JENNIE
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"Do you think your parents are going to be pissed?" Rosé asked me as we crept into our apartment early the next morning.
"Nah, they most probably won't even notice we aren't there." I lied.
"I'm glad you wanted to leave early as well." Rosé sighed. "I've got a splitting headache."
"Me too." I sighed and rubbed my forehead. "I didn't want to deal with any of them this morning."
"Yeah, me either." She yawned. "It was a good idea to wake me up at four am so we could get out of there before anyone woke up, but I'm still tired."
"Are you saying you want to go back to bed?" I laughed and she nodded.
"I wasn't sure if you wanted to talk about what happened last night." She collapsed onto the couch.
"What do you mean?"
"I know something happened between you and Lisa after we got back."
"How?"
"I just do." She wrapped her arms around her legs. "Now are you going to tell me or do I have to tickle it out of you?"
"Oh Chaeng." I groaned and sat down on the couch next to her. "It's such a mess."
"Oh no, what happened?" She looked at me with big eyes. "You didn't sleep with her again did you?"
"No," I shook my head. "We were in the backyard, Rosé."
"Did you give her a blowjob?"
"No Rosé." I rolled my eyes.
"Did she go down on you?"
"Nothing like that." I giggled. "She told me that she's raising money to help people in Africa so they can have clean drinking water." I sighed. "She's a really good girl. Not as much of a jerk as I thought."
"Huh?" She sat up. "I'm sorry, but what? I'm confused. Why is that bad? Isn't that good? You found out that the girl you had a one night stand with is actually a really decent person."
"It should be good right?" I groaned. "But it's not good, that's why she's marrying Jisoo. Supposedly by marrying her, she can gain access to more money at her family company and help more people or something."
"So why can't she just marry you then?" She shrugged. "Why does it have to be Jisoo? I'm sure her grandfather didn't say, you have to marry the biggest bitch you can find."
"Oh Rosé." I giggled. "I think she feels a sense of obligation to her."
"Hmm, okay." Rosé frowned. "So her problem is that she's too nice a girl?"
"I guess." I leaned back and sighed. "Though I don't know anyone that would call Lisa a nice girl. Sexy, yes. Hot as hell, yes. Good in bed, yes, but nice? I don't know." I giggled.
"Yeah, I wouldn't call her nice." Rosé said. "More like jerk."
"So yeah, she said that she had a good time last weekend and that she missed me when I wasn't there in the morning and that she wasn't used to those feelings and that is why she proposed to Jisoo."
"What?" Rosé yawned and made a face. "Shut the front door! That is the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life. She spent a night with a hot girl, having hot sex and because she left in the morning, she decided to propose to another girl? Is she on drugs?"
"When you put it like that, it does sound a bit stupid." I sighed. "But she explained it better, she said it was because she wasn't used to having that depth of feelings."
"What depth of feelings?" Rosé looked at me like I was crazy. "Look, I'm not trying to be a bitch here and tell me if I'm getting something wrong, but all you guys did is fuck. She went down on you at the wedding and then you guys spent a night in her hotel room fucking like dogs right?"
"Yes." I nodded.
"Were there any late night deep conversations you didn't tell me about? Did you realize you were soulmates?"
"We spoke a little bit, but nothing major." I conceded, as my heart dropped. "So you think she was lying to me?"
"I don't know." She sighed. "It just seems weird. 'I had sex with you and you left and that made me sad' sounds fake. I think most guys would wake up feeling ecstatic if the girl they had just picked up was not there."
"Yeah, that's true." I sighed.
"And I mean, she's still with Jisoo right? Did she say she would end things with her?"
"Nope." I said curtly. "She said she hoped I understood, but they had a business relationship."
"Bullshit." She said and rolled her eyes. "She's full of shit."
"Yeah, I guess so." I closed my eyes. "So that's why I wanted to leave this morning before everyone woke up."
"I understand." She said softly and reached over to hug me. "I'm sorry, Jen." She rubbed my back and before I knew it, I was crying. The tears poured out of me and I sobbed uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry," I hiccupped as she rubbed my back.
"Don't be." She said softly. "It's okay."
"I feel like such a fool. I don't know why I had my hopes up so high. I don't know why I thought this would be anything different." I spoke my thoughts out loud. "I just hoped that when she saw me again and touched me again, she would want me you know? I wanted to have that magical relationship that everyone else has, but me."
"I don't have it either." Rosé said and I leaned back to see tears in her eyes.
"Oh Rosé, what's wrong?" I stared at her face. "I'm sorry, I forgot to ask you what happened last night. Why were you so eager to leave early as well?"
"I don't want to talk about it." She bit her lower lip and looked down. "I made a mistake and I ruined everything."
"Oh Rosé, what happened?" I said softly, my stomach sinking. What had she done?
"It doesn't matter." She shook her head. "I don't want to talk about it right now. I'll tell you later, okay?"
"Sure." I wiped a tear from her cheek. "I'm here for you anytime."
"I love you." She said with a sigh. "You're the best friend I could have wished for."
"You know I feel the same way about you." I smiled at her gratefully. "We may have lost the boyfriend lottery, but we own the friend lottery."
"Yeah, it's a pity we're not lesbians." She giggled through her tears. "Then we'd be able to live happily ever after."
"Are you hitting on me Rosé?" I winked at her and she hit me on the shoulder.
"You never know." She giggled and wiped her eyes. "We'll find good guys one day."
"Yup, let's not look for them at the club though." I laughed as I remembered the previous evening. "I don't think we're going to meet any winners in the club."
"Yeah, ha ha." She stretched. "We can forget the guys at the club."
"Yay." I stretched and stood up. "Okay, I think it's time to go back to bed."
"Me too." She yawned again and wiped her eyes. "See you in a few hours."
"See you this afternoon." I giggled and walked to my bedroom. I dropped on my bed in a heap and before I knew it I was fast asleep, once again having dreams of my night with Miracle Tongue.
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The constant ringing of the doorbell woke me up and I cursed into the pillow as I covered my ears. "Make it stop." I muttered to myself.
Ding Dong.
"I'm coming." I screamed as I jumped out of bed and hurried to the front door. It was during times like this that I envied Rosé her ability to sleep through anything. "Yes?" I opened the door with an attitude and my heart dropped as I stared at Lisa on the other side of the door, a huge grimace on her face.
"Hello Jen."
"Lisa." I nodded and glared at her. "What are you doing here? You woke me up, you know?"
"It's Sunday afternoon, Jen." She pushed past me and into the apartment. "Why are you in bed still?"
"I'm tired." I muttered. "And come in, why don't you?"
"Why did you leave so early this morning?" She glared at me as we stood in the hallway.
"What?" I yawned and glared back at her.
"You and Rosé left before everyone else woke up."
"We needed to get back. We had work to do."
"Who is it?" Rosé chose that moment to exit her bedroom, rubbing her eyes.
"You were sleeping as well?" Lisa asked her.
"Yeah, why?" She walked up to us and yawned again.
"So what work did you guys have to do, Jen?" Lisa raised an eyebrow and looked at me.
"I don't have to tell you." I looked away from her. Why was she here? "How did you get my address?"
"Hanbin gave it to me." She said shortly.
"I'm surprised he didn't come as well." I said annoyed.
"I don't think he wanted to come." Lisa said and I looked over at Rosé, who was blushing. What had gone down with Rosé and Hanbin? I stared at her for a few seconds, but she avoided my stare.
"I'm going to make some coffee." She said finally. "Anyone want some?"
"I'll take a cup." Lisa said. "Black please."
"I'll have a cup as well, milk and sugar, you know how I like it." I said and she walked into the kitchen. "Shall we sit in the living room then?" I turned back to Lisa. "I assume you're not going to leave before you have your coffee?"
"You assume correct." She said stiffly and she followed me to the living room.
"So what do you want, Lisa?" I sighed. "I thought we said everything we needed to say last night."
"You didn't say goodbye."
"What?" I frowned at her. "What are you talking about?"
"You left this morning without saying goodbye." She stared at me and I wondered what I looked like. I was sure hot and mess would describe me pretty well. I hadn't bothered to take off my makeup the night before and I could feel that my hair was no longer a wavy cacophony of beauty, but more a frizzy bush.
"Are you fucking joking me? Why do I need to say bye?" I shook my head and tried not to notice how pink her lips looked this morning.
"Why do you have to be so immature, Jen?" She shook her head at me. "I thought we made up last night. I thought you understood where I was coming from. I thought we were friends."
"What do you want from me, Lisa?" I groaned out loud, unable to stop my frustration from coming out. We stared at each other for a few seconds and she shrugged.
"I don't know." She sighed. "Nothing I guess."
"Then leave." I sat back and looked away from her.
"I don't want to leave." She said softly.
"I'm not having sex with you." I shifted away from her. "If that's why you're here."
"That's not why I'm here." She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards her. "I don't know what to say Jen. I don't know what you want from me. I don't even know you. I know nothing about you really. I can't just change my life for you."
"You already told me that." I sighed and pulled my hand away from her.
"I'm the girl that has sexual relationships. I'm the girl that goes after what she wants and gets it. I'm the girl that leaves in the morning."
"Well good for you." I jumped up as Rosé walked into the living room with the coffee. "We're done here, Lisa." I looked at her and folded my arms as I chose my words carefully. "It's like you said, you don't know me. If you did know me, you would know that I'm not the sort of girl that just has sexual relationships. I'm not the girl that is the fuck buddy. I'm not the girl that lets someone trample all over her." I stared at her face and looked into her impenetrable green eyes. "I don't know what you want. And you don't know what you want. And that's just not good enough, Lisa. I'm not going to settle to be second best, I don't care what your issues are." And then I walked out of the living room and directly to my bedroom.
I locked the door behind me, turned on my laptop and played my music as loud as it would go and then walked into my bathroom and turned on the bath and poured some Epsom salts in and waited for the tub to fill up. I was not going to think about Lisa. I was not going to let her get to me. I didn't care what she thought as she left. I didn't care if she thought I was rude. I didn't care. I didn't care. I didn't care. I kept repeating that to myself as I stripped my clothes off and settled into the bath. I sat back and closed my eyes and let the water calm me down. She was a jerk for playing with my feelings like this. Why couldn't she just leave me alone?
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"Want to watch a movie, Chaeng?" I exited my room about four hours later, feeling refreshed. I could hear the TV on in the living room and I made my way to the room, determined to keep my mind off of Lisa.
"What do you want to watch?" Lisa sat there next to Rosé with a warm smile on her face.
"You?" I frowned. "What are you still doing here?"
"That's my cue to get up." Rosé smiled at me. "I'm going to go and have a bath too."
"What's going on Rosé?" I looked at her, hurt that she would sit and chat with her after everything Lisa had done to me.
"Just talk to Lisa." She rubbed my shoulder as she left the room. "She's not all bad."
"Whatever." I sighed and looked back at Lisa as she left the room. "I thought I told you to leave."
"I don't actually believe you said that." She grinned at me and then pat the seat next to her. "Sit."
"What do you want Lisa?" I could feel my blood pressure rising.
"I know your birthday is in January. I know you're a Capricorn. I know you work for a small nonprofit doing marketing work. I know that you wish you were better in science because you wanted to be a vet. I know you love dogs, hate cats, and that you're deathly afraid of spiders and snakes. I know that you want to be on Survivor or The Amazing Race. I know that you think Matthew McConaughey is the best looking actor in Hollywood. I know that that you love cupcakes and French fries and that you hate vegetables, but you make yourself eat them because that's what you've always done. I know that you love your family, even though they infuriate you and I know that if you could have any car in the world, it would be a black sports Range Rover."
"A Range Rover isn't a car, it's an SUV." I said, feeling dazed.
"I know that you're a romantic and that you believe in true love and fairy tales."
"Rosé told you that?" My jaw dropped. I was going to kill her.
"No." She shook her head. "Rosé told me everything up to the car. I figured out the true romantic stuff."
"Oh." I said stiffly.
"Why did you ask her all that stuff?"
"You said that I didn't know you and you were right." She gave me a weak smile. "I wanted a chance to get to know you and I didn't think you were going to answer any of my questions."
"I see."
"Do you really?" She stood up and walked over to me. "Do you really see, Jen?"
"Not really." I shook my head, my heart racing as she grabbed my hands and pulled me towards her. "What's the point of asking her all those questions?"
"I don't know." She shrugged. "I don't really understand what's going on between us."
"Neither do I." I acknowledged.
"I just wish you would quit playing games with my heart." She grinned and then winked at me as I laughed.
"She told you that was my favorite song as well?"
"Yes," She laughed. "She did."
"I'm going to kill Rosé." I sighed.
"Please don't." She leaned forward and kissed me. "Or at least not just yet."
"Okay then, I won't kill her yet." I kissed her back and whimpered as I felt her hands reaching up under my t-shirt and squeezing my bare breasts.
"No bra?" She groaned next to my lips as her fingers pinch my nipples.
"I'm at home, I don't need a bra."
"I need to be at your home more often." She grunted lifted my t-shirt up quickly before lowering her head and sucking on my right nipple.
"Lisa, you can't do this." I moan as she sucked eagerly and pinched my other nipple.
"Yes, I can." She grinned up at me and switched to my other breast.
"What if Rosé comes back out." I groaned as her teeth tugged my nipple gently and I ran my hands through her hair. "Lisa," I moaned her name loudly.
"Let's go to your bedroom then."
"I don't know." I said hesitantly.
"Please." She licked her lips and then kissed me again.
"We haven't really solved anything though." I wasn't sure what to do.
"Do we have to figure it out now?" She kissed the side of my neck and then whispered in my ear. "My tongue wants to show you how badly it's missed you."
"You know just what to say to get me to say yes, don't you?" I giggled and grabbed her hand and pulled her towards my bedroom. "Come on, before I change my mind."
"We wouldn't want you to do that, would we?" She chuckled as we entered my room and I made sure to lock the door behind us. I did not need Rosé walking in while Lisa went down on me. Not at all. "Nice room." She looked around and grinned. "And no Backstreet Boys posters."
"Very funny." I laughed and leaned forward to kiss her again. "Keep it up and you won't make it to the bed."
"Oh really?" She laughed and grabbed me around the waist and picked me up. I started squealing and then she dropped me on the mattress and just looked at me for a few seconds. "I better get to work quickly then." She winked at me and reached down and pulled my top off. She stared at my breasts for a few seconds and licked her lips. "I like you with no bra." She said and then reached down and pulled my boy shorts off. "And no panties either, yummy." She moaned and spread my legs open before dropping to her knees. I groaned as I felt her face between my legs and I knew that she could feel my wetness, as her tongue ran back and forth on my clit as she gently sucked on it. My entire body felt on edge as her tongue continued to play with me and gently entered me.
"Oh Lisa." I whimpered as she fucked me with her tongue. I had almost forgotten how delicious being with her felt.
"Turn over." She groaned as she rolled me onto my stomach.
"Why?" I cried out, not wanting her to stop doing what she was doing as I was already so close to a climax.
"Shh." She stood up and I twisted my head and watched as she pulled off her shirt and pants quickly. I took a deep breath as I stared at her naked cock, jutting out in front of her.
"What are you—" I started, but she slapped my bottom lightly.
"Shh." She said again with a grin and winked at me. "Put your head down, close your eyes and spread your legs."
"What?" I frowned as my heart raced.
"Don't ask any questions, just do what I say." She slapped me again, a little harder this time and I moaned as her finger slipped between my legs and rubbed my clit.
"Oh." I cried out and spread my legs.
"Good girl." She groaned as she lowered her head and bit my ass gently.
"What are you doing?" I groaned as I felt her tongue licking down my ass crack.
"No questions." She slapped me again on the bottom of my ass and rubbed my wet clit again.
"Okay." I cried out, my entire body on high alert.
"You're learning." She said softly and her hands spread my legs again. I felt her breath on my pussy and my body shivered as she licked my clit with her warm and ticklish tongue. I closed my eyes and moaned into the sheets as she licked me. It felt different from this position, but if anything it felt even more intense and exciting. And then I felt her tongue moving up higher and I froze. My eyes popped open as her tongue licked up my butt crack again. What was she doing?
"Relax." She groaned as she kissed up my back. I could feel her cock grazing my leg and I moaned.
"What are you doing?" I said softly as she squeezed my butt cheeks.
"Showing you how many miracles my tongue can perform."
"With my ass?" I whispered as I felt her tongue on my butt again, moving closer and closer to my anus.
"You just had a bath right?"
"Yes." I whispered. "Why?"
She didn't answer me with words, instead I felt her tongue licking me in a place I'd never been licked before. At first I was shocked into silence. I couldn't believe she was licking my asshole and I couldn't believe how wonderful it felt. I closed my eyes and gripped the sheets, feeling almost embarrassed at the amount of pleasure that was cascading through my body. And then she did this thing where she licked my clit for a few seconds and moved back up to my ass. The feelings were overwhelming. I could barely stop myself from screaming when she pushed the tip of her tongue inside both holes. I felt dirty and I loved it. And then her cock entered my pussy in one hard thrust and I couldn't stop myself. I came immediately and screamed out her name as she slammed into me, each thrust feeling deeper and deeper.
"Oh Lisa." I screamed as she grunted behind me and filled me up.
"Yes Jen. Scream my name." She pulled out and flipped me over. "Scream my name, Jen." She grinned down at me and entered me again quickly. I moaned as I looked up into her eyes and she grabbed my hands and held them tightly as she started to move a little slower.
"Oh shit, Lisa. I'm going to come again." I screamed as the tip of her cock kept hitting my g-spot every time she moved inside of me.
"Come for me, Jen." She groaned and then I felt her body shuddering as she increased her pace and exploded inside of me. She collapsed next to me on the bed after a few seconds and then kissed me on the cheek.
"Promise me something Jen." She whispered in my ear.
"What?" I asked her softly as she kissed the side of my face.
"Don't leave the bed until we both wake up."
"Okay." I nodded, my heart soaring as she pulled me into her arms. "I won't leave the bed until we both wake up."
"You can leave if you need the bathroom though, I don't want you to wet the bed." She said lightly with a laugh and I slapped her arm as I laughed with her and closed my eyes. I wasn't sure how she'd done it, but I was feeling a million times better about our situation now. I had faith that we'd figure out a way to make this work. She liked me, she really liked me and her staying and asking Rosé all those questions had to mean that she wanted to see where we could go in our relationship. She was ready to give us a chance now. She had to be.
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