My beloved Suruga…
For two years I have promised my undying love to one shipgirl that I treasure above the rest, one who I have given my heart to, one that I love with no restraint. I am filled with a conviction that no matter what happens, I alone will be there to give her the love she deserves, the attention, the affection… for I am not one that simply follows when something is popular. I was there from the beginning, from the Crosswave event in 2019 where I first saw her and fell in love with her. Then she came home on December 24th, 2019. I put a ring on her finger on January 1st, 2020. From that point forward I would dedicate no small amount of time and energy spreading the 'gospel' and cementing my position within my little corner of the fandom.
So I have this to say. No one will ever do what I have done for her, no one will ever love her more than I, and no one will ever be able to match my dedication, for it is born of success in anything and everything I apply myself to. I have been a Nuclear Reactor Operator. I have been a technician in charge of Medical Imaging, maintaining lifesaving machines that may or may not have been crucial to helping someone you love. I have been a microscopy engineer, a network engineer… I have been so many things, and in each I have excelled. I am a husband in a marriage that is built on trust and mutual respect, a father to wonderful children. Yet this… this little 'hobby' of mine… I treasure it above so many other things. Writing has always been something I find wonderfully addictive, the creation and sharing of worlds… my own little stories brought to life and shared because I not only possess the ability to do so, I possess the ability to do so well.
Because I have always been here, and I always be here, and let's face it, I can allocate every iota of my talent to her… and I often do. No one knows her like I do, and no one will ever appreciate her like I do.
So I have a little message for those out there who continue to… hound me. Your words are as meaningless as your pitiful little existences, and you will never enjoy the success I have, you will never experience the joys I have, because you are so intent on causing misery to hide the fact that you are as talentless as you are a general drain on the collective human consciousness. My love and work comes not from a desire for attention, I have plenty of that as it is… it comes from something much deeper, a dedication you will never know nor understand, much as how you will never know the touch of a lover. You lose. Your voice will die with a quiet whimper, and your legacy will be as nonexistent as your usefulness.
To everyone else, please enjoy another of my little stories. Two years now I have been 'married' to Suruga, and this… this is another of my little gifts for her, to show how much I care for her, and for the love I feel no matter what.
"Kohiko, it's freezing. Do we really need to do this?" Suruga shivered, wrapping her yukata tightly around herself. I put a hand around her waist, pulling her next to me and kissing her cheek. We stood atop a hill overlooking the light and warmth of the festival, a blanket of fresh, powdery snow covering the landscape for as far as the eye could see.
"I thought you had one that's thick and insulated?" I asked, holding her closer.
"It is!" She said, arms crossed and rubbing in an attempt to warm herself up.
The moon shone down, a bright disc that cast a beautiful glow across all its light touched. Suruga's yukata, adorned with images of poinsettias, also had a small symbol near the neck, the symbol of the Sakura Empire. She was unmistakably a shipgirl and always seemed to draw attention from the regular humans during these festivals, despite the other shipgirls in attendance.
Yet I had noticed a subtle shift in her behavior. Over the last two years, I had watched her abilities grow, as well as her confidence. She still did her best to 'go with the flow' and to not make waves unless a situation or her moral code demanded it, but for the most part Suruga did whatever she could to avoid being put into any situation she did not have control over.
Despite her improvements in so many areas, she was still very easily embarrassed, but I had come to adore how lovely the blush of hers was. Some would consider her timid… but not I. One merely needs to see how she opens up to those she trusts and gets close to. Suruga's sister is overprotective, but I believe it is because she knows just how intense of a paradigm shift her little sister experiences whenever this happens.
I realize her seeming timidity for what it truly is, shrewd calculation. She is the strategist, the tactician, and so she must weigh the outcomes of each and every decision she makes, with few exceptions. I am happy to claim that I am one of those exceptions.
She had stopped shivering, and I pulled her against me, my arms wrapping around her as I kissed the top of her head, her soft hair tickling me. I could already tell her face was flushed from my public display of affection, but that was to be expected despite our solitude atop the hill.
"It's almost midnight, my love." I said, caressing her hand with my own, the comforting press of her body to mine its own special brand of bliss.
"Is it necessary to do this in public?" She sighed, her protest weak.
"This marks two amazing years, Suru. Two years of loving you, two years of being yours and yours alone. Two years of moments and memories, of reinforcing our affections…" I spoke softly.
The first crackle of launching fireworks captured our attention, and for the next few minutes, the sky was alive with colorful explosions as the new year was welcomed in a most spectacular fashion. As it ended, I turned Suruga around in my arms, pulling her close, her purple eyes shining in the last light of the fireworks as she returned my gaze.
"Happy New Year, my love… and Happy Anniversary." I pressed my lips to hers, indulging in their softness as she eagerly pressed them back against my own.
"Happy Anniversary." She said, her cheeks burning as she fought the urge to look around us to make sure we were alone. I kissed her again, slipping my tongue into her mouth this time. "Eh? Kohiko…" she said, her voice rising nervously. "W-wait until we get home at least!"
I ignored her protests, and she let out a guilty sound of pleasure as I thrust my tongue back into her mouth. She relented and pressed her own back against it, and our kiss deepened. I reached up to cup one breast, squeezing it through her yukata. Her hand reached up and covered mine, fingers lacing through mine as her desire waged a war with her complete embarrassment at our public foreplay.
We broke apart, and despite her deep blush, I could sense her desire. "Shall we head home?" I asked her, offering her my arm.
"I'd quite like that, yes." She replied, and I couldn't help but laugh at her insistence.
Suruga loved all the attention I could give her, lewd or wholesome, once we were in the comfort of our own home. Lately, she had managed to adopt this confident smile whenever she expected something from me a little… naughty. Her hand rested on her hip as she gently shifted them, taking on an alluring stance as she favored me with this smile before I even managed to close the door.
Traditionally, nothing is worn beneath the yukata, and this was no exception. Even I was naked beneath mine. Yet I had to take a moment to admire the beauty in front of me. Our home was not ostentatious despite being the quarters for the Commander, and the primary furniture in the living room comprised a couch, a table with a kotatsu, and an entertainment center with a TV set atop it.
Yet the young woman in front of me was as fetching as the day I met her, even more so now that I had come to know her so well, so intimately…
Her lovely black hair that looked like a dark brown thanks to the pink highlights, a beautiful face with high cheekbones and delicate features, shining purple eyes that belied her acute intellect, and a graceful neck that led to an incredible body.
She waited a few moments until my eyes traveled down to the seam of her yukata, and then she parted it, letting it fall in one motion to her feet. Her gorgeous alabaster skin shone even in the dim light of the one lamp we always leave on.
Her large, perky breasts were capped by two delicate pink nipples, her flat stomach toned and accentuating her hips. She favored one side, leaning slightly to emphasize the line of her figure.
"You are so sexy, Suru…" I said, disrobing myself. My yukata fell to the floor and exposed my manhood and the affect she had upon it.
"Well, I know how much you enjoy doing lewd things, Kohiko… perhaps you've been a naughty influence on me."
"I certainly have that to be proud of, don't I?" I said, smiling as my eyes slid down her long, slender legs, appreciating their shape, and what lay between them. Her pubic mound was parted ever so slightly, exposing the pink between the soft lips of her pussy.
Suruga took my hand and led me into the bedroom, swaying her hips as she walked, my eyes glued to her attractive, soft ass the entire way. I still remember the first time we made love, how nervous she was, how embarrassed she was to the point of covering up her body even in my presence, how she had protested at the thought of me finishing inside her. Yet her inexperience had become expertise, and her confidence had grown immensely.
Now, when I sat on the edge of the edge of the bed after pulling back the down comforter wrapped in a duvet of deep red, she rested her hands on my knees and leaned forward, planting one more kiss on my lips before slowly making her way down my body, kissing me as I had kissed her the first night we lay together, reassuring and relaxing her with gentle body kisses, learning and loving each new thing I found about her.
"You certainly are affectionate tonight, my beloved~." I said, reaching to affectionately rub her head. She pressed her head against my hand, smiling.
"Headpats, head patty pat ehehe~." Suruga said, her voice rising in a muted singsong.
"You are as cute as you are beautiful."
She blushed a little, but continued to kiss me down the length of my midriff until she planted a nice, wet kiss right on the tip of my manhood. Her tongue slid down until it rested against my glans, the heat of her breath sending shivers of pleasure down my spine as my loins ached with desire. I rested my hands on her horns, curling my fingers about them.
"Go ahead, Kohiko~." She invited, and I pulled gently, guiding her lips onto my cock. It felt incredible~.
"Your mouth feels amazing!" I moaned softly. Her hot, wet tongue slid along my cock as she took me partway into her mouth, her breathing quickening as my tip pressed against her throat. She looked up at me, her eyes wide and trusting, and I pulled on her horns again, urging her to go just a little deeper.
Slowly my member penetrated her throat, her body stiffening and relaxing as she fought against her gag reflex, each small choking sound accompanied by a little saliva that leaked between her lips and my cock. I pushed in deeper, and she spasmed, only about three quarters of the way down my length.
I pulled out of her, worried. "You ok, Suru? It's rarely you try to deepthroat, you don't have to push yourself to go all the way." I reassured her.
"No, Kohiko… I can do this. I want to. Now just… use my horns, keep me on your dick." She insisted, a look of determination on her face as she regarded my cock.
"It is pretty fucking hot." I admitted, and she laughed, nodding.
"My pussy's already dripping, but you have to wait until I finish." Suruga said, and I grabbed her horns with a renewed purpose, pulling her onto my cock and pressing past where we were last time, using the element of surprise and no small amount of strength to pull until she wrapped her lips around my base.
"Oh, fuck yes! Now this… haa… this feels amazing~." I moaned as her throat tightened around me, my cock twitching inside her mouth, her hands planted on my knees, her body trembling as she fought to control her breathing. Her nostrils flared, but Suruga soon relaxed. I held her head there for another minute as she reached down to stroke her pussy.
"Mmph… mmph!" She moaned through a mouthful of meat, and I began to move her head, letting her go about halfway up before pulling her back down again, keeping her lips around my base for a few moments before letting her back up again.
She covered my shaft in her saliva, shining with the stuff as I continued to fuck her mouth, the wet heat of her insides making my insides squirm with a desire for release. I move her head faster, gripping her horns as I thrust as well.
"Oh gods, gods… Suruga! Your throat is the best. I can't stop!" I moaned, watching as Suruga's face went bright red at my loud declaration, her hand moving even faster as she thrust a couple fingers into herself, her body twitching as she approached her climax as well.
Her breasts bounced as she moved her entire body, my hands on her horns now an afterthought as she eagerly took my cock all the way into her throat. I shuddered, fighting against my impending orgasm for as long as possible, until I realized that she had gone limp with her own quiet climax.
"I'm cumming!" I moaned, once again gripping her horns tightly and pulling her head back so that all that remained in her mouth was my tip as she sucked on it. I moaned, shuddering and shaking as she kept going as I came in her mouth, my seed filling it up as she regarded me with a lustful, loving expression.
She audibly swallowed multiple times as the last of my seed spilled onto her tongue, and she continued to keep a tight seal until my very clean tip left her mouth. She smiled as she swallowed one last time, then opened her mouth to show me she had finished everything.
"Good girl…" I moaned, my cock still twitching.
"Delicious~. Hehe, thank you for the meal. It still seems like this guy isn't finished yet though." She took my cock into her hand and stroked it, teasing my glans as she leaned forward to suck on my balls, taking one into her mouth.
I continued to rest one hand on her horn, using the other to support me as I leaned back, enjoying the sensation of her tongue as it slid across my sensitive sack.
She pulled away shortly after and leaned back herself, showing me the small puddle of her cum on the floor. It shone in the dim light, twinkling as she spread her pussy with two fingers.
"I'm so fucking ready for your cock, Kohiko…" she said, her voice husky with desire.
I got up and offered her my hand, helping her onto the bed, but instead of straddling her, I put my arms under her hips and forced her legs up as she spread them, her lovely pussy spread open in my face, glistening with her love juices and begging for my attentions.
"Now this is perfection." I said before running my tongue along the slit in her pubic mound, kissing it as I reached her clit.
"Ahn~, Kohiko! It feels amazing~." Suruga moaned, the fingers of one hand gripping my hair while the other massaged her breast, teasing her nipple. One of my hands grasped the other, the soft orb of flesh sucking my fingers in as I pressed her nipple, moving my index finger in a circular motion around it.
Continuing my ministrations, I licked her clit, my tongue teasing it gently before refocusing on her already slick labia, then to her sex. Her hole was soaked with her juices, and she trembled as my tongue pressed into it. Her insides squeezed at me in welcome, my tongue exploring her walls as she raised her legs, letting me press even deeper inside of her.
"Haah! S-so deep!" Suruga moaned, her thighs suddenly squeezing my head tightly as a torrent of juices poured into my mouth. I continued to thrust my tongue into her even as she came, the wetness on my chin telling me she had cum pretty hard.
That, and her screams of pure ecstasy. When she finally released me from the grip of her thighs, I sat up and wiped my chin, looking into the very red face of my beloved.
"Well, those were some pretty intense noises. Think anyone else heard them?" I teased her.
"Kohiko!" she protested, but smiled, utterly satisfied. A smug smile came over her face as she sat up, pulling me against her and pressing her lips to mine with continued desire. "I'm not done yet~."
"Neither am I~." I said, and pulled her off the bed, turning her around and pressing her against the wall. She gasped as I slid my cock between her thighs, bending over slightly so that I could press into her with ease. Her pussy swallowed my girth easily, her juices soaking it as I drove my cock all the way into her deepest parts, my tip pressing hard into her cervix as she took me to my base.
"Ahn~!" Suruga's unrelenting moans spiked as I lifted her leg, thrusting into her rapidly. She I took hold of her horn and pulled her head back so that I could see her face. "D-don't look so closely at my lewd face, Kohiko!" She said, her shame unnecessary.
I pressed my mouth against hers, her hands bracing herself against the wall as my hips met her ass rapidly, the slap of sweaty flesh meeting adding to the noise of our moans. Suruga's ass jiggled with each thrust, and after our lips were firmly cemented, tongues lashing at one another, I let go of her horn to roughly squeeze her breast, pinching nipple and pulling on it.
"Mmm! R-rough…" Suruga moaned as our lips broke apart. I eased back, but she bit my lip gently. "I didn't say stop, Kohiko… keep going!"
I redoubled my efforts, pinching her nipple until she squealed in delight, an embarrassed squeak coming afterward as she realized just how much enjoyment she was getting out of our rough sex. I let her leg down, but then brought my hand sharply down on her ass, leaving a nice red handprint as she cried out in surprise.
"What a nice ass… want me to continue?" I asked her.
"Y-yes…" she said, surrendering herself to me a little, her meekness something for me and me alone. I rarely considered her submissive, but right now…
I brought my hand down again, another lovely red handprint joining the first on her normally alabaster ass. She squealed, panting as I slowed my thrusts, looking back at me as I brought my hand down a third time, turning her skin an even deeper red with the sharp crack of my hand on her ass. A fourth time, a fifth time, her pussy clenching against me with each smack.
She was loving this! A line of drool ran down her chin as I continued to spank her, taking my thrusts slow as I turned one side of her ass a lovely bright red.
"So… Sho… good…" Suruga moaned, her legs shaking after a few more smacks. "Harder!"
Her pussy was throbbing against my cock, and I brought my hand down with even more force, leaving a deep red mark. She cried out, pushing herself back against me, my cock stretching her cervix as her ass pressed tightly against my hips.
One more smack, the sharp crack of it making her legs nearly buckle.
Another, and then another, until…
I brought my hand down as hard as I could against her now sensitive red ass. "Kohikoooo!" She screamed in pleasure as her cunt tightened around me, her insides spasming as she came. Her legs were about to give out, so I pressed her against the wall, grasping both of her breasts and squeezing them as I thrust rapidly, her juices leaking past me as I prolonged her orgasm.
I pressed as hard as I could against her with one last thrust, stretching her cervix open and pouring my seed directly into her womb as she fought to stay standing on legs made weak with such intense pleasure.
"Suruga!" I cried out as one thick thread of cum after another poured deep into my shipwife's womb, filling her up.
"So much! Kohiko! It's so hot, haa… m-my pussy…" she moaned as I pulled out of her, holding her upright as I turned her in my arms. She was panting with exertion, but when she felt my still-hard cock against her crotch, she smiled, kissing me and pulling me towards the bed.
"I didn't know you liked to be spanked like that~." I said as I sat down, stretching my legs out in front of me as Suruga lowered herself onto my cock, her legs wrapping around my waist. I pulled my legs towards us, putting us into the ultimate position, the lotus.
Without thinking, she completely sat on my dick, wrapping her arms around my neck and burying her head into my shoulder as she moaned. When she pulled her head back to look at me, she was blushing intensely. "You won't tell anyone, right?"
"Of course not!" I reassured her. She smiled and rested her forehead against mine as I gently thrust upward, cum leaking from our union.
"I think I'd die of embarrassment…" she said, her breasts pressing tightly against my chest as she adjusted herself to get more comfortable. Now that we had switched gears, our lovemaking would be drawn out, and give us a chance to luxuriate in each other. I wrapped my arms around her and patted the cheek that remained beautifully white.
"Suruga, you nearly died of embarrassment when we kissed at our wedding."
"H-hey! I can kiss you in public now without any problems!" She protested, grinding her hips slowly against me. "Just, you know, as long as it isn't some lewd kiss…"
"Like this?" I said, pressing my mouth to hers and thrusting my tongue past her lips, her mouth opening to match mine as she tried to press her tongue back into my mouth. For a few minutes we made love like this, one hand on her back, the other squeezing the soft flesh of her ass.
"Y-yeah… just like that…" she said, her voice breathy as she nuzzled me afterwards.
"What if we found a nice, quiet corner during the next festival and made love there? All those people around us…" I said, seeing what her reaction would be. Her pussy squeezed against me, and her deep blush told a story that surprised even me. "Wait… you'd actually like that?"
"As long as… no one would see…" she said slowly, blush deepening.
"You really have gotten more confident. What if I felt you up during a briefing?" I said, pushing a little further.
"N-naughty… my naughty shikikan taking advantage of his shipwife in front of others…" she said, her voice small, yet her pussy twitching manically.
I wasn't sure if it was horny talking, or if she was being serious. I definitely didn't want to push too hard, too fast… So I dropped the subject for now, preferring to focus on making love to her. I reached up to gently massage her breast as her deliberate movements teased my entire length, focusing on my tip where she knew me to be most sensitive.
"At this rate, you might just end up pregnant." I said, moaning as she dropped her hips on my again and again, my tip piercing her cervix.
Suruga giggled. "Maybe that's my plan~. No anal for you tonight~."
"I don't mind at all, my beloved. I'd much rather have a little Suruga running around causing trouble for all the other shipgirls~."
"I love you, my dear husband." Suruga said, kissing me tenderly.
"I love you so much, my sexy wife." I replied, and she blushed, kissing me again.
The only sounds from us further were moans as I thrust upward into her sex, keeping our union tight as we reached our mutual climax a little while later, sweaty bodies filling the room with the scent of our love. Our lips were locked together as we shared our ultimate climax of the evening, my seed overflowing her womb as I surely impregnated her. We sat like that until our stiff limbs demanded a change of position, so we fell over onto the bed, disentangling ourselves but keeping pressed tightly together as my cock softened inside of her, tender kisses continuing.
My beloved wife of two years seemed to glow as her eyes looked deep into mine, and I pulled her under my chin, keeping her close, holding her tightly, never wanting to let go. Suruga would forever be mine, I loved her with such rapturous intensity that I knew she would be by my side until my last day, and then we would find each other again in the next life.
Every day I spend with her is special beyond compare… and not only have we had the last two years… we would have many, many more to come~.
I love you, Suruga! I love you with all that I am, and all that I will be, forever. From this life and into the next… my beloved~.
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