Chaos

by Caua Godinho

A normal student in the outside world, lives his life normally from day to day, but an event changes all that and through that event he seeks an answer or a way out, will you accompany him?

1. Chapter 1 : Oblivion

First of all, it's Monday like any other day in the outside world. It's almost the end of the year 2021, to be more exact in September of the 27th. In a small house, a young man was waking up, because his grandmother is calling him to do his duties.

-Cauã! Wake up! Said the old woman, one or more times, being the last in a low tone but also severe, she have an old and more or less thin voice, she appears to be around 60 or 70 years old, her size is medium, green eyes, brown hair, Her skin is white and saggy, she wear a green sweater with white details, green shorts not so long, almost reaching to the knee, pink slippers and she appeared to be very ill and also used oxygen cylinders and apparatus to breathe. She was waking him up because Cauã studies early.

-Ok... grandma. Cauã, Say in a tired tone. the young man showed to have a thick and a little thin voice.

-It's ok son, I'll make you breakfast while you get dressed and use the bathroom. Finishing talking, she leaves the room and the young man started to take his blanket off from above his body, the blanket has a face and features of a jaguar, right after taking the blanket off him, he sits in his comfortable and single bed. While Cauã was sitting, he stared at the white wall of his small and dark bedroom, where in his room there was, in addition to his bed, on the left of the bed has a black umbrella next to the wooden wardrobe in shades of light brown, which is not only used to keep the clothes but also the toys of his younger brother and the old and broken things of Cauã, These things were kept only in the center of the wardrobe, the other parts had the clothes of Cauã and his Father. On the right of the room, there is a white fan turned off and supported by a medium iron chair with a white seat, in front of the fan, there was an iron chair bigger than the other one, Cauã uses it to sit and play with his computer, where his computer is on a medium sized wooden table in dark brown colors tones, He stays at the computer in his free time or to pass the time.

After a few seconds, He got up from the bed and grabbed his clothes from the wardrobe and started to get dressed. First of all, he started putting on his blue shirt that has the symbol and the name of his High School in the center of the shirt. The name being, Marcelino Braga, And yes, his uniform was just a blue shirt, and after that, he put on his gray shorts, white socks along with his black shoes. Ending to dress up, he heads to leave his room, opening the wooden door of his room and putting the plush horse, brown and full of sand, to maintain the door open, After putting the horse on the door, He walks to the small corridor of his house, where at the beginning of the corridor has a mirror of medium size, He is supported by a nail, nailed on the wall, arriving in the middle of the corridor.

He went to the right, where he opens another wooden door, with the door open, the bathroom is shown. The bathroom is all white, medium size, had two-sixths, one for garbage and the other for leaving dirty clothes, nails and iron supports placed in the walls to put towels or other things and the rest of the bathroom is everything a normal bathroom would have. He goes to the sink and opens the mirror that had a compartment for storing toothbrushes, toothpaste and makeup products. Picking up his toothbrush, which is green and purple, he puts the toothpaste on the brush, before starting to brush his teeth, he looks in the mirror, He kept looking in the mirror for a few seconds or minutes. Have you ever thought what you're going to do with your life, Cauã? Maybe yes but... Mate, I need to brush my teeth. And then he started brushing his teeth. finishing brushing, he wets his eyes with water to clean them and uses the blue towel to wipe his eyes, the towel was on the right side of the mirror, supported by an iron cable, so that the towel does not fall on the white floor. Before leaving the bathroom, he puts the towel back on the iron cable and he looks in the mirror again like before, maybe he is thinking deeply again. Know? I'm at the end of high school and I still don't have a job and also I don't even know how gonna be my adult life from now on... Bro, I shouldn't be thinking about it right now.

He stopped thinking about it and went into the kitchen, the kitche seems to be bigger than the other rooms but not by much, the kitchen has a medium cupboard and also a small one, both being white and they are used to store medicines, plates, cups and expenses, among other things. In the center there was a table made of stone and iron with only 4 seats for each person, the table also had a blue cloth with designs of fruit and flowers and on top of it there is a sixth to store fruit or serve as decoration. On the other side of the kitchen, going from the left to the right are the stove, sink and refrigerator. He saw that his breakfast is on the table, because they were already made by his grandmother, as she said in Cauã's room, and as usual, they are already done. He then picked up his coffee cup and also his bread and goes back to his room to stay on the computer, he turn on the lamp, using the switch that was on the right side of the computer desk and he sits in his chair and waits for the computer to turn on, he always stays until 06:30 AM on the computer, because that's the hours when he goes to school. Until then, he keeps watching videos on youtube or seeing pictures of touhou girls, he's not a big fan of anime, but he loves difficult games and the characters of the franchise, one of his favorite characters is koishi, he doesn't know exactly why, but he loves this fictional character, he believes the reason is for her ability or for other reasons. Mate, if you had the ability to read and control a person's subconscious, do you know what you can do? there are so many possibilities. One of them being doing good and justice in this shit country or controlling a person's fears and forgotten memories and making them desperate, it would be amazing to have this ability, and not to mention that, koishi, it's fucking beautiful, But it's a shame that in appearance, koishi is a loli it really is a shame, i hate lolis but i like koishi, weird, don't you think? And the character, Cauã likes least, possibly it's the Yukari, Although it's all fiction, She has an ability, which is to travel across of dimensions, and he hates these types of characters, because there might be a possibility that they exist. Cauã is an atheist, but most of all he's still afraid of those kind of characters, even if they are fictitious. I don't believe in religion, spirits, monsters or parallel dimensions, actually, I don't believe in nothing of supernatural, but it's scary, these types of beings who can travel between dimensions, even being fiction, that's scary.

Until 06:15 AM, he stayed at his computer but he remembered to ask his friend, Renan, whether he would go to school today or not. They have a great friendship, but no matter how good a friendship is, sometimes you will forget your friends, even the best of the best. With Cauã, remembering, he pick up his cell phone that was receiving charge from an extension cord connected to the socket next to the wardrobe, and taking the cell phone that was in the top drawer of the table, Cauã, would go send a message to Renan, but his friend had already sent him a message, the message being: Are you going to school today?

-I will, at the same time as usual? Cauã, sends the message via voice chat. With him waiting for Renan to respond, he saw that he replied with the message: Yes, the usual time, 6:25.

-Ok, Cauã sent a voice message again to reply to his friend. This time Renan didn't answer back, Until 06:25 AM arrives, Cauã stays on his computer doing the same thing as before until it's time to leave. With the time approaching 06:25 AM he tells his friend that he's going to start leaving the house and meet in the same place they meet, then he gets up from his chair and then turned off everything, he put the cell phone back to charge and also put him back in the drawer, he picks up his old black backpack, that was on the blue floor and his black mask leaning on the closet, He goes into the kitchen to get his water bottle from the fridge and after taking the water bottle, he puts the water bottle in one of the backpack empty pockets. Seeing that he already had everything in hand, he started walking down the hall towards the living room, but before he arrived to the end of the hall, his grandmother called him from her room and asked, if he picked up everything he needed.

-Cauã! did you picked up everything you need!? Asked the old lady, in a more or less loud tone.

-Yes! I picked up everything and grandma, I'm already going to school! bye. Cauã replied in a sleepy and calm tone.

-Bye son. his grandmother replied back in a lower tone, showing that her would go back to sleep.

-Bye grandmother! he says goodbye again and With that. He starts going to the living room, what it appears to be bigger than the other rooms, there are 2 sofas, one small and one large, both are brown, each one having, two pillows in the same color as the sofas, in the right corner, facing the hallway, has a fan, medium size, which is turned off and next to the small sofa and from the big TV, that is supported by a large dresser of pale wood, the dresser had flowers for decoration on the top and on the bottom had drawers to store things from Cauã's younger brother. In the left of the corner of the room, next to the big sofa, and on the side of the living room window and the iron exit door, there is a table, medium size, with 2 iron chairs, on the table is full of books, sheets of paper and among other things, if you try to analyze the content, it looks like it's the younger brother's work and studies, at that moment Cauã's younger brother, is awake, sitting on the biggest sofa and watching TV.

-Cauã, before you go, watch this. Said the boy in a happy tone for having seen his older brother, and called him to watch something on TV, some cartoon possibly, the boy, who had called Cauã, have a thin voice, seems to have black hair with blonde tones, Brown eyes, age 9 to 10 years old, for its appearance and also medium size, skinny and brown skin, he's wearing blue shorts, he's shirtless and his slippers were on the floor. The 2 brothers are very different from each other, if a person who doesn't know them, see them, would say they're not even brothers, They are different because they're just dad's half-blood brothers, the 2 have family problems so much that their grandparents have taken care of them since they were babies.

-I can't, when I get back from school! I'll see what you want! okay? Cauã answered back, short and thick, and started walking towards the iron door to leave the room, while his younger brother, answered him back.

-Ok. the younger brother just answered an ok back, and his answer seemed very sad with Cauã's answer. Cauã, realized this, so he stopped at the door, sighed and turned to say. Even Cauã, being rude at times to his brother, he still worries about him.

-Nenê, when I come back I'll see! okay? I promise! Cauã replied with more love and with the nickname that his brother João has, the reason the nickname exist is because the grandfather has the same name as the boy, so the older brother and the grandfather named him that way but the grandmother, she didn't like the nickname at all, then she is the only one who calls him João, in the house.

-Ah ok! bye Cauã! the boy seemed less sad now, Cauã, smiled at his brother and said bye back, taking the key that has a mini portrait of Ave Maria and that was on the study table, Cauã, opens the iron door. Most of the time my grandfather changes the keys to another place, luckily, the key is in its normal place, on the table. Opening the door he went out into the yard, where there was a stone floor, the walls of his yard, an iron gate locked with a padlock, a large tree in the center, on the left of the tree, have large bags, full of junk to sell, and a wooden stub that his grandfather uses as a support to cut iron and to sell too and a path that could lead to the back of his house. Cauã, goes to the gate, takes the key that was hidden in the upper left corner of the gate and opens it and leaves his yard.

The outside of his house, had 2 wooden benches, one on the right and the other on the left, they were made to sit to make people enjoy the view and talk, while they are seated. On the front of the left benche have a tree for make shade, and a pile of sand on the right side of the right benche. In the surroundings, in front there were trees, a plaza, a mini soccer field on the left and a large one that was much further ahead, on the right of the plaza, had a destroyed children's playground and finally its neighbors who were sleeping at this time of the morning. Then he starts walking to the right, as he walked, he felt good getting the weak sunlight, that gave him energy and motivated him to walk more, reaching the end of the broken and potholed street, where in front there were newly built houses. Possibly some smart dealer bought that field to build and sell houses and in the end, came out at a profit. On the left there are more houses and trees, and on the right is the path, where he will meet his friend, he started down the long street, until he reached a mini plaza with lots of trees, paths and houses in the surroundings. Cauã, was waiting in the plaza for his friend, that hadn't arrived before him or at the same time, because sometimes these two things happen, but the most likely thing to happen is the Cauã, it gets there first. After a minute or two of waiting, Finally, his friend appeared, at the end of the street, Renan, a young man but older than Cauã, possibly around 19 or 22 years old, black hair, brown eyes, brown skin, skinny, but not so much skinny, wearing a blue shirt with coconut leaves as details in a lighter blue tone, different from the shirt that was in a much stronger blue tone, jeans and black shoes with green ropes and carries a blue and black backpack on his back. When one of the two approaches, it depends on the situation that each one is going through at the moment, as this implies who is going to give the greeting first or no greeting at all, this time it was Cauã, who gave the first greeting, most of the time he is the one who says hello or good morning first.

-Hi, by the way, good morning, how was your sleep? Cauã greeted and asked in a sleepy tone.

-Hi, I didn't even sleep today and I didn't eat anything. Renan replied in a sleepy, calm and short tone. Renan has a voice a little thinner than the Cauã. Like most of the time, he's not a man who likes to talk a lot but that doesn't mean he doesn't like to pick up topics with his friends, with Renan's answer, they start walking down the front street but don't finish their conversation.

-Shit! bro, I'm sleepy too and i would like to be sleeping in my bed now, I hate school! Cauã responded sleepily, irritated and disappointed, after they went down the street, they enter a road and it is used to get out of their town, not just use it as a shortcut to get to school, in front there was a street further down, where there were other houses. Behind them, there was a sewer in, on the surface and open, didn't stink, but it also looked like the sewer wasn't used for anything, the reason he has not yet been buried yet, is because of the incompetence of the city hall in the question of services. In the center of the street there were coconut trees and a sidewalk, so pedestrians could safely cross that street, it's not a street where many accidents happen, but that doesn't mean it's not dangerous, on the left side was the exit from the city and on the right the long way to the school of the both and they continue to talk about the same subject.

-For real?! if you didn't talk about it! I would never have realized!, you know? Renan asked an ironic question. Cauã realizing the irony, responded in the same way.

-Yes! I know! I'm very polite and I like to explain to people who can't understand a simple thing! and by the way! fuck you! Renan, gave a smile while Cauã, started to laugh a lot, They are different in some things and the same in others, for this reason, from a distance you would see that they are great friends and also that they laugh and make fun of each other a lot, continuing along the sidewalk, Cauã saw a blue sign from their town, that said Welcome to Boa Esperança do Sul, in the English translation it would be "Good Hope of the South" a brazilian city, middle class and a small city. He almost never looked at what was written on the traffic signs, but like Renan, he was silent after having laughing and Cauã, didn't know how to start a new subject at that moment, Then, he always starts to notice his surroundings, seeing signs, the ground, the grass, the bushes and among other things, he always starts noticing his surroundings or does something to pass the time, no matter what, if it's childish, funny, scary or anything else, he will do to pass the time. Such as involuntary or voluntary movements with his body, making unnecessary sounds and among other things. He does this because he has some problems, both, psychological and physical, let's talk about one of the mental ones, one of them being anxiety, he doesn't have a high level, but sometimes it gets in the way of him making friends, It makes him tired, a little bit, fear in trying to communicate and also when he should do something important and doesn't do it because of his problem. Reaching the end of the sidewalk, Renan, was calling Cauã, for a while, but he didn't pay attention, because he's in the fantasy world.

-Cauã! Wake up! you animal! Let's go to the other side! Renan, caught his attention, furious, because it looks like he's been calling Cauã, for a while, With the third or four call of Renan, Cauã came out of his fantasies, they then started to cross the street, because they were already reaching the center of the avenue where there were four paths. Where they came from, on the right, where there was a garage to clean cars, more to the right had houses and other paths,in front, where there were warehouses, machinery factories and a field of fruit trees on the opposite side of the factories and warehouses, and still at the end of the street, there was a tourist part of the city, where there was a huge tree and other smaller ones, a church, and some supermarkets, for pets, for food shopping and there was also a bar. But that place was not just a tourist spot, because every year there were always festivals and special moments because of that huge tree, Being the largest in the entire city and looking to be over 100 years old. Unfortunately, she is dying and could fall at any time, so they used equipment to keep her standing or as long as she can stand. And on the left where there was a school that was not theirs, this is an elementary school, it was huge in size, football field and court, it had green concrete walls and wire fences to keep anyone from getting in or trying to get out but it wasn't very effective, but that was what the school had, as it was a public school and depended on the city hall, which was poor or most likely incompetent in doing its job. Continuing the way down of the street, in front of the school at the end of the street, there was a leisure area for people to rent, to use at parties or birthdays, they proceed to where there were 2 paths, on the left, have the rest of the primary school and on the right the path to their school, on the street of the right there was a mansion protected by electricity networks and monitoring cameras, in front of the mansion, have a large ground of earth with containers, blue and red ones.

-knows? I always wondered, what's inside this mansion?! must have something of high value inside! because look at the security of this place! although, that this part of the city, there are many more houses with security, but the difference between them and this one, is that this is a mansion! and you have the same curiosity as me bro?! about what's inside this mansion?! Cauã asked curious to his friend.

-I know what's inside. Renan replied seriously and Cauã asked for him right away.

-Serious?! What then?! Cauã, replied curiously, but with suspect because he know how his friend is. But he gave the chance of him answers anyway.

-Rich thing, Renan replied with an obvious answer and smiled back at Cauã.

-WOW! REALLY?! I didn't know man! I really didn't know! thank you! YOU BASTARD! Cauã replied screaming and with a tone of disappointment and anger. While Renan continued to smile at him until they were silent again. Arriving at the end of the street again, the street has four paths. But only one of them was different and the right one and the rest of the three paths. 1 of them is where they came from and the other two lead in the same places they avoided proceeding until now. So they walked to the left, until they reach the end of the street again so they goes to the right, where there was not only houses there, but also a law firm, a small one and it is locked. Arriving at the end of the street. They continued to the left where now it was just a matter of walking forward until they reached the school. Following the path on the sidewalk, they passed by the side of an academy where a former teacher of Cauã, works and Cauã always says hi, because he knew him since elementary school. Having the name of Rogério, he is a substitute physical education teacher, Cauã met him when he was studying at elementary school.

Rogério seems to be around 30 to 40 years old, He has black skin, tall, strong and thin, bald, brown eyes. Dress a green shirt, black shorts that don't reach his knees, black shoes with white strings. For Cauã to say hi, It's a little hard for him to say, but he manages to say most of the time, in front of the gym. Had a dog and cat food store, which at the moment is closed and in front of the store there is a bridge, and that served as a road and a walkway to the other side. Renan have started a conversation again.

-Dude! my legs are dead! Renan said about your legs being sore from the long way they've gone.

-My legs will start to die in the same place as always and it's funny! I'm the fat one here and you're the one that gets tired faster! ironic, don't you agree with me?! Cauã, ask in a tone of curiosity and mockery.

-You have more mass to spend, that's why you tire less! Renan replied Cauã, calmly and without showing being offended.

-Maybe you're right but I'm more sedentary than you, Shouldn't it be the other way around? I get tired faster than you?! Cauã asked again but only in a tone of curiosity this time.

-This I already don't know! I'm not a scientist or a biologist! dude. Renan replied short but not thick just short. They were silent again, they passed from a store and a bar. They arriving at another bar, where it had a roof to defend against the rain on outside of the bar and a very serene air to rest and see around. In other words, a great place to rest, so Renan decided to stop there, to rest this time, because he couldn't stand walking anymore. Cauã sits together with him.

-You're awesome! can't stand to walk more than a fat person?! And are you serious?! look there mate! just a few more steps and we'll get to the school! Cauã mocks Renan, again.

-Say the guy who sat with me. Renan replied and decided to participate in the mockery.

-I just sat down, because I don't want to leave you behind, a real friend doesn't leave a friend behind. Cauã replied, but not in a mocking tone but serious and determined.

-Actually, you just sat down because you're also tired, aren't you?! Renan asked with curiosity and looking at Cauã.

-Yeah! I'm tired! but I'm not dying like you! and not to mention that if I walked a little more! my legs would start to hurt! we were close to the same place where they always start to hurt! Cauã replied, sincerely and argumentatively. They were silent again until Renan decided to start a new subject.

-Dude! think if there was another world! where could we evolve like an anime character?! I saw an anime where a guy is sent to a world and he tries to come home! these are the worst protagonists! seriously! why would you go back to this world?! what is only waking up, walking, eating, going to school, working and one day dying like the rest?! if I could go to another world, I could kill monsters, become king or a destroyer of worlds! is much better than living in a world like that, and you, what would you do?! Renan asked Cauã, excitedly. Cauã was silent because Renan, had started a subject where he always irritates him. Renan is an idiot who doesn't know what a world full of monsters wanting to kill you or something would be like! how would you kill a monster?! does he really think him can kill a monster with any sword?! does he think that there is no society in an outside world?! how would he get his own house, food and water?! if he didn't even make it in this world?! as far as i remember, he's older than me and he really thinks that this is a good idea or that if there were another world it would be like a anime world? he's really an dumb isn't he? I would like to kill him and-

-DUDE! WAKE UP! what would you do?! Renan, shouted, demanding an answer from Cauã, he was almost getting into bad thoughts again but his friend called him before that happened.

-I-I-I'm s-s-so-sorry! I was thinking abo-about s-s-some-som-something! b-b-bu-but well! answering you, it would be horrible! I'd rather stay in this world than try to face monsters! Cauã replies, stutter but calm, but actually he was angry about this matter, he knows how dangerous and terrible the experience would be.

-You're an idiot?! stay in this world?! what would you do in this world?! Come on, think Cauã! it's a lot cooler to kill monsters and among the other things I said! Renan replied in a serious tone.

-It's not just a matter of facing it! and yes how! how would you face?! how would you survive?! Cauã kept his calm tone, from what you can see he's very good at disguising his true emotions, but looking at his facial expression, you could tell he's angry but Renan didn't notice.

-Well, it's easy, first we kill weak monsters! we get strong with every weak monster we kill! and then we kill the strongest and how would we kill them?! with a sword! Renan responds in a calm and serious tone.

-Okay! bro. Cauã replied in a short and calm tone, but again he was just disguising, and there are other things he would ask like society and food, but he decided to finish the matter, because he knew that, Renan would answer a stupid thing again. They were then silent and resting. Cauã pick the bottle of water from his backpack and started drinking a little bit then put it her back, after a while, Renan, told them to get up and walk to the school that was nearby. Arriving at school, you could see the school is big, and could also see a court, from outside the school, because the beginning of the school has wire fences, ahead of the wire fences, there were green walls and a blue gate and also a lady who checks who has the covid or not, Cauã and Renan, put on the mask because of the lady at the gate, The woman appears to be around 18 to 20 years old, black hair, brown skin, brown eyes, thin, tall. Wears a pink shirt, black pants and black shoes. Arriving at the gate. The woman said good morning to the boys, her voice was thin and a little thick. They wait to be checked, to see if they have covid or not, the verification give negative for both, so they enter the school. The beginning of the school entrance has two sides, on each side, were potted plants with medium-sized plants, ahead, on the right, have the men's bathroom, on the left is the ladies' room, some sinks for people to drink water or wash their hands and also further up, there was a kitchen that was serving breakfast, Renan pick a bread and a glass of milk and Cauã only pick a glass of milk. They are going to the center of the school now, where there were tables and benches to sit and serve with breakfast, they sit, both taking the backpack off them back and putting it aside on the bench, they take the mask off their face and start serving themselves with the breakfast favored by the school, analyzing the surroundings, in the front view of Cauã, you could see the court, that they could see before from the outside, on the right, the secretary and the board, and on the back, the classrooms, other students and also the teachers room. Cauã and Renan, both are in their last year of high school, with just a few days for the both of them to graduate, both have already planned what they are going to do with their lives after they graduate, Both have the same idea, try to get a job and try to get into a university.

-It seems that no one came from my classroom today and if they don't come, I'm leaving! Renan said this in a happy tone but his face didn't show the happiness, maybe it's for the reason that he will have to make his way back to his house.

-Well, as always, I'll wait for João Pedro and then I check my classroom to see if anyone else came or not, if anyone comes besides João Pedro, I stay, otherwise I convince João Pedro to come back with me. Cauã says in a tiring and disappointing tone.

-You're Mommy's little baby! you know? Renan says it in a mocking tone.

-I already told you that! my grandmother is not my mother! actually, I don't even have a mother and also I am an obedient boy to my grandmother! what's the problem with that?! Cauã says this while he is looking at Renan, with a serious face but with a smile at the same time, He was faking his emotions again. Family for Cauã, it's a complicated thing, having various meanings in his mind, sometimes being bad or good things, but the biggest meaning his mind demonstrates is that he cares about his main family, the ones that live with him, being just his grandparents and he half-blood brother on the father's side, that are the ones he cares most about. His grandparents take care of him since he was a newborn and his brother João, who was one of the only the 5 brothers, in which they both had intimacy with each other. He cares about the rest of his family, but he has serious family issues, either with his biological parents or with the rest of his family. He doesn't mind talking about what happened to the rest of his family and also he doesn't mind talking about his origin or birth, he doesn't care, because his grandmother always told him the truth, clearly, she counted each event in an exact age of Cauã, helped that the impact of the truth was not greater in the future, if she lied to Cauã, maybe his problems would be bigger than they already are but even though he doesn't care, but he still prefers not to talk about it with anyone, only if someone specifically asks about his family. The only thing he was furious with was Renan calling his grandmother being like a mother, His grandmother took care of him since he was a newborn, she taught him that it wasn't his mother but his grandmother, so he wanted everyone to refer to her as grandma and not as mother.

-Okay, obedient baby Cauã. Renan, says again making fun of Cauã.

-Hahahahahaha, you are a son of a bitch! Cauã laughed and scolded Renan, the swear words were part of Cauã's performance, since he just use bad words, in a sense of mockery or informal conversation not for offense. Renan gave Cauã, a smile. It worked, this pretense always works, I'm happy about it, Cauã turned his head towards the school gate and saw a young man coming from the gate, the age seemed to be around 19 to 20 years old, he has black hair, wears glasses, brown eyes, tall but not too tall, thin but not too thin, white skin, wearing a black blouse, jeans, black shoes and carrying a black backpack on his back, is João Pedro, one of Cauã's and Renan's friends, But he didn't come to them, he just said hello with his hand and went up into his classroom. What happened with João? possibly a family problem or your tummy hurting again!

-Well, dude, I'm leaving school, you come with me? Or are you going to stay and be an obedient baby as usual?! Renan say mocking Cauã, again.

-I will stay, I prefer not to fail in the last year, Cauã says smiling and showing the middle finger to Renan.

-Just remember we're still in "quarantine" the government will approve us anyway, bye to you Baby Cauã! Renan leave school and looks like he's coming home and here you can see one of the big differences between these 2 friends, One being hardworking and obedient by his grandmother and the other lazy and really lazy. That bastard! I hate him sometimes! but friendship isn't perfect, like everything else. Cauã finishes drinking his milk, puts his mask on his face and get up from the bench and go to the classroom through the small stairs. I always asked myself, why the idiots who made this shitty stairway, didn't make the classrooms on the same floor as the rest of the school, and of course not talking about the court, which is further down, only the court I believe it should be on a floor a little lower, because of the space that a court takes, it needs to be on a lower floor, but why the classromms?

He finished climbing the stairs, he starts walking across the medium sized courtyard to the back of it, where are the third-year classrooms, he it is on the third C, together with João, Renan is on the third B, Renan is separated from them because of the school, but not because the 3 talk a lot in the room, because of bad luck of school choice, Renan could change the classroom at any time but he didn't do it because of laziness. Then he says he wants to go to another world, I think he would be the first one to die, because of this laziness.

Cauã entered the room, you could see that the room has windows on both sides of the room, 2 blackboards, one for chalk, that is behind the room and the other for a large pen, that was in front and is the main one for teachers to pass the subject on, 40 tables for students and one for teachers, 2 fans one was defective, at the back of the room, and the other turned off, this one at the front of the room, the coordinators always take time to turn it on. There were only 2 students in the room, in addition to João Pedro, Juli and Ana.

Juli seems to be around 17 to 19 years old, long black hair, wears glasses, white skin, medium size, green eyes, thin, wears a pink shirt, black pants, black shoes and had a black backpack with details of pink in the center of the backpack.

Ana seems to be around 16 to 18 years old, long black hair, white skin, small size, brown eyes, thin, wears the same uniform like Cauã, black pants, black shoes and a pink backpack with black details. There were few students in the room because of the quarantine and also because some are lazy.

Cauã, heads to his usual wooden table and chair, that by the way his table is in front of his friend, João Pedro, the closest friend he had or the closest he thought he had, before Cauã starts talking to João Pedro, he sits in his chair and placed his backpack on the ground, takes his water bottle from his backpack, Cauã always takes good care of that water bottle so much, so Renan makes fun of him, as if he had married her, in the true way, Cauã only cares about his things and about taking the material out of the backpack, he only takes it out when the teacher arrives. While João, is with his head down on the table, trying to sleep or demonstrating. "Look leave me alone, I don't want to be disturbed." I wonder if I should ask him something or talk to him, after all, I am his friend and I care about him. Cauã, puts his hand on João's shoulder and calls him.

-Mate, are you okay? Cauã asked in a calm tone but showed concern. João raises his head to face his friend and answers him.

-I had problems at home today and I couldn't sleep. João replies frustrated and angry.

-What happened? can you tell me or is it personal? Cauã asks with a smile.

-It's personal! so I prefer not to talk about it. João raises his hands to demonstrate what his mouth said.

-But bro! you know that?! saying difficult things helps us to overcome bad things more easily, don't you know?! Cauã says looking and smiling at João Pedro, again.

-Even so, I don't think I prefer to talk about it. says, João, in a calm tone again.

-It's okay! Mate, I understand, and it seems that Professor Romildo is coming. Funny that this teacher, he has that scheme! of him being cool but his class sucks! copying text where does it help?! tell me where does it help?! Cauã demonstrates anger and looks at João.

-Look! I have no idea, Hahaha! João says in a joking tone but said what he really thought.

-Hahahahahaha! Yeah yeah yeah, I noticed that a long time ago, João Pedro. Cauã says smiling at João.

Professor Romildo had arrived and said good morning to the classroom. His voice is thin and from his appearance, you could tell he's around the age of 60 or 70, almost bald, medium size, has white hair, white and floppy skin, blue eyes, wears a gray shirt in shades of blue, pants blue, black shoes and a black backpack he carried over his shoulder and placed it on his desk. While Professor Romildo, made the students' attendance call or didn't pass any material of sociology, Cauã continues talking to João Pedro, about subjects that match their age, such as video games, crazy theories about society and what their futures would be like after high school, With teacher Romildo, finishing taking his things out of his backpack, he tells the page of the book and what should be done, Cauã, then says, that he will finish the matter and start what he has to do, while João Pedro still quiet and don't make nothing in the classroom.

After finishing copying the questions and answering them, Cauã looks back to face João. Cauã had nothing to say, he just looked at his closest friend, because he was felt less tense looking at him than looking ahead, in other corners or students, João would start a subject with Cauã, but when he would go, Professor Romildo announced that he would go to the next classroom, while the students waited, the next teacher arrive or not. The School, Marcelino Braga face problems with a lack of teachers at this time and among other things, but the critical point is the lack of teachers.

-Well, at least now we can relax and talk! don't you think bro?! Cauã says looking at João, with a happy tone but with tired face that say: I want to leave school... FOREVER!

-I wanted to say something to you, but I forgot when the teacher said he was going to the other room. João placed his hand on his chin and tried to remember what he wanted to say.

-good luck to remem-

-I remembered! Bro, I'm mad at my mom, because she made me come to this shitty school, even though she knew I didn't sleep today! João had interrupted Cauã, and said what bothered him.

-Hahahaha! Bro! it's funny that earlier, you didn't want to talk to me about it but now you're telling me! Hahahaha! this is very funny, but it's normal coming from you, Cauã, says smiling at his friend.

-Ah! fuck that! João doesn't care if he says sooner or later

-João Pedro, do you have any other subjects to put on the table?! Cauã ask about it, for them to pass the time more quickly.

-No! bro, I don't have one. João says with a disappointed tone and face.

-Looks like the whole fantastic quartet was missing today, look over there. Cauã says pointing with his index finger to the back of the room.

-It is true. João agree with Cauã. Before they continue the subject, a coordinator, the same one who was at the gate this morning, comes to give a small blank paper. This paper was used to show the cooks how many students came and how many have to be served. With everyone writing their names on paper, the coordinator takes the sheet back and leaves the room.

-Well, but back to the subject. Rian, José, Wilson, I understand they are not be present but Rafael is strange since his father are very strict about his presence from school, maybe he is sick or lost time. Cauã, analyzing the situation, of what could have happened for rafael to have missed, says his theory, with his hand on his chin for João.

-Possibly that must have been it. João demonstrates agreement in the theory of Cauã.

-How long have we been talking? it seems like 2 more classes passed and no teacher came, so, are we in the fourth class? right? Cauã asks with an awkward smile, because he knew he was being stupid.

-Cauã... My god! yes, we're in fourth class. João says putting his hands on his disappointed face.

-Want me to do what?! you know i'm dumb at math! Cauã, says that embarrassed.

-Okay, okay, I'm sorry bro, I know you're stupid in these things but I am too so I don't know if I can say much! João apologizes to Cauã.

-Relax! I'm not angry! I'm just ashamed, if you want, you can make fun of me, you already know I don't care, Cauã says that to keep the mood in the conversation.

-Even so, I apologize bro, João looks at Cauã, with a serious look.

-And even so, I say it's okay, Cauã look back smiling at João. João smile back at Cauã. It seems I kept the mood of the conversation and-

-Good morning, a woman enters the room, saying good morning in a tone to get the students attention, her voice is thick and her appearance is that of a woman between 40 and 50 years old, medium size, green eyes, white skin and almost saggy, brown hair, wears a shirt with the left side being blue and the right side being yellow, long skirt, yellow with black dots, jaguar style, red shoes and a backpack with blue and white stripes, which she was carrying on his shoulder, Cauã turned around, and saw that it was Lady Simone, the Portuguese teacher, Cauã, turns back to João, and asks.

-Before going to take a break, are you prepared to copy text and questions and then answer them? Cauã asks smiling at João.

.-Of course I am. João says in a serious tone.

-Are you serious? bro, you don't even co-

-Mister Cauã! turn to the front and get your second semester handout. Lady Simone, had ordered Cauã to turn to the front.

-Okay! Mistress Simone. Cauã obeys and turns around and pick up his materials of the second semester and waits for her to tell the page that today's content should be done. I saw you laughing João, I will repay later and this Lady Simone, she's cool sometimes but most of the time she is bossy, will understand, I just think it's funny that she calls me "Mr. Cauã" is a internal meme of ours but what is the logic of call me sir? do I look like a 50 year old man? I'm only 18 for now.

-HAHAHAHAHA! Cauã laughed loud and Lady Simone, asked why he laughed.

-What's the fun?! Mister Cauã? Lady Simone question Cauã and demanding an answer.

-I remembered something funny, just that. Cauã didn't lie but Lady Simone, she remained unsatisfied with the answer. so she asked again.

-From what exactly? She asked in a tone of curiosity and demand.

-From an internal meme, Mistress Simine, you possibly won't understand what this is, so don't even ask. Cauã says in sincerity and calm, again, or at least that's his view of what the truth is, he believes that omission is not a lie, he said what she wanted to know and answered her, no more or less details. Another annoying thing about this teacher, is that she meddles in other people's lives, Talking serious, go hunt what to do.

-Very well, Mister Cauã, The pages you will make today will be 13, 14 and 15. You will read the texts carefully and answer the questions on each page. Lady Simone explained what should be done in a clear tone, for everyone to hear what must be done. Sometimes I think the school was made to torture students and not to teach them, because, the fuck, why do these exercises, because what do you intend to graduate in the future, Doesn't it involve anything from what you're doing right now? I hate school sometimes, But I suppose if I keep thinking, I'm never going to finish this and Lady Simone, she's watching me so I can't talk to my friend and I think it's funny, because the rest doesn't do anything and it feels like I really have to, if not, I can't do anything, Enough thinking and start doing this shit. Cauã start making his material from the handout, reading the texts, which are about works to defend Blacks people and Minorities. Cauã are reading carefully and answering the questions right away, it took a while but he was done. He took the notebook with one hand and the other holding his water bottle, taking it to Lady Simone, to correct. With Cauã getting everything right, he goes back to his chair with his things and waits a few minutes, the bell of to take a break is rung for them, to go out and eat the food that will be served in the kitchen.

-João, come on, it's time to eat. Cauã said smiling and getting up and taking his water bottle.

-Go alone, I'll stay in the room while you're on break. João says laying his head on the table.-Are you sure? João Pedro? Cauã ask him again.

-Yes, I do, you can go alone, while I stay here. João responds with his head down to Cauã, again.

-Hmmmm alright bro. Cauã seeing that insisting wouldn't do any good, he heads out of the room along with his water bottle and starts going down alone, because all the students have already left their classrooms and were already in the food line, but luckily as few students came to all the classrooms so this is not a problem. When Cauã's turn comes, to take a plate, The kitchen ladies serve sausage and rice, it has two aluminum pans at the front, one had beans and lettuce, Worst food combo came today, I know at least there's something to eat but it could be better, isn't it?

Cauã sit next to his classmates, Juli and Ana, since him are without João, He sits with them, they don't have a friendship, they are just colleagues. Cauã take the mask off his face, put on the table and the water bottle on top of the mask, so she wouldn't fly away, with that he started to eat the food he didn't like and listened to the subject that the two girls were talking about but he didn't pay attention. After he finished eating, he puts his mask back on his face and goes to the sinks to fill his water bottle and then into the bathroom to take a piss, now he has to wait for the bell to ring for him to go back to the classroom, he goes back to the benches and sits down, waiting until the first bell rings and then going back to his classroom, to chat with João. With the bell ringing, he heads to his classroom, and sits in his chair and faces his friend again, João, has his head down on his desk, Cauã, hasn't said anything or is waiting for something to pop into his head for him to speak.

-Bro, are you awake? Cauã, demonstrates a controlled demand for him to wake up.

-Now I am. João lifts his head from his desk and scratches his eyes to get out of the dream world.

-I'm sorry, if I bothered you, if you want-

-No, it's ok, You can say what you want to say, I'm tired of sleeping too. João says smiling at Cauã. I worry about Cauã, he's a guy who needs someone to talk to and I like his subjects, I just don't like the annoying part of him.

-Okay then, do you think that the Marcos, that he can come back later this year? his father doesn't seem to be able to earn well in his new job in Araraquara, I mean he was earning well in 2020 but now it looks like in 2021 the quarantine has really screwed up his father's job, so i think they'll come back here and you? what do you think?

-I think not this year but next year I think so. João says what he sincerely thinks.

-I think it is most likely. Cauã agree with João.

-Well, look, the break is over and we're still without teachers, it looks like it's a lucky and unlucky day, because today the food was shit! Cauã says in a happy but disappointed tone.

-But look on the bright side, no teacher equal no material, that's great. João says smiling to Cauã.

-João Pedro... What's the difference for you?! if you don't even copy with a teacher or without a teacher! Cauã looks back smiling and making an idiot face to João.

-Ah shut up you fat. João looked back to Cauã, with a face that João already recognized. And there comes the fit of laughter from Cauã Godinho Morim.

-HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHA. Cauã is dying of laughs because he always likes when João demonstrates when he is being bothered or something similar.

-die soon! die! João said in a joking tone to Cauã, to die, which by the way resulted in what João wanted, make him laugh even more.

-HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

-Shut up Cauã! Juli tell him to be silent, because of his noisy laughter. Juli have a thin voice.

-HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH... Hahaha... haha... J-j-je-jesus, it's o-o-ov-ove-over... haha... ha. Cauã says and in the same time trying to catch his breath.

-Is it over? João says smiling at him.

-HAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAH SON OF A BITCH! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...

-João Pedro, why did he make him laugh again? Ana ask João, irritated. Ana has a thin voice too.-Laughing is the best medicine, isn't it? João says smiling at the two.

-HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAAHAHAH I can't stop! HAHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH.. hahaha... hahaha... hahaha... haha... ha... Cauã after a while he stopped laughing again and started breathing to catch his breath.

-Has died? João asked him, smiling.

-Bro, go fuck yourself... Hahaha... haha... haha... Cauã almost started laughing again but he held it this time.

-By the way, what time is it at? João take his cell phone and see the time to respond to Cauã.

-It's almost time for us to be excused, it's 12:30. João, tells the hour for Cauã. They are allowed to leave the school at exactly 12:35 PM.

-Damn, our conversation was very good, for us not even notice the time pass, and there were only 2 teachers today to teach us, How nice! Cauã said in a happy tone. The four students, they put the books in their backpack and wait for someone to ring the bell to go away, the bell ringing they leave the classroom and then arrive at the blue gate, With the two girls descending back to their neighborhood, Cauã goes up, the opposite side along with João Pedro.

-Did your mother come to pick you up again today or not? if she came give me a ride as usual.

-Yes, she came, look at her car there. Both follow to João Pedro's mother's car.

-Mom, can you give Cauã a ride? Viviane, João Pedro's mother, looked like she's around 30 or 40 years old, long blonde hair, medium size, blue eyes, white skin, wears a green shirt, jeans, and pink shoes. To answer João, she nods to demonstrate a yes and the two get into the car. She starts to drive the car, while João, was silent in the front seat and Cauã in the back seat, looking at the window of the car, he is possibly thinking about his life. they arrived at João Pedro and his mother's house, Cauã's house is further along, so Viviane tells him to get out of the car in a respectful way.

-Of course, thanks for the ride, bye João Pedro and mother. Cauã used the word mother because he always forgets the name of João Pedro's mother, he continues his way back home, arriving home, he opens the white gate using the key where it was on the upper right, he opens it and goes to the door and luckily it was open and he enters in his house and says.

-I arrived Grandma. Cauã says in an almost loud tone, his grandmother heard him and said okay, he goes to his room, put his backpack on the ground, take off his shoes, pick up and put on his blue slippers, put his water bottle on the computer table, turn on his fan on level two, take off his mask and put it in the usual place and at the end, he lies down on his bed. I'm so tired and with this hot fucking sun from hell, I'll just lie here for a while, I can't fall asleep, tomorrow there is class again, but the bed is so comfortable, holy shit, i hate my life sometimes.

Cauã get up and go to his computer and turn it on, he sits in his chair, starts playing games like Team fortress 2, Super Mario World and Touhou 6, when he wants a challenge. He was playing until 15:00 PM, He gets up from his chair, go to the kitchen to get something to eat, and he sees his Grandpa, The man looked like he's around 40 to 50 years old, almost bald, white hair, white beard, brown eyes, fat, wears a work uniform, blue shorts and dark blue slippers. Grandpa João would be the man of the house, he's the one who works, pays the bills and buys food, sometimes he cleans the house and cooks the food too, when Grandma Carmen, can't stand for her health or is very sick, João, he's not a very paternal grandfather, it's very rare to see him saying something nice to his grandchildren, but that and his way, because even not showing it, he cares about his grandchildren, like buying what they want, even if money is lacking, he tries to buy what they want. being from a snack to a cell phone. Cauã sometimes he lacks respect with his grandfather, as an example in discussions, moments when he should be silent, his grandmother and grandfather say he lacks respect in this part with them, but in his view, this is just arguing and having a different opinion from his own family, because he is aware who gave him a house to live in, food and happiness. The moment they both see each other, they passed by each other without saying hello and no greetings, Cauã takes a potato chip from the cupboard and goes back to his room and eats it with his water from the bottle, while he watched short videos of horror, violence and games. At 15:30 PM he left his room, house and garden, sat outside on the left wooden bench, his grandmother was on the right. he watched the region with his grandmother, the boys playing in the plaza and on the soccer field.

-So Cauã, are you tired of the computer?! his grandma asked him curiously.

-Ah, more or less, it's good to take a breath, isn't it? he looked at her grandmother, and she nodded. They were silent again just watching the surroundings, until Cauã asked her a question.

-Grandma, the final days of my school are coming up, it's two and a half months away, I think, after I finish high school, what do I do with my life?

-Cauã, I believe the best is to go to a university, you know? and then get a job son. You have to try hard to be someone in life. Don't you want to end up like me? who can't even read right? Carmen says in serious tones to her grandson.

-I already know what I want to do with my life, I think I already know, but I don't know, am I prepared for adulthood?! I don't even know how to pay a bank account. Cauã said those words looking sad and worried.-Don't worry, you will be ready and if not, you will learn in the same way, it takes time but you gonna learn. his grandmother motivated him to trust himself.

-Okay, grandma, I'm going back to my computer. Cauã didn't seem to trust his grandmother's words, but he agrees anyway, because he doesn't even want to argue about it anymore and also because he's tired of looking around, so he goes back to his computer.

Sometimes Nené calls Cauã, for him to go watch something on TV or for his older brother go to play with him, most of the time, Cauã didn't give a damn about his younger brother for the reason that he is already old, sedentary and prefers to stay at the computer, but there is a minority of times, that there are days when he leaves that damn room to play with his brother, like tag, hide and seek or playing with the imagination, playing video games, which is a ps2 that is kept in the little room, which is in the back of the main house and sometimes they even recorded videos with Cauã or Nené's cell phone, to post on the internet. The relationship between these two is well balanced, each wanting each other's attention, when they don't have anything to do. Like Cauã, who when he gets tired of the computer, he goes to where his brother is and torments him or mocks him, tickling his little brother or just using anything to irritate him, he does it to play but there are cases, which he does only to annoy. Their grandmother, Carmem, saw this as one of Cauã's great faults, being irritating and sometimes childish but Cauã saw it differently, saw it only as a healthy joke and not a big deal. In Nené's case, he always calls his brother to see something or to play as long as there isn't something really cool going on with him. Today, being one of the minority of times, Cauã accepted to play with his brother, both picked up toy guns that are in Cauã's wardrobe, that of his younger brother, being a small red machine gun, and that of Cauã, a medium and black machine gun.

-Okay, I'll be the police and you'll be the thief! PIU PIU. Nené had started the game without his brother saying anything.

-Calm! Calm! Calm! We have to have a moment to hide and prepare! Let's hide and try to find each other first! and win whoever shoots each other first, got it?! Cauã say these things to improve the game.

-I UNDERSTOOD! You, You go into hiding! that I... that I hide too! Nené kicked with joy going to hide in some corner of the house while her older brother did the same.-Very well, THE GAME STARTED?! Cauã, yells at his brother, if they can start playing or not.

-YEA-

-WAIT! I FORGOT TO SAY ONE MORE THING! WE CANNOT ENTER GRANDPA'S ROOM, OK! LET'S AVOID NOT BREAKING ANYTHING AND NOT GETTING INTO TROUBLE! Cauã remembered, shouting at his younger brother not to enter the little room at the back of the main house, where their grandfather João, uses as for job or as a second home.

-OK! THE GAME STARTED! Nené says agreeing and announcing the game at the same time to Cauã. Cauã is in his room, coming out of it, slowly and taking steps in silence and trying to hear the steps of his little brother, Cauã, he's a guy who plays to win, Because in his view, how are you going to improve on something, if you don't try hard on that, but even if he lost, had fun on losing too, Cauã is a young man who accepts defeat without complaining. Nené screamed back there, he must be going walking around the outside of the house. Cauã, go to the living room, and wait on the left side of the iron door, Cauã heard his brother's footsteps coming and finally...

-PIU P-

-AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Cauã got a fright from his brother who surprised him through the window.

-I WON! I WON THIS TIME! YOU LOSER! his younger brother celebrated his victory.

-Fuck you, I made such a good tactic to beat you and I still lost, even though, you never look at that window, you really learned it! Congratulations! very well! Nené! Cauã spoke in a disappointed tone but spoke well of his brother having improved in the game.

-Cauã! let's play one more?! Nené happily asked his older brother if he wanted to play one more time.

-No, I-

-Please! only one more! Nené politely asked his brother to play with him one more time. Cauã sighed and replied.

-Okay, I'll play with you one more time but-

-COOL! I'm the thief now and you're the police! hide and i'll hide too! Nené says happily once more to his brother, without leaving Cauã finish talking, he will hide, while Cauã does the same and takes a break because of his fatigue, waiting this time for his brother to scream, if it's allowed to start the game.

-IS THE GAME STARTED?! Nené ask his older brother, loudly.

-YEA! Cauã responds saying that the game started. Cauã was in the bathroom, standing behind the door, waiting for his brother's steps, he heard his brother pass by and started walking behind him and said.

-Hands on your head, BUM! HANDS ON YOUR HEAD! TO THE GROUND GO! GO! , Cauã screamed like a real policeman, while his brother tried to turn and shoot, Cauã seeing that his brother wouldn't surrender, he shoots and wins the game.

-PIU, I won this time and now eno-

-No! let's play one more time please! Cauã. Nené was asking to play one more time but his older brother looked like he wasn't going to accept it this time.

-No, I'm already tired! Cauã says trying to catch his breath and going to his room.

-how you are so annoying! you just played a little with me! Nené made an face to Cauã.

-two hours playing is not enough for you?! We started playing I think since 15:50 and it's been two hours, so much so that now it's... ahhh... 17:53, in other words, it wasn't even two hours, it was three hours. Cauã explains to his brother not to be so sad or angry. but it's no use, his younger brother is stubborn, like the rest of the family that lives in that house.

-Even so it's not much, if I left I'm sure you would miss me and then play with me every day. Nené says looking at his brother, with an ugly face.

-No, I wouldn't feel it, hahahaahahaahahahaha. Cauã makes an ironic mockery.

-You are very boring! you don't even want to play with me! Nené says that and turns his back on Cauã. Cauã makes a scary smile and that he plans to do something, he slowly approaches his brother and grabs him.

-You want to play right?! Cauã make his brother sit down in the middle of the hallway.

-CAUÃ! STO- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA!

-Let's play tickle, Hehehehe Kuchi! Kuchiko! Hehehehe! Cauã laughed along with his younger brother. Tickling is better than hitting a person, at least I think it gives more pleasure.

-HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAH! CAUÃ! STOP! STOOOPPP! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

-Okay, I stop, I stop, but know that, this one ended sooner because I'm tired. Cauã stands up and looks at his younger brother, smiling.

-I hate you Cauã, you idiot. his brother almost started to cry, but he put up with the crying, Cauã realized he had gone too far and went to apologize.

-Look, I'm sorry... I was just kidding, okay? I am really sorry... Cauã gives his younger brother a hand so he can get up and also Cauã have losted the silly smile on his face. His brother accepts his hand and gets up.

-But let's pl-

-No, I don't want to, I'm already tired. Cauã answer it short and thick.

-If I left, you would miss me so much that you would beg to play with me again. He used the same argument as before but puffing out his chest like it was a beautiful argument, instead of making a face. Cauã turns around and speaks.

-No, because I know this is very unlikely to happen, and if it happen, you would come back later. Cauã says looking at his brother with a serious smile. His mother is just like mine. it is unlikely that she would go away with him, and even if she did, she would go back with him and leave him here again.

-And... and... and if I died how would you play with me again? you would beg me to come back. Nené says something that few children would say, so much so that it left Cauã, perplexed. He is 9 years old, how can he think about that?

-Are you talking about dying to something tomorrow? this is also unlikely and I'm going to lie down on my bed now, I need to get some rest, go play on your cell phone in the meantime. Cauã turns around and goes to his room without waiting for an answer from his brother, because he saw that his brother was not sad anymore, and accepted the answer this time. Cauã lies down on the bed, turned the fan to his side, which is already on, because he had forgotten to turn it off along with the computer, before go to play with his brother.

He rests for around 10 to 20 minutes, possibly, after this rest he gets up to go play on the computer but his grandmother told him to go take a shower because it's 18:43 PM. Cauã agreed and went to the bathroom, he took off his clothes and put them in the sixth of clothes, where his grandmother picks the clothes later to wash, and turned on the shower and started taking a bath in the warm water, Cauã always takes a long bath because he doesn't just use the hot water to wash his body because the water helps him to think and pass the time, he leans his forehead against the wall, with a sad expression on his face, he always thinks it won't be anything in life, because he is dependent on his grandmother, he doesn't know how to cook, wash clothes and he doesn't have a job and just studies. He always asks these questions to himself, where his mind is more active in his thoughts or more preoccupied with his future. Cauã noticed that it was already taking too long in the shower, he turns it off and gets out of the shower, he picked up his white bathrobe, white towel, which are hanging on the door and have already been left there by his grandmother, he dresses in his bathrobe, puts the towel between his shoulders and goes to his room, he closes the door and sits on his bed and instead of starting to dry off he just stares at the wall, no emotion, no reaction, nothing... just staring at the wall, when that happens he gets lost in his fantasies or is sleep awake. I know, I really know, I know, I really know. Damn, stop looking at the wall and start drying yourself Cauã, okay. Cauã sometimes talks alone in his mind so he doesn't feel alone, coming out of these thoughts he starts to dry himself, he finishes drying his body, the hardest part come now, his is hair, which incredibly does not dry with one towel, he needs to use two towels to dry his black hair. With him finishing drying, he dress only black underwear and gray shorts, then he goes to the bathroom to put on his bathrobe and one of the towels back at the door then he went into the kitchen and got his food from the table, the food was served on a big green plastic plate, his food being meat, rice and some beans. Unfortunately, my grandma didn't make chicken today, he started to go back to his room but on the way back to his room he saw that his brother had fallen asleep in his grandmother's bed.

Cauã entered the room, you could see that this is the biggest room in the house, having a double bed, that the people who slept in it were the younger brother and the grandmother, a single bed where his grandfather slept, big and small cylinders of oxygen that his grandmother uses to breathe, a large red closet and a medium red dresser. Cauã stood still, watching his younger brother. Sometimes I think I'm a bad big brother... Am I really? After Cauã looking at Nené, he intended to go back to his room but he went to the living room first and his grandmother and grandfather were talking, he didn't mind the conversation so he went back to his room and starts eating while watching videos from the internet. Finishing eating, he turns off his computer because he was sleepy and saw that it was already 21:30 PM. He picks up his blanket, which was in the center of the wardrobe, Putting his blanket on his bed, turning off the light and closing his bedroom door, he lies down on the bed and concentrates to sleep as quickly as possible, he rarely dreams, just like now, he didn't have any dreams, he wonders why he doesn't have dreams or even nightmares, that would give him more action in his life than just watching videos or playing games.

Dawning the day and being 05:47 AM, This time Cauã woke up without his grandma calling him, he takes out his cell phone from the drawer and sees it was 05:49 AM. Then he sees his WhatsApp and sees that Renan, said he wouldn't go to school today. Today would be one of Cauã's solitary walks. Man, shit, Renan the Lazy one on cinemas, this September of... ah... of... ah fuck that joke.

Cauã gets out of bed and puts on his uniform which is not the same because he has two, if the other doesn't have time to wash then Cauã, already has one as a reserve, he dressed his socks and his shoes, the shorts he is already wearing because he dressed in them yesterday. He leaves his room, his grandmother is still asleep, he wakes her up because she would wake up anyway later, with her waking up she says she's going to prepare his breakfast while he takes care of his needs in the bathroom. Humf.. even though my grandma is sick and has just woken up, her still wants to make me breakfast, and I don't do anything in return. Cauã going to the bathroom, he does everything like yesterday the difference is that he looks at the mirror more intently, He is possibly thinking again about something. I would like to be...

-Agahhh. My head hurts like hell, I think I should stop thinking about it and go get my breakfast. Cauã says in a low voice and placing his hand on his head. Cauã started to leave the bathroom, but before he went to the kitchen, his grandmother told him to wet his hair and also comb it.

-No, I don't want to. Cauã answer short.

-Why don't you obey me when I ask you for something? Carmen showed a look of disappointment to his grandson.

-Grandma, later I'll put the headset on my head and the hair will be messy again. Cauã gave an explanation to her.

-Okay Cauã, do what you want. His grandmother turned her back and headed for her bed.

-Okay, okay, I'll comb and wet my hair, fucking hell. Cauã, finally agreed and mumbled. To keep his grandma happy. Because One of the biggest things he wants in his life is the grandma's approval and her affection, he wants her to be proud of him, so most of the time he does what she wants. After him finish wetting his hair and combing it. He went to the kitchen and picked up what she had made, which was the same as always and he goes back to his bedroom, he turn on the lamp and his computer to start eating and watching, until 06:30 AM, With Renan, they leave at 06:25 AM, but without Renan, he leaves at 06:30 AM. Arriving at 6:30, he turns everything off, he picks up his backpack from the floor, the mask that is supported by the closet, he goes to the kitchen and gets his water bottle, he puts the water bottle in his backpack and says goodbye to her grandma and he walks into the living room, but his brother isn't there this time. Possibly he is asleep with Carmen. He opens the door and then the gate.

When Cauã is Alone, he always follows a whole different path, he follows the left path, as he walked, he was watching the black and sunless sky this time, it only helped more in his sadness and in his feeling of loneliness, Arriving on the highway, he goes to school, arriving at the school gate, he puts on his mask and waits for the coordinator to check him and allow him to enter the school, giving negative, like yesterday he goes in and go to the kitchen, just to get a glass of milk, he doesn't sit on the benches and go straight to the classroom, having only Cauã and with him the fantastic quartet, which came today. Juli and Ana, they look like they hadn't arrived and his best friend didn't either, he sits in his chair and starts to finish drinking his milk, After he's finished, he drops the disposable cup into the classroom's trash bin. He goes back to his place, puts his mask back on his face and sits down, he takes his water bottle from his backpack and starts to wait for João, the bell rings and his friend hasn't arrived yet, Yeah, it looks like this lazy bum is going to stay sleeping in his house, he had to be lazy. Cauã went to the back of the room to talk to the fantastic quartet.

-how are you? your fags? Cauã say hi in the way he always does.

-The usual, you know how it is, right? Rian replied with a smile on his face and being the first to respond while two were fiddling with the cell phone and the other staring at nothing. Rian, has a thin voice, looked to be around 16 to 18 years old, has a large size, long blond hair, blue eyes, white skin, thin, wears the same uniform as Cauã, jeans and black shoes.

-I understand, jorel's brother, and you-

-Said the lolicon! HAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHA! Cauã had mocked Rian, with the nickname he received because of his hair and Rian mocked back.

-I already told you! I'm not a lolicon, be serious, Just because I'm fat? I don't even like loli. Cauã, responds smiling back.

-Yeah! It seems you like lolis! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, Ryan keep laughing.

-Hahahaha! what a son of a bitch, Okay, okay, and the others, how are they? Cauã made an effort to talk to the rest of the group.

-The two bums just pay attention to their cell phones and don't even say hello, Wilson says in a mocking tone, his age seems to be around 17 to 18 years old, his voice is thin, he has blond hair, skinny, brown skin, medium size, brown eyes, wear a red shirt with black details and letters, jeans and completely black shoes.

-Oooooo! Calm down! me and Rafael are playing here, José replied back, He looked like he's around 18 to 20 years old, his voice is thin, big size, bigger than rian, thin, black skin, black hair, wears a black blouse, black pants and black sneakers, and was playing on his cell phone like Rafael who continued in silence. Rafael, looked like he is around 19 to 21 years old, medium size, white skinned, black hair, wears the same uniform as Rian and Cauã, jeans and black shoes, Cauã takes a chair and sits beside the four, while the two were playing, the other three were talking or to be more precise Rian and Wilson were talking, because Cauã he's a guy who doesn't know much about anime, so he just listened to them and participated when they called him directly or when he understood something. The first four classes, there were no teachers, so they were talking, until the bell rings to go to the break, giving the signal for the break, Cauã gets up from his chair, like the other four, they leave the classroom, Cauã went to eat like yesterday, just him, because the fantastic quartet doesn't like school food, The cooks are serving chicken, rice, beans and salad, Perfect, finally they gave something good to eat like this delicious and tasty chicken, Cauã sits alone in the table, away from the other students, who he is not even intimate with him, he then started to eat, finishing, he goes to the sinks and fills his water bottle, he puts his mask back on his face and instead of waiting at the table like yesterday, he climbs the small staircase and goes to the left, at the back, to find the fantastic quartet.

-Another invader, now it's not just Wilson, hahahahaha, Rian says joking to Cauã and Wilson.

-Fuck you! they both say that at the same time for Rian to go fuck himself.

-Wow, look at the pair! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! In the end the 3 laughed together. With the break going on, They were talking about a subject where Cauã, again didn't even have a clue what it was, he just listened and stayed together with them so he wouldn't feel alone, after about 20 minutes, the return-to-room bell rings and the 5 return to the room. Arriving in the classroom.

Professor Jorge was already in the classroom, A young man, who looked like he is around 20 to 25 years old, large size, black skin, wore glasses, black hair, brown eyes, wears a black shirt, black pants and black shoe, He has a completely black backpack and an iron water bottle on his desk. For Cauã, this teacher is a friend, even more than the students with the exception of João Pedro and Renan. He talks to the teacher about his class, how his learning process was and among other things that Cauã is interested in and that only an older person who has studied can answer. Jorge is a substitute teacher, replacing the final 3 classes, while passing the material, Cauã copied, made and talked to Jorge, at the same time, with Cauã enjoying the Portuguese class and how teacher Jorge teaches, and talking to Jorge also, the last 3 classes went quickly to Cauã.

-Teacher, what time is it? Cauã asks him curiously.

-Let me see... hummm, it's almost time to leave, it's already 12:30 PM. Jorge responds by looking at his cell phone. the teacher's voice is thin. Knowing that it's 12:30. Cauã puts his things in his backpack and starts the conversation with Jorge again, meanwhile, he noticed that the weather was getting worse and starting to rain.

-Holy shit, it never rains when we need it, it just rains to fuck us. Cauã says irritated to Jorge.

-For see. You're going to take a heavy rain today. Hahahahahaha! Jorge laughed at Cauã's look of disappointment.

-Fuck you! Jorge, instead of you motivating me, you demotivate me, motherfucker! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH! both laughed together at Cauã's sincere but playful comment. Ringing the go-away bell, he says goodbye to Jorge, and makes his way to the school gate along with the fantastic Quartet, With everything, the Fantastic Quartet headed to the left, Because Rian, offered them to stay in his House, the only one who refused was the Cauã, who didn't want to make his grandma worried, he decided to run to escape the rain, but in his way, the rain started to get worse and worse, so he decides to stop at the Bar, where him and Renan rested. Damn... I should have accepted going along with the Fantastic Quartet, Cauã took his backpack off his back and placed it on the right side near of the concrete wall, sat on the floor, and placed his water bottle on the right side. Holy shit, I'm gonna have to wait for this shitty rain to stop so I can go home, I think I should have brought my umbrella, but at least here it's good to pass the time and the rain helps and also it's a rain without lightning, I don't know why, but the rain is one of the few things that bring sadness and happiness together, I feel what she passes me on but I wonder how she manages to do this.

Cauã close his eyes and keep them closed for a while, listening to the beautiful noise of the rain or the sad noise of the rain. It depends on each person's vision what a rain can pass, for some people the feeling is sad or happy. The rain noise makes Cauã want to sleep, knowing that, he opened them up because he couldn't fall asleep in a place like that, then he began to analyze his surroundings, to pass the time, going from right to left, On the right was his bag and the concrete wall, In front of him, The rain, an academy and on the outskirts of the academy, houses to buy and bush, When he went to look to the left, he got a fright, because there was a woman who looked to be around 20 to 25 years old, tall, thin, japanese appearance. Japanese appearance? long blond hair with small bows in the 2 front braids, skin white, hat in white and pink tones with a red bow, the dress was white to the surroundings and in the center a purple one with black details and red connectors on the side, white socks, black shoes and purple eyes. This woman is... beautiful but she reminds me of someone... but who? ...Ah yes, a beautiful Yukari costume, but I just didn't expect a Brazilian to know the Touhou franchise and likes it so much to the point of dressing like that, because she talks seriously, this outfit has every detail of one of yukari's designers and not to mention the makeup. Cauã was analyzing the clothing and appearance of the woman, who did not even notice that she was looking at him, and it had been a long time, he took a while to notice and when he noticed.

-I'm sorry I didn't notice you and I was surprised and-

-It's all right. the woman who was in a touhou girl costume, had a thick and beautiful voice, and had said in a calm tone, that it's okay.

-Well, okay then. Cauã, gets up, leaving his backpack on the floor and picking up his water bottle, walked forward, leaning against the wall and looking at the rain, he is nervous, for several reasons. One of them being the fear of having a stranger by his side, she has appeared out of nowhere and his anxiety is increasing along with his heartbeat. Damn! and the rain hasn't even improved or lessened its strength! my head is hurting and my heart is racing, Cauã put his hand on his head, it was hot and aching, his heart and bloodstream racing.

-You look worried, are you okay? the woman shows concern with the question. Cauã turns and leans his back against the wall and asks pointing his finger at his own face. She still asks if i'm ok.

-Who?! I?! i'm fine... i think i'm fine... just a little headache and surprised! just that! Cauã tries to say in a calm and sincere tone but fails not to show his nervousness.

-I see, I see, by your way it looks like you saw a ghost! Fufufu. The woman laughed and said this while she was looking back at him with a smile. No, no, it's normal to be okay when a stranger approaches you without saying anything, and she still smiles, motherfucker. Cauã laughs a little awkwardly, then answers back.

-Hahaha, well, of course, it's kind of hard to keep calm, when you don't notice a woman approaching you without even warning you... Is that to consider you a ghost?! I think so, no! no! in fact, to be more exact! you are a shadow! Hahahahaha! Cauã responds to her mockery back in the same way and points his index finger at her.

-Hehehe! Funny! you are a funny boy! The woman replied back, continuing to smile and looking at him.

-Thanks, I like to make people laugh, I think. Cauã says in a normal tone and turned his face back to the heavy rain. At least now I-

-Tell me, you left school now didn't you? according to the backpack and your clothes. the woman asked curiously. Cauã turned back to face her, he takes a while to answer but he does. This woman is strange, maybe she's a pedophile or worse, but I think it's better to answer her than to keep silent.

-Well, yeah! I did leave school! and why are you asking me th-

-Just out of curiosity. The woman gives a short answer but keeps her smile and respectful voice.

-Oh I understand, I understand... and you? already graduated or still studying? Cauã defeating his anxiety and fear, asks the woman a question.

-Yes, I'm already graduated. and why do you ask?! are you curious too?! The woman asks an innocent question by what it looks like. Maybe she's a good person, but if she's suspicious, yeah, she is.

-I think it depends, and I'm not asking this out of curiosity or am I?! I do not know! I think it's more for the reason I like to talk! and if you graduated, what did you graduate in? Cauã continues the conversation and goes back to sit on the floor as before and looks at the woman with a smile.

-Well it's a-

-Wait, let me guess, it's theater, isn't it? I got it right? Cauã says smiling at her and pointing his index finger at her.

-No, why did you think that? The woman looked disappointed but keeping her smile on her face, with the answer of Cauã.

-Oh no? well, look at you, you seem to like that sort of thing, you know? Oh forget it, if you're not an actress, you would be a person who studied theater- I mean I say... what's the word? seamstress? I say more in the sense of making clothes, understand? Cauã had forgotten a few words but made a little effort to remember and ask the woman. I don't have a very rich vocabulary, in fact, I do, but I forget most of the different words.

-No, not either. The woman looked at him disappointed and lost her smile.

-Damn, so what? Cauã had not exhausted his alternatives in trying to guess but he noticed that the woman was not enjoying the game, so he resolved to make the question directly in what she was formed.

-Well, it's a little secret. but would you like to know? The woman looks at him smiling again. What a fucking bitch... let's make fun of her in return.

-No! Hahahahaahahhaha! sorry... hahaha... I couldn't resist. but if you want to say it, you can say it. Cauã is facing the rain again and laughing.

-Funny boy. The woman speaks in a short and cold tone.

-I'm sorry, hahaha... seriously, I couldn't resist. Cauã apologize sincerely.

-I forgive you. But tell me, would you like to know?! The woman returned with the silly smile on her face.

-Go ahead, Cauã looked at her with a look of attention.

-Would you like to go to Gensokyo? The woman looked back at him, still smiling, Cauã smirked awkwardly at her and shook his head in confusion.

-Haha... You say the mountains of Japan? don't you? just pay a plane for three more people and who knows, maybe I'll go... hahaha. Cauã was confused by that question or is he pretending to be confused.

-Come on, stop being silly! You know what I'm talking about! And that's not even a question. And about the three people, I only plan on taking one with me. The woman is speaking in a menacing tone and with a smile. Cauã turns to face the rain. This is crazy, it's crazy... I'm definitely-

-Are you okay? The woman asks again if he's alright but his tone is no longer one of concern but rather an attempt to bother the boy.

-I?! Of course I am I'm calm yes just a little headache and-

-For you, a huge headache, does that mean it's not much? and a racing heart, you mean you're just surprised? In your vision, is that what it means? The woman basically gave the boy a reality shock and looked at him with a smile.

-I I I... I don't know... I think I... I think I'm just confused. Cauã knew this was not normal but he is a sensible young man. It's not possible that this woman is-

-That I'm not Yakumo Yukari?! Cauã, in your language our names are opposites, aren't they? so here I would be Yukari Yakumo, and yes, it's a rhetorical question. I would like to say too, for a young human boy. You're actually smart, the actress's question was a great escape for you, but it wasn't enough, I think your biggest problem is laziness and go in search of information, you only know my name and you really think that my power are just open portals. it is not?! The woman seemed to know very well how to play with the boy, who was scared right now. You... it's not possible...

-You... You guessed what I was thinking right? Cauã was perplexed with the woman in front of him but refused to believe that thing would be the gap youkai.

-See, That's what I said, and maybe I guessed, but how did I know your name precisely? even then, you haven't even told me your name, being sensible is one thing but being dumb is another thing, Cauã. She says mocking the boy. Cauã refused to believe, in her thoughts fear was happening along with madness of he is trying to find a logical explanation. It's not possible... This lady is a psychologist or something. It's not possible, I refuse to believe... I refuse... I refuse... I refuse... I looked back at her... the same silly smile on the face.

-Mistress you're kidding me aren't you?! Cauã asked straight and fast.

-I'm not a mistress, you know? I'm pretty young. The woman expresses disappointment with the boy's response. This shit rain is not over yet end this fucking rain soon.

-mistress, is a polite way of calling the olders and-

-You called me an old woman? the woman asked in a severe tone. Cauã felt that the air pressure had changed, before it was a serene place now it was a chaotic and conflicted air and feeling, he felt in his breath and in his surroundings. What the fuck? I feel like my heart has been ripped out and my body won't stop being heavy... and i also feel like i was stabbed by knives all over my body... I could no longer lift my head but even so I could see the face of that threat...the expression of anger and monstrosity.

-I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, okay?, Cauã apologized while trying to catch his breath.

-Good boy, I forgive you. The woman looked at the Cauã again and saw his face of fear and almost a face of tears. She approached him trying to look him straight in the eyes. Cauã tries not to make eye contact but the woman caught his chin and made him look at her.

-Baby Cauã, are you afraid of me? Fufufu.

-Are you a fucking friend of Renan? Leave me alone, you son of a bitch. Cauã is at the limit of his psychological, even though he is afraid, he showed a response to the height of his threat and also attacks her hand.

-I thought your grandmother Carmen, had taught you more respect, baby Ca-

-AHHHHHH! ENOUGH! YOU'RE NOT REAL AND I WILL START IGNORING YOU, DID YOU HEAR ME? Cauã yelled, demonstrating his anger along with his tears. I plugged my ears as tightly as possible, closed my eyes, dropped my head and started to think this was a dream or my first time hallucinating.

IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL IS NOT REAL.

Cauã, looks like he stayed like this for about a minute or two, until he lifted his head and didn't see any more women or Yukari project, He wiped his tears and get up. Dammit it's still raining. When he looked to his left something surprised him, He saw an umbrella in shades of pink and white, He knew he shouldn't take that umbrella, not for the most likely reason, as he didn't want to believe it, so he thought that someone could have forgotten it there or thrown it away, and that he had now noticed the umbrella, even knowing it's wrong, he took the umbrella and used it to go back home, after what his mind did to him, right now, he just wants to have a good sleep in his bed. He starts to walk to his house, the rain gave him a feeling of sadness greater than usual. My head is hurting so much, My heart is racing and I feel so empty. Why? I am surprised by this. because this emptiness is different, I can't explain... why I'm feeling this. Cauã arrives at home and he takes the key where it was in the same place. He opens the gate and goes to the door and sees that it is locked.

-Grandma, I arrived. She didn't say anything, she must have finished her work earlier today and must be sleeping or resting in her bed. Cauã, he'll have to go to the right side of his house, He proceeds to the right side, and you can see that his grandmother not only had a tree at home but also takes care of plants and flowers, being violets, roses and among others types of flowers. At the back of the house there were washing tanks, his grandfather's bicycle that he used to get to work more quickly, the old things from his house, such as a cabinet and a table with 4 chairs, and finally beside him there was a small room, to store more junk and that also served as a bedroom, because it had a bathroom, and a bed inside the room. who used this House the most is his grandfather or father. Cauã's grandfather was supposed to be working right now in there, but Cauã, he couldn't hear the sounds of hammer hitting something and another strange thing, the door was a little open, something that never happens when he's working inside and the worst of all, a pool of blood running down the door. Cauã looks at the door, afraid, he slowly opens the door and sees that his grandfather is brutally dead. Blood was everywhere. its limbs parted and its torso and head smashed on the ground. Cauã is frozen in witnessing that. he didn't move, he didn't cry, he was just baffled by the act of violence. Until he began to speak slowly.

-Grandpa... I... Grandpa I... GRANDMA NÉNÉ ARE YOU FINE? Cauã shouted desperately for his brother and grandmother, he enters in the kitchen and sees his brother with his dry and thin body on the floor. A large amount of sweat ran under his body. the boy had a smile on his face and tears running down his eyes. Cauã almost fell to the ground but supported himself on the table.

-My brother too... Why?! Cauã continued leaning on the table so as not to fall to the floor until he escaped that paralysis and sadness.

-GRANDMOTHER! GRANDMOTHER! GRANDMOTHER! Cauã shouted for his grandmother, opening the door with all the strength of his body. Her grandmother seemed to be the only one who was alive, but dead in the double bed, her heart was not beating. there were tear marks on her face, and her body is normal, she had no bruises.

-My grandma... my grandma... my... my dear grandma. he dropped his backpack along with his water bottle and pink umbrella, leaving them on the floor. Cauã rested his head on her chest and hugged her, collapsed on the floor and hugging her. Cauã are dead inside and kneeling on the floor because of the situation, he's never felt such sadness in his life, he had been grieving once, he had lost one of his grandparents a long time ago, but he didn't care, because he always managed to recover from that kind of grief but this one is different it's one of destroying the soul, body, motivation and spirit. This he was one of those who destroyed everything about a human being.

-Why?! Why is this happening to me?! is this a nightmare?! Cauã wondered as he sobbed and breathed heavily.

-Do you still think I'm a hallucination? Baby Cauã. Yukari is behind Cauã. asking him in a mocking tone if what he saw still believed it was all a hallucination. I plan on destroying this boy's mind and spirit but it looks like I've already succeeded. Cauã turns his head to her seeing a tall woman. with her umbrella that was on the floor, and now open and also holding a fan in front of her face, which Cauã, possibly noticed, was hiding a smile.

-You... you were the one who did it didn't you?! why did you do that?! What have I done to you?! I'm not even a bad person! Cauã asked his threatening why she had done this while he was crying and turned to face his grandmother's body.

-Why?! Do you need a reason?! I just did! And now I'm going to play with you Baby Cauã, first let's play torture and then adventure, what do you think of going to that place?

-Only forgotten people can go there, right? Cauã asks a little confident about this.

-Oh yes, well remembered Baby Cauã, I killed all those who knew you existed, whether family, friends, teachers, neighbors and even enemies. everyone who knew you is dead, you can enter in gensokyo now. Yukari saying in happiness and with pride. While Cauã gets up quickly.

-Don't come near me! you monster! Cauã started to walk backwards but suddenly falls forward on the ground. He puts his arms in front of his face to lessen the damage from the fall but takes the damage to his face the same way, hurting but not severely, he sees he had portals with eyes on his arms and legs, he feels his limbs but couldn't use them to get around.

-How impolite! Baby Cauã! I thought you were an obedient boy, you know? Yukari, lifted the body of Cauã, at the level of her eyes and began to squeeze his limbs that were inside the portals.

-AGAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! After immense pain, Cauã, tried to catch his breath. while Yukari, stare and smiled at him.

-Say you're sorry for being rude to me! Come on! Yukari is looking directly at Cauã, with a face that showed that she would not have any mercy if he did not obey her.

-Please... forgive me! Please Forgive me... Cauã asked for forgiveness and mercy, while sobbing and crying, Yukari freed him from the portals, Cauã falls to the ground crying and in pain, Yukari looks at him thinking what would be her next choice to do something with him.

-Baby Cauã, I want you to get up and walk through the portal on your own that I gonna open for you, can you do this for Aunt Yukari? otherwise, I'll kill you! okay? let's start the game? one, two and three! Start getting up, come on. Yukari was having fun torturing the boy. Cauã you have to get up. Come on, Cauã, get up. Cauã started to hear footsteps coming from behind him. Cauã move just one muscle, this will buy you time, let's go, you can. Cauã moved his arms and legs that caused Yukari to stop walking and she started to cheer for him in a mocking tone, of course.

-Come on Baby Cauã, you can, Baby Cauã, Baby Cauã, Baby Cauã, Baby Cauã. This woman, no, that's not a woman. This is a monster... what she says doesn't even motivate me, it just makes me sadder and more angry. Cauã tried to get up until one moment he managed to get up but his body is too sore to be able to walk.

-Hmmm looks like I forgot, babies need to learn to walk, Yukari open portals again, above and below of Cauã, hands come out of them, those above take Cauã's arms and those below Cauã's legs.

-Very well, Baby Cauã, let's train to walk and then enter the portal. Yukari starts moving Cauã's legs and arms, towards the portal.

-One and two, one and two, one and two, one and two, Yukari counted while moving Cauã to the portal.

-Please stop... please, I don't want to get into that thi- AGAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! Cauã, vomited on the floor because he had felt a lot of pain in his stomach, as if someone had punched him.

-Babies don't talk, Baby Cauã. Yukari, wanted him to be silent and Cauã just cried in response, she started to move him again towards the portal and counting. I wonder how I haven't passed out yet, Why can't I pass out? arriving at the portal, Yukari, releases Cauã, and he falls to the ground quickly.

-Well, baby Cauã, get up and enter the portal if you don't obey me I'll kill you, Cauã, is crying from psychological and physical pain.

-AGAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH. Yukari, trampling Cauã's back, with her black shoes, with all the strength she put in, the shoe would have had to pierce the boy's back or the shoe should have been broken. but it only caused Cauã, great pain, what it seemed, that even though the woman had incredible strength, she also knew how to use her strength pretty well.

-Baby Cauã, if you cry, sob or anything like that again I'll kill you, got it? now get up and enter the portal. Yukari, this time had yelled at him and demanded that he do what should be done, in a clearer way. Cauã tries to get up, failing three times in a row but this motivated Yukari, to let him keep trying until he could, when he got up, he was looking at the larger portal that had red eyes.

-Are you afraid of eyes? does the little baby have anxiety? that's right? oh no, no, i forgot you haven't learned to walk, how about Aunt Yukari give you a little push? Yukari provoked him. But Cauã was silent and enduring his crying.

-I suppose your silence is a yes, baby Cauã. She spoke into my ear softly and pushed me away and I finally started to pass out... and I felt like I was falling endlessly too.

Cauã, endowed with oblivion through the power of Yakumo Yukari. (C-01-FORM: Forgotten)