Somewhere Only We Know
Chapter Two – The Aftermath
„All my tears, have been used on,
On another love" – Another Love – Tom Odell
Disclaimer: I do not own Toy Story, neither the song. I am just writing, because I can.
It has been a week already, since the two, incredible, well-known best friends has been seperated. Was it the best choice? Maybe it was. Was it the worst choice? Maybe the same, was it? Woody never actually found himself for even a sinlge bit for the day, to not think about him. But for what way, or which sign? No one could ever know. But this was the day, when he refreshed an old memory. That old kind of memory, what they never ever spoke up about. And that caused a lot of questions already. What could have gotten their answers, but no. They were not that brave enough to speak up about their feelings. It was kind of getting colder and colder. It was the night time. When the moon shined the same way, as it did. Many many years ago.
It was warm, inside of Bonnie's room. Everyone kept themself busy. But they were all to was about to fall out, to have some more time to rest. The clock showed that, it was around midnight. It was glowing a bit, making a little more light in the room. Buzz was sitting outside of the window. Watching the moon, shinging down to earth. And even he knew, how different the moon shined down at this day. The only difference was timing. Not the right place, not the right time. It is now, late. These were the only things, what kept going on and on in Buzz's head.
„Not comming in, yet?" Jessie asked, as he stepped outside, and sat next to Buzz.
„A few more minutes and yes. It is getting late now." Buzz answered, hoping that, Jessie will go away, and leave him to be alone, but no.
Jessie stayed outside. She knew something was wrong with Buzz, sincet he day they have came back from that life changing field trip. What no one ever guessed it will be that way. What went on so good and came out so bad. No one ever admitted that.
„Tell me, what is going on." Jessie spoke up again, with all of a sudden.
„What would go on? Nothing. Only life goes on and on like nothing ever happened." Buzz said, with all of a sudden, speaking out a little bit louder.
„He is not comming back. We all know this. Try to acknowledge it." Jessie said, then with that, she stand up, turned around, and left the lonely space ranger, to be on his own. As he wished to be.
„But what if I can not…?" Buzz asked himself, as he looked up to the moon.
How hard it is to accept that someone you know is not comming back. Even thought, you have a feeling for that?
„Not comming in, are not you?" Bo asked, as he stepped closer, to be more heard, to him.
„Have to. These thoughts, are not going away, how hard I am trying to chase them away." Woody said, as he stood up.
„I know what you feel." Bo sighed, then continued. „But it is really to late now. You cannot do a thing."
„It took to long for me to feel this and even to get acknowledge of it!"
As they say, girls are smarter than ever, and know everything. Bo perfectly knew what was going on, since she has reunied with her old-fashioned, well-known cowboy. But got sure at the way, when the big goodbye has been said. She knew that there was more, than being strong and good loving friends. But now, it was late. It seems impossible for them to return again. With no connection, it makes this harder.
„The way the moon shines… It is so beautiful." Bo tried to change the subject. But deep inside, she wanted to say something different.
But she did not know how would her cowboy react to that. Maybe not that well, but maybe something other? No one knows. The ways of the life is unpredictable.
„The same as that happened…" Woody muttered under his nose.
How everything around him made him live that old memory. What was years ago. Oh lord. How did the time change so fast and deep?
„I know…" Bo said.
They have shared a look at eachother. Without words, they all know, what was meant to be. And they well are sure, how they will handle it. Maybe some grief for the lost ones? No one knew, only their heart knew the right answer to anything. But the feeling, that you will never tell the things you wanted to the one you loved… Is the same they know.
„Everyone, get ready!" Jessie screamed.
Bonnie has entered the room. The night has passed. It was already afternoon. Bonnie came home, to play with her dear toys. But something felt strange. As Bonnie looked everywhere, one toy could not be found. She felt really sad. But… Who was she searching for? No one knew. Suddenly the door shut, as Bonnie ran out of the room.
The toys awakened, and they have slowly made steps tot he areas, where Bonnie was searching around. Then, they have looked at themselfs. Buzz, was no where to be found. Jessie looked out of the window. To see, if Buzz stayed outside but no… Only a little piece of paper. With one word.
Gone.
Jessie looked terryfied. The horror stayed on her face, as she closed the window, and got back to her friends. Then showed them the paper. It is getting now really horrible. Another lost toy. Everyone felt so scared, but no one knew the real reason, why Buzz ran away. Or escape? No… He would not do that. Jessie kept her little well-known thing inside. The thing she knew.
But Buzz, was actually leaving, because, he could not stand any other day, without the pain eating and rotting inside of him. At least, he wanted to try, to tell everything, to his so well known, thought to keep as best friends, lonesome cowboy, around the wander…
A/N: So today I had my interview done today, so I thought I update my current favourite goin gon fanfiction. I promise to update soon my other ones. I try to be more active. Let's celebrate my interview today!