Natsuki Subaru was just your average 17 year old shut in. He had two loving parents that he loved and respected very much, stopped going to school, had no people to call friends, and indulged himself in manga, anime, light novels, and video games while also keeping up with a very strict fitness regime to stay in shape. And you would think he would be happy like this. Nope, he was dead on the inside. But, one day, he got transported to another world, a fantasy world, the type you would see in fiction. He's also got a secret power that he can't tell anyone, called Return By Death. Basically, he goes back in time whenever he dies. The downsides? He can't choose when to place his checkpoints, can't tell anyone jackshit about it, and he feels the pain of death. Nobody shouldn't be able to know how it feels to get eaten alive by a bunch of fluffy, cotton tailed, cute demon rabbits, but this poor son of a bitch does, not just once, but fucking twice. Not to mention how his self worth is completely shot to hell and his psyche being covered in mental cracks. Yeah, not really a fun time.
When Subaru was first starting out in this new world, he admits that he was really arrogant, and so full of himself. He genuinely thought that he was gonna end up becoming all powerful just like those generic isekai protagonists that you see in anime, light novels, and manga. But reality ended up bitch slapping that shit out of his head as he went forward with his life, bitch slapping him with the fact that he was weak combat wise and magic wise, his only saving graces being his luck, wits, and ability to redo. And since then, he has done many great things such as helping an half elf find her royal insignia for an election and saving her life from an crazy maniac obsessed with guts, saved an oni maid from being cursed to death, helped save a village from being destroyed by man eating beasts known as Mabeasts, helped kill a flying magic whale that has been terrorizing the world for four centuries, saved the same half elf and the villagers from a crazy cult of psychopaths, helped liberate a demihuman prison and saved two maids from that same guts loving maniac and her little sister, all with some help of course and not without mistakes. During all of this, Subaru learned that he had to rely on the help of other people, that he can't do everything by himself, while also trying to learn to love himself at least a little bit and not treating his life as if it was some kind of tool.
It is a bright, sunny day at the Mathers domain. The flowers are blooming, birds are chirping, and a certain nasty eyed knight is exhausted from training his ass off. It has been a couple of months since the whole Sanctuary crap happened, since he went through mental and emotional hell, since becoming the knight of his Emilia-tan. And his relationship with Emilia has progressed. Well, not how he would like it to.
Emilia is a naive half elf, who is participating in an election for the throne of Lugunica, so she can unfreeze her people. Not only that, but Emilia is actually the first friend Subaru has made in that world, and his first friend in years. She has been there for him since the very beginning of his journey into the fantasy world. She is also the woman he is in love with, or one of the women that he is in love with. He is also in love with Rem, a blue haired oni maid, who is now a sleeping beauty because a sin archbishop decided to feast on not only her memories, but any memories the world had of her, so everyone except Subaru forgot about her, even her beloved sister forgot about her, and it put her in a coma. And unfortunately, she was not the only casualty of having her memories eaten, as a certain verdant haired Duchess had her memories eaten by the same piece of shit as well. It really is a small world, huh.
Subaru thought that his relationship with Emilia had progressed somewhat and was heading towards a romantic direction. He managed to mend his friendship with her, which was fractured due to the bullshit that happened back at the Royal Selection in the capital, shit that was his fault, and they became a lot closer than they were before. Hell, they even kissed for Christ's sake! But their relationship, as of now, is still that of normal friends, despite kissing, which is throwing him for a loop.
Right after they liberated Sanctuary, Subaru had agreed to let Emilia figure out her feelings for him because he is a patient man after all, obviously. But even patient people have limits to how patient they can be and for how long, and Subaru is reaching that limit. It seriously can not take anyone this long to figure their shit out. They even fucking kissed! And due to his patience running thin, doubts have begun to pop up in Subaru's head, doubts about whether or not Emilia does have feelings for him or if she ever will develop anything for him. He has tried desperately to hold onto the hope that she will walk out of her room, give him a hug while telling him that she has finally figured her feelings out and that she actually loves him. But as the days pass by, that hope is slowly dwindling away into nothingness, and is simply becoming a far fetched fantasy that he can only find in his dreams, and it's painful for him, since he thought that he was finally getting somewhere with her, only to have that hope be yanked away from him due to the possibility that she might never love him.
Subaru has tried many things to get his mind off of that dreaded possibility. He has tried to help Ram with some of her maid duties, helping Frederica and Petra with the cooking, playing with Patrasche, Beartice and Petra, sewing, goofing around with Garfiel and Otto, and of course, training. But alas, none of them worked at all. It was just so damn frustrating! It wasn't just for that reason that he tried to keep himself busy.
Ever since Subaru was summoned to this world, he was subjected to so much pain, misery, and suffering, that he is actually impressed that he is still not insane. He has been disemboweled, mutilated, treated like shit, had his brains bashed out of his skull, had his throat slashed out by wind magic, suicide by either stabbing himself in the throat or throwing himself off of a damn cliff, beaten to an inch of his life and humiliated, abandoned, frozen to death, seen the people he loves die, and eaten alive by the Great Rabbit. The Great Rabbit...feeling himself get torn apart by tiny teeth, feeling a bunch of rabbits eat their way into his body, eating him from the inside out. They even ate through his ass! And then...they proceeded to peel the skin off of his head as if it were a banana, exposing muscle and bone. He finally felt death embrace after one of the rabbits decided to eat it's way into his skull and slurp on his grey matter, but even then, the pain didn't just stop there as he still felt the pain after he had Returned By Death and then proceeded to have a seizure. That death is Subaru's most traumatic and painful death as of right now, and possibly forever as there likely isn't a more painful death than that, right?
Well, due to all of his deaths and experiences, Subaru has become extremely traumatized. He doesn't like to be left alone with his mind. Not only that, but he has been self harming by scratching his arms, to punish himself, to get rid of the mental pain by inflicting physical pain upon himself. The only one who knows this is Beatrice, his contracted Great Spirit. The reason for this is because she is the one who heals his wounds. Subaru had to beg her to not tell everyone else, the reason being that he doesn't want to burden anyone else. Yes, he may have begun to rely on others, but it is still a work in progress after all. He does have to take baby steps to not rush the progress after all. Surprisingly she agreed to not tell anyone about his self harm tendencies.
Subaru was thinking about all of this as he was laying down on the ground, taking a break and trying to gather his breath. As he was trying to catch his breath, he heard footsteps nearing him. He looked up, only to see his two brothers, Garfiel and Otto, the two friends he had gained from the Sanctuary incident.
"Oi! Captain! Did ya just finish training or was it somethin else?" Said Garfiel, while showing off his signature toothy grin of his while looking down at Subaru.
"Oh! Hey you two! And no, I didn't. I just fought Reinhard in a bare knuckle fist fight and actually got a hit on him." Subaru said with a smirk on his face, looking at Garfiel, who had stars in his eyes, as if he was looking at a god in mortal flesh. Otto sighed and had to resist the urge to facepalm himself harder than Roswaal getting his ass clapped by the entire Emilia Camp.
Meanwhile
"Achoo!" Sneezed a certain clown in his office, this clown being none other than Roswaal, the backer of the Emilia Camp, and the asswipe behind the Great Rabbit coming to the Sanctuary and the one who hired the assassins to attack the mansion and kill everyone inside. His reasons for doing all that is simple: He is a major simp for his teacher Echidna, the long dead Witch of Greed and his way towards that goal was Subaru, which of whom he was trying to mold into someone that is really identical to himself, by trying to drive him insane by having him be faced with an impossible choice, only for the clown to get fucked up instead. Talk about karma, am I right folks?
"Are you alright, Roswaal-sama?" asks Ram, twin sister of Rem, and is the pink haired oni maid simping for the clown, which is mostly a case of stockholm syndrome. She, like everyone else except for Subaru, forgot about her sister. Also, she is pretty much a tsundere when it comes to Subaru. She will insult him at any chance she can get, but at the end of the day, she does care for him, but in her own unique way, by verbally abusing the Od Luguna out of his tracksuit wearing ass.
"Yeeees, my dear Ram. I think it's juuust someone thiiiiiinlking about me." says Roswaal, while giving off that creepy ass clown smile of his, that makes him look like he belongs in a circus, filled with mabeasts, with the boss being Hector. Roswaal just goes back to writing in whatever he is writing in and wishing he could drink his teacher's heavenly bodily fluids like any true simp would, while wishing that a certain nasty eyed bastard didn't burn his queen-I mean teacher's book, which would have told him the future, and which is how he knows about Subaru's ability to loop back to the past, but not the method to how it is done.
"Garf, Natsuki-san was just joking. Don't take this the wrong way Natsuki-san, but there is no way you would have been able to hit Reinhard. To be honest, he most likely has a divine protection of dodging, or something like that." Said Otto while looking at Garf and then at Subaru. Otto knew that Garfiel was about to go on a rant about how Subaru is such a badass, and thought he would do everyone a favor by telling Garfiel that it was actually a joke.
"You may be right, but damn would that be cool!" Subaru said while Garfiel gave a "Hell yeah!" and Subaru raised his fist into the air, thinking how cool it would actually be to manage to land a hit on Reinhard. Not only would that be badass, but it would show that he has improved a lot. Not that he wants to hit Reinhard mind you, since they are friends after all and Reinhard hasn't given Subaru any reason to even want to do that kind of thing. But still, having the title of "The Guy Who Managed To Punch The Sword Saint In The Face" would be empowering, intimidating and badass, although that might either get himself executed or extremely hated since the Knights worship the ground Reinhard walks on, as if he is a god or more specifically Knight Jesus.
"Natsuki-san, you look troubled. Do you have something on your mind, something you want to talk about? Or do you need to get punched again so you can be reminded that you need to rely on your friends?" Otto said while looking at Subaru and punching his fist into the palm of his other hand, trying to look intimidating and failing at it. But hey! At least he is trying his best here!
"Don't worry about it Otto, I don't want to burden you guys with it. And besides, what I say might make me look like an asshole." Subaru said, trying not to look either Otto or Garfiel in the eyes. "Punching it is then." Otto said as he began walking towards Subaru.
"Otto look, if I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to talk about it. And besides, you trying to push me into talking about it will just do more harm than good." Otto lowered his arms and stopped walking towards him as if this were a Jojo reference. Otto looked at Subaru with his arms crossed, disappointed that he may actually have a point. Garfiel was just standing there, frustrated that he couldn't help, standing still with his arms crossed as well, looking like he was about to scold someone while his lips were locked into a frown. He knew Subaru had his problems, and the fact that he doesn't ever want to tell anyone about them, even though everyone would want to help him. Well, except Roswaal, but that's obvious.
Subaru just looked at them and sighed while closing his eyes. He hated worrying his friends like this, he truly did. While it is nice knowing that he has people who care for him enough to check on him, he didn't like burdening them with his shit. He would rather just keep his frustrations about his relationship with Emilia a secret, but deep down, he knew he would feel better to just talk about these things with someone he trusts. Who knows? These two might actually have some great advice on how to proceed with this. But then again, he just doesn't want to go through this shit right now.
"Look guys, I'm finished with training, so I'm just gonna go rest in my room for a bit if you two don't mind. Gotta stay well rested, ya know." Subaru said while turning away from them, heading towards the main doors of the mansion to enter and make his way towards his room. As Subaru was walking up the stairs and heading up towards his room, he began thinking. Subaru couldn't help but think he was a bit of an asshole towards Otto and Garfiel. He knew they only wanted to help him, but this problem is his and his alone, something that he needed to solve on his own without their help. If he couldn't solve his issues concerning his love life himself, then what right does he have to call himself a man dammit!
Once Subaru opened his door to his room, without any hesitation, he immediately plopped face down on his comfy bed to rest and think about what to do while trying not to go to sleep because of the nightmares. Maybe he should talk to someone about this. He might feel better talking about this with someone, to lighten the load off of his chest. He might go talk to Rem about this, but then again, she wouldn't be able to help because she basically is a living potato, and someone might overhear what he will be saying, so that's a no-go as well. He already fucked up his chances about talking to Garfiel and Otto about this, so that's marked off of the list of potential options for him. But that is until he heard a knock on his door.
Huh, I wonder who it is...Subaru thought to himself, trying to figure out who could be knocking on his door right now as he got up and walked towards his door. It can't be Beatrice or Petra, since the two of them are too busy playing together. It can't be Garfiel or Otto because he did tell them to leave him alone for a bit and they probably would respect his wishes unless his moping goes too far. It can't be Ram because despite caring about him, she is still probably with Roswaal, attending to him as a maid should. It sure as fuck can't be Roswaal because lets face it, that make up wearing, jester looking piece of magical circus shit wouldn't give a damn unless he needed a redo, especially since he is the Pennywise downgrade that tried to drive Subaru insane by making a plan that involves everyone that Subaru cares for dying in horrible and agonizing ways. Yep, fuck Roswaal. And it definitely can't be Emilia because she does have a lot of paperwork to sign and write since she is a royal candidate for the throne of Lugunica.
He opened the door and saw the person he least expected the most, Frederica, Garfiel's sister and maid of the Emilia Camp. The reason why he least expected her is because he isn't really too close to Frederica. He never really talked to her unless she asked him about Garfiel and how Garfiel is behaving, like how an older sister would, which he thought was kinda cute. Honestly, Subaru thinks she is gorgeous. Long blonde hair, tall, big green eyes full of life, a beautiful smile, a big ass, an attractive pair of legs, nice curves, breasts that are big, but not too big, her reserved and formal personality and not to mention her maid outfit. If Subaru wasn't in love with Emilia, he would have pursued Frederica instead.
"Good afternoon, Subaru-sama. May I come in?" Frederica asked while looking at Subaru and doing her maid bow, by lifting up the hems of her skirt slightly. Subaru's mind was blown with how cute that was, especially due to him quite possibly having a maid fetish.
"Sure, Frederica. And please, call me Subaru. We're friends, aren't we?" Subaru said while moving out of the way so she can enter his room. He had a small, barely noticeable blush on his face due to being alone with a girl in his room. He would have been a blushing mess if this happened when he first got summoned, as it happened with Ram when she was in his room in one of his failed loops when he first came to the mansion. But now? While he was still the same person, and still had his personality, he has been through so much that he didn't really overreact to it like he used to in the past.
"Yes, anyone who is a friend of my little brother is a friend of mine, but are you sure? You're a knight, someone in a higher class than I am." Frederica said to Subaru, kinda being unsure of what to do. She wasn't just treating him with respect just because he is a knight, but because of the fact that he is the man who saved her brother from his own path of self destruction. Not to mention that he is the one who came up with the plan to save her and Petra from the Bowel Hunter and that little girl. Also, there is another reason for that as well.
Frederica has a massive crush on Subaru. It is not hard to see why. He is kind, laid back, carefree, great with kids, a hard worker, handsome, and a hero. Subaru played a major role in saving her people and liberating them, saved her brother, and came up with the plan that saved her and Petra. Not to mention that he is now a knight. But she is shy about her feelings, and she hasn't told anyone about this, but she thinks Ram may know. Ram caught Frederica staring at Subaru as he trained, and the pink haired maid had a mischievous glint in her eyes, like she had just found some ammunition to use. Luckily, she hasn't said anything yet.
But she hadn't done anything about her feelings towards the nasty eyed knight. It's not because she doesn't want to. It's because it's clear who Subaru is in love with, and she wouldn't want to mess up a potential relationship for him. But, she is getting a little mad at Emilia though, since the half elf is basically leading the poor man on. If she doesn't love him, just tell him. If she loves him, just tell him. It seriously cannot be that difficult.
The reason why she is in Subaru's room in the first place is because Garfiel and Otto asked her to check on him. Otto explained the whole situation to Frederica and said that Subaru looked worried, angry and depressed, and he didn't want anything to happen to his friend after all. Otto also said that he would have asked either Emilia or Ram, but Emilia was too busy and Ram was with Roswaal, so she was the only option he had left. As soon as he got done explaining, she went to Subaru's room immediately with no hesitation.
"Yeah, I'm sure. The whole class thing never really mattered to me anyway, and you are Garfiel's sister. Besides, I once worked here as a butler myself anyway, so as far as I'm concerned, we're equals." Subaru said while shrugging and giving her a smile that made her heart flutter and made her blush a little as well.
"O-okay...Subaru." Frederica said while looking at him. She should have known that's what his answer would be. She is talking to Subaru after all. But then, she remembered what she came there to do.
"Subaru, are you doing okay? Otto-sama said that you weren't doing too well, and I came here to check on you and Garf is worried about you as well." Frederica looked at Subaru, her eyes filled with worry.
"Ah! I'm doing fine. You know how Otto is, being a worry wart and all. So there is no need to worry about me." Subaru said, trying to muster up the best smile he can make to mask that lie. But that wasn't fooling Frederica. She had instincts when it came to these types of things.
"Subaru, you're not fooling me. You are far from okay. I can see it in your eyes. So please, tell me what's wrong. You can trust me. I am here to help you, I am your friend after all." Frederica said, trying to get Subaru to understand that he can place his trust in her. He needs to know that he will feel better if he just tells her what's wrong.
Subaru knew that he really hadn't fooled Otto and Garfiel, and he knew that he couldn't fool the woman in front of him. He knew that he was gonna have to go through this at some point, but he didn't think Frederica of all people would be doing this. But hey, he has a literal time manipulation ability that thrives on his death, so this isn't too far fetched to him. Well, he just hopes that she won't think he is an asshole by the time this is over.
"Yeah...you're right. I'm not really ok. It's about my relationship with Emilia-tan, with how it is going, and some other things as well." Subaru felt like he just wanted to break down talking about this, but he had to keep going. Just have to not trigger the penalty.
"As you probably know, I'm not from Lugunica. But you probably wouldn't believe me. For now, I'll just tell you that the place I'm from is out of this world." Subaru said while looking at Frederica, with sadness and distress evident in his eyes.
Out of this world…? Wait, is he saying that he is from beyond the Great Waterfall? Frederica thought to herself. That would actually explain a lot about him. She didn't say a word, allowing Subaru to continue with what he was saying.
"I can't ever go back and see my parents again, even if I tried. No matter how much I want to, I just know that it is impossible." Subaru said, with grief evident in his voice. Even though he didn't really like his old life back in Japan, Subaru truly loved his parents. And like anyone who loves their parents, Subaru misses his, and that will never change.
"I've actually been with Emilia since the very beginning. She is my first friend I made here. And ever since then, believe me or not, I have been through so much. I've put my life at risk so many times to save people, and to impress Emilia. I was so full of myself back then. I honestly thought I was like the protagonist of a story, so I thought I was gonna become all powerful, that I was gonna become some hero that was gonna save the world, because there were stories of stuff like that from where I came from. That's when reality slapped me in the face and showed me that my way of thinking was bullshit, when I made myself look like a jackass at the royal selection, when Julius beat the shit out of me in a duel, when Emilia abandoned me…" Subaru said with a bit of a whimper, recounting everything that had happened to him. And Frederica was looking at him with eyes full of pity, but on the inside...she was fuming. The fact that Emilia abandoned this poor soul when he clearly needed help just made her furious, but she just stayed there and continued to listen to Subaru.
"I was at a very low point. My confidence and self esteem was barely existent, I completely hated myself and I was just so tired of it all. I honestly wanted to run away, to start over in another country, but someone dear to my heart convinced me to stay, and told me that there are people who care about me, people who actually love me, and that I am not worthless, that I'm her hero. She then told me that I can just start over, from zero. In fact, it's thanks to her that I was able to do the things I did to save everyone. She's the one who gave me the push I needed." Subaru smiled, thinking about all of the memories he has of Rem.
"That girl you're talking about...I assume that she is the blue haired woman that is sleeping." Frederica said.
"Yep, that's her alright. Her and Crusch, another candidate for the throne, got attacked. Rem's memories and the memories the world and everyone had of her was eaten, while Crusch only had her memories eaten, both of which I'm guilty of. And somehow, I'm the only one who remembers Rem. It was at that moment that I vowed to save Rem and have her memories restored. Then, the whole thing at the Sanctuary happened. All of that added more mental scars to the scars I already had." Subaru said. He grimaced as he thought about all the deaths he had suffered through thanks to that shitshow, especially the rabbits. Nothing tops the rabbits.
"In the end, I managed to save everyone. Not only that, but I repaired my relationship with Emilia and we've gotten closer than ever before. We've even kissed back at the Sanctuary. I told her that I would give her time to figure out her feelings for me, but it's been a couple of months since then and I think I've been patient enough. I can't help but think that there might be a chance that she doesn't love me, or that she will never love me. The thought of that saddens and frightens me. I...I'll understand if you think differently of me, if you think that I'm nothing but a loser. I can't exactly argue with you on that one." Subaru said while giving a sad, broken smile that is a far cry from the one he usually gives. He expected Frederica to be disgusted to even be near him after everything he told her, but what he didn't expect was her to come up to him and hug him. She then looked him in the eyes and told him some things that shook him to his core.
"Subaru, you are not a loser. In fact, you are far from it. You may not be perfect, no one is, and you have made mistakes, like everyone has, but that doesn't mean you're a bad person or that you are undeserving of love. Even though you didn't have a good start, you became a better person as you went on. Yes, you do have flaws, but who doesn't? If Emilia-sama doesn't love you even after all you have done for her, then that is her problem and her fault, not yours. Also, you are very loved. Look around and see all the people who care for and adore you. In fact I...well…" Frederica said before suddenly blushing and getting all shy.
"I...think it would be better if I show you how I really feel." Frederica said before lunging forward and smashing her lips onto Subaru's, kissing him. This action caused Subaru's brain to overload, and he couldn't figure out what else to do, so he kissed her back. Lips began to overlap each other as Subaru and Frederica began to deepen the kiss, pulling each other closer, brushing up against each other's bodies. Frederica's tongue forced its way into his mouth, and began wrestling with his tongue, both tongues fighting for dominance over the other. After a couple of minutes, they separated each other's lips to catch their breaths, while still holding each other, a string of saliva between the distance of their faces.
"Frederica, do you want to keep going or do you want to stop? Because I have a feeling that if we keep doing this, we're gonna be going down a road we can't return from, so I wanted to make sure beforehand." Subaru said while still trying to gather his breath.
One part of Subaru's mind wanted him to stop because he was doing this with someone who isn't Emilia. But at the same time, another part of Subaru's mind wanted to keep it going with Frederica, not caring about the fact that she isn't Emilia, especially since there is a chance that he may never gain Emilia's romantic affections. So, why not spend this moment with a woman who actually does love him? Who knows? This might blossom into a really beautiful relationship, and he wanted to keep going towards that, to give it a try.
"Yes, I would love to, only because it's you who I'm doing this with." Frederica said with no hesitation in her voice, right before she lunged towards Subaru again, but this time, with more hunger. This time, their hands began rummaging all over their bodies, feeling each other up while sucking lips and tongue. One of Subaru's hands, as if on auto pilot, grabbed her breast and squeezed, firm and soft, getting a pleasurable moan out of her. That's when everything changed.
Frederica pushed Subaru onto his bed, onto his back. As Subaru sat up, he saw something that had his dick begging to be released from his pants even more now, as most of his blood is now flowing down towards Tiny Subaru at this sight. Frederica undressed, discarding her maid uniform and showing Subaru her naked body in all of its beautiful glory while looking down at him with a toothy grin on her face, with the smile of a predator who is about to gobble up her prey, the prey being him. And this strangely turned him on to the max. Subaru only knew two things at that moment: 1. This is gonna feel so fucking great. 2. He is gonna be so exhausted after this.
Later
"Oh crap…" Subaru muttered, in fear of what could possibly happen.
"What's wrong, Subaru?" Frederica asked, with a hint of worry mixed into her voice.
"I...I came inside of you. You could get pregnant…" Subaru said, scared that he might have actually gotten her pregnant.
"Oh, don't worry about that. Today is a safe day. So, I most likely won't end up pregnant." Frederica informed Subaru, but was still blushing from the implications of being pregnant with his child, feeling joy from the thought of it.
"Oh thank God." Subaru said, really relieved. It's not that he doesn't want to be a father. It's because he doesn't think he should be a father yet. He would love to be a father one day, but he would like to live his life a bit more before that happens, to enjoy himself while he is still young. He already made up his mind that when he finally does get a son, he's gonna name him Kenichi, or Naoko if he gets a daughter, since they are his parents names. Frederica just looked at him and giggled. But Subaru had something on his mind.
"Um, Frederica? Where does this leave us? Are we a couple now or?" Subaru asked, genuinely curious about this. He still does love Emilia, that hasn't changed. But, he thinks he may be in love with Frederica as well. Not to mention, there is Rem as well. God, his love life is so confusing.
"That depends on you, if you want a relationship." Frederica said while looking up to Subaru, still hugging his chest. Subaru pondered this question, since it would be a big change for him. After some thinking, he came to a decision, a decision that he is fine with.
"I still love Emilia, I do. But, I think-no, I know that I'm falling in love with you as well. So, I want to give us a shot, see where this goes. But I have a feeling that this is gonna work out, hopefully." Subaru said, genuinely meaning everything that he had said. It would be stupid if he didn't even bother giving this relationship a shot, and really immoral too since he did deflower her.
Subaru noticed that Frederica was a little quiet, so he looked at her to see her reaction. Her green eyes were teary, she gave him a wide smile that could brighten up even the darkest room, all while hugging him even tighter.. Well, at least she looks happy about it. But then, he was reminded about the shitshow that is gonna possibly happen when he has to tell Emilia about this. Not to mention the fact that Garfiel is gonna turn him into a Natsuki Pretzel. Otto is gonna join in, because he basically fought off a crazy demihuman tiger on steroids so Subaru could kiss Emilia back in Echidna's tomb. Ah, what a bro. But then, the door opened and revealed a loud voice.
"Oi Captain! Have you seen sis? The last time I saw her was when-" Garfiel said and stopped talking when he saw his Captain and his sister...in bed, hugging each other...while naked. Garfiel has seen many things in his life that he wishes he could forget, but this? This is the one to top them all off. Can't blame the guy since he is seeing his Captain, the man he sees as his brother, in bed, naked, with his sister, who is also naked.
What made matters even worse is that Beatrice, Subaru's adorable Great Spirit, is with Garfiel, standing right next to him and sees the same scene that he is seeing. And the Great Spirit had her mind blown by the fact that her contractor was doing this with a woman that isn't that half elf or even that blue haired oni. She was feeling mixed emotions of embarrassment and happiness. Embarrassment because well...she is looking at two people who are completely naked right in front of her. Happiness because she had a feeling that the relationship with the half elf wasn't gonna happen. She knew that Subaru wasn't gonna be patient forever, and it is clear that he is happy right here.
"Uhhhhhhhh..." Subaru said, completely dumbfounded. Subaru and Frederica had absolutely no idea what to do here. And yes, their faces were as red as tomatoes. They couldn't even form the words to explain this.
"Captain...I just want to get out of here so I can sooner no longer have to see this, so I trust ya and please take care of my sis." Garfiel said, with a red face as well.
"I want to get out of here as well, in fact. But congratulations, I suppose." Beatrice said, while trying not to look at them.
"Guys, can you guys not tell anyone about...us? Also, well...get out of here!" Subaru said in an exasperated tone as Garfiel and Beatrice ran out of the room and slammed the door.
"Damn, it is our first day dating and we have already been found out. Well, this was gonna happen sooner or later, huh?" Subaru said in a joking tone of voice, looking at his new, and first, girlfriend.
"Yes, this was inevitable. Out of everyone living here, at least Garf and Beatrice-sama knows." Frederica said while smiling at her boyfriend. Huh, that sounds weird even in my mind. But at the same time, it feels so right. Frederica thinks to herself.
"But what about Emilia?" Subaru says, still worried about what the half elf may think.
"Sorry if this sounds rude, but she's going to have to deal with it. She had her chance with you, but she didn't take it. So now, she has to deal with the consequences. And there is something else she will know as well." Frederica said.
"And what's that?" Subaru asked, curious about what she was going to say. That's when Frederica kissed him. And then after thirty seconds, they stopped. Frederica looked at Subaru and giggled after seeing the surprised expression on his face while he blushed.
"She will know that you are mine, and only mine."
This fic was deleted off of here. I have talked to some people, and they have told me that it may have been Emilia simps or Otto x Frederica shippers. Also, I am confused as to why my fic was taken off for going against the so-called guidelines, when fics like Re:Sex and Isekai Dream are still up. Hell, there is a literal fic that is basically loli torture porn, and it is still up. If this does get taken off again, I have an account on Ao3, HereticSlayer69. Had to clean this version of the fic, so it isn't really smut anymore, but hey, the actual sexual version is on AO3.