JENNIE
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"Hold still, Jen." Rosé stood in front of me and styled my hair with her curling iron. "If you keep moving I'm going to burn you."
"Don't you dare burn me." I warned her. "This is boring."
"I'm nearly done." She sighed. "Just be patient."
"I've been sitting here for twenty minutes." I sighed. "What sort of hairstyle are you creating?"
"A seductive, sensual one." She grinned. "All the men in the club will be all over you."
"All but one, you hope." I laughed. "If I get them all, who are you going to have?"
"I'll find someone." She giggled and flicked her long hair.
"Oh boy." I laughed. "And you're sure my makeup doesn't look too slutty?"
"Is there such a thing as too slutty?" She asked as she stared at my face.
"Yes." I nodded. "I don't want anyone to think they can offer me twenty dollars and take me behind the trashcan for a blow job?"
"What about for a hundred?" She wiggled her eyebrows at me and we both laughed.
"Tonight's going to be fun."
"We deserve some fun." She stepped back and looked at me for a few seconds before grinning. "You look beautiful."
"You think?" I jumped up and ran over to the mirror and stared at my reflection. My long, brown hair hung in loose waves surrounding my face and down my back. My brown eyes sparkled with excitement and my smoky eyes made me look like a sexy vixen. "Do you think this lipstick is too red?" I asked as I pouted into the mirror.
"No way. Red is hot."
"I suppose so."
"And it matches your red dress perfectly. Slip it on now."
"Okay." I hurried to the bed and picked up my newly ironed dress and quickly took my clothes off and pulled it on. I had to suck in my breath to get it past my waist and down my hips. "This dress is a lot shorter than I remember it being." I looked down at my exposed thigh and gulped. "I'm not sure about this, Rosé. I'm not a stick you know. Girls like me, with curves shouldn't wear skintight clothing."
"Says who?" She shook her head. "You look hot, sexy, beautiful, amazing, and perfect." She pointed her finger at me. "Fuck those skinny bitches. Every man wants a woman with curves."
"I don't know about that." I laughed.
"Well if he wants a stick, then he's not for us." She grinned and pulled on her short, black dress.
"True."
"Any guy looking for a stick will be disappointed with me." I giggled. "I'll never be a stick, my boobs are way too big."
"Men love big boobs."
"Well mine haven't helped me much yet."
"They will tonight." She gazed at my partially exposed boobs. "Vaboom vaboom."
"Thanks, Chaeng." I shook my head.
"I'm ready, I think." She pulled on her heels and then looked at me. "What about you?"
"Yeah, I guess I'm ready." I nodded and grabbed a handbag from the closet and then slid my feet into my black stilettos. "I hope I don't fall in these. My feet are already killing me." I moaned.
"You'll be fine. Just hold onto my arm."
"I need alcohol." I giggled as we made our way out of my bedroom.
"Me too." She agreed. "I want to get drunk tonight."
"I want to get slizzard." I said.
"What's slizzard?" She asked me in confusion and I looked and her and laughed.
"I have no idea." I shrugged. "I just heard that term recently and thought it sounded good."
"It does. It sounds cool. Here's to us getting slizzard."
"Slizzard baby." We linked arms and made our way to the front door.
"Jen." Hanbin's voice boomed through the house as I opened the front door.
"Yes." I stopped and rolled my eyes.
"Come into the living room please."
"Why?"
"We want to see you before you go out."
"Ugh." I looked at Rosé and we both made faces at each other. "He is so frigging annoying. He needs to get married and have kids already. Oops." I made a face as I looked at Rosé.
"It's fine." She gave me a lopsided smile. "I'm sure he'll make a good father."
"Let's face the army and then leave." I said with an exasperated sigh and we walked towards the living room. "Good evening everyone." I said as we walked into the room. All eyes fell to Rosé and I and I almost laughed at the different expressions on everyone's faces. Hanbin looked stunned, Haruto looked impressed, Jisoo looked pissed, Kai looked bored, Tae looked excited and Lisa, well Lisa looked brooding. I could feel her eyes surveying my entire body and I had to tell myself to resist looking at her again.
"So where are you two off to then?" Hanbin stood up and walked over to us.
"A bar."
"What bar?" He asked, this time his eyes looked slightly angry. I wondered if he would ever get over the need to have to know everything.
"I think we're going to Beach Lagoon." I said finally.
"Okay, down on Fifth Street?" He asked again.
"Yes Sir." I nodded and then saluted him.
"Funny."
"If mom and dad don't find the need to stay up and ask me, why do you care?"
Hanbin stared at me for a few seconds and then turned to Rosé. "You look very nice this evening."
"Thanks." She blushed as she answered him.
"Are you going to be warm enough in that dress?" He stared at her long expanse of naked leg and bare shoulders and she nodded.
"I'm pretty sure the alcohol will keep me warm."
"Who's DD?" He looked back at me with a frown.
"We're going to take uber there and back." I tried not to roll my eyes. "We're not irresponsible you know. We did make it to twenty two with some brains."
"I just wanted to make sure you didn't want a ride there and back."
"I can drive you if you want." Lisa spoke up then and stood up.
"Oh you don't need to do that." Jisoo sounded annoyed as she glared at me. So much for her I'm sorry shtick. I knew she wouldn't be able to fake a sweet personality for long.
"I don't want you girls to get taken advantage of." Lisa stood next to Hanbin and stared into my eyes. This time I couldn't avoid her eyes. Her irises looked furious as she gazed at me. I wasn't sure what her problem was, but I couldn't stop myself from shivering as I stood next to her. I could feel the electricity flowing between us and I took a step back.
"I think we'll be fine." I licked my lips nervously.
"Yeah, we'll be fine." Rosé repeated and I could see her and Hanbin giving each other small looks back and forth.
"Trust me Lisa, Rosé and Jen won't have any problems." Jisoo jumped up and walked over to us. "They both pro's at looking like sluts and not getting bothered."
"Jisoo." Hanbin admonished her.
"What?" She shrugged. "It's true." She looked at Rosé and I and then at Lisa and Hanbin. "I mean come on. You don't go out in heels as high as those, with dresses as short as that and not expect that some creep is going to try and slip his hand between your legs or down your top."
"Jisoo, shut up." Tae shouted. "What is your problem?"
"Maybe it's pregnancy brain?" Haruto said and gave me a small smile.
"Yeah, but she hasn't been pregnant all her life." I muttered. "That doesn't excuse her lifelong bitchiness."
"Jen." Hanbin gave me a look and I turned to Rosé.
"Ready?"
"Yes." She nodded eagerly. "Let's go."
"Wait a second." Hanbin caught her wrist. "Can I speak to you for a second please?"
"Uh okay." She looked over at me and made a face and followed him to the corner of the room.
"I need to speak to Jen as well." Lisa said to Jisoo and she grabbed my upper arm roughly and pulled me outside of the room with her.
"What do you think you're doing?"
"Where do you think you're going in that outfit?"
"To a club."
"It's not appropriate." She shook her head as she glared at me.
"Appropriate for what?"
"It sends the wrong signals." She gazed down at my heaving breasts.
"What signals are you talking about?"
"The 'I'm looking to get fucked' signal." She muttered as she took a step towards me and pushed me back against the wall.
"Who says I don't want to give off that signal?" I said with a gasp as she grabbed my hands and pressed them back against the wall, next to my head.
"Is that what you want?" She leaned in and kissed my neck softly.
"Lisa." I gulped as she kissed down my neck to my collarbone and the top of my breasts. "Stop it, anyone could come out of the room and see us."
"What do you care?"
"Lisa, don't." I moaned as her hand ran down the side of my body and stopped on my thighs.
"Don't what?" She pushed her hardness into my stomach and moved back and forth. "Don't show you what you're doing to me in that sexy almost nonexistent outfit."
"Was there anything else you needed to say to me?" I turned my head away from her as she leaned forward to kiss my lips.
"Why are you trying to bewitch me?"
"What are you talking about?"
"Nothing." She sighed and stepped back. "Why did you have to be Jisoo's sister?"
"Why did you have to be her fiancé?"
"You don't understand." She frowned. "This isn't just for me. This is to help protect someone that I love."
"I don't understand what you're talking about."
"It doesn't matter." She shrugged. "It is what it is."
"Can I ask you something?"
"Sure." She nodded and I saw her eyes fall to my breasts.
"Are you marrying her so you can gain your inheritance?" I said softly. "Does that have anything to do with it?"
"Why do you care?" She asked me angrily and that made me even madder. I couldn't believe she had the gall to ask me why I cared when she was still trying to get into my pants. Didn't she realize how fucked up this situation was? What sort of girl did she think I was, if she thought this was okay? What part of this situation was okay in any way?
"I don't care, Lisa." I huffed out. "Just leave me the fuck alone, okay. You're the one that keeps coming after me. I'm not the one coming after you. I'm done with your bullshit okay? It's not cool for you to keep trying to get into my pants and then question me when I try to figure out what's going on with you and Jisoo."
"You didn't care who I was or what I was doing last weekend."
"That was last weekend." I folded my arms. "This is this weekend. And this weekend, I'm not interested in you and your crap."
"Me and my crap?" Her lips twitched as if she wanted to laugh and that infuriated me even more. How dare she think that this was a funny situation! How dare she look so superior and smug while I was fuming on the inside. My fingers itched to slap her. She wouldn't be looking so cocky if she had my palm print across her cheek.
"Leave me alone, Lisa. I am done with you." I poked her in the chest. "I'm going out in my slutty dress and I'm going to do what I want. Maybe I'll meet an even better man and then I can hook up with him and forget I ever met you."
"I wouldn't recommend that." Her lips thinned and she grabbed my wrists. "That's not the answer to any of this."
"Well that's not your problem, is it?" I smiled at her widely. "I can do what I want."
"Jen." She said my name slowly and her gaze was intense as she stared at me.
"Yes, Lisa?" I said lightly. I'm not going to lie. I was getting off on our conversation. I was getting off on the fact that I could rile her up by talking about other men. I was loving the fact that she was acting jealous. The only problem was, she wasn't giving me what I really wanted. She wasn't breaking up with Jisoo and telling me she had fucked up. She wasn't pulling me towards her and telling me she wanted me and only me. She wasn't telling me that Jisoo and her family fortune meant nothing to her. All she was doing was showing me she was horny for me. And well, I already knew that. I wanted more than that from her. I wanted her to look at me with more than lust. I wanted to look into her eyes and see something akin to love. I know that was an unrealistic expectation. She barely knew me and I barely knew her, but that's what I wanted. That's what I hoped to see. I wanted to see a real emotion. A real, pure and heart stopping emotion that had nothing to do with lust.
"Have a good evening." She said finally and turned away. "Don't do anything I wouldn't do." She said and then walked back into the living room. I stood there feeling gutted and rejected. I could still feel her lips on my neck. I still felt branded by her touch and I hated myself for it.
"You ready?" Rosé walked out of the living room, her eyes bright and I nodded.
"What did Hanbin say?" I whispered to her as I pulled up the Uber app on my phone.
"Nothing good." She sighed. "He just asked me to make sure that you didn't get into too much trouble."
"What?" My voice rose. "I swear he's the most annoying man. I know you like him, but ugh, Hanbin is so annoying."
"I think it's cute that he's so protective." Rosé looked wistful.
"Trust me, Rosé. You won't think it's that cute, if you're dating him." I shook my head. "He's bloody annoying."
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"Cheers." Rosé giggled as we took another tequila shot and then rose our glasses of vodka coke up in the air. "Here's to the men we've loved, the men we've lost, the men we've screwed and the men we've booed, here's to the men to come and the men to make us come."
"Rosé." I laughed out loud. "You're so bad."
"I'm not done." She winked at me and her voice rose above the sound of the music. "Here's to the men to come and the men to make us come. Here's to the men that last all night, and the men who make our days bright, here's to the man we'll ultimately marry, but his cock be bigger than a ferry."
"Bigger than a ferry?" I said and then chugged my drink down along with her. "How can a cock be bigger than a ferry?"
"I don't know what else rhymes with marry?"
"What about, hmm, let me think?" I paused and danced along to the music in the club, my mind spinning as the alcohol settled in my bloodstream. "What about dairy?"
"Dairy?" Rosé giggled. "How can a man's cock be bigger than a dairy?"
"You know what I mean, may his cock be bigger than a dairy cows." I laughed hard then. I felt someone behind me start to dance against me and I twisted my head to see if he was cute. It was an older man, with a buzz cut and bad acne scars and I was about to push him away, when I decided to just let him dance with me. What harm was there in that.
"Bigger than a dairy cows, ha ha." Rosé started laughing really hard. "That's funny."
"What's your friend laughing at?" The man behind me whispered in my ear and I felt his hand creeping around my waist.
"You." I elbowed him and moved away from him. "Let's go dance on the dance floor." I said to Rosé and grabbed her hand.
"I want another drink." She hiccupped and I shook my head.
"Not yet, we don't want a hangover tomorrow. Let's dance and then get one."
"Fine." She nodded and we made our way to the dance floor. I looked back towards the bar and I saw the older man with the buzz cut walking towards the back of the bar with someone and he didn't look happy. My heart thudded as I wondered what was going on, but tried to forget it as the music changed to one of my favorite Jay-Z songs.
"I think Jay-Z and Justin Timberlake should collaborate on every song." Rosé shouted as we moved our hips in beat to the music. Or as in beat as we could.
"I thought you wanted Jay-Z and Taylor Swift to make a song."
"Well they can all make a song. That would be cool."
"Yeah, it would be." I nodded in agreement and then closed my eyes and danced along to the music. I loved being in night clubs, they always made me feel so alive. Being on a crowded dance floor, dancing along with the crowd to different songs was such a collective high. I raised my hands up in the air and sang along to the song as I moved. Rosé grabbed my hands then and we jumped around together singing loudly.
"Oh my God, I love this song." Rosé screamed as an old Backstreet Boys song started playing.
"Me too." I screamed as well and we giggled, both drunk enough to be really enjoying ourselves. I started gyrating my hips and dropping to the floor and I could feel a couple of different guys staring at me. That encouraged me to start moving my body even more, copying moves that I could remember from Britney Spears music videos. I was even starting to forget Lisa and her arrogance. I grinned when a hot blond guy came up to me.
"Hey." He said as he started dancing next to me.
"Hey," I said back.
"What?" He shouted and moved closer to me.
"I said hey." I shouted back as I gazed into his deep blue eyes.
"Oh." He laughed. "Want to dance?"
"Sure." I nodded and he grinned and moved behind me. Rosé grinned at me and I winked at her as I felt his hands on my waist lightly moving behind me. I continued dancing to the music and watched as a gorgeous guy, with a bodybuilder's body, grabbed Rosé and pulled her to him. I giggled as she started dancing with him and closed my eyes again, losing myself to the music. However, it only took a few minutes for me to start feeling uncomfortable. I opened my eyes and looked around the crowded club carefully. The hairs on the back of my head were standing on end and I felt like someone was staring at me. I ignored the feeling and continued dancing, but I wasn't as into it as I had been earlier.
"Do you want to get out of here?" The man behind me shouted into my ear and I felt his hands moving up my stomach towards my breasts. I grabbed his hands once they reached my ribcage and shook my head.
"Don't be a tease." He shouted and I felt him gyrating behind me.
"I'm not." I shouted back at him, annoyed.
"Let's get out of here." His right hand fell to my hip and I was about to push his hand away again, when I felt him suddenly pulled away from me.
"What?" I turned around with a frown and saw Lisa standing there, holding the guy back in a tight grip. "Lisa! What are you doing here?" I muttered, angry and excited at the same time.
"Is this guy bothering you?" She squeezed the man's arm tightly and I shook my head quickly. "Get out of here." She pushed the guy away. "And don't bother this girl again, you hear me?"
"I wasn't bothering her." The guy looked angry. "She wanted it."
"Get out of here." Lisa pushed him again and I was scared that a fight was about to break out.
"What are you doing here?" I shouted.
"What?" Lisa moved closer to me. "I can't hear you."
"What are you doing here?" I shouted again, this time into her ear as she stood next to me.
"Hanbin and I wanted to make sure that you and Rosé were okay."
"What?" I frowned, even more pissed now. "We're not kids."
"Well you both act like kids." Lisa's body was touching mine now and I shivered. "We wanted to make sure those two dresses didn't get you both into trouble and it looks like we arrived just in time."
"Whatever." I said and looked around. "Where's Hanbin?"
"Gone to make sure Rosé is okay with Hulk Hogan's cousin." She winked at me and I couldn't stop myself from laughing.
"You're stupid."
"Is that any way to thank your savior?"
"My what?" I scoffed as I licked my suddenly dry lips.
"Your savior." She grinned and moved forward so that her lips were resting gently against mine. "Do I get a kiss as a thank you?"
"No, you do not." I swallowed hard, but didn't move back. I felt the tip of her tongue licking my lips and my whole body trembled at her touch.
"Please." She said, her eyes daring me to kiss her back as she pushed the tip of her tongue into my open mouth slightly.
"No." I shook my head and my lips closed on her tongue for a few seconds and sucked.
"There you guys are." Hanbin and Rosé approached us and I jumped back from Lisa quickly. "It's time for us to go."
"What?" Both Rosé and I looked at him in shock.
"It's time to go." Hanbin looked mad, madder than I'd ever seen him before. I looked at Rosé's face and she looked pissed off. I stared at them for a second and I wondered if their relationship was over before it even started. That would serve Hanbin right. He was acting like a real idiot. I was used to his imperialist nature, but I knew Rosé was getting her first real glimpse of it and was likely not appreciating it.
"Hanbin, we're not leaving." I shouted at him, letting him bear the brunt of my anger. "You two shouldn't have come here."
"We wanted to make sure you were both okay." He looked over at Rosé and frowned as she smiled at some guy that was dancing next to her. "Two single girls have to be careful these days."
"We know how to take care of ourselves." I sighed and then looked at Lisa. "Where's Jisoo?"
"She's with Haruto." Her eyes bore into mine. "Do you wish she was here instead?"
"No do you?"
"No." She said simply and my heart thudded away dangerously as I gazed into her eyes. What was it about this woman that she could pierce my heart and soul with a glance and leave me aching with want and need at just one touch.
"Please leave." I said softly. "This night is for Rosé and me. I don't want this headache, Lisa." I rubbed my forehead as the beginning of a headache was about to set in. "I can't have you showing up like this. It isn't fair to me."
"Just one dance." She said, her eyes never leaving mine.
"What?"
"One dance and I'll leave and take Hanbin with me."
"Why do you want a dance?"
"Who wouldn't want a dance from a sexy siren like you?" She winked at me.
"I'm not a siren." I shook my head with a blush.
"When you dance, I couldn't stop myself from looking at you. I think that makes you a siren." She pulled me towards her. "Dance with me, Jen."
"What about Hanbin and Rosé?" I nodded towards them next to us and she shrugged.
"What about them?"
"Fine, one dance." I sighed. "Don't try any funny stuff."
"What funny stuff would I try?" She looked at me innocently and I laughed.
"Don't try and slip your hands up under my skirt." I whispered in her ear and she laughed and pulled me closer to her.
"I can't make any promises." Her arms went around my waist and we started dancing together. It felt nice and warm and oh so dangerous as her hands moved up and down my back and ass, until they settled on my lower back. We danced in silence, our bodies moving together in harmony as if we'd danced a million different times to a million different songs. Her body against mine felt like home and I allowed myself to relax into her, I put my arms around her neck and rested my head on her shoulder. We moved slowly as if at a ball; our dance was totally out of place in the packed club, but neither of us cared. We were surrounded by people, but in that moment there was only us. I was surprised that she didn't try to touch me sexually again. Her hands remained where they were and her lips never ventured towards mine. I could feel her heart beating in her chest, steady and solid, reminding me that she was only a woman; just like me. I pulled back slightly and looked into her face to see if I could figure out what she was thinking. She stared back at me with intense eyes, no smile on her face. We just studied each other as we moved, as if we were trying to remember every single detail of each other's face. I felt as if she were my wife going off to war and this was the last dance we were promised before she shipped out. We stared at each other, just taking each other in. It felt like it was the first time we were actually seeing each other. It was the first time we were in each other's presence without fucking or arguing. This moment was for us. For the people we could have been in different circumstances. In different circumstances, this moment could have felt magical, but instead it was tarred. It was tarred by the fact that we weren't just two strangers getting to know each other. We were already tied together, in ways that we'd never be able to erase or forget. We were each other's dirty little secret and as I continued to stare at her, I felt a wave of crimson shame ripple through me. What was I doing dancing with this woman I could never have? How many times was I going to put myself through this?
"The dance is over." I stepped back and gave her a short smile. "You should leave now."
"What if I don't want it to be over?" She said as she gave me the most drop-dead smile I'd ever seen on her face.
"Then I'd say I'm sorry." I shrugged and hurried over to Rosé before she could stop me. I pushed my way through the crowds and grabbed her arm. "Let's get a drink."
"I was wondering where you disappeared to." She said and sighed. I saw that Hanbin was standing there with a disapproving look on his face and I knew that their conversation hadn't gone well.
"What happened with Hanbin?" I said as we made it to the bar, where it was quieter.
"He told me that he was disappointed in me. And that I hadn't shown common sense by dancing with a man that looked like he could bench-press three hundred pounds." She made a face.
"What?"
"He said there was no way I'd have been able to beat the guy off if he tried something with me and I tried to say no."
"Are you joking?" I groaned and rolled my eyes. "I swear Hanbin is an idiot."
"I just don't know why he has to be so rude to me." Rosé made a face. "It's like he thinks I'm ten."
"It's not just you, Rosé. Trust me." I shook my head. "What do you want to drink? They're on me."
"Let's get another round of Vodka and cokes and you can choose the shots."
"Let's get some blowjobs." I laughed and signaled to the bartender. "My friend and I want two vodka's and cokes and two blowjob shots please."
"Coming right up." He grinned. "I wouldn't mind a blowjob as well."
"I'm sure you wouldn't." I flirted with him and he stopped and leaned forward.
"How's about I give you the shots for free."
"That sounds good to me." I grinned and licked my lips.
"All you have to do is stand on the bar and dance a little as you down it."
"I think I can do that." I nodded in agreement. "And so can my friend."
"Okay great." He laughed. "Come round to the side and I'll lift you both up."
"Okay." I nodded. "Come on Chaeng, we can get free drinks if we dance on top of the bar."
"Are you sure?" She asked me skeptically and I nodded.
"I'm sure." I grabbed her hand. "Let's go and show Lisa and Hanbin what they're missing."
We walked around to the side of the bar quickly and the hot bartender helped us up the bar. I looked out at the crowds of people and for a second I thought about getting back down. I wasn't so sure this was a good idea, but then Rosé grabbed my hands and started dancing and so I went along with her.
"Here are your shots girls." He handed us the glasses. "No I want to see you drinking them as if they were really blowjobs."
"Okay then." We both laughed and grabbed the glasses. I closed my eyes and sucked on the glass and downed the drink quickly and then started swaying back and forth. I could hear some guys whistling and hollering at us and I moved my hips in a more pronounced manner so that I could give them a show. Before I knew what was happening, I felt a pair of strong arms around me and pulling me off of the bar top. I opened my eyes and saw Lisa's fuming face in front of me.
"You are determined to make me blow up tonight, aren't you?" She growled as she set me down on the ground.
"I didn't ask you to do that."
"You looked like you were about to fall, Jen. What were you thinking?"
"What are you talking about? We just got two free shots for—"
"Dancing on top of the bar like some hooker." She cut me off and I saw her shaking her head. I looked behind me and noticed that Hanbin had picked Rosé off of the bar and seemed to be giving her a similar lecture.
"I'm not a hooker."
"Come with me." She lifted me up again and carried me through the crowds and outside of the club. "What are you doing Jen?"
"What do you mean what am I doing?"
"Why are you teasing me?" She ground out and leaned forward and kissed me roughly, her lips brushing against mine as her fingers ran through my waves and brought my head towards her.
"I'm not." I mumbled as I kissed her back. She tasted and smelled like lazy sex on a Sunday afternoon and I ran my hands through her hair and held onto her for dear life as she sucked all the air out of me.
"I want you so badly." She groaned as her hands fell to my ass and she cupped my butt cheeks. "I want to fuck you right here, right now, in front of everyone." She muttered as she sucked on my lower lip. "I want everyone to know that you're mine and that I'm the only one whose hands and cock will be getting under that short skirt tonight."
"Lisa." I moaned, turned on by her guttural talk. My hands flew to the front of her pants and squeezed her already hard cock. I was about to unzip her pants, when something inside of me snapped and I took a step back and pushed her off of me. "No, stop." I gasped, wiping my lips in haste. "We can't do this."
"What?" She groaned, her eyes dark with desire.
"You can't keep playing hot and cold with me and I can't keep letting you. I don't know what's going on, but the fact of the matter is, I'm not your plaything. I'm not going to fuck you whenever you want me to. We hooked up last week and you regretted it so much that you proposed to my sister. Well, you know what Lisa, you can go and fuck her. I'm done. I'm over this. You can just leave me alone, okay."
She looked shocked at my outburst. It was as if she finally understood that I was not cool with this whole sordid mess. It was as if her cock had just figured out that he couldn't just play around inside of me whenever he wanted. I was not going to be that girl. Not with her. She was about to say something when Hanbin and Rosé came out of the bar.
"There you are." Rosé ran over to me and she looked furious.
"Everything okay?" I asked her quietly.
"Your brother is an asshole. End of story." She muttered and looked away.
"You guys need to leave now." I said loudly and glared at them both. "And when I say now, I mean that if you aren't gone from this street in thirty seconds or less I will scream so loud that the police will come running and arrest you both."
"Jen." Hanbin started to say something and then stopped himself. "I'm sorry." He sighed and I just shook my head.
"It's too little too late." I took a deep breath and looked at Lisa as I spoke. "You can't treat me like this anymore. I'm not going to take it. Just go home and leave us well alone." I turned around and grabbed Rosé's arm and we walked back into the club, both of us knowing that our fun girls night out had already been ruined, but neither one of us wanting to admit it and go back home.
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