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Sun on a brazen field mark such beautiful scene of over grown plants line on another linked and twist shadows the flowers near an old house that's well maintained or cared of showing a welcoming presence of ageing home lived in for generations to come. miles upon miles of wheat flows gently with the wind rustling here or there against one another as clouds float large and small broken by a stone hand grazed through apart, small red head girl idling by a tree watching the clouds break apart as she rest her back on the comfortable bark.
The drowsiness slowly came to its peak as the eye lids flutter close to sudden darkness takeover for few seconds once light returned to show cold winter snow flow by the girl's eyesight of the scene appear of grey sky over her head with bare trees ranging everywhere in the area.
"who are you?"
the little girl turns to the voice of a female outline behind her as if waiting for a reply.
"I'm asuka miss, um..
mind telling me why I'm here 'again' since the other... i can't really say how but i know i been here before yet the memory is unable to show now. huh." asuka tilt her head in ponder to recollect the old memory in the back of her head not really trying to get it back.
"who are you?" the outline ask again like for clarification of asuka reconsider her choice of words.
"what do you mean 'who are you' i told you im Asuka Langley Sohyu/shikinami!? wait... who am i again? I. am. Asuka ."
asuka turned back around and march into the woods as darkness appear once again of her standing on white surface showing stars above and red earth above her sights watching the impact process and all life dissolve to LCL and hearing the voices of everything's regrets to her head which she sneered of the weakest will humans but pity for the newborns that yet experience life.
asuka closed her eyes once again as a new scene appears of shinji's father in front of her eyes.
"your a clone from the shikinami project as the same of the ayanami project we currently have still active though plenty to spare but you second child are the only one we get our my hands on since the whole thing is now gone. your goi-" blood came out of his mouth spread down the chin dripping on the floor below showing a crescent red. "wha-!?" he didn't finish the sentence when he he spotted a object puncture through the chest spraying asuka and everything else red as the world around fade to black.
A single thing comes to mind. Wonder girl.
within her life asuka has not great thing down the line and she helped many more to compensate the negative but she knows not all her actions can be ignored down the line, every choice she made comes back or not in life later yet what she did to come here of all places ain't beautiful. the spear that rest on her neck is the wrongs she did regrettably but it helps her move on.
she's not Soryu
she's not Shikinami
she's Asuka
light returned to asuka's sight when the sound of water patter release the daze as she gets to her feet to stretch all aching muscles and bones popping.
she head to the apartment door without a word to the resident owner when passing the bathroom as the door shut silently.