Chapter 5
Elliot suggested that they eat first, because no one would have much of an appetite after. Dinner was awkward, but afterwards they sat in the family room to talk. They asked the girls to sit on the opposite couch. They both rolled their eyes. Elliot started, "When I turned 15, Mia's college babysitter gave me a blow job. I wanted it. I flirted with her all of the time. I was 15, thought I was a big boy and she was hot. I knew Christian was turning 15 right behind me and he was my brother. So I made sure I invited two girls we would like to our party. It's because of that, I blame myself for what happened."
Christian shook his head, "El, this is not on you." Elliot shrugged, "He didn't behave like me. Christian was a good kid." Elliot sighed, "Anyway, our backyard was full of people and we broke into our neighbors pool house." Ana frowned, "Elena Lincoln? The woman that stepped in front of the car?" Christian smiled, "You've been trying to figure it out right?" Ana nodded. Christian continued, "She caught us and blackmailed us. We were kids and we just didn't want her to tell on us." Kate moved beside Elliot, "What did she do to you?"
Elliot and Christian had buried it and this was hard. "Her and her husband were into BDSM. They weren't really together, they always had sex with other people. They made us watch a lot. She said we had a lot to learn." Elliot paced, "She sent us back to the party, but said we would pay for breaking in. We were so stupid. Christian and I took all of our birthday money and tried to give it to her. We didn't know pay didn't mean money."
Kate stood up and hugged Elliot even though she wasn't sure he wanted the affection. Ana watched Christian carefully and he hadn't looked up yet. She moved next to him to give him comfort. Elliot continued, We were shocked when her husband was at the house. He was standing there in his suit. We thought we were in big trouble. I started apologizing to him and he just stood there. It was scary." Christian was silent and Ana was worried.
Elliot and Kate sat down, "Elena told us to strip and we did. We stood in our boxers and Eric finally spoke." Christian shook his head, "He said strip means everything. I couldn't believe it. I yelled at him and asked him why he wanted to see our dicks. He punched me in my stomach so hard I hit the floor. Elliot tried to help and he was on. The floor with me." Christian ran his hands through his hair, "Do you know what that did to me. Elliot was stronger and bigger and he was on the floor. We stripped."
Kate looked at Ana and she heard Elliot, "Go ahead, ask us." Kate frowned, "Ask you what, El?" Elliot shrugged, "Why did we do it? Why didn't we tell?" Kate grabbed his face, "Baby, you were kids. No one blames you." Elliot explained, "These two girls walked in when Elena called them. She said we needed a real blow job." Elliot laughed but it wasn't normal, "You know before that I would have been hard as a rock just seeing them. I couldn't…you know." Ana frowned, "Did she beat you?" Elliot nodded, "She beat them."
Elliot told them everything, "We know they messed with other kids, because we saw them. She would beat us with belts and whips over bad grades and if my mom would tell her we got in trouble. She would make us hurt the girls she found for us. She's a monster." Christian hadn't looked at the girls. He didn't know what their reaction would be, "She never had sex with us, but she knew what she was doing. She didn't fuck us, but she fucked with our heads."
He looked up when he felt Ana come close. "None of this is your fault guys." Kate hugged Elliot, "You've been scared to tell everyone." Elliot nodded, "We couldn't figure out why now, but when we saw her that night, we started getting letters." They showed them the notes. Kate shook her head, "She's mad because you have us?"
Christian nodded, "She doesn't want us happy and on top of that she found out we purchased her husband's company." Christian explained he purchased it under a different name and that's how they got rich. Kate wanted to kill her but she stayed calm, "Do you want to tell your mom and dad?" Elliot nodded, "No secrets, no lies. Will you come with us?" They both agreed, "Of course!" Everyone said goodnight.
Ana knew she and Christian needed to talk a little more. She waited for him to come out of the shower. She cuddled beside him, "How do you feel?" Christian took a deep breath, "Truth? Relieved. Ana, I'm sorry about earlier." Ana smiled, "Oh the outburst or the ass slap?" Christian frowned, "Both." Ana wanted to know, "Has rough sex been a release for you?"
Christian was embarrassed, "Ana, before I met you I never made love. I fucked, hard. I'm so sorr…" Ana kissed him, "Christian, stop apologizing. It's ok. I don't expect you to be gentle every time. Kate is my sister and I've heard her stories." They both laughed and they realized they needed that laugh. "Christian, I'm just saying I love you and I know you love me. Be yourself and I'm here for the ride. I want to experience different types of sex with you and I don't want you overthinking it. I'm not them and I know you get that." She kissed him.
Christian smiled, "I don't deserve you." Ana grabbed his chin, "It's not about that, we both deserve happiness." Christian sighed, "It doesn't bother you that I've slept with a lot of girls." Ana was upset that Christian couldn't see it, "Christian what you went through was rape and abuse. It wasn't just sex. You've got to get that." Christian shook his head, "Why?" Ana kissed him softly, "To heal."
They returned to Seattle the next day and by the weekend they called for a family meeting. Kate and Ana's parents were there along with Taylor and Gail. They were all family. They told them everything. Grace went from shock to pure rage. "She's in Seattle. I'll kill her!" Kate knew she always liked Grace. Elliot spoke, "We lied to you long enough, but we know there is nothing you can get her on." Carrick and Ray disagreed. They knew the captain of the police department and they had her being looked for.
Carla gave them comfort, "You boys are so strong. I know how it feels to want to protect everyone, but now you should get to heal." She had the name of a great therapist, "He helped me, when I lost Ray, then Eamon, and after. His name is John Flynn. I also saw his wife, but I think you two would like John." Kate listened, she never knew Carla needed therapy. When she was struggling, she thought her mom was so strong. Carla looked at her daughters, "You two may want to see someone, this can be hard on everyone."
When they got to Escala the boys' phones were going crazy. It gave Ana and Kate a moment. "Ana, have you and Christian had sex since they told us?" Ana shook her head, "No, but we really haven't had time." Kate frowned, "We haven't and that's very unusual. I'm worried about him. He tries to act strong and I don't know what he's thinking." Ana had a simple response, "Ask him Kate." She smiled, "You're right." Ana was in bed when she got a thumbs up text from Kate. She laughed.
Christian plopped on the bed, "What's so funny?" Ana smiled, "Kate is silly." She looked at Christian with his hands behind his head. He looked calm and relaxed. "How do you feel now that it's really out in the open?" Christian took a breath, "Better. I didn't know what to expect. In the back of my mind, I thought they would be mad and disappointed in us, but they weren't." He turned to Ana, "Are we ok?" Ana nodded, "Why wouldn't we be?" Christian shrugged, "I don't know the sex stuff. Like what do you expect from me?"
She kissed Christian, "I expect that you love me and teach me some things along the way. Christian we're young. I'm sure they're are some things you like, things you don't. All we need to do is love each other and communicate." Christian smiled, "How do you make this so easy?" Ana smirked, "Ok, let me make it uncomfortable. How hard was it to stop yourself that day?" Christian looked puzzled, "What?" Ana smirked, "After the ass slap and you were going to…" she raised her eyebrows up and down "Fuck me, hard I'm guessing." Christian laughed, "Very hard." She reached in his boxers and stroked, "Wanna try again?" Christian threw his head back, "Ana, Fuck!" He laid her flat and pushed her shirt up to suck each of her nipples until they were hard. He licked down and circled her bellybutton with his tongue. "Ohhhhh Christian!"
Before she knew it he flipped her on her front and pulled her up on her knees. He slapped her ass, but this time, it wasn't a stinging feeling. She felt her lower half clinch. He pushed her head down and sucked and licked her lower lips from behind until she was wet. "Fuck Christian!" He smiled and she felt his length resting on her ass. He rubbed his fingers through her wet folds and then stroked his length. "Are you sure?" Ana looked back and smiled, giving him permission.
He pushed all the way in and pulled out. When Ana pushed back, he picked up the speed. Ana was moaning, she loved it and him. She was glad to have Christian back. They both came hearing skin slapping and wet sounds. "Thank you Ana!" She smiled, "For what?" Christian sighed, "For showing me I can do this and it not be…" She held him, "Christian with me, it will never be like that bitch. I promise." She fell asleep in his arms and for the first time in a long time, Christian felt loved.
The boys started therapy with the girls right by their side. Sometimes they went in and sometimes they sat outside, but they were always there no matter what. They celebrated Ana's birthday and spent their first holidays together. Thanksgiving was spent at the Grey's and Christmas was spent at the Steele's. There they celebrated Kate's birthday. Elliot even told Christian about his business he wanted. No one heard from or knew where Elena was, but she was never far from anyone's mind. The police looked into her and found out Eric was dead.
Apparently they were in Vegas and did the same things there. Vegas police were actually looking for Elena, because all they knew was Eric Lincoln was found bound, gagged and murdered in their home. They had financial problems and legal problems when teenage girls accused the Lincolns of sexual acts. Grace only talked to Carla but she thought that information made Elena more dangerous. Ray had security added to Christian, Elliot, and the girls. The girls gave up their apartment and moved into Escala after New Year's.
Things seemed normal, but one night would change all of that. The girls were running late and rushed to the boys therapy session. They waited outside and talked while the boys talked. Dr. Flynn came out and smiled, "I'm so proud of you guys. Keep it up." They decided they would cut back sessions. They also told Flynn they were planning to propose tonight at the Mile High Club in front of their family. Christian saw they drove, "Where is the security?" Kate explained they were running late and didn't see them. "We called Ray. I don't know where Luke Sawyer is." Elliot didn't like it. Christian you and Ana ride with Taylor. I will drive me and Kate."
Elliot pulled out and Taylor was right behind him. He knew Luke wouldn't disappear and got on the phone with Ray immediately, "Something isn't right. Will you track Luke's phone?" Ray was on it. They were sitting at the light when it turned green. Taylor saw but couldn't stop it. They were only a few blocks from the club. The city wasn't even that busy. A car T-boned Elliot and Kate. They were pinned up against a pole. "Christian!" Taylor, Christian, and Ana ran to see them. Ana screamed, "Oh my God!" Christian yelled, "Ana, call for help and get back." Taylor ran to Kate and Christian to Elliot. Elliot was slumped over and Kate had blood coming from her head. Christian looked in the other car, "Son of bitch! It's Elena!" They heard the emergency vehicles and Christian held Ana.