(A/N: I realize last chapter was very intense and emotional with the discovery of Elsa and Anna's relationship and inevitable separation, but I felt it was necessary in order to progress in a realistic way. Ending the story in one final chapter would've been seriously pushing it. Moving forward.)
Chapter Seven: After You Left
Three years have passed. Three years since Elsa and Anna became one in the flesh by succumbing to their basic desires, committing a cardinal sin in the process. Three years since their secret was discovered by their mother, who attempted to handle it without getting their father involved. Her actions were out fear he would lose his temper and their family would suffer greatly as a result. That was always how she operated, taking the path of least pain. Three years since Elsa left home, left Anna, her sister and lover behind.
Elsa's absence affected the entire family. Their father didn't yell over what their mother told him; no did he blame either of them for Elsa leaving. What could he possibly yell at them that would destroy their spirits even more then they already were? Anna became depressed, quitting the sports team and rarely leaving her room or the house. Iduna blamed herself more than anybody and couldn't bring herself to come near Anna. Agnarr, being the father he was, attempted to fix everything by having a private talk with Iduna and working things out before trying to introduce to young people her age, children of those he knew from school or work. Meanwhile, he tried to find Elsa and bring her home, but she had disappeared from Arendelle. He had no idea if she was okay since she never answered her phone or called.
Anna's grades suffered and she didn't show much progress in the social meetings her father planned with other's children. Kristoff, her closest friend, had learned about her secret relationship with Elsa. He seemed surprise but wasn't disgusted by Anna. Anna was far from normal so he embraced her as his friend all the more. He was the only one to bring her out of her despair and move on with her life. It's a very slow process, but he was a patient man. Despite her progress, Anna had been broken inside so severely that she would never be the same again. Kristoff and her parents took what they could and didn't push her beyond what she was capable of doing.
Anna managed to graduate and ended up moving in with Kristoff. She couldn't stay home. She couldn't help but feel her parents looked at her differently since they knew about her and Elsa. There were also too many strong memories of Elsa saturated into each room. There was no escape except to leave. The memories and the love she still harbored for Elsa, her sister, tormented the young woman night and day. What made it worse was being unable to look her beautiful sister in the eyes and tell her she had finally forgiven her. She was so close to having her sister back, but she then lost Elsa. No. Elsa left her.
For so long, Anna wrestled with hate and bitterness for Elsa for hurting her again. However, those painful feelings gave way to some sense of understanding after her mother told her that she told Elsa to do the right thing for her sake. Her mother's words helped for a time, but it quickly became hate and bitterness again. This time for her mother for making Elsa think leaving her behind and cutting her out of her life was a good idea. Anna also constantly asked why Elsa didn't give her a choice to decide for herself. Why couldn't she have run away with her so they could still be together. Anna would have had to drop out of high school for Elsa, but she would have in a second without hesitation. Anna didn't' care what others thought of her or Elsa. As long as they were together, they would've been happy, despite the traditional world around them. Why couldn't Elsa understand that there was no one for Anna, except her? The young woman would never be able to love another the way she loved Elsa. The passionate flames in her heart refused to die out.
This toxic love for her sister would never release it's hold on Anna's heart. It didn't matter what Anna did or how deep she buried her feelings. Elsa tormented her so much that it trapped Anna in an unresolved state full of baggage. There was both all consuming love and hate for Elsa and Anna had no way to let it go and finally be free. Not without Elsa.
Kristoff tried to be as patient as he could with Anna, being there by her side after she moved in with him. He began to have hope when she was showing progress, but she relapsed and fell back into her former state. Even his german shepherd, Sven, was getting all depressed. He became angry and took drastic measures, starting with kicking Anna out of his apartment.
"Hey!" Anna protested after hitting the wall across from the door. She tried opening it. It's locked?! "Really, Kristoff?! First Elsa locks me out, then you?! My best friend?!"
"I've had it with your gloomy attitude! Don't come back until you're back to normal!" Kristoff yelled from the other side.
"Where the hell am I supposed to go?! It's my day off!" Anna yelled back.
"I don't know! Go to the park!" Kristoff yelled back before Anna heard his footsteps walk away from his door, indicating he was done talking to her.
Anna scoffed and rolled her eyes before angrily stomping off.
Kristoff came back and leaned his forehead against it and sighed. Sven stood from the couch and rubbed against Kristoff's leg and whimpered. Kristoff looked down and stroked his dog's head, "She'll be okay. This is for her own good. She needs to let Elsa go and move on. She'll never be happy if she can't do that." He got his smartphone out of his pocket and texted someone he was friends with. Are you at the park?
…..
Yes, I am. Every morning. You know that, silly.
I had to kick Anna out. She'll be at the park soon.
She still hasn't gotten better? Her sister must be something to affect Anna that deeply. What should I do?
Just try to be friends with her. She's hurting bad. I don't know what else to do. If she brings up Elsa, help her move on.
Will do. Thanks for the heads up.
Anna automatically headed for the park. She didn't know why she was going to the park just because Kristoff mentioned it. Perhaps because she didn't have anywhere else to go. She couldn't go back home. There was a reason why she had to get out of that house in the first place. She found a park bench so she could just hear herself think. Kristoff was right. It was time to break free of Elsa and make something of herself, but breaking free of Elsa was easier said then done. She still loved her sister and couldn't just cut ties with her. What am I going to do? There was no one. No one besides Elsa. How can I possibly-?
Someone nearby caught her eye and Anna couldn't look away which was a strange feeling for her. Some young woman with ridiculously long blonde hair sitting on a blanket nearby with a basket of fruit, which she munched on while drawing in a nice sketchbook. Anna's intentions were pure and completely out of curiosity. Who was she? What she drawing? Was this smaller petite woman going to eat the whole basket of fruit? Dang, what an appetite!
The more she gazed at this woman and allowed her teal eyes to wander the blonde's body and face, the more her mind became vulnerable to thoughts she never thought she'd ever have for another woman. Anna admired the woman's slightly tanned, yet clear smooth skin. Anna was enticed to just reach out and touch her face to see how smooth it really was, but she refrained. The blonde may have been lacking in a couple ways compared to Elsa, but Anna couldn't help but admire the beautiful young woman's perky clothed breasts, concealed by a pick shirt, and her smooth looking legs. She was wearing an altered pair of pants cut short and revealing a decent amount of her thighs. Anna's eyes traveled down the woman's slim, yet toned torso. When Anna's eyes got done admiring her butt, they traveled back up her body and jumped, realizing the blonde had caught her and was smirking flirtatiously at her. Anna quickly looked away, blushing fiercely. Oh, my gosh. She caught me! I have to get out of here or else she'll think I'm some creep.
Anna was so deep in thought and worry that her body trembled and didn't notice the woman walking over to her. "I hope you don't mind," the other woman said, getting Anna's attention. She was even more beautiful up close. Keep it in your pants, Anna chided herself. "Wh-What?"
The woman blushed before showing the incredibly detailed sketch in her book. Anna's eyes widened, "Wow." She began to blush seeing that she drew her staring at her.
The blonde woman giggled, "I just had to capture the moment such a beautiful woman stared so hard at me."
Anna blushed more. No one else has ever called her beautiful. Well, besides her mother and…Elsa. Anna had to bury the pain she was starting to feel again. "I'm sorry…for staring, I mean."
She felt the other woman tilt her head up so their eyes could meet. The blonde smiled playfully and raised an eyebrow. "No, you're not. It's okay. I liked you looking at me. I'm Rapunzel. What's your name?"
Rapunzel's hand was still caressing Anna's chin, making the redhead blush more after what she just said, "A-Anna. My name is Anna."
Rapunzel smiled and withdrew her hand. She stood upright and gestured to her basket and blanket. "Would you like to join me, Anna? I have plenty of fruit. I also wouldn't mind drawing you more if you're interested."
Anna lit up, feeling so much happiness swell in her chest. Rapunzel, this beautiful woman before her, was flirting with her. Anna smiled for the first time in a long time, but that smile was replaced with sudden fear that Rapunzel noticed. "You don't want someone like me near you. I should go," Anna replied and was about to walk away but Rapunzel took her hand and came around to stand in front of Anna.
"It's okay, Anna. I don't mind. You don't make me uncomfortable," Rapunzel assured her.
"How can you say that? You don't even know me. You'll change your mind quickly once you know what I am," Anna said, finally looking Rapunzel in the eyes again. Her heart began to race as Rapunzel smiled flirtatiously and dared to get closer to her.
Anna gasped when Rapunzel reached down and rubbed the bulge under Anna's pants. Anna panicked and backed away, shielding her boner with her hands. "I'm sorry, but I noticed it when I caught you staring. I was intrigued." Anna looked up at Rapunzel after hearing that.
"You're…not freaked out?" Anna asked.
Rapunzel shook her head, "Not at all, Anna. The world is a different place now so I don't get surprised easily. I have a friend named Cass who's also intersex."
This surprised Anna even more, "Your friend is intersex too?"
"Yeah, we used to be together but she wanted to join the military to make her adopted father proud. He's a veteran," Rapunzel explained before taking Anna's hand again after she saw Anna calm down a bit. "Please, come sit with me. I promise I won't bite…unless you beg me to." The sultry voice coming from Rapunzel's pink lips aroused Anna more. She made no effort to resist Rapunzel as Rapunzel led her to the blanket.
Rapunzel sat down and looked up at Anna with a smile. Anna sat down on the other side awkwardly. Rapunzel giggled, "Anna, I was kidding about biting you. You can sit closer to me."
"I don't think I should. At least for the next three hours," Anna blushed, looking away. Rapunzel glanced down and saw the massive bulge under Anna's pants. Rapunzel's eyes widened slightly; I know Kristoff said Anna was packing but I didn't realize she was that big! She's bigger than Cass. Rapunzel looked back up at Anna's blushing face. Anna was still looking away and it was obvious that Anna was in distress and so close to nutting. This caused Rapunzel to feel warmth gather between her legs. She jumped feeling her phone vibrate in the front of her pants, arousing her slightly. She pulled her phone out and saw Kristoff had tested her. "Do you mind if I take this? A friend texted me a question." Rapunzel told the truth. There was no way she could lie to Anna, even though they just met.
Anna replied, "No, not at all. Go ahead."
Rapunzel read Kristoff's text, Did you meet Anna yet?
Yes. You didn't tell me she was such a knockout. You're so mean.
You're young. You'll get over it. Is she being difficult?
I caught her staring and getting a major boner. XD I flirted with her and invited her to sit next to me. She's really struggling. The poor thing. I know you said be friends with her, but if you don't give me permission to move in on your friend, she and I will be arrested for indecent exposure. I can't let her suffer like that. What kind of a woman would I be? ;)
She's interested in you? That's new. She's been so focused on Elsa that she had no interest in other women. Believe me, I've tried for the past three years This is a good sign. If she wants to do it, go for it. It'll help her get over Elsa.
Rapunzel smiled mischievously before putting her phone away. She glanced once more at Anna who was squirming in her spot. Take it slow, Rapunzel. Don't repeat your mistake with Cass. It was why she had to leave. She giggled at Anna, "You doing okay over there, Anna?"
Anna blushed from Rapunzel's playful look and words, finding it difficult to talk normally. "Who, me? Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine," she whimpered the last part, making Rapunzel giggle more. Even the sound of her laugh was perfect. "I think I- I need to use the restroom."
Rapunzel smiled with amusement, knowing what Anna really needed to do. Cass did it a few times. Rapunzel walked in on her to see what was wrong. That was how she discovered her best friend's secret and how their relationship was ruined because they jumped into something built on lust instead of love. Rapunzel had to contain her desires as she scooted closer and pointed at the nearby tree. "You can go behind that tree to relieve yourself. I won't look. I promise. I'll keep an eye out so you can have privacy."
Anna was going to melt. This beautiful woman knew her secret, wasn't disgusted and was trying to look after her. Anna didn't know anyone else that was willing to do all that besides Kristoff and Elsa. Anna was eager to add Rapunzel to that group, but Anna also had an opportunity to sever her intimate relationship with Elsa and move on. She was desperate for release from her heartbreak. Rapunzel was going to turn away so that Anna could go behind the tree, but Anna grabbed her hand, "No."
Rapunzel looked back at her.
"I want you to do it. Please," Anna begged.
Rapunzel was hesitant. Kristoff may have given her his blessing to have sex with Anna if Anna was willing, but Rapunzel could only think about how that ended up with Cass. Rapunzel wanted to do right by Anna. "Anna-" she began.
"Please, Rapunzel. I know we just met, but I need you to do it. Give me a hand job, suck my dick. You can even use me for a fling and toss me to the side like I'm trash. Whatever you want. I won't resist."
Rapunzel was about to tear up. Rapunzel learned everything about Anna's relationship with her sister, Elsa, from Kristoff. Kristoff was forced to entrust his friend's secret when trying to get advice on how to help Anna since Rapunzel was once with an intersex as well. Rapunzel knew Kristoff was loyal to Anna and wanted to protect her secret. Rapunzel admired Kristoff for that and swore on her life that she would protect it too.
Anna was struggling for three years after Elsa disappeared on her. Here, Anna was so desperate for intimacy that she was willing to reduce herself to a meaningless fling. Rapunzel had to be strong for Anna and exercise some restraint. "I'll help you find release, Anna, but you will never be just a fling." She scooted much closer, drawing so close to her lips. "Not to me." She kissed Anna's lips and felt so heartbroken for her as she heard Anna cry. Rapunzel moved her hands down Anna's body, getting aroused by the toned muscles underneath, stopping right on top of the bulge before unbuckling her pants and freeing her straining cock.
Rapunzel was tearing up seeing Anna in tears and kissed her deeply, wanting to put as much love and compassion into it as she could. She pulled away, "Ready?"
"Do it, please," Anna begged again.
Rapunzel pushed Anna gently back onto the blanket. She looked around to make sure no one else could see Anna, wanting to protect her secret. She looked down at Anna's penis, marveling at her size before quickly going down on Anna and taking her all the way into her mouth. Rapunzel gagged as the tip of Anna's dick entered her throat. The sounds of Anna's moans and mewling enticed Rapunzel to pick up the pace, bobbing her head faster. Rapunzel's saliva drenched Anna's dick, coating it completely, making the whole experience for Anna far greater.
Anna could feel the buildup. It was going to be a big one. After Anna was left by Elsa years ago, there was a period where Anna masturbated to the memories of her and Elsa together, desperate to have that consistent fix for her euphoric high, but it was never the same and that led to Anna's decent into despair. Things were different now. At least Anna hoped so. For the first time in forever, she was having sex with someone who wanted her and it wasn't Elsa. Release finally came and Rapunzel was quick to drink it all, her throat glugging Anna's several spurts of cum.
For a split second, all was perfect, but an immense wave of severe guilt struck her when she swore she saw Elsa standing right there heartbroken. Anna began to cover her face with her hands and cried.
Rapunzel became startled and greatly concerned and quickly crawled to her, "Anna?!"
"I'm sorry- I'm sorry, Elsa!" Anna cried.
Rapunzel understood perfectly and wanted to comfort her and tell her it was okay, but Anna shoved her off, quickly fixed her pants and ran away. Rapunzel teared up, not because Anna's reaction hurt her, but because she knew that guilt all too well. After she and Cass had a bad break up, Rapunzel got drunk and hooked up with a biker named Flynn Ryder, desperate to sever all ties with Cass and be free of her pain, but the guilt she felt after almost drover Rapunzel to commit suicide. Luckily her parents were there to help her through it. She looked at her phone, Why didn't you tell me it was this bad, Kristoff?
Kristoff was pacing. His dog, Sven, was laying on the couch watching him walk back and forth in front of him. It was only a few minutes since he last texted Rapunzel. He was very nervous. He needed things to go well for Anna. He wanted to text and learn what was going on, but didn't want to interrupt and kill the mood between Anna and Rapunzel. He nearly jumped out of his skin when he heard sudden pounding on his door. He opened it and became concerned by the sight of his best friend crying. "Anna? What's wrong?"
She crashed into his arms and held him as she cried loudly. He closed the door. "Anna talk to me."
"It's not fair!" Anna cried into his chest. "I can't move on! I can't be free of her! Why did she have to leave me behind?! Why couldn't she take me with her?!"
Kristoff held her more firmly. The one thing he didn't want to happen was happening. Anna's heart belonged to Elsa and there was only one way to get it back, but he didn't want to go there. Not if he had any say in the matter. He felt his phone vibrating. It was Rapunzel calling. He guided her to her room. Sven hopped up onto the bed next to her shaking, curled body and snuggled close to her. Anna hugged him.
Kristoff closed the door so he could answer the call. "What happened? She's crying, Rapunzel. What did you do to her?!"
"It's not what you think. Let me explain. It's just like when I had that bad break up with Cass. I hooked up with Flynn and I cried for weeks. Remember?" Rapunzel replied.
"Yeah. I was worried about this," Kristoff said, looking at Anna's closed bedroom door.
"I was able to have closure by talking to Cass after Flynn. Anna needs it too. Clearly, you see that. You have to tell her where Elsa is, Kristoff. You said you know where she lives."
Kristoff went silent before replying, "I can't do that."
"Anna needs the chance to get closure too. She needs to tell Elsa everything she needs to say and end things for her own sake."
"What if seeing Elsa again makes it worse?" Kristoff asked, "It's been three years, Rapunzel. Three years since Elsa left and Anna so stuck on her sister that she can't move on. If she was strong enough to let Elsa go, she would've done so already."
"Their bond must be very strong," Rapunzel muttered in admiration.
"Either that or Anna is just so clingy and needy and can't get over her separation anxiety," Kristoff replied. "Taking her to see Elsa isn't a good idea."
"Kristoff, when's the last time you had to break up with someone you really loved? Do you have any idea how that affects a person if they were very close? You have no right to mock Anna like that! You're her friend, Kristoff!"
Kristoff went silent again. There was nothing he could say against the little pixie's harsh words. Rapunzel was right, but Kristoff had been having Anna's back since they met. That included her from painful risks. He sighed. "I'll talk to Anna. I'll text you later and let you know what happens."
"Good luck. Please, take care of her." Kristoff was so surprised by the care and compassion in Punzie's voice when talking about Anna. They had just met and Rapunzel already felt connected to her. Kristoff knew he chose right. If anyone could connect with Anna, it was Rapunzel.
"I always do," he said with a smile, before hanging up. He took one more look at Anna's door before heading to it.
Anna had calmed some and was sitting up, but she was still torn up inside. Rapunzel was the only other woman besides Elsa, but Anna couldn't help but feel guilty. It was like she had betrayed Elsa by cheating on her. She heard Kristoff enter and sit on the edge of the bed beside her. "Who was that?"
"Rapunzel," he felt her eyes immediately on him. "You needed friends. I knew Rapunzel would make a good friend for you, but she mentioned you seemed interested. If things got better between you do, it would be great because Rapunzel understands your pain better than I ever could. If you want to hate someone for the setup, hate me. Rapunzel is good and only trying to help you."
He expected her to start shouting and hitting hm, but all he felt was he arms and hearing Anna whisper, "Thank you, Kristoff."
He offered her his phone, "You want to call her?"
Anna wanted to take the phone, but froze. "I- I can't. I can't face her again after running off like that. I can't face her until I find Elsa and work this out."
"Okay," Kristoff said getting up, "Let's go."
"Go where?" Anna asked. She was confused and still sitting on the bed.
Kristoff stopped after opening the door. He looked back at her over his broad shoulder. "See Elsa. I know where she's been living."
Something returned to Anna's face. A hopeful smile. It had been three long agonizing years and she was going to see Elsa again. Her sister. Her friend. Her first love.
(A/N: I've been thinking on this ending. I had maybe three different ways to continue this but one of them made more sense and would allow Elsa and Anna to have a happy and healthy ending. I'll be updating with the remaining chapters as soon as I get them typed.)