'Dying…'

'Why am I dying? Why now of all times?'I thought as a pool of crimson flowed from my mangled and broken form on the floor, blood dripping from fresh and open wounds.

I, apparently, was apart of a double car accident, got hit by one, into the windshield, and under the first.

'It hurts…'

'Make the pain stop…'

'IT HURTS! WHY DOES IT HURT?'

I mentally shouted over and over, again and again.

There are many, many things I regret not being able to do…

Not saying goodbye to my moms for what I didn't know would be my last time seeing them.

Not spending more time with my little brother…

Not making more friends…

Not being able to finish school, for obvious reasons.

Not living my life to the fullest.

And so, so many more things.

Then darkness claimed me.

And I couldn't feelanything.

The area around me was a massive void, massive expanse ofnothing.

Was I in purgatory? Forever trapped, doomed to just walk these empty plains? That couldn't be right, I couldn't even fucking move my fingers. Did I even have any fingers anymore? A body?

Who am I?

I screamed.

I'm losing my memories.

I'm losing them.

I FUCKING REFUSE TO LOSE MYSELF

I R E F U S E .

I screamed. I struggled, and struggled, and struggled.

Until I felt a wall.

A… Wall?

I "push" against it in desperation. Nothing happens.

I slam into it. Nothing happens.

I do so again, and again, and again.

How long have I been here?

Again.

I need to leave

Again.

I wanna live.

Again.

I WANT TO LIVE

Something explodes and I goflying.

I see another void, except this one isn't as empty.

There's uncountable amounts of lights around me, I look down to see if I even had a body.

I did, but it was blurry, almost like static.

I panicked.

'What's happening?!'

I tried to scream, but a static screech came from me. I scramble(can I even do that?) trying to do something, anything to fix myself. I then collided with some of the stars and images flashed by me.

Trees being manipulated into becoming massive forests and deadly as weapons.

A figure never aging and never dying.

A group of 3 women,'sages'my mind tells me, very beautiful and very strong too.

A red eye, rapidly changing from one comma, to two, to three, with two weird patterns, then switching to purple with rings, and finally turning red with rings and a lot of commas.'Sharigan, Rinnegan'

A land of humans slowly building their own civilizations and gods, and seeing said gods watch them.

A figure with incredibly long white hair, a long flowing white cloak with symbols, white as snow skin, purple ringed eyes, horns, and black spheres behind him.

A figure being bowed to by many many people, seemingly becoming more powerful as they do this.

Everything goes black again.

I can feel the ground beneath me, soft grass tickles my neck as the wind softly blows pleasantly.

I open my eyes and see a clear, blue, and cloudy sky.

What?

I slowly sat myself up to look around, I could feel fabric move as I moved, I stood up and looked down at both my hands and myself.

My hands were really white, whiter than a freaking cloud, around the edges of the arms, collar(which was like, 3 inches big),bottom, and where I would open up the cloak was a red line, about 1inch in width, with black colored 9's going across it, on my back in a 3 by 3 row about 6 inches long and 6 inches wide were 9's, which was surrounded by a circle of red.

I had a pair of horns that went up about 7 inches or so, and they curved backwards slightly.

Grabbing my hair, which was long enough to go to the small of my back, I found it to be even whiter than my skin, somehow. Despite its size it felt… light and airy. I dropped it and it softly went down.

Physics defying hair aside, I look for the nearest river to see what I look like. Which wasn't that difficult as there was one about 10 meters away.

I marvel at howcleanit looked, I could see the bottom of it. Focusing on the water itself to see if I could see my face, I'm impressed.

I have a nice and sharp chin, smooth cheeks, a nice and narrow nose(kinda like Seto Kaiba's) and slanted, narrow eyes which had one comma-tomoeI mentally correct myself, in them.

While I looked into the water I couldn't help but wonder what the hell I am.

'Otsutsuki,'my memories from the "stars" told me,'a god.'

"AmI a god?" I asked myself aloud, my voice had a calm and demanding tone to it, much like…Pein,my memories told me.

If I truly was a…"god," I would be a kind and just god. One that would do anything to keep things peaceful.

But… I need a name.

Something… Simple yet memorable…

Oda…

Oda Ōtsutsuki.

That will be my name, but… where am I?

I stood up to look around my immediate area, seeing nothing. I began walking, and walking, and walking… still walking…

This is god damn slow, too slow.

I sat and pondered on how I can go faster. The termChakrakept on being repeated in my head over and over again, how to manipulate it to my own will.

Standing up I focus it into my legs, feeling the energy gather I jump forward,and shot out like a rocket.

I felt… awesome, I could see everything up here, it appears I'm on a massive island of sorts. I could see some houses seemingly rising out from the ground.

Feeling gravity take hold, I drop like a stone, channeling Chakra into my legs and body I land with a massive *BOOM*on the ground beneath me, making a small crater.

"Aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh… I need to work on that…" My arms and legs are numb from that.

Just now I notice I'm speaking a different language,Japanese,my memories tell me. I facepalm at my own unobserving self before walking to the houses I saw.

AN: New fic on stuff I am more knowledgeable, my character is in the era 1000 B.C. meaning way before Yukari and the others were born, which would be the 8th century. I'm going to be referencing other pantheons too, such as the PJO version of the Greeks, Romans, Egyptians, and so on. Also! Near 1 B.C. imma meet the one and only Jesus. After the next chapter, there will be a series of chapters that are 1 decade to 1 century time skips dealing with what changed/what I did during that time. Also yes the actual Ōtsutsuki will appearlaterin the fic. Note thar other stories are discontinued, my Hellsing reacts fic because of the fact that it drained me and I couldn't find(nor have the patience) to make another transcript, A Magus of God and void is also discontinued due to me not knowing much about fate, even the small things are hard for me to understand.