needed to find relief.

All he thought about at the dinner table was putting her on top of it and devouring her. He didn't care if there was anyone around. She looked so delicious.

"Time to take a cold shower," he mutters out.

He runs the water and waits until it is the right temp for him. He removes his clothing and steps in. He immediately thinks of Rin taking a shower with him. He leans his head back, feeling the water falling down on his face.

That waterfall showerhead brought back a memory when they first used it. At that time Rin was horny all the time. Who could have blamed her, her fist was a youkai. He aimed to please and locked in his memory all her pleasurable points.

He remembers it all so clearly.

Sesshomaru was taking a shower and Rin thought she was creeping in but he could smell her aroma, he smirks.

Rin slides the door and enters, "I was alone and I wanted to join you".

He was looking down at her and licking his lip as he watched the water drip off of her body.

He pulls her close to him, tugging at her waist, "You should now prepare quickly for what is to come now," he says seductively.

Rin caught the cue, "What is to come?" she puts a finger to her mouth.

Sesshomaru smirks and lifts her up against the shower wall, "You".

Rin wraps her arms around his neck, "Fuck me now!" she pulls him tighter to him.

Sesshomaru growls and attacks her neck, sucking and lightly nipping at the skin. His cock trying to find her entrance but instead is rubbing against her folds and clit. Rin lets out a gasp and moan.

She reached in between them so they could connect with each other's body parts. She searched and found his huge cock. Sesshomaru takes her hands and plants them on the side of her against the shower wall. Rin's legs are still wrapped tightly around him.

"Patience, my wife".

Rin panting, "Please Sesshomaru, I need to feel you inside of me".

He hated when she begged, it brought out the side of him that needed to mate her.

"I need to taste first," he cupped her pussy.

He holds her legs and tells her to release him from her hold. He maneuvers his hands underneath her thighs and bends down and puts Rins legs over his shoulders.

He sniffs at her and then licks and sucks on her clit. Rin moves her hips and her hand is in his hair.

The water falling on them and the walls of the shower become foggy. All you hear is Rin's moans, water flowing down them and Sesshomaru slurping a mixture of water and Rin's juices.

Sesshomaru moans at the taste. He could never get enough of his wife's taste. Her flavor was truly made just for him. Rin begins to ride his face harder; she was about to come. He lapped at her faster, she screamed out, "Oh Sesshomaru!" she stiffens and lets out a deep breath.

Sesshomaru knew it would be hard for her to stand, so he did, still holding on to her legs. He secures them with his hold. She finds her strength and wraps them around him again.

"I told you to prepare yourself for what is to come. I will not play by your rules, but I will surely make you come," he whispers in her ear.

She shivers and looks at him and he could tell she wanted him to kiss her and so he did. He made sure she tasted herself, stroking his tongue and touching every part inside her mouth.

As Sesshomaru was providing whatever juices from Rin's pussy into her mouth, he reaches down and grabs his cock and enters it inside of Rin. She gasped for air and Sesshomaru stole it from her. He wanted to have control of this. He thrusts inside her hard and deep, he rolls his hips. Every time Rin would find herself leaving his mouth, he would find it seconds later to taste her moans.

He wanted to taste every gasp and moan she made. He cups her chin and holds her still while he continues to stroke her and kiss her deeply. She would whine but that turned him on more. He began to moan into their kiss, and sucking on her tongue.

He takes her wrist and pins them above her. He pulls away and smirks at her, he grinds into her, finding that spot she loves so much. Rin panting, face flushed, curling her toes at the spot he was hitting.

He looked where her neck and shoulder met and shook his head. That spot looked so delicious to him, he needed a taste. He needs to mate. He lets go of her hands and brings her waist to him, he was in her deeply. He began to lap at her flesh there. She made it worse by wrapping her arms around him, smothering him into that spot.

He fought himself as he began to fuck her wildly, losing control. His fangs involuntarily elongate and he was about to sink them in her when he heard her yell out. "Yes, fuck, Sesshomaru! You are so good!"

He heard her wail and her walls clamped down on him. He roared, he felt himself coming. He came inside her deep. Both of them clinging on each other breathing deeply, find each other's mouths again.

As this memory ends, Sesshomaru is stroking himself in the shower, he comes. Another batch of wasted seed going down the drain.

"Fuck Rin," he hits the shower wall.

It was a relief but it wasn't enough. He turns the water off, wrings his hair out and then steps out of the shower. He was alone, he didn't need a towel.

He walks into his bedroom and picks up his phone and sees that he had a text message from Rin. Although they have not seen each other, they still called and texted one another, texted more.

Rin: I was thinking we should set up an appointment for Dr. Tsukuyomaru since we have become better at communicating. What do you say?

Sesshomaru quickly responds to the text. After what he went through in the shower, he wasn't going to let an opportunity go to waste. He wanted to save their marriage and he wanted to get closer to Rin again.

Sesshomaru: I say yes!

Rin smiled at that.

Yeah, they had some things to work on, but they couldn't both help but think that it would be better if they could help each other satisfy their needs.