When Push Comes To Shove

Jade West has always been considered a bitch or a cunt or the wicked witch of the west as there's plethora of nicknames for the young thespian but she doesn't care what people call her cause she knows that those people know nothing about her life or what she's going through since it's none of their business. The Goth girl doesn't trust very easily as the people she does trust she can count on one hand and even then, those people were kept at a distance and that included her relationship with her best friend/boyfriend Beck Oliver. Jade let him because she knew that the actor wasn't happy in their relationship and didn't want to keep him from finding love with someone else so she let everyone believe that she pushed him away with her controlling and possessive nature which isn't really true but she care what other people thought of her. There's another reason that the young thespian let her long term boyfriend go that no one knew about as she kept it a secret for a long time that she couldn't tell anyone about not even him as it's the cause of her pushing everyone away and not getting close to anyone.

The only one's that know what it is her divorced parents, her doctors and her best friend Katrina Valentine or Cat for short but the redhead finding out was by complete accident when they were younger and she had accidentally kicked her in the crotch during a game of kick ball causing her great pain. You see Jade West is a intersex meaning that instead of having a vagina like normal girls, she has a fully functioning penis which she hides with the help of compression shorts that she hates wearing but it's the only way to hide it from being public knowledge as it would send her reputation pummeling faster than she could blink. The goth hates that she was born with this thing between her legs as her life wasn't hard enough with her parents deciding to end their marriage when she was nine as they were always arguing about one thing or another but the ever constant subject that came up in their heated battles was her.

She knew that her father hated her by the way that he looked at her with this disgust and contempt as she couldn't remember the last time he ever said that anything nice to her or even tried to hug her or spend time with her as he repeatedly told her that he was too busy or that he had better things to do with his time. Jade hides her tears because her father told her that they were a sign of weakness and if she was gonna be a West then she couldn't afford to show any kind of weakness in front of others and took it to heart especially when her parents' divorce was finalized but by then, she wasn't sad about it as more along the lines of angry. She was angry about her father deciding to get remarried to some woman not long after the ink dried on the divorce papers and what made things worse was that the woman tried to get the two of them to reconcile but neither one of them were going for it even tried to become friends with the nine year old. Jade thawed all attempts of getting to know her step-mother as the two deciding to procreate, having a baby that would be taking her place because this time, the kid didn't turn out to be a freak like she was and she knew that her father was happy about that as he looked down at the child that he held in his arms.

Even through the thespian wanted to hate the new half sibling but she couldn't bring herself to do so because the kid didn't ask to be here or being brought into her turmoil as she held Haruka and those striking grayish blue looked up at her without judgment or prejudice, tiny fingers gripping around her index finger causing her realized that this is the start of something. As Jade grew up, her father grew more and more indifferent towards her but she didn't care one way or another what he wanted or what he did but her relationship with her step-mother Mai was civil at best but she was planning on getting closer to her than that although her relationship with her mother was stronger than ever as well as her relationship with her seven year old sister Haruka or Haru for short.

It was obvious that the half sibling adored her and worship the ground she walked on as the goth cares deeply for her soccer star sister although she'll never admit it outright but she never missed any of her games, cheering loudly when she scored a goal or yell at the ref about call him made against the game. There's one person in Jade's life that she wish that she would just leave her alone and that person comes in the form of one Tori Vega, annoying her greatly because as hard as she tries to push the singer away, it only makes come back hard especially now that once power couple of Beck and Jade are no longer together as she tries even harder to befriend her. The thespian bent on not letting Tori through her defenses because she's Jade and she's a bitch as she doesn't plan to change her way anytime soon and not for anyone.

It's a another day at Hollywood Arts as students flood the hallways, gathering their books for their next class, talking with friends or waiting to the last possible minute to head to class as I look through my lockers for my textbooks when I feel someone's presence next to mine as I looked to see that it's Beck with a easy going look on his face. I could tell that he wanted to ask me something and I knew that I wasn't about to like it as I turned back my locker, looking at my appearance in the mirror when he comes out with it.

"So Trina's throwing at their place tonight since their parents are doing to be out of town, visiting relatives and I think that we should go" Beck says finally.

"No" I said plainly.

"Come on Jade, you should come. The rest of the gang is coming and I know Tori would be happy, knowing that you're going"

"Since when do I care about making Tori happy and I don't give a fuck if the rest of the losers that we hang with are going" I scoffed.

"There's gonna be alcohol"

There it is and I could use a drink after dealing with these losers all week long day in and day out as it's the only way, I would come to this party and I hate how well Beck knows me, using it to talk me into coming to a party hosted by Vega.

"Fine since it's the only way I can get through this party remotely sane"

"There's nothing sane about you" Beck mutters.

"What was that?" I asked narrowing my eyes at him.

"Nothing, nothing. See you at the party" Beck said chuckling.

I couldn't help but feel like I'm going to regret this later as I push the feeling aside before walking to my final class of the day which is with Sikowitz, taking up residence in the back like usual as Vega sits in front of me then turning around to flash me one of her sickening sweet smile. I scowled at her causing the singer to flinch before turning around as I smirked while Cat rambles on about her weird brother when our balding teacher walks in through the window, calling everyone's attention towards him before moving onto the lesson for the day even though I wasn't paying any real attention to it. I barely noticed when the bell rang as I get up to leave when I hear someone calling my name and I turned to see that it's none other than the bane of my existence stupid, fuckin Vega coming up to me with her overly preppy attitude.

"What do you want, Vega?" I asked annoyed.

"I um w-wanted to know if you were coming to my party later" Vega asked shyly.

"Why would I come to a party being hosted by you? Knowing you hosting this thing, it's not gonna be worth my time and I'm gonna be bored out my mind" I said rolling my eyes.

"That's mean, Jade. I can throw a good party if I wanted to" Vega said Crossing her arms over her chest.

"Yeah right" I snorted. "You and good don't even belong in the same sentence"

"I can so throw a good party and even you'll be impressed"

"Bet you can't" I said smirking

"I bet you that I can" Vega said holding out her hand.

"Loser does whatever the winner wants for a day" I said shaking her hand.

I see Vega visibly gulps as I strut down the hallway and out of the building towards my car, driving towards the house that my father is paying for me and Ma to live in to find out that she's gonna be working late tonight at the hospital and not to wait up for her. Ever since my father's paying a substantial amount alimony, Ma's been using part of it to pay her way through nursing school and been working at a local hospital for about three years now because she always wanted to be nurse but being married to my sperm donor had gotten in a way of that as his accounting company grew. She's been a lot happier now that she's under his thumb and able to pursue her dreams as she isn't as miserable as she used to be but working the long hours, means that I had to spend a lot time by myself but I didn't mind too much because I like my solitude cause dealing with idiots gets very draining very quickly.

I chilled in my room listening to some old stuff from Green Day, staring up at the ceiling until around 9:30 before deciding to get dressed in a pair of ripped black jeans hanging loosely off my hips, a white tank tops that showcased my boobs, a crimson red flannel and a red beanie with my hair curled underneath it as I grabbed my keys and wallets before heading out. I hopped into my car and taking my sweet time getting to Vega's because well it's Vega as I'm not in a rush of rush to go to a party that she's throwing because the girl is an enigma to me because no matter how much of a bitch I am to her or fucked up thing that I do to her, she keeps coming back and offering her hand in friendship, baffling me completely.

Normal people would given up by now but now. She's gotta be a glutton for harassment. By the time I arrived outside of the Vega household, the party was in full swing, music was blaring through the house, people were either talking, dancing on a makeshift dance floor or drinking out of red Solo cups as I spotted Cat dancing on the dance floor while Robbie looks at her longingly. I swear that he's completely hopeless as he not-so-secretly pins after the redhead designer when she spots me then excitedly runs at me full speed, wrapping her body around mine and squeezing the hell outta me as I had to pry her off of me so I could breathe and I could tell that she's been drinking if the glossy of her eyes were indication.

"Jadey, you made it" Cat said giggling.

"Cat, I told you not to call me that in public" I said glaring at her.

"Sorry, I forgot. Dance with me" Cat said pulling on my wrist.

"Maybe later, I'm gonna grab a drink first"

"Kay 'kay" Cat said bouncing towards the dance floor.

I walked over towards the kitchen and on the way there I saw Andre on the couch, talking to two girls obviously flirting with them as the boy never stayed in a relationship long enough but that's none of my business because I'm not good at doing relationships myself. I mixed some Vodka and Tropicana orange juice, feeling the more alcohol than juice which I preferred anyways as I walked back into the living room watching everything from a chair off to the side so no one bothers me, not like they would anyways cause I'm me an most of the people here are scared shitless of me. Beck and Robbie are playing some drinking game while a bunch of girls are cheering on the actor on loudly when someone sits down next to me as I looked out of the corner of my eyes to see that it's Vega in a shimmery blue dress that hugs her curves as I lick my lips subconsciously.

"Having fun?"

"No" I said taking a sip from my drink. "Lame party, Vega"

"You only just got here" Vega pouted.

"Stalking me now?" I asked smirking. "That's creepy even for you"

"I w-was not! I just well just noticed you walking in through the front door and-"

"Calm down Vega, don't get your panties in a twisted" I said loving the effect that I have over the younger Vega sibling.

"You're such a jerk" Vega said crossing her arms.

"And it only took you almost a year to figure that out" I said rolling my eyes.

Vega looks at me for a moment with this unreadable expression on her face and I don't like it because I'm normally able to read people especially the singer easily but I can't as she grabs my hand, leading me towards Robbie and Beck were playing Beer Pong as the actor smirks at me knowingly like he's on some big secret that I don't know about. I wanted to wipe that smug look on his face so I team up with Vega to beat the both of them and honestly she sucks ass as the both of us had to throw back cups after cups of beer before winning at the last second when the puppeteer missed his last shot before hanging his head in disappointment.

We played a few more games and the longer we played the drunker that Vega got as the beer wasn't affecting me as quickly with my slightly high tolerance for liquor but I have a nice buzz going as the singer pulls on my wrist towards the dance floor as Somebody by Natalie Rose and Jeremih plays as she turns to face away from me. Her hips swaying to the beat as she pushes back against me and the warning bells were going… or least they would have if I was actually listening to them as I put my hands on her hip pushing up against her and enjoying the way that our bodies mesh together perfectly as she reaches back, grabbing the back of my neck. The song changes to No Type by Rae Sremmurds as the half Latina grinds harder into my crotch and I couldn't stop the moan from coming out of my mouth as I gripped her hips tighter with my pants getting tighter and tighter the long this… whatever this is goes on. Vega spins quickly, wrapping her arms around my neck as her lips hover over my ear making shiver, rolling her hips against mine as I let out a low groan.

"Is that a microphone or are you just happy to see me?" Vega asked smirking.

"Vega, stop" I warned.

"Why? You're always teasing me and I'm just playing by your rules" Vega said innocently.

"You don't know what you're getting yourself into" I groaned as she rolled her hips again. "Keep playing with fire, you're gonna get burned"

"I'm not afraid of you, Jade and I know what I'm getting myself into" Vega said taking my face in her hands.

I look into those expressive brown eyes and it may have been the alcohol coursing through my veins or something but I leaned in forward capturing Vega's lips in a heated kiss, pulling her in close as our bodies meshes into each other and fuck does it feel good. Our tongues dance around each other in struggle for dominance before pulling away as I pulled the singer off the dance floor, up the stairs and into her room before closing the door by pressing her up against it, connecting our mouths once again as I pressed open-mouthed kiss along the tanned column of her neck, throwing her head back. I don't remember much from that night except for clothes being thrown on the floor and my name screamed loudly over the music as well as an incredibly warm heat wrapped around me and by the time, I woke up the next day I found myself naked with an equally naked curled up on my side.

I keep my freak out in until I'm completely dressed and driving down the street as fast as I can, reaching home in the matter of second, breaking every traffic laws in the process but I could care less about that as the fact that I slept with Vega of all people hit me like a ton of bricks. Now that she knows my secret and everything's at stake now if she deiced to tell the whole school my secret as I have to find a way to make sure that she keeps her big mouth shut before ruining everything for me. Fuck, how could I be so stupid? Why did I let Beck and Vega talk me into going to that stupid fuckin party?! They better pray to whatever higher power that they pray to because I'm gonna rip the both of them to shreds with my scissors. I pulled into my driveway to see Haruka sitting on the top step of the porch with her Frozen backpack, swinging her legs up and both waiting patiently as I get out of the car as she launches herself at me as I catch her in my arm, ruffling her hair before setting her down as I looked around for dad or Mai or Charles the chauffeur that drops her off.

"Haru, how did you get here? Where's Dad or Mai?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Mama had to fly to Hong Kong for a meeting so Daddy dropped me off but he was in a big hurry and he told me to wait here until you answered the door" Haruka said shrugging her shoulders.

"What the hell was he thinking?! What if I wasn't home? Then what? I can't fuckin believe him. God, he's such a dick" I said angrily.

I can't believe that he would just drop off at my house without checking to see if I was at home or not, he's lucky that I just pulled just now. Wait, how long has she been here?

"Haru, when did you get here?" I asked curious.

"Ten minutes ago and you have to put three dollars in the swear jab"

"Fine, fine whatever. Come on" I said unlocking the door.

"Jadey, why do you have a purple marks on your neck?"

Fuck! Not a conversation I want to have with my little sister.

Not sure if I want to keep this as a one shot or continue this so let me know what you think

~Nicole The Dragon Rider signing off

The End