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Today had been hard.

It was back to my regular life, classes and all but I hadn't realized just how difficult it would be with Roxas now.

The majority of my day went by pretty nicely no real complaints or anything out of the ordinary. Roxas had even sent me his usual morning text and checked in on how I slept. Which after talking to him the night before was pretty nicely.

We'd actually ended up falling asleep on the phone but by the time I heard from him, he told me he was heading back to base. That's when my nervous started up. I wasn't ready to tell my friends about this but I didn't know if I could act normal with him nearby. Luckily, they'd missed lunch, which would have been the hardest to get through.

Or so I thought, at least until Worlds' History where my heart was throbbing in my throat. It felt almost impossible to focus as Master Yen Sid ran down some key events of Orenda's history. Roxas was right next to me and it wasn't until now had I realized how close these seats were. He'd arrived late but as soon as he stepped through those doors, memories of our night together filled my mind.

With each step he took as he made his way to his seat the visions became more vivid and by the time he sat next to me I could practically feel his lips on mine.

Somehow, I managed to greet him with a tight-lipped smile but he could tell I was tense, hell anybody could. He asked me if I was all right but I nodded him off and tossed myself completely into my notes. Not that I was paying attention. My eyes kept wandering to his perfect profile, chin rested in his hand and stylus to his bottom lip. His eyes were glazed over with his mind probably elsewhere as he casually went about scribbling down notes in his tablet.

That cool look in his daring eyes, his perfect jaw; it made my body hot. My thighs tightened together and I bit down on my lip to stop from drooling. But he must have felt my staring cause every now and then, his glanced with flicker to mine and he'd toss a nonchalant look my way.

That's when my heart would squeeze and I could feel my body sweat. God, this was so embarrassing. I was the one who'd put a stop to this and here I was salivating just cause he was sat next to me. I had to get my head on straight and focus.

After the third time this happened, a warmth encroached on my thigh. I froze completely, with only my eyes wide and looking at him. Roxas however, only smirked forward and jotted notes. The trickster was acting as if this was all normal!

My hand snatched his before he could get any bolder but before I knew it, he linked our fingers together.

The warmth of his hands surrounded mine and it took everything in me not to react. Why was he holding my hand like this? In front of the whole class? Well, under the tables it wasn't like anyone could see.

But I could feel it. I could feel his soft fingers caress mine, his thumb massage my skin; I could feel all of it.

I looked to Roxas from the corner of my eye only to see him looking back at me with that same devilish smile from the corner of his.

Asshole.

I couldn't resist and ended up smiling softly right back.

—

"Ah, Hikari."

Class had ended and I finally had my hand back to myself as student rushed to leave. Roxas and I were about to head back out when Master Yen Sid called me to his desk.

"Yes, Master?"

"I took a look into Metanoia for you."

My ears perked up, "really?"

He nodded slowly, "yes. There wasn't much however."

Disappointment crept up my skin but I shook it away; wasn't much still meant that there was something.

"Metanoia?"

I jumped at the melodious voice. I hadn't even realized Roxas had stuck around.

"Y-yeah," I answered. "It keeps coming up in my dreams."

He nodded slowly just before the wise wizard continued.

"Again, it wasn't much but its as you suspected, Metanoia is a place." Yen Sid ran his hand down his grey beard. "It's an ancient world, one with very few mentions in the books that was lost to darkness eons ago."

"Oh," I sighed. He wasn't kidding she he said it wasn't much. But still, ancient world, huh? Then just how the hell had it entered my dreams?

"It couldn't have hold much power, seeing as there's so little information on it," he continued. "But I suspect it may have been some kind holding cell."

"Holding cell?" I repeated. "What makes you think that?"

"Call it intuition," he said with a hint of mischief. "There used to be worlds with vibrant, colourful cultures. Filled to the brim with hope and wellness. But nothing last forever and eventually the heartless would overtake these planets, often under the control of some miscreant."

"Oh, I get it. We learned this at the start of the semester."

"Good to know you were paying attention," he smiled and my cheeks turned pink. "Worlds like this often don't have the proper defense for a number of reason and without a keyblade warrior in sight it's only a matter of time before their society falls."

"Depressing," Roxas muttered.

"Hm," Yen Sid agreed with a curt nod. "Once the planet is nothing but ruins and ash it's left to whatever dark force desires to manipulate it into."

"Like a holding cell," I mumbled. "So something must be hiding there? But what?"

"Many powerful tools have been archived or lost to the ages. It's really impossible to say what may or may not be."

Nodding slowly, I bit onto the inside of my cheek. Now I just had more questions than when I'd asked him initially.

"Do we know where Meta-whatever is?" Roxas chirped. "What it was like? What kind of world it was?"

We watched his heavy eyelids rise, "unfortunately, that is all I know."

The blond and I both let out exasperated sighs. As grateful as I was I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little disappointed.

"Hikari," Master Yen Sid's eyes focused on me. I felt myself slipping into those black, endless circles. That stern glare was swallowing me and had even dimmed the once hopeful atmosphere.

"Dreams often reveal more than we believe. Even the most fictitious may still hold an ounce of truth."

His words chilled me to my bones and were far more unsettling than that gaze. But the longer it sat with me while we thanked him before exiting the classroom, the more the point resonated with me. There was no rhyme or reason for this world to be popping up in my dreams without some kind of connection. With all the strange things happening around me: from the clones to the man in the black coat during my mission, there was no way this was all a coincidence.

And no matter how long it took I would uncover whatever the hell it really was.

"So, what's the plan now?" Roxas asked. We headed down the barren halls, only a few stragglers like ourselves in sight.

Honestly, I had no idea. The information Master Yen Sid was good, great even. Hell, it was more than I had found on my own but it still didn't tell me much. It was back to the books I guess. Maybe I'd overlooked something and with this new information I could probably find it.

"I'll check the library," I shrugged. "It's nothing urgent bu—"

"Good thing 'cause it's closed for maintenance."

"For real?"

Roxas nodded, "yeah, I passed by and saw the sign: it's locked down until after the break."

That's right, the holiday season was upon us! My mind flurried with panic. I'd completely forgot. I was so busy going through my own personal mess I'd barely thought about heading home for the season.

"Oh my god," I screeched. "I totally forgot Christmas is only a few weeks away. I haven't even started packing and the gifts—!"

Roxas laughed, breaking me away from my minor meltdown. I nudged him but he only giggled it off.

"You'll be fine," he said. "Besides, you're headed home, right? I'm sure you can find something in town."

That was true. Although it would be much harder to get any shopping done with Mari stuck to my hip. Maybe I'd have to get it all done before heading home. But then it'd be so obvious I had something for her—

"Twilight Town's got a bunch of cool new shops from what I heard."

Oh, that's right. He'd be heading home there as well. "We'll have to check them out."

Roxas blushed, "uh, yeah. Sure."

I chuckled, a shy Roxas was a rare sight but definitely very cute.

"Hey so, actually… About us and home…"

"Yeah?"

The blond rubbed at the bag of his neck and nibbled on the inside of his cheek. Something was clearly on his mind so I leaned in to investigate but he would only avoid my glance.

"What's wrong? Are you okay?"

"Yeah," he muttered. His brows furrowed with frustration before he stopped right in his steps. I stood in front of him, curious about all those nerves and watched him sigh, disgruntled.

"Light… Hikari," he grunted. "I was hoping that we could—"

"Hikari, Roxas!"

We glanced behind us to see a grinning Sora jog down the hall. I smiled as he forced himself between us and hooked his arms over our shoulders. Roxas was far less pleased and shrugged the burnet off.

"Hey," I grinned. "How was glass?"

He groaned, "the usual. But hey, I only passed out for like five minutes!"

We broke into laughter as we headed down the halls. In the midst of Sora chatting away I did notice Roxas sulk. I figured it had to do with what he'd wanted to ask me and made sure to make a mental note to get back to him about it.

"You guys coming to movie night?"

Movie night? Kairi and Xion had mentioned something about staying in tonight. I hadn't paid much attention seeing as my head had been in the clouds for the past few days. Maybe something like a movie night would be a good distraction. It wasn't like there was much research I could do now anyway.

"I rather not," Roxas sneered. His sudden shift in attitude made me concerned but Sora only smirked. Maybe it had to do with being nobodies but Sora'd always been so good about reading his other. Maybe he could tell me what made Sadboy so cold.

"What about you, Hikki?" The jovial boy asked. "You in?"

"Definitely," I grinned. Roxas stared at me for a moment, honest surprise on his face and I couldn't blame him. All things considered. Maybe a break wasn't what I needed but it was what I wanted.

"All right!" Sora cheered. "I knew you'd be down to chill tonight. Unlike some people."

Roxas only groaned in response and I giggled nervously. Count on Sora to push his already tender buttons I supposed.

I had to break the tension.

"So what're we watching?"

—

"Okay, how's this?"

Kairi walked out of the hallway in an orchid pink romper with shorts and a haltered top. Her short hair was curled and she looked exasperated.

"Comfy!" I grinned. "Super cute."

"Just like the six other outfits," Xion muttered and I knocked my hip into hers as Kairi glared.

She'd been fussing over outfits for this movie night since we'd gotten back to the dorm. She always did whenever she was going to spend time with Sora. I didn't mind watching her solo fashion shows but I never had much to offer besides saying that I liked it. Xion was worse than me though, probably because she'd been dealing with it longer. Mari was the best for this but she'd gone out with her friends so calling her wasn't an option.

"I just hope he likes it," she replied, examining herself in our mirror.

"He likes literally everything you do," Xion grabbed bottles of soda from the fridge. "Even your gross breath in the morning."

The redhead glared again with cheeks flushed almost as bright as her hair. I tried to stiffen a laugh when our microwave finally beeped.

"Popcorn's ready," pulling the bag out I reached for the nearby white bowl I'd already filled halfway with a previous batch. "I hope they get here soon, I hate cold popcorn."

"Is Roxas coming?" Kairi asked.

"I messaged him but no response," Xion replied. She sat on one of our solo seats in our living room adjusting her hair. She played it cool but I think she was just as excited as Kairi. She wore a matching set of athletic tight, black shorts and a cropped t-shirt; definitely not her average fit. Even if they both tried to hide it, I couldn't. I'd always loved the idea of double dates and although I'd never had one myself it didn't mean I couldn't be happy for them.

I did feel like I was intruding a bit but with the library closed I wasn't sure where to go or what to do. Maybe hang out with Roxas? But he did say he had too much homework for even this so it was probably better not to bother him. Well if things got too awkward with the couples I could always barricade myself in my room.

"You hear anything Hikki?"

I shook my head and brought the popcorn to our table before heading back to the kitchen to finish the rest of our snacks.

"Nope."

"Hmm," Kairi took a seat on the couch. "Well, he's missing out cause you look hot."

"Super hot," Xion chimed, sarcasm inking her voice. "Like the sun."

I rolled my eyes with a laugh, "you guys are ridiculous."

The two giggled, joking about my denial but I turned back to filling the bowls in front of me with candy. I hadn't told anyone what happened yet and I was enjoying this secret. It was different from Vanitas. With him it was like I had to keep it to myself, like I knew what I was doing was wrong. But with Roxas it was fun taking time to get to know each other in this way.

As for looking good I'd just tossed on some loungewear Mari had made me; a tight burgundy tube top and matching biker shorts. I wasn't trying to impress anyone, especially when I knew he wasn't coming. Hell, I even had one of my knit sweaters strewn on the couch to curl up in. Amongst the two couples, that'd have to be my boyfriend for the night.

There was a knock on the door and I heard Kairi hop to her feet.

"They're here," she gleamed as she scurried over. She was always ecstatic whenever Sora was near; it was adorable.

"Hey guys— Oh, look who decided to show after all!"

I cocked a brow and glanced over. Sora walked in dressed in a deep blue hooded tracksuit, capturing Kairi in his arms just as Riku made his way over to Xion in a pair of grey sweats and a black sweatshirt when a scowling Roxas trailed in behind. He was in a pair of burgundy sweats cinched at his ankles, black hoodie and a pair of dark slides, similar to the others. His eyes were hazy but with that hood on his head and a sexy smirk on his lips he had me staring. His eyes flickered to mine and immediately my cheeks reddened. I turned back to the bags of gummy candy that was beginning to spill over the bowl.

"Damn it…!"

"You good, Hikki?" I heard Riku ask.

"Y-yeah! Just finishing up. Be there—"

"Let me help you."

Before I could stop him I heard Roxas approach my side, much too close for comfort.

"Oh, I love gummy worms," he said casually. He stepped behind me reaching over my trembling fingers to the bowl surrounded by colourful candy. He picked up a worm that had landed on the counter and from the corner of my eye I saw him take it to his lips. Sensually and with eyes lowered but on me, he slid the candy into his mouth before licking the tips of his fingers.

I shuddered but watched him grab another.

"Taste," he commanded in a whisper. "They're almost as sweet as you."

His fingers pried my lips open and slid the candy between my teeth. He was doing too much; everyone was just in the living room. Yes, they were distracted talking to each other but they were still just there. The sweetness touched my tongue but I held back a moan. That didn't stop him. His fingers found their way into my mouth, teasing me along with the candy. His breath was hot against my neck and tingling in my ear.

I swallowed back the candy and his fingers found his own lips. Roxas suckled on them gently, fresh from my mouth.

"Definitely not as sweet as you," he breathed. Why was he always complimenting me in such dirty ways? I loved it, it was exciting but I could barely hold back.

"Your ass looks amazing," I could feel his devilish grin. "Should I take you right here?"

"Roxas…"

"I only came for you, Hikki."

"Seems you've made that into a habit," I whispered in return, unable to stop myself from the innuendo. He let out a deep chuckle but still; I had to get him back on track. "But I thought we said we'd cool it down?"

He sniggered, "this is cool. Or did you forget what I'm like when I'm hot?"

His pelvis grazed my behind just enough to force me to grip the counter.

"Want me to remind you?"

If we weren't careful we wouldn't make it through the night.

Then there was a click of the lights and then darkness, the only illumination coming from the television.

"You guys ready?" I heard Sora's voice.

"Y-yeah!" I squeaked and quickly grabbed whatever was left of the candy. I handed him the bowl and grabbed three empty ones from our cupboard.

Pushing past him, I headed to the living room and handed the two couples each a dish before plopping myself on the couch with Sora and Kairi. Roxas set down the rest of our snacks before taking a seat in the solo chair closest to me.

"So what are we watching again?" Riku asked from the ground, resting his back on Xion's chair.

"Necro," Sora answered with a large smile. "It's this horror action flick. I've been dying to see it."

"I heard about that," Roxas replied, filling our bowl with candy and popcorn. "It just got released on streaming."

"Literally today!" The brunette squealed, clicking away at the controller of our TV.

"Is it actually scary?" Kairi questioned. "Or is it just dumb jump scares?"

"The director wrote Lillian," he responded, finally landing on the movie. "That demon movie we saw in the summer, remember?"

"Oh, I saw that back home," my hand reached for my drink one of my friends must have poured earlier. "It was terrifying, had to sleep in Mari's room for like a week."

"Then there's hope for this," Riku smirked.

Sora hit play and settled back cross-legged in his seat. "It's starting!"

The movie opened to an ocean in the middle of the night. It was completely silent except the waves of the waters. I cocked a brow and leaned back into the couch. Suddenly, there was a loud bang followed by the title screen, earning a yelp from Kairi and I. The boys laughed when Kairi elbowed Sora.

"I thought you said there were no jump scares!"

"I never said that," Sora chuckled but pulled her to his chest. "Just squeeze me whenever you get scared."

"She'll suffocate you," Riku muttered, earning a yank of his hair from his girlfriend.

"You okay?" Roxas asked, his attention on me. I nodded with a nervous smile and settled back to watch the movie. It wasn't long before Kairi was wrapped up in Sora's lap, squeezing him so hard I'm surprised he didn't collapse. I wasn't any better, we were only twenty minutes in and I'd already screamed four times. At this point I was watching the movie from behind my fingers.

"Are you sure you're okay?" The blond asked again.

"Mhm!" I squeaked, unable to peel my eyes from the TV. Our main character, an edgy teenager with wild, kinky hair explored an abandoned beach house. It was completely dark, only slivers of light appearing so often. Her steps were the only thing we could hear and I just knew another jump scare was on the way. Even still, I screamed when she dropped a vase.

"All right, move over."

"Hm?"

Roxas rose from his seat and gestured for me to move aside. He took a seat beside me and pulled me into his chest. My cheeks flushed as the sound of his beating heart filled my ears.

"Suffocate me or whatever," he muttered. I was grateful for the close proximity and wrapped myself in him. I could spot the others giving us sly looks but Roxas only glared in return. I was much too embarrassed to look at them long enough. However, it really did make the scary movie easier to watch with someone to hold on to. He didn't seem all that affected by it but I could hear his heartbeat quicken at the scarier parts of the film.

Having him close did distract me but I wouldn't complain. Every now and then I'd catch him stare at me, that only made me blush and look elsewhere. The couples had already cuddled up with Xion munching away on popcorn in Riku's lap and Kairi hiding in the crook of Sora's neck. Then there was Roxas and I. I'd moved away a bit, only holding his hand in both of mine to my chest but it didn't make me feel any less hot when I looked at him. He didn't have to say a word, he did it all in his actions. He'd watch me whenever I ate anything with an erotic flare in his eye and bite his lip. I'd find myself squirm in my seat seeing those eyes browse my body. My arousal was building but I hid behind deep breaths to try and keep it under control.

Before I knew it, we were on our third film, a horror comedy but he'd pulled me back into his chest.

"I think we're gonna call it guys," I heard Riku yawn. "I know Xion's about to pass out."

"No way," she chortled. "You're the one who can't keep your eyes open."

"Us too," Kairi said. "Right, Sora?"

"I'm not tired thou—" he turned to Kairi who looked back at him with lowered eyes and a naughty smile. "Oh. Yeah, no, us too."

I giggled as they all rose from their seats and dragged myself off Roxas.

"Well I'm down to finish this if you are."

He nodded, "let's do it."

"Night guys!" Kairi smiled gleefully.

"Don't stay up too late," Xion winked.

"Speak for yourselves," I sneered.

"We gotta leave by six, don't forget," Roxas called to his roommates. "That's when the guards switch shifts."

The couples said their goodnights once more before dragging themselves off to their respective rooms. I moved to the other end of the couch, curling away from him to keep my distance. We'd agreed to take things slow so no matter how tempted I was I had to try.

Still, as the movie went on and we sat in an awkward silence, I found myself less drawn to it and more to him. His zipper was half down, revealing his lovely sternum and just sitting there he exuded that careless confidence I was so attracted too. Roxas was just so pretty, like a painting or a marble statue but he carried himself with this masculine energy I always felt I could crumble under in his presence. There was something so mean about him that drove me wild.

Internally, I groaned. I really did have a type, didn't I? Mari was right; I liked bad boys, jerks, assholes. Well, not assholes, I guess it was confidence and strength that drove me. He didn't have to try and I really liked that. There was just something about someone being so aloof but confident that just turned me on and with Roxas just sitting within arms' reach my switch had most definitely been flipped.

It had only been half an hour since our roommates had wandered off, probably losing themselves in each other and here I was craving the same.

Damn it, why did he have to look so good!? Why did he have to say all the right things? I'd been the one to say we had to calm it down but now all I wanted was to feel him inside me again. Was I becoming a sex addict? Is this how it started? I didn't want it all the time but since the first I just felt so invigorated. And I didn't want it from anybody else either; it had to be him and only him.

My eyes scanned down his toned chest and to the bulge building in his sweats. My body began to salivate just knowing that he was tempted as well. I wrapped my arms around my chest, feeling my nipples grow taunt the longer I looked at him.

He shuffled in his seat and caught my stare. His eyes were wide and cheeks red, I looked back with a similar gaze. I wanted him so badly; in all the ways we'd done it before and worse. I wanted to be back on the roof screaming out for him in the night.

There was creak of a door and heavy steps from the hall. I straightened immediately as Kairi made her way to our kitchen.

"You guys still here?"

"Y-yeah," I nodded. "But I think I'm gonna call it in for the night."

"Yeah?" Roxas bit his lip.

"It's pretty late," I murmured.

"All right," Kairi said, pouring two glasses of water. "Well the couch is all yours Roxas."

The words left me before I could even consider them, "why don't we sleep together?"

The two gawked at me and quickly I revised my words, "in my bed, I mean. The couch isn't comfy and my bed's big enough. As long as you don't snore you're welcome to it."

I shouldn't have offered but I really wanted to be with him again. They stared at me in silence; both shocked by my proposal when Sora's call for Kairi broke the quiet. I could feel her suspicion but she smiled regardless, "that's a good idea."

Roxas was still and I refused to meet his eye. I wished Kairi goodnight as she made her way back. Watching her door close, I let out a sigh of relief.

Weight toppled over me, forcing me flat on my back on the couch. I stared up to Roxas in shock, reddened from his aggression but he only sneered.

"Fuck slow."

He pressed a hard kiss down on my mouth. I groaned into him, impassioned by his ruthless tongue. I could feel him build between my legs and grew wet in his arms. My hands found their way to the hem of his sweats, kissing him back with glee at the prospect of pulling them off.

There was another click and I tore myself from his mouth in an instant. Flipping onto my stomach I glared down the hall to see Riku emerge. His head lifted and he paused to stare at Roxas over me.

"My earring's definitely not here," prattling; I stuck my hand beneath the couch. "Any luck on your end?"

I could feel the blond shuffle, "no luck here. Hey Riku, you seen an earring by any chance?"

The silver-haired boy gave an unconvinced smirk, "nope, sorry."

"Geez," Roxas rose from above me, allowing me to sit up as well. "I think it's gone, Hikki."

"Darn," my brows knitted with an uncomfortable smile. I watched Riku approach the coffee table and grab his phone. He must have left it behind; apart of me wondered if it was on purpose.

"Good luck looking," he definitely didn't believe us but he didn't push and rather, returned to Xion's room. After a moment, I looked back to the blond.

"Roxas," I whispered and took his hands. He was warm and I was ready to push further. I didn't want any more interruptions or misunderstandings. I wanted him in a place only he'd ever been. "Will you…"

"Hm?" He caressed my cheek softly, blue eyes examining my curvy frame.

"Will you spend the night with me?"

Was it too much to ask? Too blatant? It didn't matter because he didn't hesitate to raise us to our feet and tilt my head to his.

"Always, Hikari."

Our lips found each other and were perfect together in a tender kiss. When he separated us I could only smile. He reached for the remote and shut off the TV, leaving us in complete darkness. I led him down the hall right to my room and was sure to lock the door when we got in.

He tried to pull me into him once again but I was quick and slipped out of his grasp. I wanted to set the mood, see him when he touched me in my most intimate of places. My room was dark but not for long once I'd opened my window and pushed apart my curtains for just the right amount of light.

When I found him, he was seated at my desk, cheek cupped in his hand, elbow on my armchair. My heart skipped a beat, an image of Vanitas that Halloween night flashed within my mind. Before any uneasy feelings could settle in I reminded myself of the care and kindness the stunning blond before me had given. He held his other hand out to me lazily and I approached slowly. The moment he had me I was thrown into his lap, forced to straddle him but beyond happy for it. His signature scent, his familiar touch; it all dissipated any worries I had.

"I'm so fucking into you," he breathed. "It's making me crazy."

My hands massaged his jaw; "you think you have it bad? Did you forget about my little photo session already?"

He chuckled darkly, "how could I? I couldn't focus the rest of the mission. All I could think about was getting back to you."

"Really?"

He nodded, "just knowing that it was up and seeing all the likes and comments…"

"I only want you."

"You better."

Roxas lost himself on my neck, leaving kisses and gentle bites all over my collarbone and throat. My breaths were heavy and immediately I rocked against his lap. His rough hands gripped my ass, guiding me along as I threw my head back with a smile. God, it was so good to have him back again.

"I missed you so much," I spoke softly. "Whenever you're gone…"

"I'm here now," his hands rose to my waist. "I'm right here."

I just wanted to hold him, even if only for a little while. So I did. I leant into his chest and squeezed him as tight as I could. He held me back just as hard, rubbing my back and kissing my neck every so often.

"I've got one more mission before the holiday break," Roxas whispered. "But I'm gonna give you something tonight to tide you over."

I gnawed on my lower lip, "I don't have condoms."

"I do."

I shuddered in his grasp, "you do?"

I could feel his head bob up and down once before murmuring, "let me make love to you tonight, Hikari."

My arms gripped on tighter to the blond. My stomach instantly turned with arousal and I had to fight back from squealing with excitement.

"Yes Roxas," I breathed. "Please…"

He stood, slowly, still clutching onto my ass before seating me on my desk. I watched him sit back down on the office chair with a confused tension on my face. He only smirked in return before telling me to lean back. I did as I was told when I felt the hem of my shorts slip down my hips. As he tugged away at them, panties included, his eyes gazed into mine. He looked as if he was challenging me but there was no was I was going to put up a fight.

My bottoms tumbled to the floor and he spread my thighs. I was a mess of thrill and embarrassment as those blue eyes spied the excitement of my womanhood. This was too much, just him seeing me so vividly. Under his glare I was already dripping and praying to be satisfied and he knew that. I wouldn't beg, not tonight.

His hands rubbed my inner thigh, slowly encroaching on my center. I tensed in his touch and involuntarily bucked my hips forward. The blond let out a dark chuckle and I knew that was enough teasing for him. I threw my head back when his hot breath tickled me between my legs and bit back on my thumb, knowing that the moment he touched me I just might scream.

I was squirming when finally he lapped against me and sucked in the air harshly as his lips and tongue began to explore. My muscles grew tense once he entered me only with his slick tongue and I fought back each and every moan as he explored my sex. Why was he so good at this? Why was I so into this?

His mouth suckled my hardened bud and I clutched the hand holding me up into a fist. With each flick of his tongue I felt myself become less steady in his grasp and he knew this as he gripped onto my thighs tighter. Soon enough, I was mewling and biting down so hard on my thumb I thought I might taste blood. But I didn't care, the faster he became the more I wanted it. I breathed heavily, struggling to keep my eyes open when I noticed him shift in the chair. He was into this, really into this and knowing that only made me more excited.

My orgasm began to build as his tongue shifted from circling to penetrating. I was right on the brink and with that arched my back to grind into him closer. I could hear low but pleasurable whines escape him when a smile broke across my lips. My stomach churned harder, I rocked further and gasped his name once, releasing all I had on to him.

He guided me out of my climax with a kiss on my lower lips before pulling away with a satisfied grin.

I was limp against my desk, legs shut but still dangling with a naughty smile.

"Better than the gummy worms?" I teased.

"Much," he answered simply.

I watched him lick his lips before gazing at the burdening muscle beneath his sweats. Now it was his turn and I was just as hungry.

I kept my eyes on him and stripped from my tube top, tossing it into the pile of my clothes. My bra came next and his eyes widened in response. He couldn't hide that greedy grin once I dropped to my knees before him. Gingerly, I zipped him out of his hoodie and salivated at the sight of his bare chest. I took his hand in both of mine and placed it atop my head with a coy smile.

"Let me give you something to tide you over."

He let out a cool chuckle as my lips left a trail of kisses down to his strained member. It sprang at me as I yanked those sweats down. Already, the crown was bubbling and I sipped at his juices, earning a groan of my name. Once I released him, he relaxed once again and I lifted my breasts onto his lap. Genuine surprise crossed his face but I only gleamed in response. In moments, my lips coddled his head once again and I surrounded him. Instantly, I found my rhythm, pulling and pushing my body in opposite directions between my chest and mouth. He could only clutch onto my hair in response, suffocating any moans.

"Like that," he swallowed. "Just like that, Hikki…"

I pushed deeper, only the softness of my breasts to cushion my chin and worked my tongue around his throbbing member. Circling him enthusiastically I watched as he crumbled within me. The blond was writhing and practically chanting my name as I sucked harder and harder. His expression was tight and he tried to watch me but each time his reddened face caught mine he twitched and threw his head back.

Quickening my pace, he rolled his hips to the sound of my slurps on his rigid shaft. He was at his full length, so thick and hard my own arousal built as I squirmed on my knees. I had to get him there, fast, so I could put him somewhere else.

Roxas pumped me along, bobbing my head back and forth and covering his mouth in a desperate bid to orgasm. I could hear him muffle about finishing and decided to try something a little more wild than he'd probably expected.

Mari had told me about it once, how guys loved to see you covered in them and at the time I'd found it disgusting but sitting on my knees nude for him as he was pulsating above me in such a submissive position made me really want to try it.

"Light…"

This was it. I slipped him out of my mouth, only rubbing against with the flesh of my breasts with him slathered in my saliva and sweat. He looked down at me, confused but still clearly on the edge.

"I want it," I said and lathered the tip with only my tongue out. "So watch me take it."

His eyes pleaded with my dangerous smile. Roxas covered his mouth with his ringed hand and winced as he shot over me. His seed gushed into my mouth, over my lips and tongue. I pulled back once it hit my cheeks and forehead. Grinning, I jerked him through his orgasm, catching the rest of his juices over my breasts.

The blond was a wreck as he huffed to catch his breath and I settled on my knees, licking away at what I could on my mouth.

A look of concern flashed on Roxas' face, "a-are you okay? Was that okay?"

I chuckled but nodded eagerly, "perfect. Did you like it?"

Roxas' cheeks flushed but he nodded as well, settling back in the seat. I rose to grab a nearby towel to wipe my face down. As erotic as the whole experience was, I definitely didn't want it on my face any longer than it had to be.

"You're always surprising me."

"I try."

He grinned and gestured for me to get on his lap. I did as I was told and straddled him once more. He wasn't throbbing any longer but still stiff. I knew the night wasn't over and had to do all I could to get him back to his fury.

"The others are probably doing the same thing, you know," he said in a heavy breath.

"Geez, this place is like a whorehouse then, huh?"

He rolled his eyes at my sarcasm, "your poor neighbours."

"Well next time we'll just have to do it in your room," pouting, I rubbed my hands on his tender skin. "Or try Yen Sid's desk."

Roxas cocked a brow before the memory of that night crossed his face. His lips twitched upwards when he interlaced his fingers with mine.

"I haven't been able to go to the library since that night."

"Cause of what we did?"

His thumb gently ran over my skin, "yeah. I think about you and how beautiful you looked that night… Holding me, kissing me…"

His manhood twitched, teasing my lower lips but he continued, "I remember how you looked riding me in the night, screaming my name… There's no way I can focus in there. All I want to do is find you and hold you again."

"Roxas…" I cooed. "You're so sweet."

"I know," he frowned. "Don't tell anybody."

I giggled when he tilted my chin towards his, "you're the only one I can be like this with, Hikki."

His voice was low but melodious, reminding me of his singing and igniting me once more. There was a spark in his eye, the romance replaced by desire as he gripped onto my ass and rocked me into him hard.

"But don't get it twisted," he finally spoke. "Just cause you get to see my sweet side doesn't mean I can't do some damage."

His teeth grazed my neck while one of his hands cupped my breast and brought a harden nipple to his mouth. He flicked it with the tip of his tongue, practically bouncing me on his pelvis as I tangled my fingers in his hair.

"I know," I moaned. "And I like both sides."

He paused for a moment, looking up at me with rounded eyes but I drew him back with a rock of my hips.

"I like the you that's gentle," I began. "The you that's protective and worries. The you that's calm and romantic. The you that makes love to me…"

He switched to my other breasts, still enthralled by my words, encouraging me to go on.

"But I also like the you that's wild," I admitted. "The you that's angry and passionate. The you that fights and chases. The you that fucks me…"

I could feel him thrust slightly as our bodies rolled against one another.

"Mmm, but you know what I like the most?" I mewled in his arms. "I like the duality, I like the black and white because either way you won't let me go. I like that no matter what you know just when and how to push me. I like that you drive me forward. And Roxas? Mmm, Roxas… I really like our sex. A lot, probably too much even…"

I was practically wheezing as I grabbed onto his shoulders to try and catch myself. "I like how you just know me; that you can dominate me and take control but give me just enough to make me feel strong. I like when you taste me, when you tease me and I like tasting you… I like drinking you, watching that submissive face you make when you finish and how quickly you can flip back to being in charge. I like you, Roxas… I like you a lot. So please, do some damage. Now."

In moments the blond heaved me over his shoulder and tossed me on my bed. I giggled, turning on my back to look at his naked body only lit by the moonlight. His manhood was stiff and leaking already.

Roxas strolled back to his sweats and retrieved a thin package from his pockets. I blushed as he returned with a wolfish grin and tore the condom open with his teeth. His large hands gripped the latex and slid it down himself. His cool blue eyes remained on me but I dodged his sight to look at his protruding erection. I was so excited, too excited.

"Turn around." He said huskily. "Now."

I did as I was told and knelt on my hands and knees. Roxas took a hold of my hips and rapidly drug me to the edge of the bed. I murmured his name with a dirty smile when he raised my hips higher and lowered my head.

"Your ass is perfect," he goaded. The blond pried my legs further apart and began stroking past my lips to the small mound. "Maybe I'll take you there someday too."

I blushed at the naughty words just as he rubbed into me.

"Would you like that Hikari?" He whispered in a dangerous tone. "If I fucked you there?"

I was flowering in his words, both embarrassed and intrigued by the prospect. "Y-yes, Roxas…"

Darkly, he chuckled and finally slid past my folds. It burned a bit, aching as I felt him knead his way in but it was the dull pain I loved. I let out a sigh of relief as he stretched and filled me out.

"God, you're still so tight," he breathed and tugged onto my hair. "And warm and wet… Fuck, I could live in here."

"You should," I chimed from below.

"Mm," slowly, he began to stroke. Pushing and pulling himself from my tightening walls I could already feel myself falling into an immeasurable pleasure. "How much is rent?"

I giggled; even like this he was cracking jokes. "You couldn't afford it."

Roxas plunged deeper, earning a yelp from me. I bit down onto the comforter beneath me. There was no way I wanted to get caught by our friends, especially not in a pose as erotic as this.

His thrusts gained traction and soon enough he was plowing through me. His hands would alternate from gripping my hips to pulling my hair with the occasional slap on my ass; the last one was my favourite.

I was falling into a fevered frenzy as he fucked me harder, filling me from tip to base. The sensual sound of our skin slapping against one another only made me wetter. I jiggled on the bed with each pound as the pressure continued. My whole body felt so full when the entire length of him wound in me. I'd never been so grateful to have my face down and ass up so he couldn't see my hazy, glazed look.

"Mm, Roxas," even if I wanted to I couldn't stop talking. "You feel so good— Ah! You're so good…"

His hold on me tightened. I found myself fighting back against his thrust with him swelling entirely into me. We were both panting and moaning, trying so desperately to keep it down but wanting nothing more than to completely lose control.

"Lie on your side, love."

Roxas pulled out slowly and I quivered as I lost each inch of him. I tumbled to my side, facing my window when I felt his weight on the bed behind me. I titled my head back to him with a smile as he peered over me. Our lips tangled in one another when he lifted my leg to re-enter me. I broke our kiss and whined as his shaft filled me once more. Tossing my leg over his shoulder, Roxas burrowed in deeper.

Goosebumps ran against my skin as my wet heat enveloped the blond. He shuddered in response but only stroked harder. My mouth hung open, only able to utter the quietest of moans. I felt my orgasm build and the free hand he'd laid beneath my neck was now in my mouth.

"Suck," he commanded.

It took all I could to smother his fingers into my lips to avoid screaming. Roxas' own mouth was leaving hickeys on my skin to stop from calling out.

"So dirty…" I mumbled. "This position Roxas… It's too lewd."

"It's only gonna get worse from here, Hikki… Just wait until it's just us. I'll show you lots of dirty things."

I rolled my eyes and bit down hard on his fingers. Hearing that was already sending me. His thick manhood throbbed deep into my core and my muscles strained him. I was soaking all over and could feel his thudding heartbeat against my back.

"Don't stop, don't stop," I whined. "Harder baby, harder— Please, Roxas…! I'm close…"

"Always love," he snarled. "Give it to me, give it all to me."

We were primal, drenched in sweat and desire but fuck were we close. His swollen, heavy sac hit against me and I bit my lip to hold back the smile beaming on my face. I dropped my head into the pillow, straining for my orgasm as the energy zipped through me. He held me so tight it hurt but in the best way and bucked harder and harder, shaking my bed.

With his manhood curved upwards and my hands thrown back, lost in his hair, my inner walls tightened for the last time before I spilled upon him. He hitched his breath, bit down hard on my shoulder and collapsed within me. Our bodies contracted, muscles flexing through our powerful joint orgasm. We were riding high on the pleasure, fighting every urge to scream out for one another. The waves ran through our bodies before we finally slumped together on my bed. We were spent, aching from the intensity but also basking in it.

With a heavy sigh I turned towards Roxas to catch him still trying to catch his breath. He held my body flush to his and I kissed him softly. His lips were tender, even as we both struggled out of our orgasm.

Breaking the kiss with a silent peck we managed to shakily get ourselves under my bed covers.

I cuddled onto his chest while he stroked my hair softly. Our bodies were finally cooling down but together like this he still kept me warm. I could hear his heartbeat soften and couldn't help but smile satisfied.

"Roxas?" I whispered.

"Hm?"

"Do you… do you think this is too much?"

The pads of his fingertips guided my chin upwards. I looked up at his pearly white smile and instantly felt at ease.

"I don't care if it is," he answered. "We like each other. A lot. It's for us to decide what we want to do about it. Yeah, this may be unconventional but is that so wrong? I know with Vanitas things moved strangely. But Hikari, I know what that feels like; to just wake up and mean nothing to the person who means the most to you. Trust that I would never do that to you. I couldn't."

"Roxas…" his name was all I could manage to mumble. He was right, there was no rulebook on feelings or relationships and being with him was just enough for me; no matter the form that came in.

Tears welled in my eyes and I leant into his lips.

His brows furrowed, "what's wrong?"

I only shook my head and pulled him into a tender kiss.

—

"Roxas?"

My ears perked to the sound of his name and I forced myself out of my slumber. I glanced up at the blond sleeping so peacefully beneath me and smiled. He always looked so calm in bed, carefree even. I rose from his chest and looked to the door.

"It's almost 6," Riku said from behind the door.

Oh, right. I was disappointed to know he had to go but replied. "He's coming, sorry!"

I shook at the blond who staggered awake. He looked up at me through narrowed eyes in a daze of confusion.

"You gotta go baby," I whispered in his ear. The words left my mouth so suddenly I hadn't even realized I'd called him a pet name. It was one thing to do it when we were messing around but outside of that? Was that too soon? Was it normal? He groaned and arose from the bed. Luckily, he was too drowsy to notice. I watched the blond go to his clothes from the night before as I sat up, covering my naked body with my bed sheet.

He pulled on his sweats and said, "I had fun last night."

"Me too," I blushed. "But now we really do have to cool it down."

"I had a feeling you'd say that," he responded as he tossed on his hoodie. "I'll try but knowing we're both in Twilight Town… I mean I'm only sharing my place with Axel, it'll be much easier to sneak you in."

I rolled my eyes playfully, "if we keep going like this we could get in some serious trouble."

He approached me in my bed, "like what?"

"Well pregnancy for one."

"We're safe, at least now we are. I just like being with you, intimate or not. I mean our sex is brilliant, ten out of ten, I want to smash again and again—"

I chuckled at his teasing before he went on. "But as long as I'm with you I'll be good."

"Roxas!" We heard Sora call from the hall. "You made us get up early and you're not even ready?"

He growled, "I'm coming!"

"I'm sure you are…"

"Fuck off!" He blushed. I stiffened my laugh when he turned back to me.

"All I'm saying is I at least want to spend a little bit of time together in town, okay? I want you to meet my friends."

I could agree to that, "all right."

His lips captured mine in a soft kiss that sent tingles down my spine. After a few sweet moments he unfortunately slipped away and made his way to my door.

I watched him unlock it before he looked back at me with a kind grin, those big blues shimmering.

"You're my light."

"Always."

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