Heeeeyyyyyy guys, guess who's back... MEEEEEE!

So I know I've been gone awhile and I'm sorry for that, but I have been super busy with work with all this pandemic nonsense going on. Also I am moving in with my boyfriend so I've been super busy with packing and finding a new job and all that.

I have missed posting for you guys and I have missed writing, but then this idea came into my head and here it is a new story for you guys to read.

DISCLAIMER! I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS OR THE SONG LYRICS USED IN THIS STORY OR THE SONG THAT THIS STORY IS BASESD ON. I ONLY CLAIM THE IDEA.

Anyway guys here is the first chapter and let me know what you guys think about this idea.

The sun kissed my cheek as I stirred in my sleep waking me up. I blink my eyes open trying to see my surroundings. I lift my head just a little and look around. Oh my god. I cursed quietly to myself. Not again. I bowed my head and shook it, my loose hair slapping me in my face.

I laid my head back to the pillow, next to my now ex boyfriend Julian. He ended us a few months ago and yet here I still was, finding myself waking up next to him. I run a shaky hand over my face. I quickly grab my phone from down beside the bed and text Rachel. I know I didn't drive here to the party last night so I needed a ride home.

She just sends me back a thumbs up emoji telling me she was on her way. I was stupid I know, but for some reason I just couldn't let him go.

I push back the blanket covering us and grab my red jeans and my flowery white top from the chair at his desk. I get dressed and ruffle my still very curly hair to at least make myself look semi decent. I pick my wedged heels up and head to the door and leave.

I walk down the stairs and head for the front door. I was hoping everyone had left so I could leave without looking like the loser I feel every time I have to do the walk of shame, but too my unluckiest their was always that one person who stayed behind.

"Brooke..." I stop in my tracks and slowly turn around.

"Hi Felix" Felix was Julian's best friend. They grew up together. It wasn't a surprise to see him still here.

He smiled eyeing my appearance "doing the walk of shame again huh?" I cringe at the word 'again' hating that everyone knows the story behind Julian and I.

I came off as the pathetic sad lame ass girl who can't move on from her ex boyfriend who dumbed her the weekend before Junior year ended so he could have the summer before senior year to do whomever and whatever he wanted, I just happened to be the sleep with type to him now.

We started our love story back freshman year. He perused me for four months before I even agreed to date him and then four months later I fell in love with him and we had been together since then.

I mean I have always been the popular cheerleader ever since middle school and when Julian and I started dating we were the power couple of the school and now we are nothing and I'm the stupid girl who is pathetic.

I heard a car horn signalling Rachel was outside "as nice as this conversation would have been my ride is here" Felix followed me to the door.

A smile formed on his lips "Rachel Gatina, the one and only" Felix has had a thing for her since she got drunk last summer and they spent a few nights hooking up.

I don't answer I just open the front door and start to head down the drive when a window above opened and Julian poked his head out the window "you were going to leave without saying bye" I stop and look up at him smiling down at me.

"Just think of this not happening again" I say back knowing that was lie. I say it every time the next day.

Julian laughed "oh butterfly you and I both know that's a lie" he gave me his cheeky wink and I roll my eyes at him.

"Good bye Julian" I start to walk again reaching Rachel's car.

I got into her car and I saw the look on her face "I know what you're going to say Rach so don't" she puts the car into drive "just please don't"

"Well as your personal chauffeur when you decide to do something stupid and get drunk then have sex with your ex boyfriend who I hate by the way and call me to come get you I have the right to have an opinion" Rachel states "so here it is, you need to stop this Brooke" I knew she was right. Everyone keeps saying how stupid I'm being and I get that, but no one understands the hold he has had over me for a real long time.

"Rachel..." I sigh

"No Brooke" she cuts in "the girls and I are worried about your mental state and this can't be good for it. Julian isn't good for you anymore Brooke" she pulls into my drive "you can't keep giving him what he wants and then letting him be smug about it"

"I know, but he is Julian and his my Julian"

She shakes her head "he isn't yours anymore Brooke. He broke up with you"she reminds me and my heart sunk remembering how he broke up with me "he slept with Kenzie for god sake"

My ears perked up at that and I looked back at her "he eh... He slept with Kenzie, from the squad" she nodded and I could feel my eyes burning with tears "I'll erm... I'll see you later Rach" I go to get out the car, but she stopped me seeing the tears evident in my eyes.

"Brooke I'm sorry" I suck back a sob. She leaned back in her seat and then rummaged through her dash board until she found her ipod "here" she handed it to me "song 5 on the breakup playlist"

I take it from her "you want me to listen to a song?" she nodded.

"I think it could help, it helped Bevin get over Vegas"

"I better get in and have a shower. I need to wash last night off my body" I give Rachel a hug and head out her car and up the drive to my front door. I headed into the house and up to my bedroom laying on my bed to listen to this song before getting into the shower.

After Rachel recommended that song to me everything was put into perspective. The girl who wrote that was right with every step she put in there. The rest of the day I played the song over and over again. While I was cleaning my room. While I was cooking my dinner. While I washed my car and I fell in love with it.

As the song finished my phone buzzed telling me I had a text. I looked to the clock to see it had just passed eight in the evening. Julian's name popped up.

Party at Vegas's beach house tonight. Wanna come.

I stared down at the message for a few minutes and then the song played again and my phone buzzed again

Brooke. You coming?

Where you at?

Brooke

I ignored all messages and danced around my room listening to the song again and again. Rachel was right. Everyone was right. I need to get over him and sleeping with him won't do that.

So I decide that listening to the girl who sings his song. She was right and I needed to follow her rules. So tomorrow is a new day and it'll be day one of getting over my ex.

So what do you guys think? REVIEW below please.

Love you guys always. Roch xoxo