I sat at the little kitchen table waiting on him to come back, he just me he had to run an errand a quick errand, that was three hours ago and he isn't answering his phone, I shook my head "I'm a fucking idiot." I got up walking to my kitchen to refill my coffee cup.

I heard the door quietly open and shut, I leaned against the counter waiting as I fought with everything I had not to allow the tears to fall to come as he walked over to my kitchen, I stood straight up running my hand through my hair looking at him, his face told me everything I needed to know, I shook my head "I'm a fucking idiot." I cried.

"baby." he reached for me I stepped back glaring "Why Brock why do you keep doing this to me?" I cried pointing to my chest "This isn't fair, I have done nothing to deserve this!" I yelled throwing my coffee cup in his direction as a sob I was fighting so hard to control came out.

"I think we're done.'' he told me I nodded feeling numb "yup." I popped the p looking away from him "I'll get my stuff and go." I nodded my head "k." was all I could muster up as I watched him go back to my bedroom.

"holy fuck is that?" I heard snapping me out of my memory What the hell? I sat in the back watching the monitor in shock, listening to the music I haven't heard in over eight years.

I watched him walk down the ramp as the American airlines arena went crazy, the crowd around me watching the monitor in the back, all of us in shock.

I watched him circle the ring stalking his prey like a lion in the jungle, john cena clapping as he climbed into the ring, he did not look amused.

I crossed my arms around myself watching as Brock lesnar picked john cena up and f'5ed him in the middle of the ring the crowd screaming.

"holy shit. Poor john" I mumbled.

"you can say that again." Nikki mumbled before walking off, I frowned watching the replay of the f'5.

"you OK?" natty asked me softly, I just nodded "you didn't know?'' she asked, I shook my head clearing m throat "uh no Nat I didn't." I smiled at her as Paige looked at us confused.

I sighed "I'm going to go, breakfast?" I asked her, she nodded as I walked off, I tried to get my thoughts gathered.

I didn't even know he was coming back here the least he could do was give me a heads up after everything he put me through, I deserved that much from him, I frowned thinking back to all those years ago, I was just barely eighteen when I first meet him. I ran my hand through my red curly hair, trying to gather my thoughts.

Honestly I was rebelling against my farther hard and what better way then to hook up with the new guy in the company, I came in with him, john cena and randy orton.

I grew up with randy so he was more like a brother to me and john was to scared of my farther, Brock was the only one with the balls to even look at me,and I liked that, a lot, I liked him a lot, truth was I fell in love with him quickly. He stood up to my farther when it came to our relationship, and he was so strong.

My farther hated the idea of us together, which made it that much better for me, my farther is non other then the undertaker or mark calaway, I was from my farhters first marriage with Jodi, they had myself and my brother gunner, I grew up to resent being left with a drunken mother and farther gone more then home who had more women then he had time for his children, though if you asked anyone else, he did the best he could, thatch a bunch of bullshit.

We had a very roller coaster relationship, Brock had a hard time adjusting to wwe life, the wear and tear on his body he ended up drinking a lot and taking pain killers, nightly, he just had his twins and their mother was something else.

One minute He loved me, the next he didnt want anything to do with me, and then he loved me again, until he loved sable too and me too, and then it became to much, he ended up leaving wwe, we tried to make our relationship work but it was just too much. I didn't trust him, and he was mentally gone, he wasn't Brock not the one I knew and fell in love with.

I seen him off and on over the years, I was there when he won his ufc belt, I knew I was torturing myself but I couldn't help it, he made an appearance when I won my first women championship and divas belt, I felt I owed it to him.

I also took a trip to see him when he was really sick, Rena wasn't even there most of the time, I ended up staying as much as I could by his side, truth be told he probably still holds my heart in the palm of his hand. I tried to date after him but no one compared to him, no one made me feel the way he did and no one wasn't UN afraid of my farther like he was, I never felt that spark with anyone else. So for now I just focus on my carrier and I figure when its the right time and person id know, why torture myself?

I came around the corner and stopped dead in my tracks, there he stood with Paul (hhh), John laurnatius, Stephanie, john cena, Nikki of course checking on her man, and randy.

I hoped to get by without being noticed.

"kid!" I heard randy yell out making me stop, so much for not being noticed, I took a deep breath and turned around putting a smile on my face walking over to the group "yes?" I asked orton, he looked over to Paul "told you she was in the building." I turned my attention onto Paul "may I help you?" I asked him.

"i been trying to find you all night, did you get your shoot done?" he asked, I nodded "well I been here, even went out and entertained thousands of fans and yup its completed." I said looking around feeling awkward "OK well if that's it, im going to go grab my stuff, start to head out." I said. Pointing towards the locker room.

"you have a ride?" randy asked, I smiled at his protectiveness nodding "shield boys and I." he groaned "why don't you just ride with me?" he asked.

"i already told them, and I beat amrbose on rock paper scissors on who gets the front seat." I smirked at him, he hated how close Jon and I were, I assured him it was purely friendship, he always came back with he heard that before.

"im sure you did, alright, next town." he said sternly, I smiled "of course I gotta go and change though otherwise my win is voided and im stuck in the backseat with Colby and Jon controlling the radio,ill see you guys around bye." I smiled turning around wlakign away, I blew out a breath trying to hurry off.

]I noticed he barely took his eyes off of me and seemed to intense when I spoke of Jon I sighed don't even go their girl I mumbled to myself as I shimmed out of my shorts and took my top off leaving me in a pair of comic style boy short underwear and matching bra I sat down on a bench thinking.

I laid in a hotel bed curled against the big man my finger tip tracing the lines of his stomach muscles "mm that's relaxing when you do that." he mumbled his finger tips running up and down my lower back.

" I wish we could stay this way forever." I mumbled my eyes growing heavy, I heard him sigh " I know babe." he said heavily, I knew something was on his mind "penny for your thoughts?" I asked looking up at him "i don't know how much longer I can stay here." he told me "in the hotel?" I asked him confused sitting up pulling the sheet over my naked body " no babe, in this business, its killing me." he said turning away from me.

I frowned as he leaned over hearing the rattle of the bottle "well why don't you just take some time off?" I asked him, he snorted "there's no time off in this game Sam, that doesn't make you the best." he said, I just nodded frowning as he poured the vodka in the cup sitting up, he sighed looking at me, he used his big right hand to cup my face "I just don't wanna leave you." he told me making my heart pound harder in my chest, "we'll figure it out." I told him taking a sip of drink, though I wasn't even legal to drink yet. I smiled up at him climbing onto his lap, I leaned in kissing him setting his drink on the night stand "but for now lets enjoy our time right here." I bit my lip leaning back giving him full view of my naked body, he smirked "i have a few ideas." I squealed as he flipped me over onto the mattress.

"you OK?" I heard above me making me look up I smiled at April aka aj lee "yea." I mumbled bending over getting some sweats and a tank top and my lotion out of my duffel bag "you were spacing." she said starting to change herself, "sorry just thinking." I mumbled starting to lotion my arm as we heard a knock on the door, I looked at April raising my eye brow as I put my thick hair of curls in a ponytail"it might be Phil im riding with him tonight." she said, I smirked raising my eyebrow "girl talk later?" I asked she laughed "for sure." I went opening the door still in my bra "uh er hey." I heard "er eh shit." I mumbled putting my tank top on "um whats up?" I asked him, he rubbed the back of his neck uncomfortably "can we talk?" he asked

"actually im supposed to be meeting my ride like five minutes ago." I said trying to get out of it "randys talking to them, I said Id go grab you." he told me, i sighed rubbing my forehead "uh yea let me get my stuff we can head towards the garage." I said closing the door and walking back towards my stuff April raising her eyebrows at me "girl talk, probably with chocolate." I grabbed my bag and shot Jon a text id meet them at their SUV.

I walked out to see Brock leaning against the wall in front of the door foot propped up, i bit my lip "OK whats up?" I asked

"I uh just wanted to clear the air." he told me, I nodded "there nothing to clear Brock." I said softly looking down, he chuckled "you were always a bad lair." he said I sighed shrugging "i don't know I guess its awkward Brock, but im professional." I told him as the cold air in the garage hit my warm face.

We got to the black SUV I knew was the shields rental and leaned against it looking at him, he nodded, I felt a pull to him "you've always been professional." he told me I nodded shrugging looking the other direction "look I just wanna make sure your OK? And to let you know I have a limited set of dates right now, I wont be here all the time just small spurts here and there." he told me, I nodded "is it that bad being around me?" I asked feeling hurt at how much he wanted to make sure we weren't around each other.

He sighed "that's not how I meant it Sam." he said softly, I nodded trying to look anywhere but him as my eyes burnt "OK well airs cleared Brock, we're good." I said sharply.

"Sam." he said I shook my head "its good Brock seriously." I told him "then why do you look like your about to bust in tears?" he asked bluntly, I forgot his bluntness, I shrugged "i just I get it, I get your married mi not some crazy ex that cant control herself, and you know I get it, I get we were so up and down but I didn't think it was that bad that we had to drawn lines across the arena and each of us stay on our side, but if that's what you need Brock fine." I said as I heard the shield boys.

"Sam that's not how I meant it." he said as I side stepped him walking over to the guys, jons eyes quickly went on guard seeing me, I shook my head "we ready?" he asked putting his hand on my lower back as we walked back to the SUV, I nodded noticed brocks eyes on me "its cool seriously." I told him as they all nodded acknowledgment to him "here baby girl let me get your bag." Joe said softly, I nodded handing him my duffel bag, my suit case already in here.

"hey Jon I don't feel like sitting up front you can have it." I mumbled walking past him and climbing all the way in the back, I watched Brock walk towards his rental "you OK?" Jon asked, I shook my head no as I grabbed my cup cake blanket and travel neck pillow "you wanna talk?" Joe asked "nope." I said pulling my head phones out, I felt Colby nudge my knee and gave a small smile as I turned my music on.

We drove quietly for what felt like forever before my eyes closed and I was passed out, we had a house show in new Mexico tonight so we were in for a long ass drive.

I groaned stretching, I seen Jon passed out next to me, Joe passed out on the bench seat and Colby driving, I looked out the window and seen the sun was rising "do you want me to drive?" I asked him my voice scratchy "naw im good for now." Colby said looking at me through the rear view mirror, I just nodded sitting up "wanna climb up here with me?" Colby asked, I shrugged what the hell as I monvured around the big men, Jon looked up and laid completely out on the back seat as I climbed into the passenger seat.

"penny for your thoughts?" Colby asked, I sighed pulling my legs up and shrugged "he asks as if I'm some crazy stalker ex." I laid my head on my knee as Colby sighed "honestly I think he just doesn't know who to be you two were from what I know, intense, and Brock well his an intense person." Colby told me, I nodded " I think having to deal with your ex is awkward enough, having to deal with an ex that there's obvious feelings still there is difficult, his probably just trying to make it a little easier on both of you."

I smiled "there's no feelings colb trust me." I mumbled softly, he laughed "if I don't even know the guy all that well and can see it, theirs feelings." he told me, I bit my lip trying to stop from smiling making Colby laugh "shut up colb." I said turning my head to look out the window just in time to see the sunrise.

BROCKS POV-

"why does she have to be so goddamn stubborn?" I ranted to paulie who was seating in the passenger seat while we drove from California to new Mexico, Paul looked at me raising an eyebrow, I shook my head "no don't even think it, I don't still have feelings,i was trying to clear the air so it wont be weird and she has to go and over dramatize it." I gripped the steering wheel.

"do you think maybe it was a shock for her, I mean think about it your return was kept pretty hush hush, you knew you would be running into her, she had no clue she'd be seeing you, maybe talking to her tonight wasn't the right time, you had time to prepare and check your emotions, hers was high." paulie reasoned, I sighed ungripping the steering wheel thinking about it "shit your right.'' I mumbled.

"aren't I always, just give her some time to get her emotions in check when it all ended between you two and she came back she was a wreck, it was hard for her." paulie responded before closing his eyes, I sighed it killed me to see how upset she was, I love my boys and my life I have now, but something about that girl, he couldn't fully get over her.

It bothered him the way ambrose looked at her and how she walked straight to him what was he her protector? He shook his head remembering when it was him she would run to for comfort or to feel safe.

"dad im a grown adult!" I heard her yelling from down the hall I opened my door to see her and her farther in a very tense conversion "his too old for you! Your barely eighteen Samantha! His just going to use you and leave you! Watch!" mark yelled at his daughter.

She hook her head "you just don't get it, you don't know him like I do dad, I can make this decision." she came back with.

"you so stubborn girl! Fine don't come crying to me when he leaves you used goods!" mark yelled making my blood boil as he stormed off.

I walked out feeling awkward listening to them argue "Sam." I said making her look up she smiled small walking towards me, I pulled her into me wrapping my arms around me, feeling her wrap her arm around my waist hugging me back, I laid my head on top of hers hearing he sigh.

I sighed I'd wait until next Monday and try to talk to her again, give her some time to adjust me being back around.

SAMS POV-

I pulled into the hotel parking lot, driving the last bit of the trip letting the guys rest, I put the car in park "hey we're here." I called unbuckling my seat belt, my eyes burning as I had left my contacts in too long.

The guys climbed out stretching "i thought I was supposed to drive the last stretch.'' Jon said yawning as I handed Joe the keys "i figured I slept over half the trip, I'd be nice and do the last stretch." I told him smiling as another car pulled up next tol us "i know what happened to this uh what was most awesomely amazing ride?" Jon asked teasing me, I laughed as Joe started getting the bags out "next time I promise." I told him,c he nudged me "uh huh all hype." I gasped.

"I'm sir far from all hype, im amazing!" I joked back throwing a handful of gummy bears at him, he groaned "Jesus who let you have those?" he asked, he had a rule I wasn't allowed gummy bears or pixie stix around him, I smiled looking at Colby "my newest best buddy." I joked.

"Ill kill you!" Jon yelled at him making all of us laugh, I heard a slam and looked to see Brock and paulie "hey Sam." paulie acknowledged me, he and I actually had a pretty close bond, between my relationship with Brock, and cm punk and I were pretty close to Paul had no choose but love me.

"how are you?" he asked as I walked over to the two "im good, how are you? Hows the kids?" I asked

"they are good although Jack swears his never washing his cheek again after meeting you." he joked making me laugh "hows your dad?" he asked.

I shrugged, my dad and I still weren't the greatest "his good, he loved his match with Paul, his back home" I told him

"here you go baby girl, we're gonna go check in, you riding to the arena with us?" he asked.

"no shes not!" Jon yelled I laughed holding up the entire bag "yea I am and ill save these." I winked making Joe laugh as he walked off.

Paul looked at me confused "gummy bears make me really hyper." I told him, Brock laughed "and pixie stixs." he added, I nodded "well Paul it was great seeing you, happy to have you back around, I might steal your ear now and then." I said leaning in hugging the older man, he hugged me back.

"anytime princess." I rolled my eyes at his nickname for me as I grabbed my stuff, I nodded to Brock and headed in to check in.

I didn't know how to be with Brock, friendly, polite, non existent, I wasn't sure so for now I was just going with polite.

A/n- I have add bad, too many story idea's but this one would not get out of my head so I just had to write, I hope you enjoy it! Please let me know what you think, if you love it, hate it, any idea's or suggestions, also check out my other two stories, perfect storm AND Punk Drunk Love! Thank you all!