Here's another chapter! I work from home taking calls so I will try and edit another chapter and get it out for y'all. Hope you enjoy!
Chapter 3 January
(Bella's POV)
I quickly went up the stairs and peeked in on Ollie before I went to my room. He was so cute sleeping with his little bum in the air. I walked over to him and pushed his butt back down and picked up his blanket that had fallen to the floor and placed it back on him. With a kiss to his head I left the room and went into mine. I shut the door and leaned against it. What was I doing? What was I thinking. I'm a mom and I just kissed a man I barely know with my son upstairs asleep! And then I fucking agreed to go out with him! Part of me wants to throw up and apologize to whoever for being such a bad mother. But the other part is swooning over that gorgeous man downstairs on my couch. He wants to get to know me. And know my son. Can I let that happen? Oliver has already lost a dad. What happens if Edward gets tired of playing house and always being around a child that's not his. I will always put Ollie before myself. He's my everything. My whole world. I sighed and wiped the tears off my face that I did not know had fallen. There is no reason for me to be this upset. All I did was say I would go out with him. I will worry about this when I need too. I push myself off the door and went to bed. My dreams full of that bronze hair and green eyes.
"Mama" I moaned trying to move away from the voice in my ear. "Mama!" The voice got louder and louder. "MAMA!" I jumped up as Oliver jumped down hard on my stomach. I stretched my arms out and looked up at the smiling face of my son. His dark hair all crazy from sleep. How can I be upset with someone so cute. "Good morning baby" I said wrapping my arms around him. He let me for a minute before he started wiggling to get out of my arms. He's not a fan of cuddles anymore and it breaks my heart. He only wants to cuddle when it's his idea. I let him go, trying to respect his space. "Come on bubba, let's go get some breakfast" he clapped. Giggling as he took off out of the room. I got out of bed and wrapped my robe around me. It was freezing this morning. I'm so ready for winter to be over with.
I rushed though my morning routine as fast as I could and dashed downstairs to see what mess my son has made while being alone for ten minutes. I found Oliver in the family room standing by the couch watching Edward sleeping. I could see his little hand reaching up and I knew he was gonna slap him if I didn't stop him. Seth and Emmet were the ones who got Oliver started on the slapping. One afternoon Emmet had fallen asleep on dad's recliner and Seth thought it would be a great idea to grab Oliver and have him hit Emmet in the face to wake him up. Of course Ollie can not hit very hard as he's only two, so Seth also slapped Emmet in the face and he awoke with a start jumping out of the recliner and yelled at Seth. Oliver thought it was the funniest thing and has tried to do it ever since. Once he even slapped me when I was sleeping. And let's just say that only happened one time and it will never happen again. I grabbed Oliver before he could do any damage and took him to the kitchen to get him set up in his booster chair. "Okay Mr man. What do you want. We have Eggs or waffles" he thought for a moment before his face lit up. "Both mama" I smile and place a kissed on the crown of his head. I gave him a banana to start with while I got the rest of his breakfast going. I got the eggs mixed up and into a pan with some butter. I grabbed one frozen waffle from the freezer and popped it in the toaster. I know sue me I am giving my kid frozen breakfast. I'm not perfect and homemade waffles take forever and I am dealing with a kid who can only give me about ten minutes before he gets upset. I got his breakfast whipped up in no time and sit it in front of him. "Tank you mama" I laughed and handed him his fork. "Your very welcome baby" while he was busy eating, I made a bigger batch of eggs. And got some bacon in the oven. Once's that's was started I got the coffee pot going and soon the kitchen was filled with the wonderful smell of coffee.
Oliver had finished his plate and asked for more, so I was cutting up another waffle and some bacon when looked up to see Edward standing in the door frame of the kitchen I smiled and waved him in. "Good morning! How did you sleep" he walked in and stood next to me he was standing so close to me I could feel the heat of his body. "I slept very well thank you. It smells good in here" I looked up and smiled quickly getting lost in his green eyes. "Mama more!" Oliver's inpatient voice broke our spell and I gave Edward an apologetic smile as I brought Ollie his plate again. Edward went and got a cup of coffee and sit down at the table with Oliver asking him if he liked his breakfast. "Edward! How can you drink your coffee black" he laughs and shrugged his shoulders. "I don't know, I have always drank it black" I nodded and fixed him up a plate of eggs, bacon and some fruit salad. I place it in front of him with a fork and napkin. "Thank you beautiful Bella" I blushed walking over to Ollie and getting him cleaned up. "Go play with your toys buddy" he smiled and took off out of the kitchen. I swear that kid is always in such a rush. Thank God he didn't get my clumsiness or else we would be taking lots of trips so the ER.
Me and Edward ate breakfast together and talked, at some point Edwards had grabbed my hand and made no effort to let it go. Not that I wanted him too. "Edward" I said. "Yes Bella?" I took a deep breath. "I want to make sure you know that Oliver will always come first with me. He's my world and it's my job to protect him. We are a package deal so if you want me you need to make room for him as well. Because it will always be Oliver that I choose" he smiled and kissed my cheek. "Bella! Of course Oliver comes first. I would be worried if he didn't come first to you. And I'm more then willing to get the two for one deal. I want to make both of you happy and to feel loved. Please let me do that" God I wanted to kiss this man again. How could anyone be so nice and loving. "We would like that Edward. Thank you" since I couldn't kiss his lips right now I brought his hand to my mouth and place a kiss to his palm. Our sweet moment was once again broken by my son who came running in the kitchen with Alice hot of his heels. "Good morning all" Alice sang, grabbing Ollie's hands and dancing around the kitchen. Oliver's giggles filled the room and soon everyone was laughing at the two of them. My heart felt so full that I thought it might burst. My life was good before but I never knew how much we were missing.
After everyone got finished with breakfast I started cleaning up the kitchen while everyone else's went outside to watch the snow for a minute. I wiped my hands in the towel and happily look at my now spotless kitchen. I went to find Edward and Oliver but they were not outside anymore. I went to the living room still no boys. I peeked in the dining room where Oliver's coloring stuff was but they were not there either. My heart started to race a bit as I walked upstairs. Alice's bathroom door was closed and you could hear the shower going. So I walked down to Oliver's door and could hear them in there "here you be Batman Ed. I be Robbin." He is playing Batman with him! I peaked my head in and they had action figures all around the floor playing together. Oliver spotted me by the door and his smile grew. "Mama! You play too?" I laughed and walked in the room "I would love to what are you boys playing." I sit right by Edward as close as I could be but it still was not enough. "We play Batman" Ollie said as he started sing the Batman song. He had got Edward singing it as well and I lost it. I was holding onto my sides laughing so hard I had tears running down my face and soon both Edward and Ollie were laughing as well.
Not long after lunch, Edward had to go to work and so did Alice. I was sad to see Edward go but I couldn't hog all his time no matter how much I wanted too. He was not my boyfriend and he has a life of his own. Without me. Oliver was sad when Alice left but he got really upset when Edward said he had to go. He started crying and was holding onto me and Edward. "Hey buddy don't cry. I'll come back. You and mom are gonna go look for you a new school! That's gonna be tons of fun right" Ollie nodded and reached for Edward. Edward looked at me and I nodded. He took Ollie in his arms and gave him a tight hug. My heart swelled at the sight of my two boys. Edward handed me Oliver once he had calmed down and gave us both a kiss on the cheek. He handed me his cell phone and I raised my eyebrow. "Put your number in so I can text you later" I smiled and grabbed the phone punched in number and put my name at the top with a white heart. "See you later. And thanks for the number" I blushed and we told him goodbye and watched him drive away from us.